atypical package

The children playing ball didn't care whether the short and thin little classmate was injured or not, instead they gathered in front of Wei Jiawen. The head of the child looked unkind, and asked with a strong local accent, "Aren't you not good at talking?"

Wei Jiawen's surprise was not small, he cleared his throat, and made a sound tentatively, "Ah, ah."

After hearing his own voice again, Wei Jiawen's heart was filled with ecstasy. He almost jumped up, but because of his adult status, he just whispered over and over again, "Ah, ah..."

The leading boy was dissatisfied with Wei Jiawen's deceit, and secretly despised his strange behavior at this time, but he was afraid of Wei Jiawen's height of nearly 1.9 meters, so he did not dare to act rashly.

Wei Jiawen is a gentle person, he seldom gets angry with others, let alone a few children who made provocative words, and since he regained his voice, he will not get angry.

Wei Jiawen walked towards the child who was sobbing after being smashed. He bowed his chest, stroked the little boy's hair, and said softly, "It hurts...does it hurt? Do you want it, brother, send it off?" , are you going to the hospital?"

Wei Jiawen hadn't opened his mouth for a long time, he stumbled while speaking, but his voice was gentle, falling on the child's ears like a spring breeze.The child forgot to cry for a moment, he rubbed his eyes and said, "No, no need..."

Wei Jiawen grabbed his sticky hand and said, "You, you go ask the teacher for a leave of absence, brother, take, you, to the hospital."

The child thought for a while, rubbed his chest, nodded to Wei Jiawen, and ran towards the classroom.

The kids playing basketball refused to let him go, pointing at his nose carelessly, "You can't speak, you dumb."

Wei Jiawen didn't have the same knowledge as them, and said softly, "I was sick before, so I couldn't speak. I'm not dumb. Now that I'm well, I can speak naturally."

After he completely said this sentence, he was a little excited.Then he smiled lightly and stopped talking to those children.Fortunately, the class bell rang in time, and the children no longer cared whether he was a liar or a mute, and crowded into the teaching building.

The little boy who had been hit in the chest by the ball came towards him.Wei Jiawen smiled, and wanted to hold his hand, but in vain.The little boy lowered his head, wiped his dirty little hands on the coat, and then went to hold Wei Jiawen.

Wei Jiawen's heart skipped a beat, but he didn't speak.

Wei Jiawen took a taxi, and during the conversation, he learned that the boy was called Da Mao, and his parents had both gone to work in the electronics factory in the south, so he and his grandparents were the only ones left at home.

The two arrived at Beichang Municipal Hospital. After Wei Jiawen explained the situation to the doctor on duty, he took Da Mao for an examination. After making sure that there was nothing serious, he sent Da Mao back to school.Before parting, Da Mao grabbed Wei Jiawen by the corner of his clothes and was reluctant to let him go. There were tears hidden in his big eyes, which were about to fall in the blink of an eye.

Wei Jiawen squatted in front of him and said, "Da Mao, study hard and leave this place in the future."

Da Mao was stunned for a moment, and asked innocently, "When I arrive in Beijing, will I be able to live a good life?"

Wei Jiawen's heart felt astringent.He wanted to tell the kid, no.Life is too hard, struggling in the slums is suffering, taking root in big cities is still suffering, where is the good life?He couldn't find it either.

He stroked Da Mao's hair, with infinite compassion in his heart, "Yes, if you get into a good university and go to a big city, you will be able to live a good life."

At least, it is a better day than now.

When Wei Jiawen returned home, it was already a quarter of an hour after twelve o'clock. Mother Wei and Wei Jiaguo were sitting at the empty desk. You don’t know how to cook, right? You go to school until you are 22, and your family will support you until you are 22. Now it’s all in vain. How long will my mother have to support you in the future?”

Wei Jiawen felt indifferent.

Since he was in elementary school, how much money has he ever spent at home?

He went to Hope Primary School and Hope Middle School along the way. Not to mention tuition fees, he didn’t even pay a penny for tuition and miscellaneous fees. Later, he went to the Music High School and the Conservatory of Music, which was fully funded by Li Yanxi. Just raise him until he is 22 years old?

Wei's mother was angry, and she definitely didn't just say a few words lightly and let it go. Once her mouth opened the valve, the Three Gorges would release water, and she would talk endlessly, "Our family is not a wealthy family. If you insist on learning music, you should Are you the young master of a rich family? I didn’t talk about you before because I thought you were young and ignorant, but now that you’re 22, how long are you going to hang around like this?”

In the first half of Wei Jiawen's life, the bad thing was that he was too sensible.

He didn't want others to worry about him, he didn't want to add to his parents' troubles, he endured any grievances, held back any sufferings, and watched his parents make Wei Jiaguo look like this domineering yet they didn't do anything, just wanted to endure One year, one more year, with a life of my own, everything will be fine.

Wei Jiawen was obedient since childhood.Eat leftovers, wear Wei Jiaguo's old and torn clothes, don't ask for money from the family, don't ask for a penny, don't bother with family affairs, don't bother at all.But even so, the parents and elder brother are still not satisfied.The endless instigation and strange words forced him away step by step.It was precisely because of these chronic illnesses that Wei Jiawen seldom went home after graduating from university, and even if he did, it was only during the two days of Chinese New Year.But even so, he never missed remittances home.He never forgets to distribute the income from part-time jobs and scholarships to his parents and eldest brother who are struggling in his hometown.After graduating, I signed a brokerage company and gradually earned a large amount of income, and even gave my parents money on a regular basis.

The bitterness and dedication of these years have not left any mark in the hearts of relatives.

Wei Jiawen didn't speak.No matter how much you say, you are playing the piano to the cow, and no matter how much you say, it is all talking to chickens and ducks.What else can he do other than coming back less or not in the future?

Wei Jiawen's silence is the most vicious thing in Wei's mother's eyes, "Other people's children go out to work when they are sixteen or seventeen, and they can save house money and wife money when they are in their twenties. It's good for you, go out for a few years, and don't bring any It doesn’t matter how much money I get home, and I became a mute. Why is my life so hard!”

Mother Wei began to howl at the top of her voice when she mentioned the emotion, but not a drop of tears came down.Wei Jiawen knew Wei's mother's behavior like the back of his hand, so there was no disturbance in his heart, but he found it ridiculous.

Wei Jiaguo was not like Wei Jiawen, he had to rely on Wei's mother for everything, so how could he let go of this opportunity to belittle others and praise himself?He echoed, "Jiawen will be useless in the future, and we have spent so much money in vain all these years!"

Wei Jiawen understood what Wei Jiaguo meant.He was afraid that he would earn this crappy house with him.

Wei Jiawen only felt that the faces of the two of them were extremely ridiculous, so he couldn't help but sneered.Get up and go back to the house.

Wei Jiaguo took his hand, his voice was extremely high-pitched, "Are you still laughing? Do you still want to leave? Who told you to leave?"

Wei Jiawen glanced at him from top to bottom, his expression was calm and cold.Wei Jiawen was born tall, and his physique was always better than Wei Jiaguo's. Looking at Wei Jiaguo so indifferently at this time, Wei Jiaguo inevitably felt timid.But he thought about it, this is his home no matter what, and sitting next to them is their biological mother, no matter how violent Wei Jiawen is, he will definitely not beat him in front of his mother.So he became stiff again in an instant, and said with a stiff neck, "I advise you, don't have those daydreams all day long. It is the right way to find a factory that doesn't think you are dumb and work hard. Maybe in ten years In 20 years, you can still coax a deaf wife."

Wei Jiawen told himself countless times that this person in front of him is his biological elder brother of the same father and mother, and he broke his leg since he was a child, so he is very pitiful.But he endured it for so many years, and what he got in exchange was not family affection, but even worse insults.

He couldn't bear it anymore, he didn't need to bear it anymore, he broke off Wei Jiaguo's fingers pinching him one by one, and said condescendingly, "I advise you, think about yourself more. I don't know what it feels like to be a bachelor until you are 35 years old." Haven't tried it."

Wei Jiawen's words were well-spoken.Wei Jiaguo didn't react for a while.After he understood, Wei Jiawen recovered his voice, became furious in an instant, stood up tremblingly, and shouted, "You little bastard, can you scold your big brother when you're done?"

Wei Jiawen didn't want to talk to him anymore, and was about to go to the bedroom to get his luggage back to Beijing, but he heard Wei's mother's trembling voice behind him, "Jiawen, when will you be well? Why didn't you tell Mom?"

Wei Jiawen couldn't bear it in the end, he turned his head and glanced at Wei's mother, and after a while, he said softly, "It's just fine."

Wei Jiawen didn't bring a lot of luggage, after packing it up and down, he was about to leave, but saw Wei's mother hesitated to speak.

He sighed, put his luggage on the ground, and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?"

Wei's mother glanced at Wei Jiaguo, then her eyes fell on Wei Jiawen, and after a while she whispered, "Today is our family's big day, don't leave, Mom will make you lunch."

Wei Jiawen lowered his head.It's not like he hasn't thought about such a scene.But he waited too long, from ten years old to 23 years old, from the time he just came back to now.He doesn't want it anymore.

He smiled and said, "No need. The leader is still waiting for me to go back."

After Wei Jiawen walked out of the house with a trolley case, he took a full look at the dilapidated small yard across the road, finally sighed deeply, and left without looking back.

He thought, at this moment, he finally realized Li Yanxi's feeling that he would never step into the house again.There is no life between him and his parents, and there is absolutely no need to go to the point where they will never communicate with each other. It's just that he has lost all the energy to maintain the relationship, so it's better to just let it go.

He is unable to think about the future, and he is unwilling to take care of it. It is too difficult to exchange hearts. Human beings are all weak and selfish animals in the final analysis.The so-called family affection can only be given to time.

He left decisively, bought the earliest ticket back to Beijing, and left the eight points of suffering and two points of happiness behind him.