Awakening of Rebirth

Chiba Quicksand had a long dream.

In other words, all that was not a dream, it just happened before, but she accidentally left it in the blurred past of time.

Scenes of the past flashed before her eyes, with the joy, anger, sorrow and joy that she had long since abandoned, crying hoarsely in her ears.

She tried to get rid of the chaos in front of her eyes, but in vain.

Amidst all the crying and shouting, laughter was faintly mixed.

Those incomparably unfamiliar voices called her name softly or heavily, and who was forgotten by her?

In an instant, a strange emotion called pain hugged her slowly.

The former relatives and best friends all disappeared in her world one by one, from intimacy to stranger, from companionship to forever farewell.

It seems that the birth, old age, sickness and death of every important person around her must be witnessed by her to be considered a complete life.

How many partings that touched her heartstrings easily, after similar performances again and again, gradually cast a layer of death-like numbness on her brows and eyes.

Her memory is getting worse and worse, the voice and smile of the most cherished person, and the pain that she vowed to engrave in her heart, in the end, they are all gradually forgotten with time.

She also hated herself so much that not only couldn't keep everything around her, even those unforgettable memories disappeared in every numb day and night, no matter how she stretched out her hands, she couldn't keep them.

Such hatred had tortured her for thousands of years.

But in the end, she forgot even the feeling of suffering.

She lived like a walking dead, her emotions and desires seemed to have been dusted by the years, and in the expressions she had rehearsed countless times in front of the mirror, only her habitual smile remained, which did not look too fake.

She is a person who guards the tomb for secrets, and a person who was born for redemption. Guarding and living have become the only thing she is obsessed with, and everything.

So sad, but sadly so calm.

But at this moment, all the wounds were torn open one by one by the years during that long time travel.

It turned out that those people or things that existed and happened never left the depths of her memory, and the pain of tearing the wound made her extremely excited, as excited as if a long-dead person had finally gained new life.

Recalling the so-called stillness of the so-called heart that crazily invaded, the complex emotions that were pulled out bit by bit finally blurred her eyes.

Suddenly a young girl's voice came from beside her, light and cheerful, but like a sharp sword, piercing her almost numb heart fiercely, tearing out the bleeding pain.

——I am not afraid of forgetting, because I will write down what is really worth remembering.If I can't remember it in my heart, I just write it down on paper and put it in a place where I will definitely go, so that it will exist forever until the moment I completely die.

Phoenix...

Is it her?where is she

— Quicksand, I will never forget you.

The girl's firm and serious promise echoed in her ears.

She smiled, and Qianye Liusha moved forward following the sound, but with every step she took, she seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her.

"is it you?"

In the distance, the back of a woman in red appeared, but Qianye Liusha lost the courage to move forward.

Memories that had faded for thousands of years suddenly rolled in through time and space, and she remembered her betrayal, a betrayal that no matter how much she couldn't help herself, she couldn't make up for it.

——Everyone can sacrifice me, but why is it you!

She remembered that the despair in Phoenix's eyes that day, just looking at each other, hurt her heart.

——Chiba Quicksand!You can't die, how can you die!Your betrayal to me will never be made up for in a lifetime!I want you to live, not to grow old, not to die, to be alone forever!

She remembered that Phoenix cursed in despair that day, every sentence was like a knife, wishing to use thousands of years of loneliness and self-blame to slowly kill her.

"Phoenix, I'm sorry..."

——Quicksand, over the past 2000 years, how have you been?

——Did you forget about me?

"Sorry……"

The long years of more than 2000 years have made Qianye Liusha feel extremely strange to this voice that should have been well known in his heart. This strangeness, but with deep guilt, is like sharp fingertips, firmly pressed into the flesh and blood of her heart.

How can I forget...

How could this be……

***

Jiang Zheng sat by the bed, looking at Qianye Liusha boredly.

This is Wodo more than 2000 years ago. As Qianye Liusha said, imprisoned elves can be seen everywhere. There is a dark purple magic light in their eyes, obviously under the control of the black dragon's magic energy.

The whole world is filled with despair because of this.

Qianye Liusha has been in a coma for two days and has never woken up.

Suddenly, Jiang Zheng saw tears overflowing from the corners of Qianye Liusha's eyes, flowing down the corners of his eyes onto the pillow, and couldn't help being surprised.

"Hey..." It's not the first time she tried to wake up Qianye Liusha, but she couldn't touch it, just by shouting, it didn't work at all, and she couldn't help complaining: "What's wrong with you, you haven't woken up Forget it all, I'm still sad in my dream..."

Jiang Zheng walked with Qianye Liusha all the way. Logically speaking, she could see everything Qianye Liusha could see. Unfortunately, in the end, Qianye Liusha's consciousness was very blurred, and what she could see was only Like a thick mosaic, nothing can be seen except patches of colorful paste.

I don't know what this old immortal has gone through to become this paranoid.

At this moment, a girl suddenly pushed open the closed door.

That girl did not have the characteristics of an elf, her long red hair was as beautiful as seaweed, her golden eyes were bright, she was not tall, she looked like a human girl, she had the most beautiful smile and the most pure eyes.

It's just that the girl's smile turned into surprise the moment she saw Jiang Zheng.

Jiang Zheng met her eyes with a very surprised look, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

In someone else's bedroom, being stared at by a strange girl who suddenly broke in, Jiang Zheng felt guilty for a while.

"I'm just a lost ghost, ignoring me, ignoring me." Jiang Zheng said, took a few steps aside, and finally shrank into the closet.

She swears to God that she didn't steal or rob. She just wanted to keep an eye on this old immortal at all times, fearing that she would do something terrible that would prevent them from going back to the year 2000.

To be reasonable, she also hopes that she can be more transparent, and it is better to be invisible directly, but this is not something she can control.

Didn't it say that only two kinds of people can see her?Did this girl open that inexplicable eye, or was she a very powerful person?

Could it be... Could it be a phoenix?

Jiang Zheng in the cabinet didn't move at all. The girl hesitated for a while, and finally ignored the ghost who didn't seem to have any abilities.

She walked lightly to the side of the bed, leaned close to Qianye Liusha's ear, and said with a soft smile: "Get up, the sun is drying your ass!"

As soon as the words fell, I saw the tear stains beside Qianye Liusha's pillow.

"Aren't you happy?" The girl bit her lip and said, "It's not like I won't come back, why are you crying?"

"Ignore me, right? You don't want to see me off?"

"You really ignore me, then I'm leaving, don't regret it!"

"I... I'm really leaving!" The girl walked to the door angrily, and saw that Qianye Quicksand still didn't respond, she couldn't help but gritted her teeth and stomped her feet, walked to the desk, took a pen and paper and wrote a line, saying: "I really admire you! What you want to say is written on paper, and you don't want to say goodbye to me, so when I'm not around, you can just see things and think about others!"

She said, turned and left.

Jiang Zheng kept huddled in the closet, and her curiosity drove her to peep the whole process through the gap in the closet door. At this moment, seeing the girl going away, her face was full of confusion in capital letters.

What happened just now?What was that line just now!Seeing things and thinking about people... This, this is amazing!

Jiang Zheng jumped out of the cabinet, floated to the desk, and glanced at the book on the paper.

"My brother and I sleep for no longer than ten years at most. I bury the memories in the place where we met. When I come back, remember to remind me to dig them out. However, you are not allowed to peek!—— Phoenix."

Jiang Zheng read this passage, but suddenly heard sobbing, and couldn't help being startled.

She turned around in surprise, only to see Qianye Liusha curled up, trying to hold back the sobs, but still couldn't hold back the sobs.

"you……"

Jiang Zheng felt that he had guessed something vaguely. Although he couldn't believe it, the fact was that the old man who didn't seem to care about anything was crying. After Phoenix arrived and left, he curled up on the bed and cried bitterly.

She sat quietly and waited, not daring to speak.

The originally quiet room was filled with suppressed crying.

Phoenix, Phoenix...

Qianye Liusha once said this name so lightly in the story, as if it was just a passerby who had nothing to do with her.But now, she is suffering for that woman like a child who has lost everything.

Jiang Zheng didn't know until now that the old priest decided to sacrifice not just two phoenixes 2000 years ago.

As time passed by, Qianye Liusha gradually calmed down.

She opened her eyes, quietly looked around at the extremely strange furnishings in the room, and bit by bit, she covered up all the strangeness in her eyes.

Looking at her at this moment, Jiang Zheng felt that she had regained a sense of familiarity, but she couldn't tell whether such familiarity was something to be thankful for.

Qianye Liusha's gaze regained the familiar tenderness and indifference, but looking deep, it made people feel that there was a terrible indifference hidden deep under this tenderness and indifference.

"You've woken up a long time ago." Jiang Zheng thought for a while and asked, "Is it because you don't want to see her on purpose?"

"I made you laugh." Qianye Liusha responded lightly.

"It's nothing to laugh at. I haven't seen you like this before. I feel...very human." Jiang Zheng smiled and tilted his head.

"I don't need that kind of thing." Qianye Liusha said, got up, put on her coat, and walked out of the room.

Jiang Zheng could only follow in stride, feeling extremely complicated indeed.

Qianye Liusha walked directly under a tree, with a dim light in her hand, she saw a wooden box break out of the ground and fly to her palm.

Jiang Zheng rushed forward and saw that the wooden box was opened, and inside were two small clay figurines. Under the clay figurines was a thick stack of letter paper.

Qianye Liusha took them out and flipped through them one by one, each of which recorded the little things between her and Phoenix...

Unknowingly, the letter paper was soaked with tears, and the ink smudged slightly.

Chiba Quicksand turned the letter paper to the last one.

——Liusha, I know you will come to take a peek. Since you have seen it, please keep it for me. When you see me next time, give them to me with your own hands.

"I'm sorry." She said softly, there was a long silence, and she didn't know where her thoughts were drifting.

The night wind was slightly cold, and Jiang Zheng suddenly felt that the figure carrying the entire Wodo was extremely thin.