touch the bones

At this time, Gu Yuebai was in her first year of high school. After the midterm exam, the weather gradually turned cold. Her old deskmate dropped out of school due to illness. A transfer student happened to come and became her new deskmate logically.

The new deskmate was named Fang Mo, tall and thin. She was wearing an old but clean tracksuit with baggy trouser legs, making her look weaker and thinner.

The black hair in front of her forehead almost covered half of her face, her barely exposed eyes were dull, her thin lips were tightly pursed, and she obviously didn't like to talk.

When she introduced herself on the podium, she seemed to hold back for a long time before she managed to say four words: My name is Fang Mo.

It was the first time that Gu Yuebai talked less than herself when she saw someone introducing herself, but it was not because she was introverted, but because she felt that self-introduction was too boring and she was too lazy to say more.

She developed a little interest in Fang Mo, and when Fang Mo sat down beside her, she greeted her with a smile: "Fang Mo, hello, my name is Gu Yuebai."

Fang Mo just glanced at her indifferently, nodded, counting it as hearing, and said nothing else after that.

Gu Yuebai: "..."

Although she is not very extroverted and lively at the age of 15, she has a pleasant temper.

But she didn't expect that the first time she took the initiative to talk to someone, she was rejected. This made her very distressed, and the other party paid more attention.

After a week, Gu Yuebai gradually realized that although Fang Mo talked less, she was not a cold person. She seldom spoke because she was too shy and not sociable.

After getting along for a few more weeks, Gu Yuebai got to know Fang Mo to a certain extent. Under her stalking, he finally knew from the side that Fang Mo was two years older than him, and that he was a child of a single-parent family.

Her parents divorced at an early age, and her mother worked hard to bring her up. When she was 8 years old, she was planning to reorganize a family, but she never thought that her husband committed a crime and ended up in jail. Therefore, Fang Mo has always been the same as her husband since she was a child. Living as a taciturn mother, her words are also pitiful.

Fang Mo doesn't like to talk, but Gu Yuebai likes to talk to her very much. Although she is always ignored, after a semester, it has gradually achieved results.

Fang Mo would answer "um" or "yes" from time to time, and when he talked about something shy, his ears covered under his hair would turn red with blood, but there was no reaction on his face.

Gu Yuebai seemed to have discovered a new world, and she liked to talk about shy things with Fang Mo more and more. When facing Fang Mo, she always had endless things to say.

With the arrival of the new semester, that is, in the first half year of high school, Gu Yuebai found that Fang Mo seemed to be on hormones, and his height was growing very fast, and he was about to approach 1.7 meters. uplift.

She was a little anxious. Although she had been growing taller, she was still hovering on the edge of 1.6 meters.

"Ah Mo, what did you eat during the holidays? How did you grow so tall? I haven't grown at all."

After getting acquainted with Fang Mo, Gu Yuebai became closer to her, even her address gradually changed, the main reason is that Fang Mo would be shy when she called "Ah Mo", now her ears must be bright red.

Fang Mo calmly brushed the fine hair by his ears, restrained his expression, did not speak, but silently glanced at Gu Yuebai's chest.

At this moment, Gu Yuebai was wearing a white soft and thin shirt with only a small vest inside, which made her chest appear very protruding.

Sensing Fang Mo's gaze, she frantically straightened the neckline of her shirt, blushing and reprimanded, "What are you looking at?"

Fang Mo raised his eyes and said bluntly, "Look at your chest."

Gu Yuebai: "..."

Although Fang Mo looks like a boring gourd when getting along, and says some speechless things from time to time, Gu Yuebai still likes to be friends with her.

As time passed, Gu Yuebai discovered another interesting problem. Although Fang Mo was silent, his possessiveness was surprisingly strong.

Every time she chatted with the girl at the next table, Fang Mo would have a cold face. If she chatted for a long time, Fang Mo might not talk to her for a whole day.

When he was in the second year of high school and began to divide arts and sciences, Gu Yuebai, who was in adolescence, was at the moment of spring, and gradually developed a strange feeling for the other party.

When facing Fang Mo, she not only talked too much, but also wanted to give Fang Mo the best in the world.

It just so happened that she was learning how to make ancient sachets recently, so Gu Yuebai put in a lot of effort, tried many times, and used the best tea leaves and sweet-scented osmanthus as spices to sew a most satisfying sachet by herself.

"Ah Mo, here you are." Gu Yuebai put the sachet in front of Fang Mo, then turned his head and pretended to be reading a book.

Fang Mo raised his head suspiciously: "For me?"

Gu Yue didn't even raise her head, because her cheeks were already flushed, so she hummed, "Do you want it or not?"

Fang Mo glanced at her flushed cheeks, put the sachet in his arms properly, and then said softly: "Yes."

This kind of getting along is very cherished, and there are many smiles on Fang Mo's face.

Gu Yuebai became more and more happy, and because he had never seen Fang Mo carry the sachet he gave him, he felt a little disappointed for no reason.

But recently seeing Fang Mo's clothes changed into new ones, she felt happy for Fang Mo from the bottom of her heart. It seemed that Fang Mo's family's financial situation was improving.

Unfortunately, the good times are not long.

Fang Mo's mother suddenly gave her a lot of money and added a mobile phone. Fang Mo felt strange. Her mother was often away from home and worked outside. She thought she had found a good job.

She caressed the sachet hanging on her chest through the wide tracksuit,

After school, she planned to go to the gift shop and pick out a gift for Gu Yuebai as well.

She chose for a long time before she picked out an exquisite drop-shaped pendant. Although it was an imitation, it only cost more than 200 yuan, but it could be regarded as her biggest expense recently.

While walking on the zebra crossing, Fang Mo suddenly received a call from the city hospital, saying that her mother had advanced gastric cancer and was undergoing rescue, and her relatives needed to sign.

She held the gift bag in her hand, her eyes turned red, and she stood on the road in a daze, replaying scenes from childhood to adulthood in her mind.

Gu Yuebai happened to pass by there on her bicycle. She saw Fang Mo standing in the middle of the road in a daze, and then saw a car coming quickly behind, heading in Fang Mo's direction.

She stepped hard and rode over to pull La Fangmo. They were very lucky. The car just passed by in front of them, leaving them with exhaust fumes.

Gu Yuebai jumped out of the car and coughed violently. In order to avoid the exhaust fume, she covered her mouth and took a few steps back, just about to ask Fang Mo what happened.

But he was hit by a car coming from the other side, and the driver of that car stepped on the accelerator in a hurry, but due to inertia, a car accident still happened.

Gu Yuebai was in a daze and was sent to the ambulance. When he woke up, he couldn't find Fang Mo's figure again, only seeing his father and mother who was full of worry.

Because she hit her head, there was congestion in her brain, which oppressed the optic nerve, and her eyes, corneas, and membranes were damaged, resulting in blindness.

Sudden blindness and Fang Mo's disappearance caused Gu Yuebai to collapse for a while, and even wondered if Fang Mo was also injured.

It's a pity that although she is on good terms with Fang Mo, she doesn't even have Fang Mo's contact information, because Fang Mo has never used a mobile phone.

While recuperating in the hospital, Gu Yuebai has been paying attention to Fang Mo's situation. She called her classmates and they said that Fang Mo dropped out of school that day, and she didn't know where she went.

She asked her parents to ask again, but there was no news until two years later, she heard from her father that Fang Mo got married in another city.

When hearing the news, Gu Yuebai's heart felt like a piece had been gouged out, and it hurt for a while, she didn't understand why.

Her feelings for Fang Mo are very complicated, with resentment, disappointment, and more miss.

She wanted to take a look at Fang Mo again, to make sure if it was true, but her eyes could no longer see her. Not only did she make Fang Mo feel guilty, but she might also affect a family.

The most important thing is that she has no courage, no courage to let Fang Mo see a crippled self, no courage to see Fang Mo have a family.

She didn't feel any pain at the moment when she was hit, because she knew that Fang Mo was fine, but now she was in severe pain.

Fang Mo left a shadow in her heart, but disappeared without a trace in a blink of an eye, and now she is the only one who is sad.

Gu Yuebai's dreams were scattered, except for the pain from the car accident, she only remembered the scent of the sachet in her memory.

Smelling it again in my dream, I actually felt that the fragrance was exactly the same as that on Mogu's body.

The author has something to say:

Highlights: Mogu is very possessive

Others: Take a step back and broaden the sky

Xiaoshou: Take a step back and lose your sight

Fuming