[Haen] I will sleep with you tonight

What has been between him and Fenasia all this time.

Haigeello actually understood.Even if a person like him has been dazzled by love, the quality he has developed over the years still allows him to retain a third of his sanity.

But the curse of the magic emperor is so terrible.Even though he tried his best to escape, he was still unable to extricate himself from falling into the vortex of love named Feinasia.Not even the slightest thought of running away.

Not getting Fenny's love made him melancholy, but escaping from this vortex called Fenassia made him even more sad and painful.This was unimaginable when he was in love before.

He deeply understood: his existence itself was originally a huge mistake that was repeated repeatedly.

Haigeello inherited the glory, pedigree, and talent that their family has been proud of for several generations, and at the same time inherited the curse that is like a necrosis.

"Use the most sincere and beautiful words to announce the most tragic and desperate verdict, to love with all your heart the one who shouldn't be loved, to suffer the pain of ruin while alive, and to be abandoned by the world after death, from generation to generation, Inheritance successively. 』

On the road of love, his encounters seem to be exactly the same as his father's replica.

And what happened to the Duke of Salodi in the end, Haigeello is naturally clear.

——Because of that terrible and inevitable curse, that stupid and unfortunate love, Duke Salodi forcibly broke up his mother's love affair, and took his mother as his own, and finally died in the beloved and deeply loved It was in the hands of his wife who was full of hatred for him.

... I don't know if his father regretted this unfortunate love and sad life at the moment when his life ended?

It is precisely because of this that Haigeello is particularly frightened, and there is that period of years when I can't even look back, wandering around the flowers and singing every night.

But when his love really happened, in just a few days, the son of the sun, who was burdened with this unfortunate fate, quickly and without hesitation fell deeply into the fatal temptation of fate.

Even if he understands, this is just an empty joy named Feinasia.

But what can he do?

He can only be deeply involved, hopelessly begging her to stay by his side, begging her to fulfill his love.

Even for a moment, it is best for a lifetime.

He was not Fei Ni's favorite candidate in the first place. If he didn't take the initiative to fight for him, then his life would really be hopeless.

'But is hopelessness really terrible? '

Hagrid asked himself, holding a bouquet of bright flowers in his hand, standing in front of Fenny's room as usual.Through the skylight, the first ray of sunlight in the morning shines on the corridors covered with red carpets, which is gentle and dazzling.

He lowered his head and sniffed the flowers, smiled in satisfaction, adjusted the bouquet to the most beautiful and delicate posture, and waited quietly.

'No. '

He was patient enough to wait for Feinasia to change his mind.

When Enleco opened the door and came out of the room, what he saw was a scene.

At this time, he had already learned about the heavy and terrible curse of the Haigeello family, which was like a necrosis. At first, the image of Haigeello, which he hated deeply, fell into his eyes, and it was slightly different.

But where is the difference?

Enleco felt very conflicted.

Just like the first time he saw this arrogant young man with blond hair, Enleco thought he was like a nobleman with embroidered pillows and straw bags who could pull a cart or two all over the street.But Haigeello, as one of Kaoqi's three holy knights, naturally has his own skills.He has a noble status, and he is also a talented military god of war. He is handsome, even if he is a little romantic, but it is enough to make people full of fantasy. He is the prince charming in the hearts of domestic high society ladies.

But such a person regards his false identity, Miss Finasia, as his true love, but in fact, Hagrid is indeed very gentle and considerate, for fear that his beloved Miss Finasia will be in the slightest. Displeased, even if he evaded and refused twice or three times, he still remained the same. He didn't even want to be angry with Miss Feinasia, which could be said to be the extreme infatuation.Enleco is indeed grateful for his affection.

Secondly... Of course it is also very troublesome and headache.

Enleco clearly realized that God made a huge joke on him.

If he is really just a pure Miss Feinasia, then even if he doesn't like or even hate such a handsome, rich and affectionate suitor at first, after a long time of getting along, maybe he can really form a lover .

Moreover, they are not completely unable to communicate.At least the Duke of Haigello, in terms of pursuing knowledge and skills, is definitely a person worthy of deep friendship and yet interesting.

——In the process of learning and seeking ancient archery skills together, they have been very happy.At least it made him happier than dealing with those noble ladies and ladies.

Enleco is aware of his character, he is weak, he has always been submissive, and he is too eager for the tenderness of others, and too eager for the affirmation of others.

All the while, he's been pushed, pushed, to do what he wants or doesn't want to do.When he suddenly met a number one person like Higrielo, of course he also forced him—at least he hoped to force Miss Feinasia to love him. Matters seem to tiptoe.

...very gentle.

If things go on like this, he is destined to choose to compromise.

——If he is really pure Fenassia.

But he is not.He is really Enleco.A male magic apprentice from Sophie with a mission.

Leaving aside the identity and background, the gender alone is already a big nightmare.

It may be a joke to me, but to Haigeello, who is full of enthusiasm for life and full of longing for the future, it may be a disaster.

The curse bound to Son of the Sun is like a huge shadow, covering his family and his entire life so that he can barely see the light.

But he still yearns for love that much.

Enleco felt sorry for him.

But so what?Even if he has fallen into this trap that is getting deeper and deeper, he is destined not to be able to fall in love with him.

Excessive thinking is not only easy to aggravate a person's inertial thinking, but also makes it easier to fall into misunderstandings.

Unfortunately, Enleco was horrified to find that his thinking had fallen into such a misunderstanding.

He vigilantly realized that if he continued to think according to the current Miss Feinasia's train of thought, then it was only a matter of time before he compromised.

——Can you reject a person who truly loves you and treats you well?

Enleco may be able to, but he doesn't want to hurt Haigeello.What's more, after he got the old notebook of the Haigeello family, and after he had a deeper understanding of the misfortunes the family had suffered, he really didn't want to pour salt on the other party's wounds.

What's more, after these days of getting along, he has also developed a good impression of Haigeello and his mother.

He wanted to make amends, he wanted to truly and deeply hope that Hai Geluo could break the curse and truly get his happiness, but he didn't want to lose himself.He can't really marry into the duke's mansion.

——I don't love you, I will reject you, but I don't want to hurt you.

Hurting someone who has a good impression of him or even loves him will make Enleco feel guilty.Even if this person is one of the top arsonists in Kaoqi, a lustful hungry wolf with a famous name.

After all, he is a weak but gentle person after all.

What's more, the victory day celebration is coming soon, this is already the last day of staying in the Duke's mansion, he will soon be able to get out of the sea of ​​suffering, and no longer have to deal with the Son of the Sun.

Although he felt sorry for Haigeello, Enleco couldn't help but feel happy.

——Come to an end, to stop, as if this way he doesn't have to continue to suffer from the torment of his soul and the accusation of his conscience.

In addition, the expression towards Hai Geello became much more alert.

'She really can't hide herself. '

Haigeello can clearly feel the joy from the heart that is sincerely expressed by the sweetheart in front of him.He also clearly knew what this was for and what it represented. He felt a dull pain in his heart, and even had a very strong sense of loss.

But Hagrid hid it up very well. When facing Fenasia, he didn't want to make any gaffes.

"Good day, my dear Miss Finney."

He bowed softly holding the bouquet, and the maid next to him came over to take his flowers knowingly.

Of course, he hoped that the one who received the bouquet in his hand would be Miss Feeney herself.

But it's a pity that he, a confused little sheep, doesn't have such self-awareness.

"Good day."

Enleco reluctantly raised the corner of his skirt and greeted him back.

The next itinerary is routine.First accept the etiquette course from Countess Melliss, and then discuss with Haigello about the "Eye of the Heart" related content.

They sat in the courtyard of the Duke's Mansion, the weather was fine and the breeze was blowing.

In all honesty, when not being dazzled by love, Haigeello is indeed a very good teacher, knowledgeable yet funny, and has enough strength to support their assumptions about God's Archery.

Of course, Enleco would be happier if the Lord Duke would not be so preoccupied, seize every opportunity, and create opportunities to mess with him.

He tried his best to fake a smile, and taking advantage of Haigeello's inattention, he withdrew his hand and rubbed the silk on his waist twice, as if this could cover up the hot touch.

A look of injury flashed in Haigeello's eyes.

"Miss Fenny, do you... hate me?"

Saying this sentence through his gentle and hoarse voice is simply a foul.

Enleko's smile faltered, and there was a little embarrassment in his slender and quiet brows.

With such an expression on his face, what else does Hagrid not understand.He already knew that he might have no place in the heart of his sweetheart, but facing this fact still made him melancholy.

Miss Feinasia struggled and grabbed the corners of the wide sleeves, ravaging the sleeves badly.

Hesitating, struggling, and in the end, as if he was going to die bravely, biting his lower lip, blushing with shame on his cheeks, he whispered: "If you... don't make things difficult for me, of course not."

—For the time being, please allow him to say something less hurtful.

—even if it’s a lie.

"I don't hate you."

Besides, it's not really a lie.

The noble son of the sun seemed to be relieved. He supported his forehead, brushed back his loose golden hair, put his arms on the small ivory table, slightly covered his blue eyes with his hands, but still He looked at Fenasia very intently.

"But no matter what, Fenny." Haigeello raised his eyes, taking the appearance of his sweetheart into his eyes.In the past, he was indeed invincible in love, but now he is actually frustrated in front of the people in front of him. His appearance, talent, and family background are all worthless in front of her.

But even so, he still couldn't help whispering in Fenasia's ear in his most gentle and affectionate tone: "I love you, and I will love you forever, until my soul dissipates and my bloodline dies."

Although, it caused him great pain.

What responded to him was the lady's helpless sigh.

It was a silent refusal.

END