I govern the country by beauty

157. I searched for Qizhi for a long time, ran from the small garden to the minister's study, and turned to the imperial garden, but I didn't see him.I wanted to go to Qingxu Palace again, but God didn't follow my wish, the big raindrops suddenly hit my shoulders, and then it rained heavily.

I wanted to keep looking, but I didn't know when a large group of palace people followed behind me. They all knelt on the ground with their foreheads on the ground, asking me to take care of the dragon body.When I was young, people chased me every day and asked me to take care of my body. I really don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.

Eunuch Wu took me back to the palace with a paper umbrella, but the wind was too strong on the road, and the paper umbrella was useless.I watched his puffy body block in front of me, and the paper umbrella above his head got farther and farther away from me, until finally he barely blocked himself.I didn't care about my dripping hair, but Eunuch Wu made a lot of noise when he walked, step by step, splashing all the dirty water in the puddle into my shoes and socks.

It turned out that being an emperor would be so embarrassing.

158. Qizhi hasn't come back yet.

I was sitting on the steps in a wet robe, watching the raindrops falling from the eaves outside the house, hitting the bluestone floor one after another.During this time, Eunuch Wu came again. Seeing me like this, he panicked and anxiously wanted to throw himself on me.

"Your Majesty, you can't torment your body like this!" His voice was thin and high-pitched, like a cricket in the grass in midsummer.

"Am I in poor health?"

"Your Majesty is so blessed, why is your health so bad?"

"Then what happened when I tossed a few times?"

Eunuch Wu probably felt that what I said was also reasonable, so he bowed out and never came back.Perhaps the weather was bad, and even my mood became gloomy.Sitting on the stone steps, I belatedly recalled the past with my fourth brother, and thought of many unspoken endings.His delicate and affectionate eyes, the smile on the corner of his mouth, and the tenderness that turned into a puddle of spring water.

It's hard to tell the truth from the truth.

The fourth brother may have thousands of appearances in my mind. Sometimes I even feel that he jumped out of a picture book. How can one person have thousands of faces? His voice and smile are so familiar, but I dare not recognize him.

I, the emperor, might not really be blessed and blessed. I felt a headache after sitting outside for a while, blowing the wind. I went back to the house and couldn't help laughing when I looked at myself in a mess in the bronze mirror.I reached for the brocade quilt on the couch, but out of the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of a thread-bound notebook in the corner.As I picked it up, I thought to myself, when did such a dilapidated notebook exist in the house.

There are no words on the cover, and the paper is yellowed, but the corners of the pages are very smooth.I flipped a page, but couldn't take my eyes off it.

I found one of the thousands of appearances of the fourth brother.

Love the way I look.

159. When I stumbled in front of the fourth brother's door, his gloomy eyebrows lit up in an instant.

I ignored the surprise on his face, and sat on the couch in a coat that was still wet, suppressing the trembling of my fingertips.

"You only need to answer my questions, and you are not allowed to ask anything else." I showed a toughness that I hadn't seen in 20 years. Although the fourth brother was puzzled, he nodded.

"it is good."

"Why did you kill Liu Shilang?"

"He covets your country."

"Then why did you marry Liu Yuzhi?"

The man in the wheelchair lowered his head suddenly and smiled, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, and said in a low voice, "She covets you."

160. I have been on the throne for many years but have not accepted my concubine yet. Liu Shilang relied on his own military power, so he thought of sending his daughter into my room first, so as to occupy the position of queen.But Liu Yuzhi only had my fourth brother in her heart. She knelt in front of my fourth brother that night, pear blossoms crying to him.

If he doesn't want himself, he will marry me, so the fourth brother married her.

"She's not coveting me." I just felt my eyes burning, and my voice trembled, "She loves you."

"What about Yueer?" The fourth brother suddenly looked up at me, the clarity and dignity between his brows were wiped away, leaving only a bit of embarrassing obsession.

Is it me you love?

He claims to be good at playing tricks to spy on people's hearts, but in the end he finds that he has no confidence in the person he loves.During those days when Shi Yue was not around, he sat in the yard countless times, watching the sparkling light on the water.He doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but in those bitter nights, he also secretly wished in his heart, may you love me, may you only love me.

161.

- Today I learned martial arts with Yue Er in the martial arts field, but he only used the horse stance for several days.I wanted to wait for him, but I was afraid that one day he would think I was stupid, so I'd better wait for him and learn swords.

-I heard people say that Yueer will never learn martial arts anymore, so it seems that my practice of sword is meaningless.

- Today, Yueer lost his way. The master said that my leg injury was not healed and I couldn't bear the force, but I still went to carry him.The journey was not long, but I walked for a long, long time. Although my legs became worse after that, I still couldn't help laughing when I thought about that night.

-Today's palace banquet, Yue'er picked up two chopsticks of squirrel mandarin fish, next time I will tell the small kitchen to prepare more.

-Today I finally waited for Yue'er in the Royal Garden. He jumped into the lake but said he was looking for me, but I was still happy in my heart.

……

- Today, I kissed him with the help of wine.

On the yellowed thread-bound book, from the beginning to the end, it is written with my shady thoughts.