dogma

A stranger who didn't know where he was, shared his love affair with Shen Chunlan in an incredibly detailed way.

Sometimes Shen Chunlan even felt that he wasn't calling himself, he was just recalling or narrating.The sweaty back, the entangled light, every part he restored was like a vivid picture unfolding in front of Shen Chunlan's eyes.

Shen Chunlan's face would become hot, as would her body.A youthful and irrepressible impulse roared and writhed in his body, urging him to release it.

But strangers don't always focus their conversations on such embarrassing things.He talked more about how he and his partners went deep into forests and valleys to search for minerals.

The vast dense forests in the southwestern mountains are like beasts' lairs.It is always humid and dark there, the sunlight is blocked by the overly thick branches and leaves, and only a very small part of it leaks to the ground.The moss is slippery, and your feet will keep slipping when you step on it. Sometimes you need to support each other with people around you to walk smoothly.The vegetation on the ground is lush, but I don't know which one may even have highly poisonous leaves.His lover will always remind everyone to be careful of all this before setting off, and will prepare medicine for everyone in the team.

Sometimes they go to the grasslands, with equipment and horses.There are gophers and snakes lurking in the tall grass, and there is a chase scene day and night.The temperature difference between morning and evening is too great, so they also learn from herdsmen to wear robes that are easy to take off.He likes to see his lover bathing the horses by the river, half naked.At that time, the sky was extremely high and blue, and the clouds were wrinkled by the wind, leaving winding trails.

He has also been to the Northeast, where he got into deep snow and mountains in winter, in order to salvage a batch of precious materials left over from the mining of minerals.Their footprints will be left on the clean, flat snow, knee-deep snow is cold and icy, and stagnant like a large white mattress that has been imposed on the earth.The tall trees are covered with snow all over their heads, and a large area will be shaken off with a single vibration, followed by a more intense chain reaction, even the snow on the top of the mountain will be pulled and slide down in pieces, bringing death. the wind.

Shen Chunlan always listened fascinated.

He wanted to ask the stranger opposite, didn't you study international relations?Why did you become a mineral hunter?But he never asked, as if he vaguely knew that this person had been hiding his identity.But everything he said could not be false, it was too real, Shen Chunlan could almost touch the damp spring wind and the extremely cold east wind.

He couldn't tell which parts he liked to hear better, the parts that made people blush and couldn't contain their reactions, or the parts that made people envious and fascinated.

The stranger never gave him his number, nor did he say his name.Everything was like a one-sided gift. He revealed to Shen Chunlan the lust of adults sweating profusely, and also told him another kind of vastness and beauty of this world.

Cao Hui and the people in the dormitory gradually noticed Shen Chunlan's strangeness. He always became nervous and irritable and full of expectations on Friday nights.At noon on Saturday, he wouldn't sleep, and he didn't go out to play. Cao Hui lent him his laptop to watch short movies, but Shen Chunlan was unmoved.He just wanted to wait for that call.

What are you waiting for?Cao asked him back.

Shen Chunlan didn't answer.Is he waiting for that person?It seems not.What he was waiting for was what came out of that man's mouth, hot, wet, breathless, as free as the wind, those adventures that even hurt you can laugh it off.

The phone calls went on like this for a month and a half.The landline never rang again.

It was late April, Shen Chunlan did not wait for his "friend" this weekend.

He suspected that there was something wrong with the landline, and that there was something wrong with the wiring.But after checking and checking, everything was normal, but the phone never rang again.That strange "friend", a graduate of the International Relations Department of the Talent Planning Bureau, a mineral hunter, and an eccentric liar, disappeared inexplicably just as he had appeared.

Shen Chunlan finished talking about everything, turned to look at Wen Jing and Cao Hui, and shrugged as indifferently as possible: "That's it, over."

Cao Hui said in a low voice, "I rely on you."

Wen Jing: "No follow-up?"

Shen Chunlan grabbed the last two grapes: "There is no follow-up."

But he lied.

There was a follow-up to this matter, and it was a follow-up that made him extremely regretful.

Because of the sudden interruption of the phone call, Shen Chunlan could think of the greatest possibility, that his strange "friend" had an accident when he was working in the mountains, and he might have disappeared.

This imagination terrified Shen Chunlan, as if a cruel reality picture had suddenly been inserted into the beautiful dream woven by the other party.

He was distracted in class, and the course papers he turned in were substandard.It was their sophomore year at that time, and Nie Cai began to teach them general education, and soon discovered Shen Chunlan's strangeness.

He found Shen Chunlan and asked carefully.He is Shen Chunlan's teacher and their counselor. Shen Chunlan has no wariness towards him at all, so he said everything about the phone call.

Nie Cai asked him, do you like that stranger?

Shen Chunlan thought for a long time, it seemed that it was the first time since he was born that he used "like" as a digging drill to look back at his own thoughts.

"I don't like him." Shen Chunlan found out the answer, "I envy him. I envy his life."

Next, as if opening a chatterbox, Shen Chunlan began to confide his troubles to Nie Cai.

He was born in an extremely ordinary family, his parents were ordinary humans, and his elder brother was also an ordinary human, but he was the only one who was found to have a mutated chromosomal variation in a blood test after birth.

The town he lives in is small, and the sea breeze brings the salty smell to the shore day and night, people are idle and leisurely, and they will be surprised for several days when they hear the word "abnormal".Until junior high school, Shen Chunlan had never met any sentinel or guide, and never even met a special human being.

A "special human" is like... something that doesn't exist in the world, at least not in his world.

He has always believed that he is special, he has a small stuffed guinea pig, although no one can see it, but it does exist.

In the first week of entering junior high school, Shen Chunlan released his guinea pigs as usual in the politics class.He was very careless in class, sitting crookedly, holding a five-spice sunflower seed between two pens to play with guinea pigs.While playing vigorously, the political teacher came down and pointed his fingers accurately on the guinea pig's head.

"Put it away." The teacher looked down at the stunned Shen Chunlan, "Take a good class."

This political teacher is the first special human being Shen Chunlan has encountered. She is also a guide, and her spiritual body is a big white goose with flapping wings.

There are schools in this world specially set up for special human beings, you can apply for the exam.If you don't want to go, it doesn't matter, you can also apply for any ordinary university, as long as your score can pass the admission line, no university will reject you.The teacher said a lot to him, all to comfort him: you are the same as ordinary human beings, you can do everything they can do.

This made Shen Chunlan uncomfortable.He doesn't need "the same", he needs something more special to prove his specialness.

He talked a lot with Nie Cai that day, it was dark, the lights in the office were not turned on, the desk lamp on Nie Cai's desk was dimly lit, and two mosquitoes bumped into the light bulb and crackled softly.In the light were two faces at the front and back of the table, and Shen Chunlan saw a different brilliance in Nie Cai's eyes than before.

"You want to prove that you are special?" Nie Cai's voice was deep and slow, like a mantra, "I can help you."

Shen Chunlan swallowed unconsciously.

"I'll teach you, okay?" Nie Cai chuckled, "I'll apply to the department. Are you willing to accept my tutoring?"

Shen Chunlan asked: "The coach will let me..."

"It will make you better and calmer than now." Nie Cai's eyes were half illuminated by the light, and the other half was hidden under his eyelashes and eyelids, "...more special."

Shen Chunlan nodded involuntarily.He said yes.

Although looking back now, the stranger was really a liar full of nonsense at that time, and Shen Chunlan was ashamed of himself for being too naive, but he couldn't accept that Nie Cai found a gap in his heart because of this.

He recalled it blankly for a while, then turned his head and saw Wen Jing looking at him worriedly, like she was looking at her own little class doll.

"...I'm fine." Shen Chunlan said, "I just feel very embarrassed. As an adult, I used to watch "Today's Statement" for lunch every day in high school, but I was coaxed by a liar."

He leaned back on the sofa and let out a long sigh.

"Can a person like me be a good teacher?" He murmured, "There is a student in my class, and I am teaching him. I am particularly embarrassed... A person like me cannot bear his fate at all." and life."

Cao Hui nodded, as if agreeing.Wen Jing asked back: "Why do you have to bear his fate and life?"

Shen Chunlan: "Huh?"

Wen Jing: "What does his fate and life have to do with you? Shen Chunlan, are you his teacher or his wife?"

Shen Chunlan: "..."

He suddenly thought of Rao Xinghai's reckless and childish confession.But Wen Jing didn't pay attention to his ears that turned red quietly again, turned her head and said to Cao Hui: "You too, I can't take care of your life, I'm responsible for my own affairs. Go, wash the dishes!"

Cao Hui patted his buttocks and stood up. Before leaving, he pointed to Shen Chunlan and said silently: He likes you!

Shen Chunlan: "..."

Rao Xinghai sneezed loudly and abruptly, startling Tang Ying who was walking up the stairs.

He came to look for Shen Chunlan, but the door of Shen Chunlan's office was closed and he didn't answer his cell phone.He wanted to ask when the next training session would be held, and he had a bunch of things he wanted to talk to Shen Chunlan about.Because no one could be found, Rao Xinghai arbitrarily defined the sneeze just now as evidence that Shen Chunlan remembered him.

Tang Ying was biting an unlit cigarette: "Your mental body is a golden python, right?"

Rao Xinghai: "Yes."

Tang Ying: "That's great, it looks like it's very rich."

Rao Xinghai: "I go to school with a stipend, and I have no parents."

Tang Ying: "...it gives people the illusion of being particularly rich."

She didn't stop in front of Shen Chunlan's office, but walked straight ahead.At the end of the corridor is the department head's office. The door is open, and one can see half a gray head writing something in front of the desk.

Rao Xinghai: "Have you been punished again?"

Tang Ying glanced at him, her expression obviously impatient, but she still took out her mobile phone and turned it on: "Mr. Cao Hui was reported, you know? Coincidentally, I just recorded the content of that day's class, including that person and Cao Hui. The whole process of the teacher's dispute."

The author has something to say:

Let Tang Ying's Tibetan mastiff perform a Tibetan dance for you today!Please applaud everyone!

(The Tibetan mastiff remained unmoved and stood upright for 30 minutes. The audience had to applaud for 30 minutes because they were afraid of its majesty.)