The enemy of rebirth is always playing tricks on me

Jian Lingling was like standing in front of a huge movie viewing screen, watching Gu Yixiao's life, but she couldn't participate.

Fortunately, Gu Yixiao's life and all the stories she has experienced can be completed from the perspective of a bystander.

So she saw Gu Yixiao say "I don't remember", and also saw the lonely and proud figure of herself in the distance looking at Gu Yixiao longingly.

She used to want to make this friend so much, and wanted to know her from the bottom of her heart.

So why did the two people in the previous life come to this point in the end?

This immersive viewing was still going on, she couldn't bear it in her heart, but she couldn't move her eyes from watching all this.

In the old time, there is a ray of bright colors emerging.

When playing Truth or Dare, Gu Yixiao was surrounded by everyone and stood on the other side of the bustle, and she stood alone in a corner where no one was around, eating quietly, quiet and aloof.

It wasn't until a black shadow blocked her that she lazily raised her eyelids to take a look, and she was attracted by this glance, it was Gu Yixiao.The man got up and pulled her back, turned his lips against the light and everyone's eyes and smiled, "Would you like to come and play together?"

Gu Yixiao didn't know what was going on in her mind, when she saw the lonely figure standing in the corner, she walked over involuntarily, and then said that gentle invitation that she didn't realize.

Perhaps it was because of the familiar loneliness in this person, just like myself when I was a child, lonely and stubborn, gritted my teeth and tried my best to be arrogant, unwilling to beg my mother to give me a little love.

Seeing that Gu Yixiao invited her to join the game, Jian Lingling felt a dull pain in her head, as if the memories she least wanted to recall in her previous life were being pulled out.

Sure enough, the next thing was that Gu Yixiao got a big adventure and wanted to kiss the person sitting on the left, and Jian Lingling was sitting on her left.

Seeing her previous life's bewildered expression and Gu Yixiao's icy aura, Jian Lingling, who watched all this, also felt worried for the two of them.

Gu Yixiao didn't kiss Jian Lingling, but chose to drink half a bottle of wine. The reason is very simple, she doesn't like kissing strangers, it's rude.

It seems that this time, Gu Yixiao's gentlemanly behavior made him feel good about her. Since then, Jian Lingling has been clinging to her, staying by her side, foolishly wanting to be her friend.

My head hurts like it's about to split.

Jian Lingling clutched her temples, wanting to close her eyes and stop looking at all the things in front of her, as if a scene she couldn't bear to reveal had been brutally torn off, but she had no other choice, closed her eyes, and the image would still be displayed in her mind. Follow this scene in the past.

She could only watch helplessly as she was gradually rejected and disgusted by Gu Yixiao, her heart ached but she couldn't do anything, what would Gu Yixiao be thinking at this moment?Feeling ridiculous, wanting to get close to a stranger for no reason, treat her well, and keep each other warm?

She has always regarded Gu Yixiao in this life and her in her previous life as two different people in parallel time and space. Now that she really saw Gu Yixiao in her previous life, it was as uncomfortable as facing reality again, as if her own rebirth was all done. Not a dream.

Xu is a sincere heart, after she saw her previous life and Gu Yixiao drifting away, she could really "see" Gu Yixiao's inner voice.

After he left, Gu Yixiao took the bowl of white glutinous rice cakes, silent for a long time, and threw it into the trash can.

Back then, that "mother" cooked things for herself that she didn't like, thinking it was good for her.Now that there is such a person who wants to treat her well, she should be happy, but she can't be happy.

I can no longer have expectations for anyone, even if she is sincere now, she will leave me in the future.

With fantasies of inexplicable expectations, the only one who will be hurt in the end will be yourself, so it is better to stop it earlier.

Hearing the news that she was actually in love a long time ago, she just paused for a moment before leaving.

Isn't this normal? People like her don't deserve love, so it's right to leave early.

Even so, on that rainy night, when I saw that person weeping on the side of the road for an unworthy relationship, I still felt touched in my heart, infatuated and wrong?Maybe she shouldn't have done so, but she still couldn't help but went to buy a tissue, and when she turned around, the man had disappeared. Maybe it's best to miss it like this.

Gu Yixiao's hand holding the tissue fell down, the rain wet her hair, everything was over.

When these pictures flashed in Jian Lingling's mind, she was incomparably shocked. Gu Yixiao turned out to be the one with the most emotion. She gave no less than herself, and the emotion even overflowed the screen, drowning herself .

Since then, when I saw Gu Yixiao on campus again, I just avoided it. This time, Jian Lingling finally saw it, and saw very clearly the trace of disappointment in Gu Yixiao's eyes under his calm and calm appearance.

The time when Gu Yixiao really woke up was when she heard the news from others, and learned that Jian Lingling and Yi Chuanping had broken up. She felt a palpitation in her heart for no reason. .

Under Fu Shuyao's instigation, Gu Yixiao, who had been dignified and reserved for more than twenty years, finally decided to test whether her relationship was what she thought it would be - she planned to take the initiative to pursue the girl who wholeheartedly treats her well.

However, fate is always unpredictable, and before she can confess to that person, she sees that person die in front of her own eyes.

This time Jian Lingling stood beside Gu Yixiao, watching Gu Yixiao pick up the blood that was not dried at the scene, and put the fresh blood into her mouth to kiss.

It seems to confirm that this fresh life is still warm.

When she saw the tears streaming down Gu Yixiao's face, it was like watching the scene before rebirth again. The difference was that she could already understand Gu Yixiao's mood this time.

I have been resisting the emotions of the outside world, because I don't want to have expectations for anything, until after a long time, I finally re-entered a person in my heart, but this person left her again.

She heard the whispered words in Gu Yixiao's mouth: "You come back."

I just kept crying numbly, repeating this sentence over and over again, until I was dragged away by friends who rushed over.

She actually cared about her own death, it's great that there are still people who would feel sad after her own death.

Jian Lingling really wanted to rush forward to touch her face, and tell her that she didn't die, but that she just went to another time and space, but she couldn't do it after all.

Gu Yixiao never showed a smile again, after all, she was abandoned again, by the person whom she finally persuaded herself to accept with her heart.

The consequences of having expectations are scarred.

Jian Lingling looked at the remaining forty-odd years of Gu Yixiao's life alone in front of her, her heart beat suddenly, it was so uncomfortable, worse than death, her heart was completely suffocated, she opened her mouth, already unable to cry respite.

Gu Yixiao died alone. Before she died, she showed a long-lost smile, as if trying to capture something illusory. Her mouth was moving. Jian Lingling listened carefully. What she said was: "I'm here to accompany you."

The face of the no longer young woman suddenly glowed, as if she had returned to decades ago.

Jian Lingling opened her eyes, the screening was over.

She returned to this life again, with Gu Yixiao who was sleeping soundly beside her.

There was a throbbing pain in her heart. Gu Yixiao in that life, was such a person who spent half of his life?

She stroked her heart, wishing for the first time that she would not be reborn, that she could reunite with Gu Yixiao from her previous life in the kingdom of heaven, and make up for all these mistakes.

The eyelashes of the person next to the pillow trembled slightly, and when she opened her eyes, the first words she uttered were: "Lingling, I'm back."

Gu Yixiao told Jian Lingling that she had a long, long dream. In the dream, she died alone in her previous life, and she left herself and left.

Jian Lingling's lips trembled: "That's not a dream..."

However, Gu Yixiao stopped her next words.

"Lingling, don't leave again, okay, stay with me, forever."

A smile spread across Jian Lingling's face, she looked at this person, and replied softly: "Okay."

For the next half of my life, I only want to be with you and ask for nothing more.