She's tricking me again today

Fang Xiang continued to sneer, pushed her away and tried to press the door button again, but it was obviously too late, and the elevator started to go down.

"Fang Xiang...I really didn't lie to you! I, I...If I lied to you, I'd go out and get hit by a car!"

"Heh!" Fang Xiang raised his eyes and glanced at her, his phoenix eyes were full of sarcasm, "You dare to swear such a poisonous oath, it seems that you are really an atheist."

Liu Yulin opened her mouth, wanting to cry but not daring to cry, she could only choke up and said, "Fang Xiang...what can I do to make you believe me?"

Fang Xiang let out a sigh of relief, and turned his head to look at the electronic display board above the floor buttons.

"You said you really thought you were dreaming before, right?"

"Correct."

"Row!"

Fang Xiang stopped talking, and concentrated on staring at the constantly beating bright red numbers.

Ding!

Arrived on the first floor.

Fang Xiang walked straight towards the door without saying a word.

Liu Yulin followed her closely.

Fang Xiang walked behind the pillar they kissed before, and pointed to the camera in the corner.

"If you thought you were dreaming, why did you deliberately push me behind the pillar to kiss?"

There is a blind spot behind the pillar, and the camera cannot capture it.

Liu Yulin opened her eyes slightly, tilted her head to look at the camera, and then at Fang Xiang, pointing her finger with a look of bewilderment.

"I, I didn't even notice that there was a camera here before."

"Ah!"

Fang Xiang shook his head and sneered, not wanting to talk to her anymore, turned around and walked towards the hospital.

Liu Yulin chased after her in a panic, stretched out her hand, trying to pull her back, but she didn't dare, and retracted again.

"Fang Xiang, it's been two years! If I wanted to lie to you, I would have thought of many tricks, but I didn't, I..."

Fang Xiang paused, turned his head and glanced at her, with a smile on his lips, but his phoenix eyes were frozen.

"Then I really thank you."

In one sentence, Liu Yulin was so blocked that she couldn't say a word.

Fang Xiang didn't wear a coat, although the rain had stopped, but when the wind blew, she was still shivering from the cold.

She opened the door and went back to the hall. She seemed determined, her back was straight, and she didn't turn her head. In fact, she kept listening with her ears up. She was really afraid that Liu Yulin would follow her again.

It was four or five o'clock in the morning, which was the coldest time of the day, and it had just rained. Liu Yulin was wearing wet clothes, and she had a minor cold.

Fortunately, Liu Yulin didn't follow. When Fang wanted to get into the elevator, he deliberately glanced at the entrance of the building out of the corner of his eye. There was still a figure standing there. Although he didn't follow, he didn't leave either.

With her thin lips pursed into a line, Fang Xiang ruthlessly got into the elevator.

The elevator went up one floor at a time, and it was already the fifth floor. The phoenix eye wandered a bit, and Fang Xiang hurriedly pressed to the sixth floor.

Ding.

Arrive on the sixth floor.

She got off the elevator and let the elevator behind her continue to go to the fifteenth floor, while she went down the steps to the third floor, lying on the third floor corridor window and looking down.

In fact, she couldn't see anything, the entrance of the sick building had a sun-shielding corridor roof, unless Liu Yulin left, she couldn't see her at all.

But that's enough.

She waited for a while, and Liu Yulin's slender figure finally came out of the corridor. She walked very slowly, and walked to the umbrella thrown aside, and bent down to pick it up.

The rain stopped, but the wind did not. Liu Yulin just stood in the coldest wind at four or five o'clock in the morning, carefully closed the umbrella, and stuck the outer strap tightly, but still did not leave.

She didn't know what she was thinking, she stared blankly at the umbrella in her hand, and after looking at it, she squatted down holding the umbrella.

Under the dim streetlights, the night seemed to be covered with mist, making her figure hazy. Even so, Fang Xiang could clearly see her shoulders shrugging slightly.

Is she... crying?

blah blah blah!

A drop of warm water was suddenly splashed on the back of the hand that was leaning on the guardrail by the window.

Fang Xiang raised his hand and touched his face.

Why is she crying too?

It's been a long time since I cried, why did I cry all of a sudden?

Fang Xiang was inexplicably in a daze, why did she and Liu Yulin become like this?

They obviously still love each other, why did it become like this?

Liu Yulin squatted holding the umbrella for a long time, then stood up staggeringly, and staggered away.

Fang Xiang didn't leave the window until she was no longer visible, and went back to the ward.

He quietly returned to the side of the foldable bed and sat down. Before she could lie down, a question came from the hospital bed.

"where did you go?"

"Ah?" Fang Xiang was taken aback, "You, are you awake?"

"Yeah." Shi Qingguo propped up her upper body and sat up, "I wanted to go to the bathroom just now, but I didn't see you, so I went by myself."

"So, are your wounds okay?"

Fang Xiang quickly sat up.

Shi Qingguo smiled and said: "It's okay, it's okay to walk slowly."

Just laughed twice, she immediately gasped.

"Hiss—still can't laugh out loud, it hurts so much."

Fang Xiang shook his head helplessly, and stepped forward to help her pour half a glass of water.

"You should pay attention, it's only been a few days! Come on, drink some water, your lips are a bit dry."

Shi Qingguo took it and took a sip, "Did you say where you went just now?"

"I..." Fang Xiang didn't want to say it at first, but he felt so uncomfortable, he really wanted to find someone to talk to, so he told the truth, "Just now Liu Yulin came."

"Ah? Who?! Hiss - whoops!"

Shi Qingguo sat up straight!

Immediately, the pain was so painful that he fell back directly.

Fang Xiang quickly stepped forward to help her, "Why are you so excited, it's not Gao Qian!"

Shi Qingguo wrinkled her small face, her forehead was shining brightly, and she broke out in a cold sweat from the pain!

While groaning silently, she added: "It's almost the same if it weren't for Gao Qian. She came, and then what? You drove her away?"

"Ah."

Shi Qingguo leaned against the wall and gasped for a few more breaths, then wiped the sweat from her brow, and replied lazily: "If you can drive Liu Yulin away, Gao Qian can drive me away, I'd better not even think about it. I probably won't have a chance to talk to her again."

As he spoke, tears came down.

Did Shi Qingguo love to cry so much?

Fang Xiang really didn't find out.

"Okay, don't cry, you have done so much for Gao Qian, paper can't cover fire, sooner or later she will know, and then, maybe you can really start over."

Shi Qingguo sniffed her nose, wiped her tears casually, her nose turned red after crying for such a short time, she was a little more cute.

"You can't let Gao Qian know, absolutely not. If she knows, she must think that I did it on purpose to force her to forgive me. I don't want her to misunderstand me, and I don't want to force her to forgive me. In short, no matter what, I can't let her Know."

Listening to Shi Qingguo's words, Fang Xiang inexplicably remembered what Liu Yulin said before.

[I didn't lie to you Fang Xiang, I swore that I would never lie to you again. 】

[If I lie to you, let me go out and be hit by a car and die. 】

[I really didn't lie to you, how can you believe me? 】

"Fang Xiang, do you feel that life is tiring? You can't like the person you like, and you can't live the life you want to live. You work hard every day for the eyes of others, and you work hard to make a living. You are so tired. In fact, you are dead. It's also pretty good, it won't be troublesome or painful, maybe it will fly to her after being cremated and turned into flying ashes."

While talking, Shi Qingguo was amused by herself.

"What if I turn into ashes and fly to her side? I don't even exist anymore, I don't feel it, let alone know it. What difference does it make if I'm by your side or not?

Thinking about it this way, I really can't die, no matter how tired I am, at least I still have the hope to see her again, to dream of her, to cry for her and to laugh for her.

It’s not right, it’s not for her, it’s for myself, for my heart, my love, and my feelings. In fact, it has nothing to do with her. She doesn’t need to be responsible for my feelings, and I can’t force my feelings on her.

It was I who fell in love with her on my own, and I wanted to give her all my feelings. No matter what the result was, I should bear it myself. "

Fang Xiang lowered his eyes, sat back on the folding bed in silence, and without taking off his shoes, just leaned against the cold wall behind him with his legs hanging.

Shi Qingguo looked up at the dark ceiling, gave a low laugh, and suddenly asked: "Fang Xiang, Gao Qian and I won't talk about it, she didn't accept me in the first place, everything was imposed on her by me. , I did it on my own. What about you and Liu Yulin? What did she do to make you hate her so much?"

Fang Xiang sighed slightly, "I don't hate her."

"Then why won't you forgive her?"

"I'm afraid..."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to trust her anymore, I'm afraid that no matter what happens in the future, I will doubt her, I'm afraid that we won't make it to the end because of this suspicion, I'm afraid..."

"All right!"

Before Fang wanted to finish speaking, Shi Qingguo interrupted suddenly.

"Driving may cause a car accident, go to work may be fired, and even lying at home may be hit by a plane crash. If this is the case, don't we drive, don't go to work, and don't lie down. at home?"

Fang Xiang was taken aback, "That's different."

"Why is it different?"

"She lied to me. She lied to me a lot."

Shi Qingguo nodded slightly, "So that's how it is... Then what did she lie to you? She lied to you about your money?"

Fang wanted to shake his head, "No."

"Tricked you into falling into a pit? Being harmed by a pyramid scheme? Or being ruined by others? Or something else?"

Fang Xiang shook his head again, "No."

"Then what did she lie to you about?"

Fang thought: "..."

Shi Qingguo waited for a while but she didn't reply, so she smiled wryly, "Did you lie to your feelings?"

Fang Xiang remained silent.

Shi Qingguo raised her head and sighed deeply, "How do you say something? A white lie? Why did she lie to you? It's just for fun? To achieve the goal by any means? Or... desperate?"

Shi Qingguo has really grown up and matured a lot, and the words she asked hit the point.

If these words were said by Liu Yulin, or by Wang Dahai and Dr. Zhuang who lied to her together with Liu Yulin, Fang Xiang would have a thousand and ten thousand sarcasm back.

But it was Shi Qingguo who said this.

No one knows Shi Qingguo's pain better than her.

No one is more convincing than Shi Qingguo.

Fang Xiang fell silent, completely silent.

But Shi Qingguo hasn't finished talking yet.

"Fang thought, to be honest, a person's life is only a few decades, and we have already passed a quarter or even a third of the time. The rest of the day is really one day and one day less. Maybe in the blink of an eye, we will be gone." When you’re old, instead of thinking about what you have and what you don’t have, the most important thing is to grasp what’s in front of you, isn’t it?”

Fang Xiang closed his eyes and leaned down on the bed.

"What you said is simple, life is short, so why can't you forget about Gao Qian, find someone you love who also loves you, and enjoy the rest of your life?"

Shi Qingguo stopped talking, moved her body and got into the bed again, and it took a long time to muffle a sentence.

"I want to, too, but I can't forget."

Fang wanted to shake off the cotton mop, but also pulled the quilt to cover it, and closed his eyes.

The reasoning is understandable, but it is too difficult to do, just like just now, she couldn't believe Liu Yulin at all, until now... She still doesn't believe that she is dreaming.

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