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In junior high school, Rao Xinghai was just a child with a handsome and eye-catching appearance and height, but because of his gloomy temperament, he was repeatedly suspected by his teachers as a gangster on the fringes of the underworld.

The real gangster is because he doesn't know which boss he is with, and everyone has inexplicable hostility towards him.

Rao Xinghai grew up extremely fast, and the newly changed school uniform soon became narrower, and soon the trouser legs became shorter.At school, his parentage was as much an open secret as his ill-fitting uniform: on his first day, everyone in the class knew he was an orphan and a sentinel.

Sentinels, or guides, are special characters that appear only in the news and in textbooks.There are only a few places in the small city that you must never go to according to urban rumors: there are monsters living there, and you will be infected by viruses if you go there.

Rao Xinghai is clearly a "monster", but he is so tall and handsome, and besides being mysterious, he also has a charm that is easy to attract children of the same age.

There are also teachers who want to give him a hand.It's a pity that he is sloppy in his studies: his Chinese grades are passable, because he has a few martial arts novels to read endlessly; his English grades are barely good, because the teacher who teaches English is a handsome boy, and he is very active in class-but his grades in science and engineering are very bad .

The biology teacher once gently reminded him to take class seriously so that he can better understand it after reading related special human books.

In that class, Rao Xinghai and others were divided into a group to observe the nerve reflexes of the frogs. After listening to it, he was thoughtful and cut off the nerves on the legs of the two frogs in the group.

The teachers basically gave up on Rao Xinghai, but Dean Rao still thought he was a good boy.She asked Rao Xinghai which university he wanted to study in the future. Rao Xinghai thought about it for a long time, and said that he didn't even want to go to high school. After graduating from junior high school, he wanted to go out to work to earn money.

Dean Rao was taken aback, but he had a stubborn temper and couldn't persuade him to come back.

Rao Xinghai joined the Pingqiao Gang in the second semester of the second year of junior high school.

When spring came, his whole body was restless, as if he had no place to use his energy.After winning several championships in the school sports meeting, he once again became the target of competition among major gangs.

The Pingqiao gang is full of junior and senior high school students, and the boss is a freshman in high school. He personally came to talk to Rao Xinghai and invited him a cup of milk tea.

"Hi, I, Pingqiao Gang, now invite you to join our Pingqiao Gang. Follow me, I will eat, and you will drink."

Rao Xinghai has a keen sense of taste, and he realized that too much saccharin was added to the milk tea in front of him, and he also mixed it with tap water. He took a sip and put it down silently. "It's free." Rao Xinghai yawned and replied lazily.

Seeing that he didn't react much, the boss took out an expensive cigarette and handed it to him.

Just as Rao Xinghai picked up the cigarette, the boss was already puffing on the other side.

Although he is only two years older than Rao Xinghai, he is already very skilled at smoking.Seeing Rao Xinghai staring at him, he simply twirled the cigarette a few times between his fingers, and exhaled a mouthful of thick smoke at Rao Xinghai. "It's called a jellyfish, do you know?" The boss smiled, showing a little yellow front teeth, "It's not like you can get it in a daze, I, I'm fine."

Rao Xinghai also had a keen sense of smell. It was the first time he encountered such a puff of smoke hitting his face recklessly, and he was choked up and coughed non-stop.Before he finished coughing, the boss on the opposite side jumped up happily: "You promise!"

Rao Xinghai: "I didn't..."

Boss: "You nod hot."

That's when he coughed his head bit by bit.Just as he was about to continue his defense, the boss came over and shook hands with him: "From now on, you will be my pony. My surname is Chen, and everyone calls me Brother Haonan."

Rao Xinghai: "..."

He remembered that the actual surname of Xiao who had eaten a big pot that the whole school notified and punished was just last week.

"Are you a man?" The boss slapped the table, "If you are a man, show off your courage and break into the society with brother Haonan!"

The bored Rao Xinghai agreed.

Less than a month after joining Pingqiao, summer vacation is here.Rao Xinghai became the mascot that Brother Haonan hung on his waist, and he carried it everywhere he went. He introduced it to everyone: This is a sentinel...not the kind of biscuits you eat, but a sentinel who can kill and set fire...Perform?No, no, he's mine, he's not doing juggling, acting!

Rao Xinghai only needs to stand behind Brother Haonan and keep a handsome expressionless face.

In the last week of the summer vacation, Brother Haonan has become the most famous new boss in the surrounding area: he subdued a legendary sentinel by virtue of his charisma!

Brother Haonan, who was overjoyed, was caught by the police because he was drunk and sleeping on the street, and he had to write [-] self-criticisms.

That night, Brother Haonan was selling yam cakes in his small shop, and five or six horse boys sat shyly under the incandescent lamp at the door, exhaustedly copying the self-criticism for him.

Rao Xinghai is the mascot, one level higher than other horse boys, he doesn't have to copy, he was kicked out to buy milk tea.Rao Xinghai finally regretted it when he cheated six cups of milk tea from the little sister in the milk tea shop by using his hue and only 20 yuan.

Being a jerk is also boring.

He was walking back with six cups of pearl milk tea, and when he was about to return, he heard vague fighting sounds from the alley.

Rao Xinghai immediately caught Brother Haonan's voice, and ran into the alley.

There was a street lamp at the end of the alley, half-bright and half-dark, under the lamp were a few huddled people, and a stranger yelled: "You are Brother Haonan? Then why don't you recognize my pheasant!"

Rao Xinghai ran halfway, and stopped in surprise and suspicion.A faint white mist was rising from the skinny young man under the street lamp.

He was familiar with such fog.This is a characteristic sign of the presence of the spiritual body.

Rao Xinghai visited a circus when he was three years old.It was not really a serious circus, but in the eyes of Rao Xinghai at that time, it was already a very extraordinary world: monkeys who can only scratch their ears, donkeys wearing red flowers, faded zebras, and white peacock greens locked in cages Peacocks, singing parrot starlings, and golden snakes.

The snake was cold all over, its tail was hanging outside the cage, its eyes were blood red, and it quietly looked at the people passing by the cage.

Rao Xinghai walked past the snake cage step by step and turned his head three times.Seeing that he was curious about the snake, the volunteers picked him up and asked the owner of the "circus" if he could touch it.The boss grabbed the tail of the snake and stuffed it into Rao Xinghai's hands with great enthusiasm.

Rao Xinghai flinched in fear, but subconsciously grabbed the snake's tail and didn't let go.The snake's scales are very thin, and it feels smooth to the touch. There are irregular white lines all over the snake's body.The child's hand tremblingly caressed in a very small area, as if afraid of disturbing it, not daring to make big movements.

The snake's head moved slightly, and the snake's letter stretched in its mouth.It is collecting information about the child in front of it.

"It's very docile!" The boss introduced loudly, "This is Fengyun Jinlong! Touch it once to attract wealth and wealth, touch it twice to rise to the top, touch it three times to increase your position and rank!"

Rao Xinghai didn't know until several years later that the snake that always coiled up next to his pillow to accompany him to sleep was actually called "Golden Python".When it appears, it is always accompanied by a white mist.The mist rose from his body, and Rao Xinghai felt that he was a fairy several times.

He excitedly told the children that he had a snake.But the invisible snake caused panic, and Rao Xinghai later dared not release it again.As he grew older, when he was sitting in a daze under the big banyan tree in the orphanage, he would give the golden python a chance to climb the tree once or twice to loosen its muscles and bones.Although he doesn't know whether the spiritual body has bones or not.

He felt lonely sometimes, and he wanted to join the children who were having fun, but they didn't want him.

Sometimes he felt that his heart was overflowing with an indescribable joy.He has a partner and no one can see it.It proves how special he is, how different he is.He cannot participate in other people's happiness, and others have no way of knowing his joy.

Rao Xinghai couldn't tell which of the two emotions was stronger.

Rao Xinghai at that time recognized the white mist.The people in front of me are the same kind of people.

The mist on the strange young man's body seemed to be something tangible, clinging tightly to his body. Every time he punched or kicked, the white mist on the action parts suddenly became thicker, like an invisible protective cover.

Brother Haonan and his pony were beaten to pieces, covering their hands and faces and screaming non-stop.But the stranger didn't have any injuries on his body, even the punch he hit the wall by mistake just now clearly hit a brick, but the back of his hand was still smooth when he withdrew his hand.

Rao Xinghai stared blankly, the man was obviously well-trained, his movements could not be said to be particularly flexible, but he moved and dodged, and his advances and retreats were measured.

"I got an A in the test in the skill building!" The young man was excited, "you bastards... what the hell are you doing pulling off my shoelaces? Let go, I'll count one, if you don't let me go, I'll step on it..."

Brother Haonan, who grabbed his ankle, immediately withdrew his hands and rolled on the ground twice, pretending to avoid, but actually wanted to lead the boys away.When he looked up, he saw Rao Xinghai who was standing blankly not far away, and his dejected face suddenly came to life: "Rao Xinghai! Hit him!"

The young man didn't look back at Rao Xinghai at all. He obviously knew that there was another person here, but he didn't take Rao Xinghai seriously.

Rao Xinghai walked forward in a daze, step by step, as if approaching a secret, which made him excited, excited him.

The white mist on the young man gradually retracted into his body.But before retracting his body, it seemed to form a ball over his head.

The young man picked up the backpack from the ground. The backpack was stained with sewage. Filled with resentment, he patched Brother Haonan's ass again.

"Please choose a clean place for pulling people and fighting!" The young man yelled, "You also wet the notebook in my bag! There are messages written by students here, can you fucking afford it! "

Brother Haonan was extremely stubborn, and began to scold him in a daze, rolling forward while patting the ground and shouting at Rao Xinghai: "Hit him, Rao Xinghai! Aren't you a sentinel! Let your monster bite him! Beat him to death!" he!"

The young man stopped, held the drenched backpack in his hands, and turned his head to look at Rao Xinghai.

At that time, Rao Xinghai didn't know that he would remember this look forever for the rest of his life.

He saw the flames, the embers of anger.The fire was hidden in the young man's eyes, and he was even attracted by his eyes first, and then he realized that the person in front of him was handsome.The young man was hardly fair, and his eyebrows were drawn down a bit, which made him look as if he was constantly unhappy.Now this unhappiness has turned into a new anger——the young man walked towards Rao Xinghai with a backpack in his hands.

"You, Sentinel?" he snapped.

Rao Xinghai nodded, but before he finished the action, the young man quickly picked up his backpack and threw it towards his face!

He subconsciously leaned back and took half a step back.Immediately there was a severe pain on his face: he was punched in the left cheek.

Rao Xinghai bumped into the wall, and the three cups of milk tea in his right hand fell to the ground.

Before he recovered, the young man was already grabbing his collar: "Then why are you messing around with these bastards? Glory? You are a sentinel!"

He didn't give Rao Xinghai a chance to react at all, and pushed Rao Xinghai against the wall.But at the moment when the back of Rao Xinghai's head was about to hit the wall, the young man grabbed his collar and stopped his movements.

He stared at Rao Xinghai, and pressed every word on the tip of his tongue: "I really look down on you."

Brother Haonan and the boys were completely stunned: the legendary sentinel was completely powerless to fight back. "Sun dog, spare Xinghai!" Brother Haonan was so angry that his face turned purple, "You lied to me! What kind of sentry are you! You're such a shameless..."

Rao Xinghai didn't listen to what he was yelling behind, and walked slowly with the only three cups of milk tea left, and left behind the young man.

The young man's backpack gave off a disgusting and sour smell, and he had to carry it with one hand. When he turned around, he found Rao Xinghai following behind him, and gave him a vicious look: "Get lost!"

"I know where I can wash my backpack, it's free, and it can be cleaned quickly," Rao Xinghai said.

His words moved the young man, who was dubious and followed him.Rao Xinghai exchanged a cup of milk tea in his hand for a piece of soap at a roadside shop. He led the young man to the riverside and stretched out his hand.

The young man didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "You wash?"

Rao Xinghai nodded.

The young man hesitated for a moment before taking out the contents of the backpack.A few books, pens, wallets, key chains, a bag of candy and a copy of "Handbook for Supporting Teachers".

The riverside was brightly lit, and someone set up a barbecue stall on the riverbank.Rao Xinghai on the bank of the river vigorously scrubbed his backpack.The young man sat on a rock beside him and drank milk tea. After two sips, he said "My day is so sweet", but after he finished his disgust, he drank it again.After drinking a glass, he still couldn't get enough, grabbed his wallet to buy supper.

In the end, Rao Xinghai, who was penniless, exchanged his laundry skills for a plate of fried noodles and five skewers of grilled chicken tips.

"I'm not used to drinking this kind of milk tea." Rao Xinghai also gave the young man the last cup of milk tea, and took the initiative to talk to him, "What's your name?"

The young man sucked out the pearls one by one from the bottom of the cup: "Kurolo."

Rao Xinghai didn't respond, the young man turned his head and saw him staring at him.

"...Do you read comics?" the young man asked.

Rao Xinghai replied honestly: "I've seen Dragon Ball and Doraemon."

The young man was dumbfounded again, waved his hand, and gave Rao Xinghai a bunch of roasted beef tendon from his own plate.

"I'm a sentinel." Rao Xinghai said again, "What about you?"

"I'm a guide." The young man chewed his tendon and squinted his eyes, "What is your spiritual body?"

"Snake." Rao Xinghai immediately asked, "Where's yours?"

"Snow Leopard." The young man replied quickly, "Teweifeng, Teao, everyone likes to ignore them."

"Can I have a look?" Rao Xinghai was curious about the beautiful young man in front of him, "I'll show you my snake, it's gold..."

"Don't, don't, I don't like snakes." After eating the last string of beef tendon, the young man grabbed two skewers of chicken tips from Rao Xinghai's plate, "Little comrade, do we know each other? You told me that so much personal information is dangerous." You know? Exposing the spiritual body is a taboo for sentinel guides. There are too many people with ulterior motives in society, looking for beautiful and good-looking spiritual bodies everywhere. They will kidnap you, cut off your heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys first, and then lock up your spirit Body, forcing you to sell yourself, forcing it to conduct illegal live broadcasts to make money."

Rao Xinghai: "..."

The heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys have all been cut off, so what else is there to sell?

He knew that the young man in front of him was talking nonsense.But the joy of seeing someone like him for the first time still made him very patient: "My name is Rao Xinghai, and I'm about to enter the third year of junior high school. Brother, where did you learn this skill? I want to learn it too."

The young man was yawning and picked up the phone with a wave of his hand.It seemed that his companion asked him where he was, urging him to meet up and go to the station together as soon as possible. The young man didn't hear what Rao Xinghai said before, but he heard the phrase "where did he learn it".

"New Hope, have you heard of it?" Seeing Rao Xinghai shaking his head, he repeated word for word, very patiently, "New Hope Advanced Management College, the only school in China that specializes in recruiting sentries and guides. There is also the Talent Planning Bureau , it recruits all special human beings. If you don’t like any school, you can go to other schools, and the state will give you special human education subsidies..."

"How do you test?" Rao Xinghai saw him pick up the backpack that had been dried on the rock, and quickly pressed the backpack and asked, "Will I be as good as you after entering?"

"I'm good?"

"Beat people, you beat people very badly."

The young man smiled: "My little brother, are you Mu Qiang? I'm not good, and there aren't too many people who are more prestigious than me in school. You remember to participate in the high school level skills competition. If you have good grades, you will get extra points. If you do well, It’s possible to get admitted without an exam—how old are you?”

"Prepare for the third grade."

The young man was taken aback: "You are so high in the third grade of junior high school?... Wait, no, you are only in the third grade of junior high school. What are you doing with those hooligans? You haven't even finished reading..."

He didn't leave, and sat back on the big rock with a look of hatred on his face.

"Little comrade... no, little classmate, what are you thinking in your head? You are a sentinel. If you don't study hard, I'm sorry for your own talent." He poked Rao Xinghai's head, "The physical and mental strength of the sentinel is so high." Well, if you study hard on one aspect, you may win a Nobel Prize one day. You are honored. Did you read the news last year? The research team nominated for the Nobel Prize in Chemistry includes half-zombies and werewolves, all of whom are scientists , isn’t it great?”

Rao Xinghai watched him speak quietly.

Except for Dean Rao, he rarely had the experience of listening to someone speak quietly in his life.

The young man in front of him talked more and more enthusiastically, as if he was drunk, and jumped off the stone when he was excited, pacing back and forth while dancing.Rao Xinghai thought he looked like a teacher, and then remembered that he had a copy of "Notes for Supporting Teachers" in his backpack.

It turned out that he was really a teacher.

Rao Xinghai waited for him to finish speaking before raising his hand to ask a question: "I probably won't be able to pass the high school entrance exam. Besides, people around me think that I'm a dangerous sentinel who may commit crimes at any time..."

"You?" The young man smiled. "You can't even beat me. What's the danger? You also help me wash my backpack. You're a nice guy."

Rao Xinghai's face brightened, and he asked happily: "Then can I go to a martial arts school? Go to Shaolin Temple to learn Kung Fu, just like you."

The young man licked his lips, as if thinking.

"Student, let me tell you the truth, my kung fu is called actual combat skills." The young man waved his hand, "It is specially designed for the physical and physiological characteristics of the sentinel guide, how to use the five senses, how to cooperate with the mental body, etc. Wait, wait. This is five hundred times better than the Jianglong Eighteen-palm Eye-to-eye Sword."

Rao Xinghai smiled, a little suspicious.

The youth stared at him: "What subjects are you good at?"

"Chinese and English can pass." Rao Xinghai replied, "Chinese is more interesting, English...my English teacher is very nice."

The young man was anxious again: "What's the matter with you junior high school students! Just study, don't think about falling in love. If you want to fall in love, talk about it in college. There are so many people in college, there must be someone you like, and there must be someone who likes you. When the time comes, you Just talk to your heart's content, go after it boldly, it doesn't matter if you let yourself go. But now you should focus on your future."

Rao Xinghai thought his words were interesting, so he laughed again.

"The homework in junior high school is very simple. I will tell you if there are routines. First of all, Chinese, memorize the texts by heart, and use routines for composition. Then English, memorize all the words on the vocabulary list, understand the basic grammar...and mathematics...materialize Students...politics, history..." With a serious look on his face, he wrung his fingers and talked to Rao Xinghai, "I have done it all, and there is absolutely no problem in the high school entrance examination....What is the basic score for you to pass the line here?"

Rao Xinghai was very honest: "I don't know."

Youth: "... Has no one given you a life plan?"

Rao Xinghai: "No."

The young man scratched his hair, took out his phone to check the time, and said decisively, "I'll do it for you!"

He opened the notebook, grabbed the pen and began to scribble.

During this period, his companion called him again.The young man whose thoughts were interrupted responded with a "hmm", and from time to time he cursed, "You're just dating, I'm teaching junior high school students".

The young man's handwriting was fluent and beautiful, Rao Xinghai looked at the lights on the river bank, and whispered "Your handwriting is good".

"By the way, you must practice calligraphy. A good handwriting can add a lot of points. From today on, copy a few pages of hard-tipped calligraphy every day, remember?"

Rao Xinghai nodded.Young people are still writing hard, writing about how to review and learn the skills of various subjects at different stages throughout the third year of junior high school.

The crowd at the barbecue booth is getting thicker and thicker, and the guitarist who sells singing walks through the crowd with low-quality speakers, 15 or 20 yuan a piece.His voice is hoarse, and he can sing heart-piercing hatred in tender love songs.The sound of guitar music, singing, and noisy human voices were all suspended on the bank of the Jianjiang River that night.

They couldn't fall, they couldn't fall into Rao Xinghai's ears and eyes.

All his attention was on the young man in front of him.The young man's fingers were slender and clean, and the writing process was quick. He wrote while talking, occasionally smiled, bent his eyes and eyebrows, and there was no trace of the viciousness when he hit someone.Rao Xinghai also laughed.He is very happy.

After making sure that Rao Xinghai didn't understand any words, the young man told him to put away this expensive secret, then turned around and picked up the bag of candies.They are all good hard fruit candies, colorful, and each one is bigger than a finger, the kind that might choke to death if you are not careful.

"You still have to study." The young man tore open the packing bag, "Don't mess with those people, you and them are not in the same world. Try New Hope, New Hope is very good, the food in the cafeteria is cheaper and delicious than the Talent Planning Bureau , there are many beautiful girls and boys in the school, and opportunities to fall in love are everywhere."

He began to put candies into Rao Xinghai's palm one by one.

"This is your ideal. If you don't have one, you can think of one now, such as getting into a good high school." He put down a candy.

"This is your studies. From now on, you have to be a hard-working sentinel and don't let yourself regret it." He put down another candy.

"This is your love...your career...your future achievements...the admiration you may gain...you will enlighten others' lives..." Every time he said a word, he put a candy in Rao Xinghai's hand .The individually packaged hard fruit candies were round and round, and Rao Xinghai had to gradually tighten his hands to keep them from rolling down.

The last few were shaken off by a brain.The young man covered Rao Xinghai's hand, both warm and firm.

"The last is your friends. Your best friends in life are waiting for you in college." The young man said word by word, "Don't waste time on those meaningless people, you have to meet more worthy people. Remember, you have to work hard to get everything you want."

There is a fire in the youth's eyes, like a passion that will never go out.

Rao Xinghai nodded, he held the candy in his palm tightly and tightly.

He felt as if a fire was burning inside himself.

The story was not long, but Rao Xinghai told it very carefully.He can still clearly recall Shen Chunlan's actions and tone of voice when he spoke to him, because in the following years, he will continue to draw strength from this night's conversation.

Shen Chunlan was dizzy, and asked in a daze: "Is it me?"

"It's you." Rao Xinghai raised his hand, stretched out his index finger, and wanted to tap Shen Chunlan's forehead, but the gesture was too intimate, so he didn't dare to do it, so he had to pretend to be a few centimeters away, "Go buy potato cakes, I had an argument with Brother Haonan. Brother Haonan blocked you in the alley and wanted to beat you up, but you killed him instead. But you refused to tell me your name, and you lied to me that your spiritual body is a snow leopard...I later Only after getting in touch with the Sentinel guide did I realize that the spirit body of the guide cannot be a snow leopard. Is that Cao Hui's spirit body?"

Shen Chunlan just felt dizzy.He didn't have the slightest impression of the past that Rao Xinghai said.

Because she majored in education, Shen Chunlan participated in teaching support activities every summer vacation.He used to be a person who liked to chat with people when he was in the mood. He didn't know how many times he played the teacher by talking nonsense.

Some people remember it for so long.

I used to be a student, so I dared to talk nonsense about anything.But now that he is a serious teacher, he has become more cautious in his actions.

Shen Chunlan: "I don't remember."

"I did well in the third grade of junior high school, and there was no problem in ordinary middle schools. But then the dean arranged for me to study in high school here in Beijing. It was a special human talent plan at that time. During the three years in high school, I often went to New I hope to come, I just want to see if I can meet you."

Shen Chunlan was stunned: "You can't come in."

The entrance control of the college has become more and more strict in recent years, and outsiders must have documents to prove their identity.Underage high school students like Rao Xinghai are absolutely not allowed to enter.

Rao Xinghai nodded: "I usually wander around the school gate."

Shen Chunlan: "..."

It's funny, it's childish, and it's a little pathetic.

"I went to graduate school when you were a sophomore in high school."

"I don't know." Rao Xinghai said, "After the college entrance examination, I thought to myself, you have also graduated, and I will never see you again. Just apply for a major that is good for employment. But I didn't have an accident during the 'Haiyu' test. Well, later on, the spiritual adjuster suggested that I should choose New Hope or the Talent Planning Bureau, and he said that this would be of great benefit to me, and my spirit could be calmed in a place where all the same people were there.”

Soon afterward, both the New Hope Academy and the Talent Planning Bureau came to the door.Rao Xinghai did not hesitate in the slightest. In the face of the olive branches offered by two special human colleges, he resolutely chose the New Hope Advanced School of Management.

He would have been free to choose either department.Thinking of the young man who carried the "Notes on Supporting Education" with him and behaved like a teacher, Rao Xinghai chose a new major in the Department of Educational Sciences, because the admissions director said that cognitive science is a hot spot for future employment.

All the choices lead him to Shen Chunlan in the dark.

He recognized Shen Chunlan when the freshmen reported for registration.

It was Cao Hui who was in charge of registering the freshmen. Shen Chunlan originally wanted to come over to help, but was called away for a meeting temporarily, so he only made a hasty appearance in front of the freshmen of the department.

Rao Xinghai recognized it immediately.Surprise and ecstasy hit him, and he hurriedly asked Cao Hui who that was.

"You are in the cognitive science class? That's your counselor!" Cao Hui laughed, "Your teacher Shen Chunlan graduated from graduate school last year and just returned to teach at his alma mater this year. He is about the same age as you. He is very special. good."

Rao Xinghai thought to himself, of course I know that he is very nice.

He put the three characters "Shen Chunlan" on the tip of his tongue, and smacked them over and over again.

Shen Chunlan was really shocked and didn't know how to react.

"You were..." He felt incredible, "You fell in love with a stranger who hit you."

"You had really long legs back then...but I have to correct it." Rao Xinghai thought for a moment, "Mr. Shen, I'm looking forward to you."

Shen Chunlan: "..."

His face didn't turn red immediately, but his heart was burning hot—longing? !Longing! ! !

This is scarier than "like", no one has ever said such a thing to him in this life.

He stood in a daze, neither smiling nor walking, his mind was almost blank.Rao Xinghai glanced at the phone screen, more chic and at ease than him: "I'm going to eat, and I'm going to the skill building to help Teacher Deng with work."

The school will hold a sports meeting in November, and several key projects will be carried out in the skill building. Deng Hong is very busy during this period, and work-study students like Rao Xinghai and Gong Shang are called to help by him from time to time.

Shen Chunlan raised his hand subconsciously, mechanically: "Goodbye."

Rao Xinghai was obviously very satisfied with Shen Chunlan's reaction, he smiled as if he had three hundred catties of weird things on his mind, and he couldn't control the expression on his face when he turned and ran away.

"I look forward to you".

Shen Chunlan was solidly frightened by Rao Xinghai's words.

He couldn't calm down for several days, and he could still concentrate on preparing for lessons. When he was alone in the office or at home, the happy face of the young sentinel would pop into his heart suddenly.

Confession is happy, and talking about the past is also happy.And it was Shen Chunlan himself who encouraged him to fall in love in college. He tripped over the pit he dug so long ago.

He had no one to discuss, so he grabbed the guinea pig and met the two bean-eyed eyes.

"I look forward to you!" Shen Chunlan said to the guinea pig.

The guinea pig stuffed a hazelnut into its mouth, and was startled by him, and spit it out.

"Are you stupid?" Shen Chunlan pinched its little claws and feet, "Aren't you ashamed..."

He was really shy, and his face was burning hot.

"Longing"... He couldn't bear such feelings.But besides the subconscious resistance, there was something else rolling around in his chest, unstoppable.

He is such an ordinary person, with no possessions, and ordinary, yet someone pays him such precious affection.Mixed with worship, mixed with love, and hope and desire, so complete, so huge, he couldn't hold it—but he couldn't move his eyes.

Who can resist Rao Xinghai's sparkling eyes?He was so happy, so happy, his already handsome appearance became more and more radiant.

Who can say no? ...No one can refuse.

Shen Chunlan had a terrible headache, he didn't want to open Lube, he didn't want to have those troubled dreams, and he didn't even want to teach Rao Xinghai and the others.

Rao Xinghai didn't say what he wanted him to respond to, he just unilaterally expressed his heart to the person he yearned for.But when Shen Chunlan recalled it now, everything was traceable: he had no impression of the conversation by the river, but he remembered how Rao Xinghai looked at him and how he gave himself awkward applause at the first class meeting.

Thinking about the details made Rao Xinghai's yearning for him more real, more conspicuous than the fat in Cao Hui's abdomen.

Cao Hui didn't know that when Shen Chunlan was distressed, he would also slander his belly.On his first day back to work, he found out that Shen Chunlan had asked for leave, so he called him: "I'm back to work, don't you congratulate me?"

Shen Chunlan: "Congratulations. I'm on the subway, let's not talk about it."

Cao Hui: "Where are you going? A date?"

Shen Chunlan lowered her voice: "I'll go to the crisis office to do something... By the way, did Zhuang Linshu apologize to you?"

Cao Hui: "No."

Shen Chunlan was depressed: "He lied to me? He was still crying, how could he lie to me?... Forget it, I'll treat you to a drink when I come back tonight."

Cao Hui was thinking about the night's wine, thinking that he could cheat Shen Chunlan into a good meal, he was so happy that he kept laughing, until the class bell rang, and then slowly put it away.

In the amphitheatre, there were still freshman sentries from the Department of Physics and the Department of Educational Sciences. I don’t know who took the lead in applauding, and then the whole class burst into applause and cheered everywhere.

Cao Hui pulled the non-existent skirt and returned a ladylike gift to everyone: "Thank you everyone, thank you."

The applause gradually subsided, he raised his head, and saw a student standing in the last row in a daze.

No one sat with him, and he stuck like a nail between the empty tables and chairs.

"Teacher Cao, I'm sorry!" Zhuang Linshu shouted, "I was wrong!"

Cao Hui: "..."

little bastard.He thought to himself, this way of apologizing, it would be better not to say anything.

He could probably guess what Zhuang Linshu was thinking: the matter started from a classroom dispute, so Zhuang Linshu wanted to resolve it with a public apology.Moreover, he also heard from Zhuang Linshu's counselor that he was walking alone now, and even the people in the dormitory were unwilling to act with him.Only by publicly expressing his apology to Cao Hui, his next four years will not be too difficult.

"I reported you because of my own selfishness." Zhuang Linshu stood upright, his voice trembling, "Mr. Cao, there is nothing wrong with your class. I really like to listen to it. I have prejudice against you, and prejudice made me Did something stupid. I'm here to assure you that I will do my best to be a man of integrity in the future."

Cao Hui smiled at him and motioned him to sit down.

"Well, in my class, everyone is completely free to maintain their own prejudices, and stick to their own opinions, regardless of right or wrong. This course has just started, and you are only freshmen, and we have a lot of time to get to know each other .I am familiar with you, and you are familiar with me and the course."

Cao Hui leaned against the edge of the desk, unconsciously shrinking his abdomen, making himself less bloated.

"But let's keep our prejudices in our hearts, can we? Don't let it come out and hurt others. You can stick to your opinions, such as 'Mr. Students who get in the way I think don't understand the lessons are really stupid."

He spread his palms.

"We can coexist completely, don't argue, don't fight, just quietly watch each other be stupid. This is a very happy thing."

Some of the students let out low laughter.It's the proud of the class.

Cao Hui became serious: "Going to college is a very happy thing. Everyone leaves old classmates, some come from other places, and they have to live in the dormitory for several years. Youth is so precious, don't waste it on boring things, go fall in love, How good it is to study knowledge, to get in touch with a world that was previously unreachable, and to make friends. Your best friends in life are waiting for you at the university.”

He suddenly remembered something and laughed: "Department of Education, this is what your teacher Shen Chunlan used to say in college. On the night when you first entered the dormitory,