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If you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, I will be happy from three o'clock. — Saint-Exupéry

Because the examination arrangements of each college are different, the day Song Yao left school coincided with the last subject of Mu Cheng's exam, and Song Yao's mother came to pick him up, so Mu Cheng didn't have much to say, and because of this, Mu Cheng murmured Song Yao has been talking unconscionably about "abandoning his wife and son" for a long time.

Ding Dong——"You are heartless, you just left without saying a word, how will we orphans and widows live?"

Ding Dong——"The first day you left, I miss you."

"..." Look for where the text message blocking function of the mobile phone is.

Ding Dong - "The day after you left, I miss you, miss you."

Ding Dong—"Didn't you say it when you confessed, I'm your girlfriend, wouldn't you let me stay alone in the empty room like this? I'm so lonely."

"..." Or let's break up, anyway, we are not together seriously, and every family of girls doesn't make such a fuss.

Ding Dong - "The third day since you left, I miss you, miss you, miss you."

Ding Dong—"If I hadn't met you in the first place, I wouldn't have fallen in love with you, if I hadn't fallen in love with you, I wouldn't have cared for you, if I hadn't cared for you, I wouldn't have had dinner, hadn't thought about depression, I'm so sorry ah!"

"..." This hypocritical and contrived line is really beyond words!

"Ah Yao, why do people keep looking for you these days? Your phone keeps ringing, is it causing some trouble?" Grandpa Song Yao is a retired soldier with a strong body. He grows flowers at home when he has nothing to do. After pouring water, seeing Song Yao holding the phone but turning a deaf ear to the ringtone of the message, he reminded him casually.

Song Yao kneaded his brows with his hands, and without even looking, he knew that Mu Cheng must have lost his nerve again, so he turned off the phone and silently threw himself on the coffee table, went to grandpa and helped grandpa rub his shoulders: "No, grandpa, it's just some garbage. SMS." Elder Song put the watering can next to the flower stand, turned around and asked with a meaningful smile, "Is my grandson in a relationship? Oh, what are you embarrassed about with grandpa? How old are you? Falling in love is very difficult. It's normal. Since the little girl put down her face and sent you so many text messages, why don't you call her back."

"..." Song Yao glanced at the see-through expression of "I understand everything" on his grandfather's face. He smiled and said: "As expected of a scout, you can't hide anything from your eyes. Okay, I see, I will call him back." Song Lao became more excited when he heard it: "Hey, good boy! Yes Ah, I really guessed it right for Grandpa! Hahaha, when will I bring it back for Grandpa to see!"

Song Yao was startled, and responded with a smirk: "It's still early, it's still early. Oh, by the way, Grandpa, I'll accompany you to see your old comrades in arms in two days." "Okay, I haven't seen those old things for a long time! Last time I lost Lao Zhang's game of chess, this time you go and help me win it back!" Seeing that he had successfully diverted the old man's attention, Song Yao breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mu Cheng, enough is enough, it's endless, can you stop sending me these weird text messages?" Song Yao still called Mu Cheng when he returned to his room. Oh my god, the phone is full of distressed text messages from Mu Cheng.

There was an aggrieved voice from the other end of the phone: "You finally called me, you can't give up on a bad husband! You have to be responsible for me!"

Song Yao felt uncomfortable when he heard this: "Mu Cheng, be sober! Can you talk properly? If you are abnormal, I will hang up the phone." Song Yao deliberately leaked a trace of anger.

"Okay, let's stop making trouble, my mother and a few of her students have a research project to do, and they plan to take me on a field trip to collect materials, and they won't have time to contact you for a long time, so that's why I came to harass you. "Sure enough, as long as Mu Cheng thinks he is angry, he will behave himself every minute, and he has tried repeatedly.

"Hmm." Although the reason was a bit far-fetched, Song Yao reluctantly accepted it.

"Just an 'huh'? Don't you say anything?"

"Say what? Or what do you want to hear?"

"For example, something like 'I miss you' and 'I love you', just say something casually." What's the matter with the voice on the other end of the phone suddenly twisting?

"Oh, then, no." Song Yao looked indifferent.

"Hey, it's okay, it's fine if you don't have it. It's hard to miss someone, so it's okay if you don't have it. By the way, you have to keep your stomach medicine with you, don't forget."

"Okay, I know, I will. Then hang up if there is nothing to do, goodbye." Originally, Song Yao's personality is not very talkative, and he only speaks clearly on the phone, except for a long time on the phone with his grandfather at school. One point, at other times, it usually does not exceed 3 minutes, and he always feels tired and uncomfortable on the phone with a boy. Thinking about Mu Cheng's coquettish begging for comfort, the desire to survive made Song Yao make the right decision. Choice - Hanging up is the right thing to do.

"Look at you, you are messy, you have messed up the data!" "Didn't you ask me to come here, do you think I want to draw for you every day?" Mu Cheng played tricks in his mother's disgusted eyes, But he still honestly sorted out the messy information that he had made.

"Hahaha! You have to be kind, Lao Song, I don't want you to hold grudges like this, let the juniors come and beat us old guys to pieces, and you can enjoy it!" "Tsk, what a rascal, even a junior It's all down, but I'm ashamed to say, if you don't accept it, call your grandson!" "No, old man, the younger generation is awesome, the younger generation is awesome! Cough cough cough..." Song Yao stood up and poured a cup of hot water for his grandfather's old comrade-in-arms, by the way Fill the bottomless tea bowls next to the chess game to half full.

Time flies like a bird, and the world is like a chess game.The age of most people is inversely proportional to their happiness. The older they are, the lower their happiness. They are either worried about their offspring or afraid of death. They are either living in memories or lost in confusion.Children, on the other hand, have not yet formed a qualitative memory of the past that was only a few years old, and their cognition of the future also temporarily stays at the level of "I want to be a scientist when I grow up", and they fall asleep anytime, anywhere when they are sleepy. , When you are hungry, call "Mom and Dad" and it's over. "Young people don't know how to feel sad" is probably the case.When I was young, I wanted to grow up, and when I grew up, I wanted to go back to being a child. People, there are so many demands.

No, the taste of the year is rushing towards the thirties every day. The children just lost their temper because their mother refused to buy fireworks and firecrackers one second, and the next second they saw the firecrackers on the bed in the room. I was ecstatic about the new clothes; I said "uncles and aunts are not suitable" that my mother told me, but my little hands took the red envelopes without hesitation and ran back to the room to count the money secretly. Taking away the New Year's money as an excuse, this year I already know the routine but still have to hand it in honestly.As for the old man, he knows that he won’t eat much during the Chinese New Year, but he still enjoys preparing a large table every year; obviously his eyes are blurred and his ears are tired, and he can’t see clearly the pictures on the TV or hear the words of the little people on the screen. What, but still laughing and laughing with the children and grandchildren.

Because of his height, Mu Cheng undertook the task of posting Spring Festival couplets for himself and his neighbors. When he went out, he was startled by the naughty neighbor's naughty boy who threw it at his feet and exploded it with a "falling sound".Song Yao's mother rarely cooks for the New Year's Eve dinner, and his father's appearance without a suit is actually not so serious. Mr. Song gently touched his wife's photo and told her, "It's New Year's Eve, everything is fine."People are extremely happy at this peaceful moment, and it seems that all the hard work throughout the year is for this moment of peace.

"Let's celebrate the New Year together." The call came through with a familiar voice and familiar words.

"Okay." Song Yao stood by the window and raised his hand to look at his watch.

The passionate voices of the hosts of the Spring Festival Gala came from the living room: "Let's count down together, five, four, three, two, one! Happy New Year!" The ceremonial bell rang, and fireworks were set off outside the window.

"Happy Chinese New Year!" The two spoke at the same time, and Mu Cheng on the other end of the phone added "I love you".Song Yao was stunned for a moment before slowly opening his mouth to respond: "Yes." It wasn't that Song Yao was stingy in responding with "I love you too", but that he was not very good at expressing his feelings. Even if he did many things silently, he almost never Not to say it, which is why he is keen on writing. Some things are not because he doesn’t want to say them, but because he doesn’t know how to say them, so he can only write them down.

Mu Cheng didn't know Song Yao that well, so at this moment he felt that maybe Song Yao didn't love him that much.He closed the corners of his mouth with a gloomy expression and said, "Song Yao, can you go back to school a few days earlier after the Chinese New Year? I want to see you sooner." Si lost: "Hey, if it's inconvenient, forget it, I'll just talk about it." It's hard to imagine that Mu Cheng, who is usually nervous, would be so sensitive, maybe he cared too much about one person.

"Well, good. I'll go back to school after the Lantern Festival with my family." Song Yao turned his head and glanced at his parents in the living room who were about to go back to their room to rest.

Mu Cheng was mentally prepared to be rejected, and immediately revived when he heard this: "Yuanxiao? Mom! When is the Lantern Festival this year?" "No. 6, what's the matter?" With a sound.Mu Cheng turned around and continued: "Okay, let me know when you bought the ticket, and I'll pick you up. Well, you go to bed early." Just as he was about to hang up, he confirmed again: "You're right to go back to school on the 7th, right? ?”

"Yes, I'll call you when the time comes." Song Yao heard Mu Cheng's voice as happy as a child's, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips. Maybe he also wanted to see Mu Cheng sooner. , but he himself does not know it.

After taking a shower, Song Yao picked up his mobile phone and was about to turn it off and go to sleep. When he saw an unread text message, he opened it and it read—"Wait for you, wait for the wind to come, good night."

So from the first day of the new year, Mu Cheng asked his parents every day: "When will the Lantern Festival be celebrated?" Several times Mu Tianchang was really annoyed, so he asked Mu Cheng's mother: "My wife, you Go out to buy vegetables and buy a few more bags of glutinous rice balls and cook them for my son, so he will be greedy and talk about Lantern Festival every day."

Mu Cheng is looking forward to the stars and the moon, which can be regarded as looking forward to the Lantern Festival. Knowing that Song Yao will arrive at around 7 pm on the 5th, he packed his luggage the night before, and asked his father to drive him back to school early the next morning. Mu Cheng Mom is fine and plans to send her son off with her.As soon as the three of them arrived at the apartment, the first thing Mu Cheng did was to clean up.Mu Tianchang was shocked to see his sloppy son, who usually doesn't do housework, start cleaning the room, his eyes almost popped out: "Son, didn't I give you money to find cleaning?"

"Hey, Dad, I'm a male who lives alone. Is it appropriate for a cleaning lady to come in and out of my place every day? Besides, I also need personal privacy and private space. I didn't like to be disturbed when I looked for this apartment. Besides, it's not that I can't take care of myself, can you put away your surprised expression?" Mu Cheng said while fetching water to scrub the dust on the coffee table.

Mu Tian often unbuttons his jacket and habitually puts his hands on his hips: "Still living alone as a man? Yes, Mu Cheng. The past two years in college have impressed my dad. How about I go and buy you a vacuum cleaner and washing machine with your mother? It is also more convenient, so as not to delay the study time on housework."

Li Xin slapped Mu Tianchang on the shoulder, and said angrily, "You can spoil him! Isn't that good, do it yourself, and have enough food and clothing."

"Oh, Mom, Lao Mu's idea is okay. Our school is next to the Electric City. Help me take a look. Here, it's there. By the way, bring me a set of bedding and pillows by the way. Don't pick pink. Mu, look at my mother, don't let her choose pink for everything, it's so ugly." Mu Cheng said and pointed out the window to show his parents.

After Mu Tianchang and his wife went out, Mu Cheng said to himself while cleaning: "Tch, if Song Yao didn't come to my place, I wouldn't bother to clean up! The last time Song Yao cleaned me up all morning, I was so tired, like It’s enough for my daughter-in-law to do such a dirty and tiring job once, and I will return it all to me!” Not long after, Mu Tianchang and his wife brought two people to carry the washing machine upstairs. Although it is not big, it is enough. The two also helped Mu Cheng wash and wipe the inside and outside of the apartment, and changed the bed sheets, quilt covers and sofa towels. The family of three did not go out to treat their stomachs until the apartment was spotless.After explaining everything, Mu Tianchang and his wife did not go back to the apartment, but directly picked up the car and went back to City B. As for Mu Cheng, on the way back to the apartment, he went to the supermarket to buy new slippers, toiletries, and new nightgowns. It was almost time, so I changed my coat and took my wallet and went out to pick up Song Yao.

Although there are still more than ten days before leaving school, office workers and migrant workers have started to work hard for the new year after the Chinese New Year, and there are still many people at the station.Mu Cheng saw Song Yao looking around dragging his suitcase from a long distance. He didn't understand why, but he could always find Song Yao easily in the crowd, no matter how many people there were.Maybe it's because Song Yao is so good-looking.

Mu Cheng waved to Song Yao, but Song Yao didn't see him. He felt very emotional for a moment. Song Yao's eyes were really blind to such a tall man. The phone got through to Song Yao: "Fool, here it is, look to your left rear." Song Yao turned around and saw Mu Cheng, with a warm smile like sunshine on his face, put the phone back in his pocket, and walked towards Mu Cheng come over.

It was the first time for Mu Cheng to see Song Yao smiling so happily. He used to be moved by a shallow smile, but today he wanted to kill him with such a smile, so he couldn't help but reached out and rubbed him. Rubbing Song Yao's hair, said: "Don't say it, I miss you." "I can't tell, but you are the first person to call me 'fool' since I was a child." Song Yao smiled and turned his head to the side .

Mu Cheng hooked a paper bag with his index finger and raised it to the level of Song Yao's eyes, and handed it to Song Yao. Song Yao shrank back: "What?" Mu Cheng raised his index finger twice: "Look You'll know if you can't see it." Song Yao took the bag and opened it to take a look, it was his favorite soup dumpling, the famous one in the school snack street, so a satisfied smile appeared on his face, Mu Cheng looked at Song Yao said triumphantly with a small expression: "If you haven't eaten for a holiday, you know you want it. First fill your stomach, and after the things are arranged, I will take you to eat delicious food."

Speaking of taking the suitcase in Song Yao's hand, he put his arm around Song Yao's shoulder and walked towards the exit of the hall. It was not a "carry" between brothers, but an extremely ambiguous "carry" with arms around the shoulders. embrace".Song Yao didn't feel uncomfortable, but there was something wrong with this movement, so he twisted his body and broke free from Mu Cheng's arm.Mu Chenglue withdrew his hand in embarrassment, shifted the suitcase to the hand that was holding the shoulder and pushed it. After walking two steps, he found that Song Yao hadn't followed, so he looked back at Song Yao who was motionless in place, and walked towards the exit. Fang Fang raised his chin to signal Song Yao: "Let's go." Only then did Song Yao move and follow.

Mu Cheng helped Song Yao drag the suitcase, because the school dormitory was not open yet, so he could only temporarily live in Mu Cheng's apartment.Going back to the apartment, Song Yao looked around, the extraordinarily clean apartment was meticulously cleaned, and a small washing machine was even added to the balcony.He was about to pack his things when Mu Cheng suddenly hugged him from behind.Mu Cheng tightly restrained his hands so that he could not move.

Before Song Yao could speak, Mu Cheng put his forehead on Song Yao's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Song Yao, I didn't lie to you, I really miss you..." Song Yao was stunned, with a white face on his face. A blushing blushed: "Well, I know. You let me go first, and I will pack my things."

After Mu Cheng heard this sentence, the forehead lying on Song Yao's shoulder was tense because of frowning, but it was a pity that Song Yao could not see Mu Cheng's tangled expression at this moment.He raised his head slowly, breathed hot air in Song Yao's ear, and said, "You don't know. I don't know how much I miss you and love you, and I don't know how extravagant your smile just now is to me. You You are always so lukewarm towards me, and sometimes I'm really not sure if you care about me." Song Yao couldn't stand the itching, so he shrank his neck: "Mu Cheng, don't make trouble..."

As he was speaking, Mu Cheng pulled his shoulders and turned to face himself forcefully.Mu Cheng held his shoulders tightly, hugged him step by step and leaned against the wall, protected the back of his head with one hand, and stroked his cheek with the other. He bowed his head uncontrollably and wanted to kiss him, but Song Yao, who was blushing, called out. He said "Mu Cheng!" and pushed away the side of his shoulder with both hands, slipping out of Mu Cheng's confinement like a loach.

Mu Cheng stood motionless facing the wall with his head bowed. Although the atmosphere that made the air stagnate didn't last long, Song Yao felt that it had been a full century. Report that you are safe, and call grandpa first."

Mu Cheng turned around and grinned and said, "That's fine, so I don't worry about it at home. Hehe, we're going to eat after the phone call. Are you hungry? Let's go eat first, and it won't be too late to come back to pack our luggage after eating. There is plenty of time."

Song Yao looked at Mu Cheng, and couldn't tell what kind of smile Mu Cheng had on his face, anyway, it made him inexplicably distressed, because he clearly saw the tears glistening in the corners of Mu Cheng's eyes, and was touched by the red tip of his nose. Sucked and hid back.

Under the guidance of the waiter, Mu Cheng and Song Yao sat down in the inner room. After a while, all the dishes were served, all Song Yao's favorite food, but Song Yao didn't have much appetite at this time. He didn't have much appetite, and what happened just now made him a little overwhelmed, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

The meal was very unpleasant, the two of them had their own concerns, not only did they not say a word at the dinner table, they even said nothing to each other on the way back after the meal.

Back at the apartment, Mu Cheng was depressed while hitting the floor, and finally couldn't take it anymore, and said, "Song Yao, I'm sorry, I'm not good today, I apologize to you, and I will never do this again in the future." In the living room Song Yao, who was packing the suitcase, stopped his hands and wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say. He always felt that something was stuck in his chest, but he couldn't say it.

Mu Cheng didn't get a response, so he could only take a shower on his own, and then went back to the bedroom and lay down on the laid floor looking at the ceiling.Song Yao went into the bathroom to take a bath with his own toiletries and nightgown, thinking whether he should push Mu Cheng away, or should not come to the apartment with Mu Cheng at all, but when he saw the slippers in the bathroom , toothbrush and mouthwash cup, and the nightgown with the tag on the cabinet, he knew what he wanted to say.

After Song Yao took a shower, he carefully checked the doors and windows before turning off the light and entering the bedroom. When Mu Cheng saw him coming in, he immediately closed his eyes and turned over to sleep on his side.Song Yao glanced at the floor and the bed, went straight to the floor, took off his shoes and lay down beside Mu Cheng, carefully hugging Mu Cheng from behind.Mu Cheng took a tight breath and didn't react much.

"Mu Cheng, thank you for everything you have done for me. The room is very clean. The mouthwash cup and toothbrush are the colors I like. The nightgown and slippers are just the right size. I am not good in the afternoon. I have never talked to a boy. I’ve been in such close contact, I’m a little uncomfortable, so I pushed you away out of instinct, including breaking away from you at the station, and I’m sorry. My personality is withdrawn, and it may hurt you because of it, but I will try to change it. I'm not good at expressing myself emotionally, but I don't dislike you, I, I think I like you..." Song Yao tremblingly withdrew his hand after speaking, but Mu Cheng turned over and grabbed him at his waist. Hold Song Yao tightly in his arms.Song Yao's hand on Mu Cheng's waist grasped Mu Cheng's nightgown tightly.

Feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, Mu Cheng lowered his head slightly to look tentatively, only to see Song Yao biting his lower lip and sobbing restrainedly, with two heartbreaking tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.He raised his hand and used his thumb to help Song Yao wipe away his tears, and placed a deep kiss on Song Yao's forehead, then raised his head and put his chin on top of Song Yao's head, making Song Yao curl up in his arms.Then he gently rubbed the hair on the back of Song Yao's head with his hands, and whispered, "Go to sleep, good night." After speaking, he couldn't help but kiss the top of Song Yao's head.

Mu Cheng closed his eyes and thought: Enough, being able to hold you like this, everything is enough.I don't need you to thank me for anything I have done for you, because gratitude will generate a sense of guilt, I just want your likes, pure likes.

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This chapter seems extraordinarily long? ?At the station Mu Cheng said that Song Yao was so tall because Song Yao was not short.Mu Cheng is 186cm tall, and Song Yao is 179cm tall, which is quite tall.