Talking about love and delivering food

On the parking aisle outside the airport, Gu Qingshi watched Sang Kun's car turn into a small dot and disappeared before his eyes, got out of the car again, and dragged his suitcase into the airport.

"Why do you say you are doing this?" Yin Wenzhu looked at Gu Qing with a sad look on his face, and couldn't help complaining, "I saw the circle of friends posted by him. You were halfway through work, and you followed me eagerly, but in the end Pretend to be cold."

Gu Qingshi put on his sunglasses, walking with wind blowing under his feet, "Senior Sister, just think I'm crazy."

Yin Wenzhu followed slowly, looking at her stiff back, feeling a little distressed for no reason.

Isn't it crazy?

In the middle of work, I swiped a circle of friends, and ran over specially, deliberately bought the plane on the same flight, only to find out that he didn't go back to Grand Hyatt Washington at all, so he rushed back.

There are not many flights from Shanghai to Hecheng, but there are many flights from Hecheng to Shanghai.

Gu Qing bought the nearest one directly, even so, she still had to wait at the airport for an hour.

When Yin Wenzhu saw Gu Qing holding the phone with a look of dismay, he stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her. Gu Qing didn't recover, and snatched her phone away angrily.

"I think from now on, I need to confiscate your mobile phone, lest you go crazy again."

With nothing in his hands, Gu Qing came back to his senses, "No more."

"Look at your appearance, I don't believe it." Yin Wenzhu snorted, "Anyway, I'm your assistant, and it's not uncommon for me to have a mobile phone with me. Until this filming is completed, I will temporarily keep the mobile phone."

Gu Qingshi was noncommittal, thought for a while before covering his heart and said: "Senior Sister, I just miss her so much."

It turns out that missing is really painful to breathe.

Yin Wenzhu is a little powerless, she has never loved so deeply, she really doesn't understand the madness of this kind of missing.

"Since I miss you, why bother to play along with me and deliberately embarrass her?"

"It's probably because I'm too uncomfortable, so I want her to accompany me in the pain."

She loves her so much and wants to be with her so much. If the other party wants to leave her, she doesn't want the other party to live well, not at all.

How could he just let her suffer alone?

"Qingshi." Yin Wenzhu held her clenched hand, "I can see that it's not that Sang Yu doesn't love you."

"Yes, she loves me, I know." Gu Qing sneered softly, "Rather than loving me and leaving me, I would rather be my unrequited love."

Then, as time goes by, maybe things will slowly calm down.

Those who cannot let go, cannot heal, cannot let go...

In the end, time will slowly weather away for us.

Because, as long as the feelings are not responded to, they will eventually be labeled as irrelevant by time.

So, if Sang Yu doesn't like her, it really doesn't matter, anyway, time will eventually make her not like her.

However, Sang Yu told her that she liked it.

It is a pity that it is wrapped in formalin, so that time cannot decay.

"Then... if she comes back to look for you again, what will you do?"

Gu Qing lowered his eyes, "Senior Sister, do you know why she left me?"

"Huh? Why?"

"Because Lin Yuyan blackmailed her with my reputation and asked her to leave me."

"Eh?" Yin Wenzhu was surprised, and looked up at her, "In that case, then you..."

"Do you want to explain why I still blame her so much knowing that she had to leave because of me? It's not so much because of me that she can't overcome her inner fear. "

"A lifetime is so long, homosexuality will suffer so much criticism, if everyone can threaten her once with my reputation, how will the future go?"

"In the final analysis, she is cowardly and cowardly, and she refuses to believe me."

Yin Wenzhu was speechless, and after a long silence, he said, "So, the Lianzhou International Photography Exhibition..."

"That has nothing to do with her." Gu Qingshi hastily interrupted her.

Seeing her gaffe, Yin Wenzhu knew it in his heart.Although Gu Qingshi was younger than them, he always acted resolutely and swiftly, and he didn't need their persuasion to make up his mind.

"So, are you giving up?"

"Give up?" Gu Qingshi murmured these two words again, and then said after a while: "Maybe."

When you have accumulated enough disappointment, you will naturally give up.

In winter, the days are short and the nights are long. When Sang Yu returned home, it was already dark.

She was on the road all day and was so tired that she slumped on the sofa when she got home and didn't want to move.

Seeing her pale face, Mama Sang told her to lie down on the bed first, and call her after cooking.

According to the body clock she developed in Florida, `this will be the time to wake up, she is jet-lagged, and although she is tired, she cannot sleep.

Sang Yu tossed and turned on the bed, the more she lay down, the more bored she became, and she got up again.

"Sang Sang, are you jet-lagged and uncomfortable?" Seeing her sleepy look, Sang's mother made her a glass of honey water.

"I'm dizzy and want to vomit."

Mother Sang took out cooling oil from the drawer of the cabinet, spread it evenly on her temples, and helped her massage for a while, until Sang Kun finished the meal.

Sang Yu still had no appetite, and was forced by Sang's mother to drink two bowls of chicken soup.

The family hadn't seen each other for a long time. Although Sang Yu felt uncomfortable, she still got up and chatted with her parents for a while.

After all, Mama Sang and Sang Kun stayed at Sangxi's farm for a while, so when talking about Sang Yu's life there, the whole family had something to talk about.

Until an advertisement suddenly appeared on the TV in the middle, this advertisement was for a drink, and the spokesperson was the focal point.

"By the way, Sangsang, I always forgot to ask you, did you order me the autographed photo album of Focus Point?"

Sang Yu froze for a moment, then lowered her eyes again, pondered for a moment before saying: "No."

Mama Sang's expression didn't change, and she didn't seem surprised, but she didn't ask any more questions.

With the insertion of this topic, it seemed as if a gust of cold air had been injected into the previously happy atmosphere, and the atmosphere in the living room suddenly became quiet, leaving only the voice from the TV.

Sang Yu felt her head was getting heavier and she couldn't cheer up to say anything else.

"Dad, Mom, I'm tired, I'm going to rest first, and you guys should go to rest early too."

Sang's mother nodded, seeing that Sang Yu's face was really ugly, and added: "If you feel uncomfortable, remember to tell us in time."

Sang Yu nodded, smiled at her mother, "I'm not a child anymore, don't worry."

Sang's mother also laughed, "In my mother's mind, even if you give birth to a child in the future, you will still be mother's child."

The smile on Sang Yu's lips faded, without saying a word, she walked straight to her bedroom.

"Sangsang..."

"Ah."

"Gu Qingshi, on the day you left, she came to look for you."

Sang Yu stood at the door without looking back, and only slightly nodded after a while, "Oh."

Sang's mother suddenly choked up, "Mom doesn't want to be a bad person..."

Sang Yu raised her hand to hold the doorknob, closed her eyes, and tears fell down, soaking into her light blue coral fleece pajamas, turning into a dark blue spot.

"Mom, it's okay now."

After saying that, Sang Yu twisted open the door, walked in and closed the door, lifted the quilt, hugged herself tightly and curled up inside.

——Sang Yu, don't regret it, I won't forgive you.

Gu Qingshi's words were like a curse.

Therefore, she dared not even regret it.

With the strengthening of cold air, the trend of temperature drop is accelerating.

The city of Hecheng is cold in winter and hot in summer. Once the temperature drops, the cold winter wind will not stop, and mixed with the fine rain, it is even colder to the bone marrow.

Sang Yu surrounded the electric grill table every day, and dared not leave the door.

After half a month of cold weather, the temperature has finally warmed up.

"Mom, I want to go to Guangdong." On the second day when the weather improved, Sang Yu packed her luggage without notifying her parents in advance, and only said when she was going out.

"Why do you want to go there all of a sudden?" Sang's mother frowned when she saw the small suitcase she had packed, "Have you booked all the tickets, are you going to play for a few days?"

Sang Yu pretended not to see her mother's expression, "It's booked, about three or four days."

"Then will you come back for your birthday?"

"Ah."

Mother Sang looked at Sang Yu, and suddenly felt that the daughter in front of her was a little strange. She looked away, and walked to Sang Yu's room again, "Did you bring your ID card and wallet?"

Sang Yu nodded and smiled at her mother, "Don't worry, I brought everything. This time, I've organized everything for myself. Don't worry."

Sang Yu's room was clean and tidy, even the quilt was folded.

In the past, she always thought that Sang Yu was sloppy, and she couldn't even clean up the room. Now that Sang Yu knows how to do this, Sang's mother feels more and more disappointed.

Mama Sang withdrew her hand that was about to make the quilt for her, forced a smile and said, "That's good, that's good."

For the first time, she realized that her daughter had really grown up and was a really mature and independent individual.

Is it true that mothers are always looking forward to their daughters growing up and becoming independent, while fearing that they will become full-fledged?

Sang's mother's mood was too wrong, Sang Yu pursed her lips, and asked tentatively: "Is it because I didn't tell you beforehand that you are angry?"

"No, no." Sang's mother shook her head quickly, looked at Sang Yu, wanted to laugh, but her eyes turned red again, "I just suddenly felt that when you grow up, one day you will fly away from me and your father, and I am a little bit reluctant. "

"What is there to be reluctant about?" Sang Yu pulled her to sit on the sofa, "You are becoming more and more sentimental, I will stay with you from now on, and will not leave you and Dad."

Seeing Sang Yu's smiling face, Mama Sang suddenly thought of the song she had heard before.

You are not really happy, smiling is just your protective color.

Although she didn't want to admit it, she had already noticed that after Sang Yu came back from the United States, she had never been really happy, and she would not act like a baby with her anymore. She got up on time every day, went to bed on time, and ate on time. daze.

——Sister-in-law, I am not talking about you, what is the purpose of life?Isn't the ultimate goal of chasing fame, profit and money for a comfortable life?Sangsang just likes a woman, as long as she makes up her own mind, the parents should be the first to support her.

——I understand what you think for her.But the child is not a fish, so how do you know the joy of a fish?

——Yes, you didn't force her, but have you supported her in her position?Sangsang's childishness is just skin, but you can tell me with your conscience, has she really done something wrong that makes you feel cold?

——The future is long, but there are many accidents. Tomorrow is unknown. Instead of imposing your non-existent assumptions on her life, it is better to let her face it herself.

——Sangsang has grown up, and she must have her own measure of people and things. Even if she really regrets it in the future, it is her choice.What's more, how do you know that if she chooses to escape, she won't regret it in the future?

Sang Qian's words flashed through her mind one by one. Mother Sang looked at Sang Yu who had really grown up, touched her face, "Sang Sang, mom will not force you anymore, I will make whatever decision you want. Support you."

Sang Yu touched her mother's hand and smiled, "Mom, I don't blame you. At that time, you had a bad attitude towards Gu Qing. I was very sad, but now I also understand how you feel."

"mulberry……"

"Mom, I have to catch a plane."

"Then let me take you?"

Sang Yu shook her head, "At the end of the year, Dad will be busy, and you will be busy too. It's okay, I've already booked a car."

The warm winter sun was a little pale, and Mama Sang stood at the gate watching Sang Yu dragging the box and walking out step by step, her upright and sonorous steps no longer escaped from the past.

I will never turn around and jump into her arms suddenly, and say like a baby—Mom, I don’t want to go out, it’s so tiring to go out.

Sangsang, she has really grown up. The grown-up baby bird should leave the nest and get out of the mother's control.

Sang Yu didn't know what her mother was thinking, she just suddenly wanted to go to Lianzhou to see Gu Qingshi's photography works.

Lianzhou International Photography Exhibition will be held from December 12nd to January 2nd of next year.

The author has something to say: I... I am going to double update.

You...you will praise me, right?