She's tricking me again today

Liu Yulin is in good health. She often jogs and practices yoga. She seldom gets sick, but once she gets sick, it is much more serious than ordinary people.

Liu Yulin took antipyretics last night, but there was no sign of the fever going down at all, and the fever got worse and worse. She kept whimpering in a daze. Fang didn't dare to delay, so she called an ambulance overnight and took her to the hospital.

It was a busy work. It was said that her blood sugar was low, she was slightly dehydrated, her tonsils were swollen and inflamed, and her throat was almost blocked. In short, it was quite serious.

I paid the fee non-stop, pushed the antipyretic needle, hung up the liquid again, and took my body temperature every half an hour. When it was daylight, I tortured Liu Yulin and Fang Xiang all night, and finally the fever subsided completely. .

Liu Yulin's lips were still puffed up with dry skin, and there was liquid on her hands. Fang Xiang used to wet a cotton swab to help her dip it from time to time, but both internal and external considerations failed to save it immediately. How long did it take to not drink water to become like this?

Looking at Liu Yulin who finally fell asleep and stopped raving, Fang Xiang's heart, which had been hanging for a whole night, began to ache again.

Counting the day when Liu Yulin ordered food for her, she ran away from home for three full days. Didn't Liu Yulin not eat or drink during these three days?

Otherwise, how could it suddenly burn so badly?

It's so sick that Liu Yulin actually hugged her and did that kind of thing last night!

Thinking about it now, I really use my life to deduce what the real "death lingering" is.

Fang Xiang raised his hand to smooth her slightly curly long hair, why didn't he realize that she was such a childish person before?

Liu Yulin, what about your logic?What about sanity?When you won the lawsuit and were surrounded by the losing party, you were in danger, but you haven't seen me for only three days. Why are you so afraid?

You only need to make a phone call, and all problems will be solved?

Why don't you give me a call, or even send me a message?

After so many things happened, Fang Xiang was really confused. She was sure that she was indeed attracted to Liu Yulin, and Liu Yulin also said that she loved herself last night, but...

People's emotions are easy to be agitated, and they had that kind of relationship in a daze, and Liu Yulin also opened the door to a new world in a daze. Based on their relationship for so many years, she was Liu Yulin's first woman, and Liu Yulin fell in love with her. It's normal for myself.

If she didn't refuse, according to Liu Yulin's temperament, the two of them might really have walked on in such a daft way.

But how far can they go?

Is she really confident that she can spend the rest of her life with Liu Yulin as a lover?

Can Liu Yulin really distinguish between love and friendship?

If halfway through, one of them suddenly regrets, the love is gone, and the friendship is impossible to continue, what should we do then?

Even if these things are not considered, no one can guarantee that they can spend a lifetime with the person they like, but what about parents?What about the eyes of those around you?

And work.

Anyway, she is just a small clerk who can catch a lot of people all over the street. Whether it is planning or copywriting, she can do even chores.

But what about Liu Yulin?

She is a lawyer!

There are only a few well-known law firms, if Liu Yulin's future is affected because of Les, what should she pay her?

Fang thought about it a lot, and felt that he couldn't be so selfish.

It is best to stop as soon as possible while both of them are only a little bit excited.

It's still too late to restore friendship.

Can you?

She thought so, but Fang Xiang didn't dare to make her own claims anymore. She couldn't ignore the matter of Liu Yulin's depression.

Looking at the time, it was already past eight o'clock, why not call Dr. Zhuang for consultation before making a decision.

Her hand was still held by Liu Yulin, and there were other people in the ward. She was quite ashamed at first, but as long as she broke away from Liu Yulin's hand, Liu Yulin would sleep very restlessly, frowning, and kept moaning, there was no way, She had to let her hold it.

This grip lasted the whole night.

Seeing that she is sleeping so deeply at the moment, it shouldn't matter if she breaks free.

Fang Xiang carefully pulled his hand out.

Sure enough, there was no response.

She twitched vigorously again, and success was imminent!

Liu Yulin shuddered suddenly, frowned, not only tightened her hands immediately, but also opened her eyes.

She only opened half of it, her pupils were indescribably empty, and she could tell that she was not awake at all.

Turning her eyes a little, she caught a glimpse of her, Liu Yulin instantly pulled the corners of her lips, smiled faintly, as if she was finally relieved, closed her eyes again, and fell into a deep sleep.

How could she break free like this?

Fang Xiang sighed helplessly, and had to change the phone number to WeChat.

[Fang Xiang is very square: Doctor Zhuang, I'm sorry to disturb you so early, it's like this...]

Fang wanted to break it down into several articles and roughly talk about what happened in the past few days. He wanted to skip the relationship between the two, but after thinking about it, Liu Yulin is depressed after all, and this kind of thing is very important. Mentioning it may affect Dr. Zhuang's judgment. For safety's sake, no matter how shameful, I still say it.

Dr. Zhuang probably just went to work, and it took a long time to get back to the message.

[Question: Since you already have a relationship, and you also said that you have a crush on her, then, what should you do next? You should not ask me, but I will ask you, how much do you like her? 】

[Fang Xiang is very square: I can't explain clearly, I am also in a mess now. 】

[Question: Then let me ask you, if Liu Yulin's illness will get worse if you withdraw now to restore friendship, what will you do? 】

[Fang thinks very squarely: Then don't withdraw. 】

[Question: If you don't get out, she will sink deeper and deeper, and you won't be able to get out in the future. If you get out again, you will only hurt her even more. What should you do? 】

Yeah, what should she do?

If she knew, would she still need to ask Dr. Zhuang?

Fang Xiang looked at Liu Yulin who was sleeping peacefully on the bed without any disturbance, and really wanted to change things with her, she was really annoying now.

[Fang thinks very square: I think this question itself is wrong. I should be the one who gets into the deep end at that time, and Liu Yulin should be the one who wants to get out. 】

[Question: Well, even as you said, Liu Yulin regained her self-confidence after recovering from her illness, and felt that she had no future with you, so she decided to let go.how about you?Now that you have foreseen the possibility of such an outcome, are you still willing to sacrifice yourself for her? 】

Fang Xiang held the phone in a daze for a long time.

No one can tell what will happen in the future, but right now, Liu Yulin's depression is real.

Withdrawing now, Liu Yulin's condition might get worse.

If you get pulled out in the future, the most you will be injured is yourself.

How to choose?

Choose Liu Yulin, or choose yourself?

This seems to be no longer an option.

Before Liu Yulin came to the Imperial Capital to go to university, she repeatedly told her not to have a boyfriend in university, but she didn't.

Liu Yulin insisted that she go north to the unfamiliar imperial capital after graduation, and here she is.

Liu Yulin asked her to live with her, and she did.

Liu Yulin asked her to practice kissing with her, and she did.

Liu Yulin suffers from depression and needs her to pretend to be les, so she did.

Even pretending to the end and losing herself, she admitted it.

Now, all she has left is feelings that are not given to her. If she needs it, then give it to her. After all, she still can't bear to be sad.

Looking at Liu Yulin who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, Fang wanted to smile, the smile was very weak, but his eyes were wet.

Why does Liu Yulin have a pale face, chapped lips, swollen eyelids, and an obviously sick face, but she still thinks she is beautiful?

Sick as Xizi is the only word she can think of to describe her now.

After staring at Liu Yulin for a long time, Fang Xiang wiped away his tears and returned the message to Dr. Zhuang.

[Fang thinks very square: For her, I can do anything. 】

[Question: You have to think carefully, maybe she really won't let go, can you stay with her for the rest of your life? 】

[Fang thinks very squarely: I tease her first, and I will be responsible to the end. 】

Doctor Zhuang came back after a long time.

[Question: There are some things I shouldn’t say, but I still want to advise you to think about it carefully. This road is not easy to walk. It will shrink back, and the damage will only be greater at that time. 】

[Fang thinks very square: I can't see it, and I can't predict it. I only know that she needs me now. No matter how difficult it will be in the future, if she lets go, I won't force it. If she doesn't let go, I will walk with her. Go on, no matter what difficulties, she is not afraid, what am I afraid of? 】

As soon as the message was sent, Liu Yulin frowned and opened her eyes.

When he saw her, his eyes were still sleepy, but a smile appeared instinctively.

Fang Xiang's heart was indescribably soft, and he raised his hand to stroke her head.

"Do you have a headache? What about your throat? Tell me what's wrong."

Liu Yulin was stunned for a moment, and then her red and swollen eyes fell slightly, and they became red again.

"Seeing you makes me feel good everywhere."

Fang wanted to laugh, but his eyes were also wet, "What are you talking about, I'm not medicine, my throat is so hoarse, it hurts? I'll ask a doctor to nebulize it for you."

Liu Yulin nodded, then shook her head again.

Fang Xiang patted her tightly holding his hand, "Don't be self-willed, your body is important."

With that said, I'm going to ring the call bell.

Liu Yulin hurriedly raised her hand to stop her, "No, I'll call the doctor later."

"why?"

"I……"

Liu Yulin lowered her eyelids, her face blushed inexplicably, a rare occurrence in a century!

"What are you?"

"I..." Liu Yulin faltered for a long time, and finally managed to say, "I want to go to the bathroom first."

What happened to the last bathroom?Isn't this normal?

Fang Xiang even had the experience that Liu Yulin was in the bathroom, and she leaned outside the door and chatted nonsense with her.

But for some reason, Liu Yulin was awkward, and Fang wanted to follow suit.

"Then, then you go first."

Fang wanted to get up, and Liu Yulin struggled to get up, and her legs were obviously a little weak.

Fang wanted to support her, "I'll help you go."

Liu Yulin quickly waved her hands, "No, no, no need."

He didn't dare to look at her, his face was still red.

Fang Xiang felt uncomfortable, "Then, slow down yourself."

"Ah."

After watching Liu Yulin enter the bathroom, Fang Xiang sat back in the chair again.

hum-

Another message came in.

Click on it, it's Dr. Zhuang's.

[Question: As long as you think about it clearly, things are beyond my control, so I won't get involved, but I have to remind you that Liu Yulin suffers from severe depression, which is worse than you imagined. It's not just what you see on the surface, if one day she does something to apologize to you, I hope you can remember what I said today. 】

The author has something to say: Don’t ask me why I don’t form CP, because my eyes hurt (really hurt), and I have to pretend to be cold~

I'm very cold, hmm~

I don't tease B, I don't joke with you~

Mmmmmmm!