She's tricking me again today

Fang Xiang was stunned for a moment, but it wasn't too surprising, after all, the two of them had been in a relationship for so many years.

"I think, this matter... No matter what you do, it will hurt, so it depends on how you decide."

Gao Qian was clear about other people's affairs, but she was confused when she talked about her own.

"I do not quite understand you."

Fang Xiang explained patiently: "What I mean is, if you go to see Shiqingguo right now, it is basically equivalent to beheaded rice. After eating a full meal, you should be beheaded. And if you don't go Looking at Shi Qingguo, after she is discharged from the hospital, she can't find you anyway. The kind of despair that scratches her heart is actually not good. So, in the end, it's up to you to choose."

Gao Qian lowered her head and picked up another dish with chopsticks, which was tasteless.

"Your hypothesis may not be true. It's been so long, Shi Qingguo may have thought about it a long time ago."

Fang Xiang nodded, "That's also possible, so it's still up to you to decide."

Gao Qian smiled wryly, "You don't even have to see Liu Yulin, and so do I..."

The atmosphere was tense for a moment, Fang wanted to put down his teacup, picked up his chopsticks again, and suddenly changed the topic.

"I've always been very strange. Why did you suddenly tell me the whole truth that day?"

If it was because of guilt, Fang Xiang didn't believe it. If he wanted to feel guilty, he would have felt guilty a long time ago, so why waited so long.

Gao Qian didn't hide anything, and said bluntly, "It's because of Shi Qingguo."

"Shiqingguo?"

"Yes, after Shi Qingguo was hospitalized, I thought a lot about it. In fact, she and Liu Yulin were all the same way. It's just that Shi Qingguo chose to hurt her body, which broke my heart, and Liu Yulin chose to hurt her with lies, which eventually hurt her too. Your heart. The body will recover sooner or later, but the heart is very difficult."

Gao Qian put down her chopsticks, clasped her fingers around the teacup, and rubbed it carefully.

"It's because of this that I feel that we are in the same boat, and I can't bear to see you continue to be so confused. Moreover, I don't think Liu Yulin can hide it for long. There are too many lies, and there will always be a day when I miss it, one day sooner. Expose it, maybe you two still have room for redemption, so you won't be strangers like me and Shi Qingguo."

After a pause, Gao Qian added another sentence.

"What I didn't expect was that it was already too late."

Fang Xiang lowered his eyes and remained silent, Gao Qian didn't say anything, the two of them broke the silence after a while, and talked about other things sparsely.

When they came out after eating, the atmosphere between the two finally eased a lot.

"We go in different directions. Your home is far away. You should take a taxi first."

Under the neon lights, Gao Qian's long skirt swayed in the night wind, as if there was a mischievous cat hidden in the skirt, flapping around, trying to add a bit of agility to her lady.

Fang Xiang looked at Gao Qian's increasingly beautiful face, and said something that he had never thought of a second ago.

"Why don't I help you look at Shiqingguo?"

Gao Qian opened her eyes slightly, "You?"

Fang Xiang felt that he had made a slip of the tongue, and quickly waved his hands to cover it up: "I'll just talk casually, if you decide to visit her in person, then you don't need me."

Gao Qian lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes hung with colorful neon lights, calm and beautiful.

"I don't intend to see her. It's best if you can go."

Fang wanted to think for a while, "What time is your flight tomorrow afternoon?"

"It's more than three o'clock and less than four o'clock."

"Is the hospital available for visiting patients at eight or nine?"

"Nine o'clock."

"Alright then, I'll go there early tomorrow morning, and I'll call you to tell you about the situation after reading it, so you can rest assured?" ()

Before she finished speaking, Gao Qian suddenly came over and hugged Fang Xiang.

"Thank you……"

The voice trembled slightly.

Holding Gao Qian's narrow and thin shoulders lightly, Fang Xiang looked up at the dark dark starry sky above his head, the moonlight was dim, the stars were lazy, the night wind was blowing, and the traffic and traffic around him seemed to become far away.

Fang Xiang suddenly felt like crying for no reason.

It turns out that she is not the only one who can't let go, Gao Qian has been thinking about her...

……

Early in the morning, Fang Xiang took the subway to the hospital.

The hospital is located in the suburbs of Beijing, and the environment is beautiful. Standing at the gate of the hospital and looking around, the first impression that people get is only a big golden character - expensive!

In short, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like a hospital that ordinary people can afford.

The procedures in large hospitals are also cumbersome, especially in the specialized psychiatric sanatorium. It took Fang Xiang a little effort to be taken to the ward. He got up at five in the morning, and it was almost ten o'clock before he saw Qingguo.

As soon as he entered the ward, he saw a thin figure wearing a blue and white hospital gown, standing in front of the window looking at the blue sky and white clouds.

The hospital gown was obviously a bit loose, making her look extraordinarily petite when worn on her body.

"Shiqingguo."

He called out, but there was no response.

Fang Xiang yelled again, and Shi Qingguo slowly turned around.

She didn't look skinny as expected, Shi Qingguo's small face was slightly fleshy, and her chin was slightly rounded. She didn't have short hair like a boy in the past, but shoulder-length hair that barely touched her shoulders. It's quite a bit like we chased after those years. The feeling of biscuits in the class next door is still the transition from junior high school to high school.

If it wasn't for her pale and sickly face, Fang Xiang really thought that she was doing well, but it was obviously not the case, her eyes were very dim, and she was even a little dazed, but the moment she saw her, they suddenly lit up, Finally, she has some girlish spirits.

"Fang... think?!"

Before the shout landed, in the next second, Shi Qingguo took three steps and two steps, and rushed straight over!

The rush was quite fast, but when she rushed to the front, she stopped again, opened her arms, as if she wanted to hug her, but finally lowered them down again.

"You know what? You're the only one who comes to see me besides my mother."

Just saying such a sentence, a few wisps of mist appeared in Canxiao's eyes immediately, Shi Qingguo blinked quickly to get rid of the disobedient moisture, and pulled her to sit by the bed, as intimate as if she had just met yesterday The face is the same, there is no unfamiliarity that has not been seen for many days.

"I don't swear now."

Fang Xiang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to show her merits when she came up, and he didn't know how to respond, so he just nodded slightly.

"I don't drink too much anymore." As she said that, Shi Qingguo laughed at herself, "The doctors don't let me drink here."

Fang Xiang nodded again.

"I won't wear that kind of messy clothes anymore, not because the hospital won't let me wear them, but I won't wear them even after I leave the hospital."

Nod again.

"I will also study hard..."

Keep nodding.

"I will still..."

Shi Qingguo is like a student who has worked hard for many years and finally meets a teacher. She can't help showing off her current progress like a treasure.

Looking at her dark eyes looking forward to praise, Fang Xiang deeply realized once again that Shi Qingguo is really still young, immature, and more childish than her peers.

She didn't know what to say, after thinking about it, she praised her stiffly.

"So nice."

Just this sentence, just two words, but Shi Qingguo seemed to have won the great honor, and immediately smiled like a flower.

But that laugh didn't last long, she smiled and lowered her head, propped her hands on the bed, kicked her legs a few times, the bed sheet was kicked back and forth, reflected in her eyes filled with moisture again.

"So what if I become obedient? What I did wrong is still wrong, and she will never forgive me again."

The words were very soft, as thin as a mosquito, if you don't listen with your ears upright, you can hardly hear them clearly, and there is an indescribable sourness between the lines, which makes Fang Xiang feel a little sad.

"As I said earlier, she didn't blame you at all."

Shi Qingguo remained silent, and slowly tightened her hands on the bed, wrinkling the sheets.

"You, can you tell me the truth?"

"what?"

Shi Qingguo raised her eyes, the tears in her eyes reflected the light outside the window, crystal clear as frost.

"Did Gao Qian let you come to see me? Just like in the plastic surgery hospital, did she let you come to see me?"

Fang Xiang wanted to say no, but after thinking about it, he still told the truth.

"Yes, it's her."

pat!

Suddenly, a glimmer of light flashed in front of her eyes, and Shi Qingguo's tears fell without warning.

"You lied to me, I don't believe it."

"I didn't lie to you, it's true."

"Really?"

Shi Qingguo's voice trembled slightly.

"real!"

She thought that Shi Qingguo would be very happy when she said that, but she didn't expect that the circles of her eyes turned red in an instant, and the despair in her eyes gave her heart palpitations!

"You, what's wrong with you?"

Before the words were finished, Shi Qingguo jumped up and pressed her shoulder violently!

"What happened to her? What happened to Gao Qian?! Tell me! Is she dying? Is she terminally ill? Was there a car accident? What happened to her? Tell me! Tell me!!!"

The voice is steep and high, deafening!

It took Fang Xiang a long time to react to the buzzing of her ears.

Before she could explain, the door of the ward opened suddenly, and a little nurse broke in.

"What's the matter? What's the matter? Why is it so loud?"

When he saw that Qingguo was pressing Fang Xiang's shoulders, he had already half-pressed her on the bed, and the little nurse was so frightened that she quickly pulled up the walkie-talkie at her waist and was about to call the main station.

Fang Xiang was startled, and Qingguo stopped the little nurse when she pushed away.

"It's okay, it's okay, she thought her friend was dead, she got a little excited, blame me for not explaining clearly, blame me, blame me."

Shi Qingguo has calmed down, and has lived here for more than half a year. She has already figured out the hospital's routine, and quickly got out of bed obediently, and smiled at the nurse: "I heard wrong, I was shocked, I thought something happened to my friend I'm sorry, Nurse Li."

The little nurse saw that her condition was stable, so she put away the walkie-talkie.

"Okay, keep quiet, stop yelling, and be heard by the doctor. It's time to increase the dose of the medicine that was finally reduced."

When Shi Qingguo heard this, she quickly stuck out her tongue and waved her hands.

"Don't, don't, don't, if I continue to eat like that, sooner or later I will become a fat pig, what should I do if I can't get married when I come back?"

The author has something to say: Those who can follow up to this point are all true heroes! !