She's tricking me again today

Shi Qingguo turned her head to look at Fang Xiang, the wound on her forehead had formed a dark brown scab, but she could still see the signs of madness last night.

"Surgery."

"Eh?"

"I'm going to undergo sex change surgery." Shi Qingguo repeated again.

Fang Xiang was stunned, unable to understand Shi Qingguo's brain circuit at all.

"What do you mean? Do you still expect Gao Qian to stop you again?"

Shi Qingguo shook her head, like a puppet without a soul, with almost no expression on her face.

"She hates me to death. If she doesn't stab me, I'll laugh. How can I expect her to stop me. Besides, she didn't stop me last time."

Thinking about it this way is even more incomprehensible.

"Then why do you still need surgery? Gao Qian will get married soon, and even if she doesn't get married, it's probably... difficult to forgive you. What difference does it make if you are a man or a woman? Anyway, it's impossible for you two."

Shi Qingguo shook her head lightly, "I know, I just... just want to change myself, even if only a little bit, to become what she likes, even if it's impossible, I want to do it too."

Fang Xiang sighed slightly, although Gao Qian had nothing to do with him, Shi Qingguo deserved what she deserved, there was no need for her to intervene in their affairs.

But since she brought Shi Qingguo back home, whether it was out of humanitarianism or just a little bit of fate, before she left, she felt it was necessary to say something that should be said.

As for whether Shi Qingguo is willing to listen or not, that's none of her business.

Thinking of this, Fang Xiang stood up from the sofa, and waved at Shi Qingguo.

"You come first."

Shi Qingguo didn't move.

Fang Xiang emphasized his tone, "Come here."

Shi Qingguo stared at her expressionlessly, paused for a few more seconds, and finally walked over.

Fang Xiang directly pushed her to sit on the sofa, and pointed to her reflective brow ring.

"This is picked."

Shi Qingguo looked at her blankly, "What?"

"Erow ring, take it off."

"why?"

Fang Xiang took a deep breath, "Don't you want to be like Gao Qian likes? Think about it, what is Gao Qian most dissatisfied with you?"

Shi Qingguo opened her eyes slightly, lowered her head and began to count.

"She annoys me the most when I talk with handles, annoys me skipping classes, annoys me racing cars, annoys me contacting those bastards in society, annoys me picky eaters, annoys me smoking, annoys me drinking too much, annoys me touching her... .”

After counting for a long time, I still can't count the brow ring.

Fang Xiang frowned, and tapped the ring again, "Isn't she bothered by this?"

Shi Qingguo slowly shook her head, "I haven't heard her mention it this year."

This year?

Fang Xiang sighed slightly, "I must have mentioned it before, right? Including your usual clothes, she must think it's inappropriate, right? So..."

Before Fang wanted to finish speaking, Shi Qingguo suddenly raised her hand!

Without warning, there was a sudden pull!

There was only a slight cracking sound, and the brow ring was torn off by her!

Fang Xiang was dumbfounded.

How could it be possible to see no blood when he was so forceful!

Looking at the torn scarlet flesh, Fang Xiang couldn't help gasping.

Shi Qingguo acted as if nothing had happened, her expression didn't change a bit, she just raised her hand and threw the silver ring into the trash can.

Fang Xiang looked at the passing silver light and couldn't help sighing secretly, if she had been so obedient earlier, she wouldn't have gotten to where she is today.

Before she could finish her emotion, Shi Qingguo stood up and began to take off her clothes inexplicably.

The punk-style black jacket was pulled off and thrown into the trash can.

The trousers with holes were ripped off and thrown into the trash can.

The messy heavy metal-style accessories worn on the neck, wrists, and fingers were all taken off and thrown away.

After tossing all this and still not pulling it down, she lifted up the thin sweater she was wearing next to her body and had to take it off again!

Fang Xiang hurriedly stopped her.

"What are you doing?"

Shi Qingguo paused and said: "She doesn't like me wearing clothes like this."

Fang Xiang closed his eyes, "Okay, that's enough."

"Not enough." Shi Qingguo shook her head, "It's not enough."

Shi Qingguo lowered her eyes and thought for a while, turned around and left without saying a word.

Seeing her go straight to the entrance, Fang Xiang held his forehead speechlessly, "Are you going out in that way, are you going to make the headlines tomorrow? Or are you going to the hospital?"

Shi Qingguo paused for a moment, as if her brain was slow and unable to turn around, and it took a long time before she remembered to look down at herself.

Shi Qingguo has always worn very little, relying on her youth as if she is not afraid of the cold, when the temperature is more than ten degrees below zero, she wears a thin sweater and a coat, and the rags she just took off and threw away. hole pants.

It would be colder at most if the coat was taken off, but if the trousers were thrown away, the legs would be bare.

In the middle of winter, a girl goes out with bare legs and a sweater that can't cover her boxers. She has to be photographed and uploaded on the Internet every minute. If she gets cold and has a fever, won't she have to go to the hospital?

Shi Qingguo stood there for two seconds, then turned back.

"Lend me some pants."

Fang Xiang sighed for the nth time, and sat back on the sofa, "Okay, no problem, and then? Where are you going?"

Shi Qingguo paused and said: "Go to the hospital to make an appointment for surgery, I have to be on the operating table on the day of her wedding, otherwise, I'm afraid I can't help but run to her."

Fang Xiang shook his head, "So, what you just said about wanting to be what she likes is just casual talk, to make yourself feel better, it can't be counted at all?"

"No."

"You have to do that surgery!"

Shi Qingguo's eyes widened all of a sudden, "She likes men, and I've undergone surgery to become a man! How can I just talk about it!"

Fang Xiang leaned on the back of the sofa, crossed his legs, deliberately raised his chin and let out a cold snort, "Don't force your thoughts into Gao Qian's! She likes men, but what she likes is not Shi Qingguo, but Shi Qingguo It's Shi Qingguo, a girl!"

Shi Qingguo's complexion changed, she stood in front of her as if she was being punished, and lowered her head.

"What she hates most now is Shi Qingguo, regardless of male or female."

"At least she used to like the girl Shi Qingguo."

"That was once! She hates Shi Qingguo now, so I won't be Shi Qingguo! Not only do I want to change|gender, I also want to change my name, and I will change everything she hates! I want to change completely! Even if I never If I can't see her, I don't want to be the one she hates!"

This is really no ordinary self-deception.

Fang wanted to sigh, "Gao Qian doesn't hate you at all, at least she doesn't hate you as much as you imagined, otherwise why didn't she sue you? What you did to her was a crime! Do you know that strong women commit crimes? Are there few successful cases in the past few years?"

Shi Qingguo was stunned, her eyes downcast and she remained silent.

Fang Xiang said again: "There is one thing I haven't said all this time. I'm Les, but I didn't mean to persuade you to give up the operation. It was Gao Qian who asked me to do it. Of course there is an exchange."

Shi Qingguo suddenly raised her head and said in disbelief, "What did you say?"

"I said, it was Gao Qian who asked me to persuade you to give up the operation."

Seeing that she didn't believe it, Fang Xiang took out his phone and called up the recording that he had completely forgotten to delete before saving it.

[She has been childish since she was a child, her father is a cadre, and he still favors boys over girls...]

【She has always imagined that she is a man... Smoking, drinking and fighting, it is really not worrying at all...】

[However, she has a good heart, she can cry even watching cartoons...]

Gao Qian's voice with a hint of a smile spread out leisurely across the player, seemingly every sentence was counting the fruits of time, but the pampering between the lines could not be concealed.

Shi Qingguo was stunned for a while, and grabbed the phone, knowing that it was only for recording, but still staring at the screen of the phone, as if Gao Qian could get out of it.

Gao Qian dropped her voice, followed by Fang Xiang's deliberately guided questions.

[What if she finds out that you and I have lied to her together, and she can't think about it, and then sneaks away for surgery? 】

[She thinks she likes me because of her gender identity barrier. I will follow her now, and when she has had enough fun, she will naturally get tired of it. 】

Hearing this, Shi Qingguo suddenly leaned over excitedly and shouted!

"No! No, no, no!!!! I'm not because of some identity disorder! I'm not sick! I just like her! Only her! Only her!"

Fang Xiang watched her coldly, and didn't speak until she was completely mad.

"That's not the point. The point is that Gao Qian doesn't want you to have an operation. In order to dispel your idea, she came to me and begged me, regardless of her own sexuality, and forced herself to follow you. When you jumped off the building in the plastic surgery hospital that day, you Didn't you also wonder why she came so fast? In fact, she was across the road at the time."

Shi Qingguo opened her eyes wide, as if she was listening to the Fangye talk.

"I don't believe it, you lied to me!"

"Why would I lie to you at a time like this? Besides, don't you know? Didn't Gao Qian kiss you that night? She's a straight girl. She even did this kind of thing to prevent you from destroying herself. Still can't explain the problem?"

Shi Qingguo moved her lips, unable to refute anymore, she hugged her mobile phone and looked out the window through her with empty eyes.

After the recording was over, she clicked redial again to continue listening.

Over and over again, tirelessly.

Fang Xiang followed her and turned to look out the window.

People are really small, no matter how painful you are, even if you want to stab yourself into a hornet's nest with a knife, the sky will still be bright when it should, and the sun will still rise when it should rise.

The sun is shining brightly outside the window, the setting sun falls on the dining table, and there are still dust particles floating in the light beams. I used to think that it was the quiet and good times, but now I look at it, but it has become the regret of the vicissitudes of life.

Fang Xiang sighed slightly, then turned around, and saw Shi Qingguo's face full of tears.

Different from howling and crazily venting last night, she is crying silently at this moment. The tears flowed down her cheeks and gathered on her chin, and then slowly dripped down to her feet, splashing silently, but she seemed to be able to hear That rattling splash.

After a long time, Shi Qingguo asked her with a hoarse voice, "If we had left as planned, would Gao Qian have liked me?"

"She always liked you, but...not that kind of liking."

"Then if I had listened to you obediently, would she have become that kind of liking?"

Shi Qingguo's jealousy was terribly red, knowing that asking these questions now would be useless and would only make her heart hurt, so she kept asking.

Fang Xiang has a thin face and sharp chin, thin and glamorous. Anyone who looks at her will think that she must be the kind of sharp-tongued person, but it is a pity that she is the least able to speak such sharp words.

She muttered for a long time before she could say, "Maybe."

Shi Qingguo patted her body, walked to the trash can, picked up the trousers lying on the ground, touched them, and found out the phone that hadn't been thrown out.

After turning on the bluetooth and transmitting the recording, Shi Qingguo wiped away her tears, as if she was speaking to Fang Wanwan, or to Gao Qian who couldn't hear her at all.

"I will be obedient, and I will be obedient this time."

Before he finished speaking, he heard a hasty ringing of the doorbell.

Fang Xiang took a look at the bare-legged Shi Qingguo, then went to the cat's eye to take a look.

Outside the door was a middle-aged woman whom she didn't know, followed by a tall and thin young man, looking at her features, she was somewhat similar to Shi Qingguo.

Fang Xiang immediately opened the door with eyebrows and eyes, and asked first through the door: "Who is it?"

The author has something to say: I tossed and turned and couldn’t sleep last night, now I have a splitting headache o(╥﹏╥)o

But the mood has adjusted ^_^

I have a headache, I don’t feel skin today, I’m going to sleep first~o(╥﹏╥)o