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Yan Zicheng didn't expect Qin Shaoya to memorize what she said casually back then.

Qin Shaoya who couldn't get an answer asked again: "Is it because of this?"

What Yan Zicheng said was aimed at Luo Yulin and others, not at Qin Shaoya, not at herself.

"No."

"Why then?"

"No why."

Qin Shaoya's voice became louder and louder: "If you are such a hard-hearted person, why did you stand up for a wild girl you never knew?"

"I just can't get used to it."

"Then why do you want to teach me things and spend money on me? Do you think I can't see that you are trying your best to lead me to the right path? Why would you do this for someone who has nothing to do with you?" ?”

"I'm in a hurry."

"Why don't you find someone else?"

"It just happened to meet you, it has nothing to do with others."

Qin Shaoya couldn't find the next sentence to say.She felt very sad, as well as tired and powerless at what to do. She had made a lot of efforts by herself, but it was worthless in front of her in the end.

What makes Qin Shaoya most sad is that she can feel that Yan Zicheng is perfunctory to her, and Yan Zicheng doesn't take her seriously at all, that is to say... For Yan Zicheng, she is not even qualified to know her true thoughts No......

Gradually, all the anger and sadness faded away, and now Qin Shaoya left a feeling in her heart: grievance.

It seems to go back to a few years ago, when she was just a 13-year-old kid, when Yan Zicheng held hands and lay on the window looking at the snow globe.

Qin Shaoya yelled out all her grievances through her throat: "Since you can't promise the future, why did you treat me well from the beginning!"

Yan Zicheng suffocated for breath, his heart stopped for half a beat, Qin Shaoya ran a few steps away before he realized it, and hurried to catch up.

"Qin Shaoya!"

Suddenly many cars appeared on the empty street just now, blocking between them.

"Qin Shaoya! Don't run around!"

Qin Shaoya didn't want to run either, it was tiring to run on the snow in heavy clothes, but she really didn't know what to do except run away.She couldn't face Yan Zicheng, and she couldn't face herself who was defeated in Yan Zicheng.

When she heard Yan Zicheng call her name, the corner of her mouth curled into a mocking smile in the cold wind: Look, it's like calling a child in kindergarten.In her eyes, she was always just a child.

Children don't understand the world of adults - "You are still young, one day you will understand".

However, if I have never been young, how can I understand?

If after understanding, I will become like you who "can't love", then I would rather be a child for the rest of my life than never understand!

"Qin Shaoya—"

A truck roared and turned from the intersection, Qin Shaoya ran halfway to the zebra crossing, turned around suddenly, and saw the truck coming at a high speed.

Yan Zicheng's mind went blank in an instant, and the scene of being hit by a blue pickup truck just before crossing was still fresh in her memory. She ran and shouted: "Fool! Run!"

Fortunately, Qin Shaoya had already crossed half a street, ran to the sidewalk, and passed the truck.

Unsurprisingly.

Yan Zicheng rushed over, grabbed her clothes, and immediately slapped her: "Bastard!"

Qin Shaoya stared at her blankly, and couldn't help being a little confused. She saw fear in Yan Zicheng's eyes that she had never seen before, as if it wasn't her who walked through the gate of hell once, but Yan Zicheng himself.

Is it because they look exactly alike?

"Love love love, the only thing on my mind all day long is whether I like it or not. Can liking be eaten? Can liking save lives!"

Qin Shaoya was still in a daze.Since she won't love her, why be so nervous?Since she is so nervous about her, how can she say that she won't love?

Qin Shaoya didn't understand, she really didn't understand.

Yan Zicheng held her by the collar and hailed a taxi: "Go home first."

Qin Shaoya asked dumbly: "Go to my house?"

Yan Zicheng got in and closed the car door: "Come to my house. Your little ponkan is still with me."

"Oh......"

Being too tired from filming during the day, Qin Shaoya leaned her head up on the car seat, swayed with the car and soon fell asleep.After she fell asleep, Yan Zicheng sighed deeply and stroked her forehead.

Yan Zicheng whispered to himself: "I said you don't understand not because of your age, but because we belong to different eras. If you stood in my position, you would make this choice."

As he said that, Yan Zicheng took out the death tarot card in his sweater pocket and looked at it in a daze: "The crow is right, I came here to break the laws of the world, and everything I do will also affect the future. I might disappear. I'm so stupid, since I have a new identity, I should stay away from the past, why do I have to..."

Yan Zicheng closed his eyes, everything was her fault.So now, she can't go wrong anymore.

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After twelve o'clock in the evening, there was a knock on the door of Qin's house, Qin Wenchang hurriedly opened the door, and Qin Shaoya stumbled in.

Qin Wenchang hugged her and helped her into the bedroom: "Oh, what's the matter? You never drank before."

"All liars are liars."

Qin Wenchang threw her on the bed and frowned: "What are you lying to? What have you been doing?"

Qin Shaoya lay on the bed, hugging the pillow: "It's a lie to say that the wine is good, it's obviously bitter."

Qin Wenchang smiled: "That means you don't know how to drink."

Qin Shaoya choked on a hiccup, and the room was quickly filled with the smell of alcohol.

Qin Wenchang didn't know about Qin Shaoya's playing tricks, and thought that she ran out these days because she was meeting new friends, or had a new situation with some handsome guy, so he didn't restrict her too much.

But now, it seems that there is something wrong with this situation.

Qin Wenchang asked: "Why did you suddenly think of drinking? Why did you come back so late?"

"Friends...dinner..."

Qin Wenchang groaned: "I thought you were going to be with Xiao Yan, and you won't be coming back tonight."

"Ahem!" Qin Shaoya coughed violently twice, and suddenly buried her face in the pillow and cried, "Ah———"

Qin Wenchang was frightened by the baby girl's yelling for her life: "What, what's the matter? Why are you crying like this?"

Qin Shaoya said in a daze: "Drink, drink..."

Qin Wenchang was confused: "Are you drinking with Xiao Yan and the others? Then why are you crying?"

It's okay not to hear her name, but as soon as she heard it, Qin Shaoya's tears couldn't hold back, and she couldn't hold it back even if she wanted to.

Qin Shaoya couldn't find a reason to explain to Qin Wenchang, so she cried and laughed and said, "I drank a lot, a lot, but I just can't drink her."

Qin Wenchang couldn't understand what he heard, so he could only pat her on the back to comfort her: "This drinking capacity cannot be achieved in a day or two. Isn't it just that you can't drink enough, and that's okay."

Qin Shaoya hugged the pillow and kicked her legs: "She just drinks more than me, more than me."

Qin Shaoya tossed and tossed for a long time, Qin Wenchang talked nonsense with her for more than an hour, and did not go to bed until nearly two o'clock.

I slept soundly this time.

Qin Shaoya woke up in the morning and sat on the bed for a long time, then ate two slices of toast, got dressed and went out.

Qin Wenchang came out of the study: "Ya Ya, where are you going? There is another party today?"

Qin Shaoya lowered her head and put on her shoes: "No."

"Then why are you going? Are you sober, does your head hurt?"

"I'll go for a walk, get some air, and come back at night."

"So are you coming back for dinner?"

Before he could say anything, Qin Shaoya had already closed the door.

Walking on the street, I was in a daze, feeling that what I was stepping on was not the ground, but cotton clouds.

Qin Shaoya was afraid of being in danger of being hit by a car again on the street, so she chose a park to hang out in.

There were many children playing with toys in the playground of the park. Qin Shaoya leaned aside and watched them quietly, wondering if Yan Zicheng looked at her as if she was looking at these children.

Holding the sand in his hand, his face was covered with mud, he smiled very silly, and there was still a tooth missing in his mouth.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated, and Qin Shaoya slowly took it out to look at it.

She didn't care about any information.But she thought again, what if it was her?

...what if?

Not her.

The light in his eyes went out instantly.

Qin Shaoya saw the message on the button, it was Ye Qin from Caihong Bar, who said that there was an event in the bar tonight, and asked her if she would go.

Qin Shaoya narrowed her eyes slightly.

She thought of Luo Yulin.Maybe it's a woman's sixth sense, Qin Shaoya always feels that she has something to do with Yan Zicheng, and this is a taboo that Yan Zicheng tries to avoid.

Maybe...can you discover some secrets from Luo Yulin?

Qin Shaoya replied to Ye Qin's message: Is sister Yulin coming too?

Ye Qin: She is coming, I heard that this time she will bring a big person who seldom shows up.

Big man?

Ye Qin asked: See, you mean you are going to come over?

Qin Shaoya hesitated for a moment, and replied: Well, I'll come over later, and I want to learn how to drink.

Ye Qin on the phone looked at it and smiled.

Luo Yulin sat behind the bar, held a glass of wine and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Ye Qin put the phone aside and said, "This little Qin is so cute."

"Oh?"

"She said she wanted to learn to drink."

"Oh." Luo Yulin sipped the rim of her cup.

Ye Qin said: "I can't stand this time. I regard Xiao Qin as my younger sister. If you mess around, I won't stand by and watch."

Luo Yulin waved her nails: "You have so many younger sisters, all of them say they won't stand by and watch."

Ye Qin frowned.

Luo Yulin shook the wine glass: "Actually, I'm not very interested in brats."

Ye Qin was also startled: "Then you..."

Luo Yulin said: "It's strange to say, maybe no one will believe it." Her eyes darkened, "I always feel that I knew that person before, and they have been together for a long, long time."

"that person?"

The door of the diamond VIP box opened, and a gorgeously dressed lady walked out from inside, stepping on diamond-encrusted crystal shoes and shaking a feather fan, walking proudly.

The lady permed her dazzling blond curly hair, and laughed: "Sister Yulin, I have already prepared the information on the person you asked me to check, and you are lucky, I already knew her, and I used to be familiar with her." Very much."