Take your fangs, thanks

I am a black cat, my name is Lucifer.

Actually, at first I didn't know I was a black cat, I thought I was a human being, uh, or rather, a vampire.

Because since I opened my eyes, the first thing that appeared in front of me was a little dumpling with golden hair on his head, a pair of big blue eyes and long eyelashes, he smiled at me, I tried hard With stumbling steps, I walked towards him—and he sprayed me all over my face.

Do my peers express their first meeting in this way?

So I sprayed back like he did.

Then I was held in the air by a pair of hands, and I heard a woman's voice: "Honey, don't let the cat get so close to Josh, humans are fragile, they may be allergic to cat fur."

I don't quite understand the word "cat" but I remember "Josh" because this very, very tall woman used to hold this little ball and say the word "Josh" over and over again.

As for how I knew my name was Lucifer?

Because there is always another big dumpling next to the small dumpling, and he doesn't like me.Coincidentally, I don't like him either.

He smells weird, not stinky.I mean, it's a smell that scares me, I don't quite know what it is, actually, it smells on everyone else that shows up in the house except for the little dumpling.

This scary big dumpling would always reach out and wave me away when I was trying to get close to the small dumpling. He said, "Let's go, Lucifer."

I'm not willing to give up that sweet-smelling little dumpling because of my fear, so I try to get close to him again. At this time, the big dumpling will roar, extremely anxious: "Mom, Lucifer is killing Josh !"

NO, I have not!

Why do I want to kill Xiaotuanzi?I love him as much as I hate the big dumpling!

So before the woman came, I slapped Da Tuanzi's face with my paw. I thought he would cry, but he didn't.He picked me up, staggered and threw me to the door of the room, God knows how scared I was!He looked like he was going to fall at any moment, and I was terrified of falling.

Then when I was a little older, I knew the name of this big dumpling, Riglito.He's grown so fast, soon he won't be staggering when he picks me up, and he's throwing me like he's been rehearsed a thousand times—well, probably many, many times .

Thank god I'm a cat and this action won't hurt me.

Yes, that's when I finally knew I was a cat.This is all because one day, when I leaned over to Xiaotuanzi, I saw a strange plate with a strange image reflected on it.

When I lift my paw, the four-legged creature on the plate will also raise its paw, and when I shake my tail, the four-legged creature on the plate will also shake its tail... The four-legged creature reflected in the plate is me!So who is the guy in the back who looks completely different from me?

Xiaotuanzi chuckled and stretched out his hand towards the plate.

The guy behind also reached out to Xiaotuanzi.

This is the biggest culture shock I've ever experienced in my cat life, well, Xiaotuanzi and I are not the same species, it's great!

I was so heartbroken that I couldn't eat cat food.

Now I know why I always grow very slowly, while the small and big dumplings always grow very fast.They are a creature, and I?I'm just an outsider cat, very humble.

So far, I have started a battle with the big group Ligeleto.

I will say that I became the final winner.Because on a very sudden day, I smelled a bloody smell. Although the room was filled with a horrible atmosphere, as a very brave cat, I quietly lay at the door and looked inside.

The big group is killing the small group!

I let out a terrible scream, but I don't think they heard it.I feel so anxious, every hair on my body is blowing up, I think I should go in and stop him, yes I should stop...  

But I'm just a cat!

I know cats don't have nine lives, don't take me for a fool.

Fortunately, Xiaotuanzi was rescued by his parents in the end, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

From that day on, Da Tuanzi never appeared next to Xiao Tuanzi, and Xiao Tuanzi belonged to me alone.

But I didn't feel very happy, because the small dumpling didn't look happy, just like the big dumpling didn't look happy either.I once sneaked into the attic where Datuanzi shut himself up. At that time, he was sitting in the attic in a daze. When he saw me, he ignored me.

So I yelled at him twice.

Please, don't ask me what I said, I know they don't understand, so I'm not going to talk to these stupid dumplings, I just yelled twice.

To my surprise, Datuanzi seems to have decided to put aside his prejudice against me for the time being. Or, I prefer to understand that Datuanzi conceded defeat in this battle.

He held out his hand to me.

At first, I didn't intend to go there... Let me be up front, not because of fear, but because I don't want to let go of my pride so soon.

But he looked so sad that I can hardly describe it to you.In short, he didn't cry, and there was no trace of moisture in his eyes, but it looked as if his tears had dried up.I'm a kind cat, and I've decided to show my grace to the loser once in a while.

So I walked over slowly.

Then he hugged me in his arms, which was so weird, I was taken aback.

I thought he was going to take the opportunity to kill me, you know most of the dumplings are very cunning.But he didn't, he just buried his face in my hair, which made me think he must have put his snot on it, which of course he didn't.

Otherwise I will scratch his face.

He was just sniffing me, and I thought it might be because I smelled of gnocchi.

Smell it, anyway, I am the one who finally got the Xiaotuanzi!

"I don't want to hurt him, I really don't want to." His voice sounded soft, like autumn leaves, "What should I do? Why isn't it written in the book."

How could this be written in the book?

I want to roll my eyes, even cats know that it's useless to look up books for this kind of thing.Oh no, I'm not saying cats aren't smart, I'm just a very smart cat.

Suddenly one day, I heard the voice of the hostess, she was talking about Xiaotuanzi leaving.

I was stunned, why did Xiaotuanzi leave? !For the first time, I resisted the fear of the huge dumpling, rushed to them and screamed. In order to show my momentum, I even waved my paw vigorously.

But when the hostess saw me, she cried even more sadly...

Dumplings are a difficult creature to understand, as they often make decisions that are difficult for each other.

Being a cat is fine, I just have to worry about getting cat food.I don't have to make decisions that make me unhappy, or go out of my way to please a cat — Rigoletto does just that.For a few days, he was so warm to me that I was terrified, and finally I knew he was trying to get me to pass a note to Josh.

That day, he lit a candlestick and wrote in front of the wooden table for a long time. He wrote on many sheets of paper, and threw one away after writing, and threw one away after writing... Finally, the piece of paper he gave me was only two. words.I'm ashamed that I was afraid of him, he's the coward.

Didn't he know that Xiaotuanzi would be sad if he couldn't see him?

In the end, I put the note on Xiaotuanzi's lap according to his wishes, rubbed him, and said goodbye to him.

I am a sensible cat, I know that everything in the world has parting.Some partings are short, some partings are eternal, some people will come back at a certain inadvertent moment, and some people will leave forever at a certain inadvertent moment.

For a cat, the best I can do is to climb to the roof one night when Xiaotuanzi is away, look at the starry sky, and think about some cat philosophies.

I don't know if that's a solid philosophy for Twolegs.But it seems that many things are not under our control. The only need in life is cat food, and other expectations are extra gifts of life.

But what if fate takes away my cat food one day?

I've been thinking about this question for a long, long time... so long that when Xiaotuanzi came back, I hadn't thought it through.

Little Tuanzi is back!

He's grown taller and looks different, but I'm so happy to have him back!At this time, I am already a mature cat, pay attention, I want to say here, mature, not old.

I've seen a lot of things about Twolegs in those boxes that make sounds and images, and it says that when two Twolegs fall in love, they kiss each other on the lips.Then very unfortunately, I found that Da Tuanzi and Xiao Tuanzi kissed each other's lips, which proved that they were in love!

This realization shocked me, and at one point forced me into Arman's arms.

Hmmm... about Arman, I think Datuanzi is right - he's a bear.I mean, bears and cats are hard to get along with. Many of his behaviors confuse me, such as why he runs into the room and hugs me and keeps stroking my hair when he sees his brother kissing.

It's actually quite comfortable, but it often makes me feel sleepy.

I'm getting more and more lethargic. Since Xiaotuanzi already has Datuanzi and they are in love, I don't think there is any need for me to compete with Datuanzi for Xiaotuanzi.

Of course I know that Da Tuanzi misses Xiao Tuanzi so much in the ten years since he left. Cats can smell many things sometimes, and sad smell is one of them. It smells like gray dark clouds on a rainy day.

Now, they smell happy, the smell of the rainbow.

On a very sunny day, I lay prone on the floor of the bedroom, and the little dumpling and the big dumpling were still sleeping with their limbs entangled.I heard their subtle breathing, and my heart was never as peaceful as it is now.

My breathing became weaker and weaker until I vaguely heard Xiaotuanzi's cry, and tears fell on my beard.

Please, please don't be so sad.

Regarding the philosophy of Maosheng, I think I have already understood it thoroughly. It is not a sad thing to leave a place full of love, it is a necessity of life.

There are bound to be many kinds, such as the small group that left will eventually come back, such as some people will eventually love each other, such as some eternal separation is inevitable, just like some loves never fear eternity.

It's a beautiful world, and I think I'm going to have a long dream.