love.

These two words made Bai Hanchen sleepless all night.Thoughts are complicated, eyes can't always close.

It is the love water in "A Midsummer Night's Dream", which makes people infatuated and confused; it is the poison in "Romeo and Juliet", which makes life and death possible; I don't want to have it, but few people can really get it.

Life and death are in agreement with each other, and they talk with Zicheng.Hold your hand and grow old with you.The world praises the greatness of love: Liang Zhu turns into a butterfly, the covenant between magpies and bridges, peacocks fly southeast.However, these odes to love would have a mythical ending if they were not sacrificed to death.

As far as he could see, his father's generation followed the rules of etiquette and married a virtuous and virtuous man, who had nothing to do with love.For the older brother and the older sister-in-law, although the elder sister-in-law is deeply affectionate, the older brother can't give a response. If the two are not in love, it can't be called love.As for the other peers, it is more often seen that the family has a mess, and they are looking for flowers and willows outside, and neither side is sincere.

The world is the world, if it must be said, Bai Hanchen really thinks that there is love between his father and Rong Youlin.It's just that in order to keep this love, Rong Youlin didn't even want to marry his father.It seems that once infiltrated by the mundane world, love is no longer love.

He could understand Fu Wenge's persistence.At the age of [-], with ideals and ambitions, and learning new ideas and new cultures, it is reasonable to scoff at the old traditions.It was the same with him in the past: full of ambition to serve the country, loyal and courageous, he naturally felt close to people with the same aspirations, and felt happy just looking at people and listening to them.

But that's just liking, not love.If you really love and are willing to give up everything to follow, there will be no second master Bai who is now famous in Beiping.

Birds chirping outside the window gradually became denser, and the sky turned fish belly white.Bai Hanchen closed his eyes, and finally fell asleep.

Seeing that her son didn't come for breakfast, Sun Baoting urged Yue'er to call him.

Yue'er said: "I'm going to call him. The second master said he didn't get a good night's sleep at night, so let's call him again at nine o'clock."

"Hey, this day and day, everything is on him alone, and he has no one to help him. Can he sleep soundly?"

Sun Baoting meant something, but didn't say it clearly.The boss only cares about his own messy affairs in the company, and the others don't care about it at all; the third is still young, and can't help at all; That land is free and easy.

Yan Guilan listened beside her, and chimed in, "Aunt Ting, I still have to marry Hanchen as soon as possible. After a tiring day outside, I have a caring person who knows the cold and the heat when I return home, and I can sleep soundly."

"That's right, you'll be 27 after the new year. When the master was his age, Hanyu was already ten years old." Sun Baoting said, sweeping her eyes around Fu Wenge.

Fu Wenge sipped his porridge in silence, he didn't think he heard it—Your second master of the Bai family wanted whomever he wanted, but I didn't serve him anyway.

The world is unfair, and marriage is like a shackle to a person like him.He will never go the old way of Dad.Among other things, he didn't believe that Bai Hanchen would be able to stay the same in the future because of his virtue of living in the Eight Great Alleys.

What's the use of being able to speak fluent English?It's not like the style of the old and the young in the Manchu Qing Dynasty, and everything in the mind is old.It's the feudal patriarch's thinking again, and it's like treating him like a son before it matters.

After dinner, Fu Wenge went to the west courtyard to study as usual.There is a big ginkgo tree here, commonly known as ginkgo tree, which grows very well and has luxuriant branches and leaves.Although it was near the end of summer, the sun was still enough, and it started to get hot after eight o'clock, and the house couldn't stay stuffy.There is wind in the yard, so stay cool under the tree.

Yue'er came to deliver the starched and washed quilt to the young mistress, saw Fu Wenge, and said, "Master Fu, it's hot outside, be careful of heatstroke. There's mung bean soup in the wife's room, remember to drink it."

"Thank you." Fu Wenge nodded, "By the way, Yue'er, how old is this tree?"

"Yo, then I don't know. The tree has been here since I arrived at Bai's house. I heard it was transplanted. It must have been 30 or [-] years." I'm afraid it's not because of bad feng shui, there aren't many people, and the tree doesn't see any fruit. It's a pity that it can bear some ginkgo fruit for snacks, it's a pity, the leaves grow year after year."

She was mean because she didn't want to serve the eldest mistress—she couldn't have a child, so she insisted on ordering her.She is serving the second wife. When the eldest wife was still around, she was ordered by the eldest room.Now that Feng Shui is turning, and her master has become the eldest wife, her status will naturally rise accordingly.But this Yan Guilan still treats her like an ordinary girl, and she is not convinced.

Fu Wenge knew that she had a sharp mouth, so he didn't argue with her, but just explained a little: "Ginkgo trees have dioecious plants, this one is probably not a male plant, and it's normal if it doesn't bear fruit."

"Ban Yeer can still give birth, but this tree is hypocritical." Yue'er spoke quickly, and realized that she had said something wrong, and her face immediately became ashamed, "Yo, Young Master Fu, look at my bad mouth, Nonsense, don't... don't care."

Anyway, Fu Wenge said it to the second master, everyone can see that in the future, the second master will definitely be the master of this family.She had offended the future Second Young Mistress with a guilty conscience, and she might not know how many pairs of little shoes she would wear in the future.

"It's okay, just go about your business."

Fu Wenge didn't intend to learn as much as her, and continued to bury his head in books.A person like him, not to mention being treated as joke material in the mouth of a girl, is not inferior to others even if he is outside.That's why he strives for the top, no matter how hard it is, he must study.The purpose is to be able to have a skill, not to be at the mercy of fate in the future, and to earn a foothold for myself in this unfair world.

Just fighting back and forth, but still can't hide.But no matter what, he still has to fight, because of his character, he must not be just a tiger trapped in a chain cage.

The morning wind blows, the leaves rustle.Fu Wenge raised his face, but saw a small fruit sticking out from among the green and yellow fan-shaped leaves.

Bai Hanyu asked a guest to have dinner in Deyixing, and when the time came, all the dishes were served, but he heard the message from Xiao Er that the guest called and said that he couldn't come due to something, and invited him to dinner another day as an apology.

Facing a table full of dishes, Bai Hanyu sighed, and asked Xiao Er to pack them in a food box and send them home.They are all good things, it's a pity to waste them, and you can eat them like you take them home.On weekdays, Yan Guilan doesn't go out of the house, and she rarely eats meals cooked by cooks other than her family, so I also teach her to try something new.

For Yan Guilan, Bai Hanyu only felt guilty.Although he grew up with his childhood sweetheart, he only has brother and sister affection for her, regardless of love.He didn't want to marry into the family according to his parents' orders, but he had no choice but to be filial piety.I originally thought of adding a grandchild to my sickly mother so that she could be filial, but I didn't expect to find out that I had an unspeakable flaw on the wedding night.

This blow was not insignificant, and he was originally an introverted person who was not good at expressing, so that his guilt towards his wife turned into fear, and it was even very difficult to talk to the other party.Over time, alienation turned into indifference, and now he can only use this kind of negligible concern to make up for what he owes his wife.

I have been drinking the new medicine for a few days, but it has no effect at all.If emotion does not move, there is no desire.My heart is like a pool of stagnant water, even if I smash a stone into it, it won't be able to splash a few drops.

"Master Bai?"

Hearing the call, Bai Hanyu turned his head sideways.I saw Jin Yulin in a blue stone gown standing gracefully outside the wide open private room door.

Jin Yulin saw that Bai Hanyu was alone, and there were piles of cups and bowls piled up in front of him, and said politely, "You have a dinner appointment today?"

Bai Hanyu was slightly taken aback, looked away and said: "Yes, but the guest has something to do, so he can't come, and he is planning to leave."

"Don't rush away, I just haven't eaten yet. It's better to hit the sun than choose another day. Today's meal is mine."

Jin Yulin entered without invitation, and sat opposite Bai Hanyu generously.Ever since the first close contact with Bai Hanyu in the back alley of the theater last time, he has always been thinking about him.That pair of eyes full of worries, appeared in dreams from time to time, even if he was taught to sleep, he could not sleep well.

In fact, today he was invited by the theater manager to come here for dinner.The person who invited him was a coal mine owner who came from Handan and brought his youngest daughter with him.It is said that the young lady loves to listen to his plays, and this time I come to Peiping, no matter what, I have to meet Boss Jin, who is well-known in the Liyuan world.

As a result, he saw Bai Hanyu before entering the private room where the host treats guests.Just a glance at the slightly melancholy side face, the soles of his shoes seemed to be driven into nails, and he could no longer move half a step away.I was thinking all over my heart that I had to say a few words of my heart to the other party today.

Seeing him sitting down, Bai Hanyu felt a little flustered, and accidentally knocked over the teacup in his hand.It's not that he doesn't want to associate with Jin Yulin.After listening to the drama for so many years, and having won countless performances, there is no one who doesn't want to have a heart-to-heart.Just looking at the illusory people on the stage, if they really fall into this real scene, they are afraid that the smallness in their hearts will be noticed by the other party.

Seeing the teacup overturned, Jin Yulin hurriedly took out the handkerchief and stood up to wipe off the water stains on Bai Hanyu's sleeve.He accidentally touched the back of the opponent's hand, and the hand holding the handkerchief stopped immediately.The four eyes meet, the butterfly that has been closed in the heart for a long time finally breaks out of the cocoon.

He stuffed the handkerchief into Bai Hanyu's hand, and gently held the other's fingertips through the soft silk.

Bai Hanyu was shocked by this almost rude behavior, his palms were sweating, and his chest was messed up like being scratched by a cat.Various colors appeared on the expressionless face all day long, but he just forgot to take his hand away.

"Uncle Bai, I brought you the food box." Xiaoer carried the food box into the door, but saw that there was another person in the room, and said in surprise, "Hey! Isn't this Boss Jin!"

Hearing someone else's voice, Bai Hanyu hastily withdrew his hand.The veil fell on the table, soaked in tea, and showed an irregular shape, just like the heart full of messy thoughts.

Jin Yulin also came back to his senses, sat down on his seat, and waved his hand at Xiao Er: "Don't be too busy, I'll ask Young Master Bai to close the door for you today."

"Come on, you two take it easy, call me if you have something to do."

Xiao Er led the door out, and there were only the two of them left in the private room.Jin Yulin looked at Bai Hanyu carefully, and saw every detail of that face clearly: the eyebrows and eyes are soft like a woman, but the mouth and nose are hard like a man. Together, they are both hard and soft, handsome You can't move your eyes away.

After pouring some wine into the glass in front of Bai Hanyu, and pouring it into the glass in front of himself, Jin Yulin raised the glass and said, "Master Bai, it's rare that you and I have time to gather here today, I'll do it first as a respect. "

While speaking, he drank the full glass of wine on his back.

Bai Hanyu raised his eyes to look at Jin Yulin, but saw that he was no longer the drunk imperial concubine on the stage.There is no charm, it is all pride in the bones.The Pear Garden does not accept female disciples, and even half-masters cannot enter.Danjiaoer transforms pure masculinity into tenderness, and uses men's understanding of women to deduce the detached style.

Before that, Bai Hanyu only said that he was in love with the actor on the stage, but what he saw now was like enlightenment, and he suddenly woke up.No, what he loves is not Yang Yuhuan, Qin Xianglian and Concubine Yu, and even less the disguised images of Cui Yingying or Du Liniang, but the real, living person sitting in front of him.

This is the smallness in his heart, he dare not touch it, and he is even more afraid of being touched by others.

That's all, wine doesn't make people drunk, people get drunk themselves.

"Boss Jin, please."

Picking up the wine glass, Bai Hanyu closed his eyes and drank it down in one gulp.The mellow liquid flowed down, and the chest and abdomen burned instantly.When she opened her eyes again, Danfeng was stained with sunlight, so red that she was blurred and charming to the bone.

What he saw in front of him, Jin Yulin felt as if he was pinched by an invisible hand around his neck, and he was in a daze for a while.Without a word, he filled two more glasses of wine and drank them separately from the other party.

After drinking two cups on an empty stomach, Bai Hanyu suddenly felt that the strong alcohol was burning his heart, and an unknown fire burned down his abdomen.The chirping of cicadas outside the window disturbed him even more, he raised his hand unconsciously, and unbuttoned the two front buttons of his clothes.But it was useless, just looking at Jin Yulin who was sitting opposite, he was restless.

"Master Bai?" Jin Yulin noticed Bai Hanyu's strangeness, and hurriedly got up and moved to his side. Before he got close, he felt the scorching heat continuously radiating from his body.

"Boss Jin, do you think it's hot in this room? Open the door."

Bai Hanyu flapped his collar, but he didn't want the person standing beside him to take in the scenery under the collar.The color dyed with wine is that indescribable meandering.Jin Yulin couldn't bear it anymore, he held the well-knit but pampered hand with one hand, put the other hand behind Bai Hanyu's head, pulled him up from the seat, and held his hot lips with his head sideways.

"gold--"

There was only a hasty whisper from between his teeth, and Bai Hanyu felt something explode in his body, and the pain was unbearable.The desire that has been silent for many years is like a flood that has burst a bank, and the lips and teeth are intertwined, and it is inseparable.

Behind the screen in the private room, robes and silk trousers are messy all over the floor.

TBC

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