Rise up, Omega!

The confinement room is the confinement room in the traditional sense. It is similar to what Wang Caide described at the beginning of school. It can barely accommodate a person. Bai Yi can't lie down, so he can only bend over. If he wants to sit down, his legs must be curled up. Before, it was a posture that made one completely unable to feel safe.

Bai Yi pulled the key out of the keyhole, his trembling hands could no longer grasp anything. In the pitch-black environment, the crisp sound of metal falling to the ground was like a muffled thunder, completely breaking down his fragile psychological defense.

Bai Yi's back, which was wet with cold sweat, pressed tightly against the iron door, and the rust scraped across his coat, bringing out a series of dull and piercing sounds.

Senior... where are you?

The upsurge of estrus is like a lifeless desert, setting off endless sandstorms one after another in Bai Yi's body, he is so dry that there is not a drop of water, his lips are chapped, and even the sweetness of blood has turned into rain , he had bitten his lower lip unconsciously, sucking it hungrily without pain.

He thought of Miao Ziqi, thinking of Miao Ziqi, his heart was burning, but his limbs were cold.He stretched his hand between his legs, touching himself, sometimes hard and sometimes light, never reaching the other side of happiness, because he is not Miao Ziqi.

Bai Yi pulled out his hand, and beat the rusty iron door bitterly. The rust cut the back of his hand, and the smell of blood instantly filled his nostrils.

He can't smell his pheromones anymore.

So Bai Yi quickly calmed down.The sound insulation effect of the confinement room is very good. He can't hear the noisy wind, nor can he hear Wang Caide's crying. He is on an isolated island, quietly waiting for Miao Ziqi's arrival. There will be a knock on the door, and then his senior will hold him tightly in his arms, welcoming him back with the hottest embrace.

Miao Ziqi would scold him for his choice angrily, insert his fingers into his hair, bite his lips in frustration, and then give him a hug that no one can replace.

Then Bai Yi lowered his head in a panic, trying to find the key that was about to lose its original color in the boundless darkness.

He doesn't need it anymore, but he has nothing to lose.

In the narrow space, Bai Yi bent down with great effort, and his back inevitably hit the door panel, causing a series of itches. He still curled up on the ground unwillingly, until the pain overwhelmed the heat of estrus, and he realized that he was He wasn't too attached to a key, he just didn't want to be robbed of all his sanity by heat, and pain was the best medicine.

But Bai Yi still thought of a way. He straightened his waist first, then squatted down slowly, keeping his upper body straight. When his knees were bent enough to reach the ground, he finally knelt in the confinement room, and then he felt a slight pain in his calf. The tingling pain should be the key that fell on the ground. He picked it up, put it in his pocket, and nervously took it out and held it in his palm.

Knowing that the door cannot be opened from the inside, Bai Yi still tried to open it.

There was a dark air vent at the top of the confinement room, and the midnight wind was slowly blowing in through the slender pipe. He felt a slight sense of suffocation, but it wasn't necessarily due to lack of oxygen.

Later, the longing in Bai Yi's heart gradually turned into resentment. He didn't understand why Miao Ziqi didn't come, why they chose a temporary mark, and he didn't understand which was more important than him and the school's sudden mission.

He began to resent Miao Ziqi, resent his alpha, his fingers unconsciously slid across the door panel, and the dull sound turned into thunder again, awakening his reason.

Where is Miao Ziqi's fault?Bai Yi's tears welled up in his eyes, and a shallow spring suddenly gushed out of the dry desert. He stretched his hand between his legs again, and the result he got was no different from the previous one.Without alpha, he can't do anything, only Miao Ziqi can extinguish the fire on his body, so resentment once again filled Bai Yi's heart, and destroyed his love for his senior for a long time.

He knelt in the confinement room, sweating profusely, the buzzing in his ears was like a plane taking off, something was gone with the bursting love flow, and it would never come back again.

He began to divert his attention, tending to look for light instinctively, but unfortunately there is no light in the confinement room, people will gradually lose the sense of time if they stay in the dark environment for too long, Bai Yi doesn't know how long he has been in the confinement room, But he couldn't feel the passage of time. He rubbed his hand on the wall and found more than a dozen bumpy marks, which might have been left by the students who had been in confinement before. Bai Yi began to make up stories for them in his mind, imagining that they were The reason for the punishment, he thought of two complete stories, and then he inevitably missed Miao Ziqi again.

Senior, why are you still not here?

Bai Yi's hands almost touched all the walls that he could touch. He curled up on the ground, sitting on the ground in the most unsafe posture, his hands trembling unconsciously, and the climax came wave after wave. The peace of life does not represent relief, but a prelude to more pain.

For a certain period of time, Bai Yi lost consciousness. When he regained consciousness, he smelled sweat and pheromones. He knew that his attempt again failed. Without Miao Ziqi, he had nothing.But it's always good to get your sanity back.Bai Yi tried to stand up, but unfortunately he was unsuccessful. His back was sore, and his brief sobriety awakened his despair. He knew that he shouldn't be bound by negative emotions, but he grabbed his neck uncontrollably with his hands, and the pain caused by suffocation The pleasure that came was novel and short-lived. He saw the bright light in an instant, and after losing his strength, he fell into the darkness again.

You cannot strangle yourself to death.

Since he could not obtain the salvation of death, Bai Yi still repeated the same movements over and over again until he was exhausted, but because of the confinement room, he could not collapse, his back was pressed against the hard door, as if he had become a frozen body. dead body.

For about a few minutes, Bai Yi forgot who Miao Ziqi was, and he also forgot that he was an omega.

The first time he realized that he had been temporarily marked.The scar that had scabbed long ago lay across his fragile organs, like some kind of medal representing victory, but at this moment the joy of victory faded, followed by pain, there was nothing happy, and there was nothing he could bring up The desire to survive, the reason why he is still alive is because he cannot die.

Then Bai Yi thought of Miaozi's whimsy, first it was a blurry picture, then it was a hot day, the white shirt was shaking in front of his nose, and the shadow of time was hidden in a few clear folds, he suddenly remembered that this was their first time In the scene of the first encounter, Bai Yi at that time didn't even realize that this arm would accompany him for most of his life.

They were strangers then.

Immediately after the memories became clearer, more and more light gathered in Bai Yi's sight. Miao Ziqi's eyes were dark and gray. He always liked them, but he didn't understand that the reason why they showed that color was because of Miao Ziqi's eyes. Always for affectionate sake.When did it start?Bai Yi doesn't remember, it seems that Miao Ziqi's gaze has been extremely affectionate since they first met.

He chuckled in the confinement room, hugging his knees and staring blankly.

Bai Yi thought of Miao Ziqi's waist, which was strong and strong. It was exercised all the year round, so it didn't feel soft at all, so that he preferred to hug Alpha's neck instead of his waist—it was uncomfortable, and it made Bai Yi realize the relationship between them. difference.

Miao Ziqi is an alpha who can completely control him.

But Bai Yi understands that even though he realizes the gap, he still loves and eagerly expects Miao Ziqi to show his waist.He is afraid of the opponent's power, but also obsessed with that power. He is a combination of contradictions, because of Miao Ziqi, he is constantly entangled, and finally falls into a deeper obsession.

Then his thoughts fell into chaos, Bai Yi couldn't concentrate on thinking about Miao Ziqi's body parts, he heard himself calling Alpha's name in a sweet voice.He felt ashamed, but great loss ensued.

No one answered his call.

People are very strange creatures, Bai Yi thought, he knew the reason why Miao Ziqi couldn't respond, but still hated the separation at this moment, he even wondered why the senior didn't refuse the school's mission and chose to accompany him through this difficult time Even though he knew that Miao Ziqi never thought that he would come into heat early, Bai Yi still couldn't control his emotions, and he galloped away like a wild horse that had run loose.

So Bai Yi let himself hate, complain, blame, and curse.

In the end, everything returned to calm, like a wonderful movie suddenly stopped at the climax, only his face full of astonishment was on the screen.

Bai Yi was finally crushed, even hatred couldn't support him, he turned around frantically and desperately pawing at the closed iron door with his hands, he wanted to go out, he didn't want to stay here, he was crazy.

However, in the silent night, no one heard his cry, and the confinement room isolated from the world was like a silent tomb. Bai Yi was locked inside, waiting for death to come.

After a while, he sat in the darkness expressionlessly, stretched out his bloodless fingers, and pulled out the shoelace bit by bit.

The moment Bai Yi closed the door, Wang Caide turned around and ran out of the school. He made emergency calls while running, knowing that only medical means could save Bai Yi at this moment. Even if it was the worst plan, Bai Yi might suffer from countless mental illnesses. disease, but at least it can get rid of the pain of estrus.

He ran into He Qiu who was also out of breath in front of the teaching building, and the tears that he had no longer held back welled up again.

He Qiu hugged Wang Caide in his arms, being careful and cherishing, for fear that what happened to Bai Yi would happen to his omega: "Don't worry, I've already called for emergency services, and just now I was looking for the dorm teacher on duty and them Borrowed the key to the confinement room."

The key to lock the confinement room has been brought in by Bai Yi, but the key to open the door has not been found yet.

"I forgot!" Wang Caide covered his face in horror, "He Qiu, He Qiu, I actually forgot..."

"I don't blame you, don't panic." He Qiu comforted Omega clumsily, "It's in time, I ran here when you sent a message in the group, if the teacher finds the key, he will send it over as soon as possible. "

He Qiu also said that he had already sent a detailed text message to Miao Ziqi, as long as Alpha sees it, he will definitely come back as soon as possible.

"But Bai Yi is still inside." Wang Caide clutched He Qiu's hand with tears in his eyes, confused, "He Qiu, Bai Yi is still in the confinement room."

He Qiu's lips were pursed into a straight line. He didn't know how to explain to Wang Caide that if an omega in estrus would not be marked by A's who smelled pheromones and went crazy, the confinement room was the best choice.

He also sincerely admired Bai Yi's choice.

How many people can push themselves to this point?

Besides, he is still an omega.

"Let's go, let's go back to the confinement room first." He Qiu hugged Wang Caide in his arms and strode back, "Try first to see if you can open the door, the emergency personnel will be here soon, we can't waste precious time on Break through the door."

It's a pity that the door of the confinement room of the police academy is not so easy to break. Without the key, He Qiu couldn't kick the door open, let alone Wang Caide.

Wang Caide was lying in front of the door, listening attentively, and shouted in horror for a moment: "He Qiu, I can't hear Bai Yi's voice!"

He cried out loudly: "What to do, He Qiu, what to do!"

Just when He Qiu was helpless, the dormitory teacher finally came running with the key, followed by serious medical staff, they opened the door, sprayed the inhibitor, and saw the curled up Omega.

Perhaps the confinement room was too small. When the medical staff carried Bai Yi out, they found the white shoelaces wrapped around the neck of the omega. The rope was stained with blood and sweat. Wang Caide fainted instantly when he saw it. Even He Qiu almost couldn't stand still.

But He Qiu saw more things, such as bloodstains on the iron door of the confinement room, which Bai Yi dug out with his fingers.

The worst still happened.

When Bai Yi was young, he had a dream in which he put on a police uniform and handcuffed the criminal to arrest him.

This dream bloomed warmly in his youth, and then faded away.

"Bai Yi, how is today?" He heard someone whispering in his ear.

His answer was the same: "Very good."

The voice continued to ask, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

"No." Still the same answer.

Later that voice said something else, Bai Yi's left ear went in and out of his right ear, his attention was entirely on the cluster of greenery outside the window.It should be a camphor tree, the green is not too pure, but it is green like sunshine, he likes it very much, and he can't take his eyes off it.

Footsteps sounded outside the door, very familiar.

"Father!" Wang Caide rushed in, holding flowers in his hand, followed by He Qiu, carrying a big bag of fruit, his face covered with sweat.

Wang Caide rushed to the hospital bed with a bang: "Father, look at today's flowers!"

Bai Yi looked away from the window, looked at the dripping lilies, and said mercilessly, "It costs 50 yuan a lily across from the hospital, just to lie to you, a silly white lily."

He raised his eyelids: "He Qiu, why didn't you stop him?"

He Qiu smiled more stupidly than Wang Caide.

Come on, you two idiots.

Bai Yi sighed, and put the flowers beside the bed: "Why do you come over today when you are free, aren't you busy?"

Now both He Qiu and Wang Caide have successfully entered their sophomore year, and it is said that they have too much homework to finish even if they stay up all night.

Wang Caide stared at him blankly, as if he didn't know how to answer, Bai Yi raised the corner of his lips and knocked on Xiao O's head: "Why? Your father and I are not that fragile."

It's a pity that Bai Yi is not fragile, and Wang Caide is fragile, as if he was the one who was suspended from school.Little O grabbed Bai Yi's pale fingers with red eyes, saw the fingerprints on his palm, and began to cry for the countless times. He Qiu took it for granted, and took out a tissue from his pocket to comfort his crying little boyfriend.

Bai Yi shook his head helplessly, pinched Wang Caide's wet cheek with his chin: "What are you doing?"

"I'm sad." Wang Caide hugged his shoulder sobbingly, "I miss you, come back soon."

He bent his eyes and replied easily: "Okay, I will recover as soon as possible, and I will definitely supervise your review when I go back, so that you can't sleep even if you want to sleep."

Wang Caide laughed through his tears, and then continued humming.

Bai Yi got a headache from his yelling, and raised his hand to carry the fruit He Qiu brought to the bed. Inside were a dozen big bright yellow oranges, which didn't look like they were bought in a fruit shop.

He Qiu rubbed his hands and smiled: "My grandma brought it from my hometown when she came to visit me. It's very fresh."

"Thank you." Bai Yi took out one with a smile, and the smile in his eyes gradually receded where they couldn't see it.

He couldn't control the memories, and he couldn't help but think that a long time ago, Alpha sat on the ground holding him, cutting an orange and talking about the sacrificed comrade, that orange-flavored omega.

Bai Yi was a little irritable, which usually meant that he thought of Miao Ziqi.

"Dad, do you know?" Wang Caide helped him cut oranges with a fruit knife, he couldn't stop talking, and kept babbling, "The barbecue restaurant next to the school swallowed up the Hunan restaurant next door!"

"Huh?" Bai Yi lacked interest, but he didn't mind chatting with his former roommate.

"It's super scary." Wang Caide leaned towards him mysteriously, squeezed the fruit pulp with a fruit knife in his hand, the plump juice splashed out, and the air was filled with a faint fragrance, "It is said that the new products produced are all abnormally spicy of!"

"I can try it when I get out of the hospital."

"Farewell." Wang Caide stuffed the cut orange into his palm and muttered angrily, "It's too spicy."

Just be spicy.

Bai Yi lowered his head and ate the oranges, several oranges rolled out of the open plastic bag, Wang Caide frantically stuffed them back, unexpectedly a few green leaves floated out of the bag.

Wang Caide took a deep breath, and stuffed it into his pocket with lightning speed, his face flushed red, and the tears that had been suppressed with great difficulty came out again: "Bai...Bai Yi..."

"It's okay." He smiled very freely, "Isn't it just a few pieces of mint? I can smell it."

But this time Wang Caide couldn't hold back his tears anymore, and was finally taken away by He Qiu half in his arms and half in his arms. Before leaving, he secretly hid the fruit knife.

Bai Yi saw it and pretended not to see it.

His rejection of mint broke out completely after the estrus period, not only the rejection of pheromones, but also the rejection of Miao Ziqi psychologically.

He knew he was sick, but he didn't know if he could be cured.

Bai Yi sat on the bed for a few minutes, a little bored, lifted the quilt to find the slippers lying beside the bed, got out of bed and stretched, and smiled self-deprecatingly at the almost transparent arm.How could he look like a police academy student?It's just a powerless piece of trash.

There was a mug on the bedside cabinet, Bai Yi picked it up and found that the water in it had been drunk.He walked towards the door with a water glass in his hand, and when he put his hand on the doorknob, he heard a familiar voice from outside the door.

"Is he... okay?"

Wang Caide replied sullenly: "As usual, it looks good."

The implication is that it only looks.

Bai Yi frowned in wonder, so his acting skills were so poor that even Wang Caide could see his flaws?Later he realized that the case hanging over his bed had exposed him.

The long list of disease names, such as pheromone rejection, mood disorders, bidirectional sensory abnormalities... The entire medical record was densely filled with the things he had heard and the things he hadn't heard.

There was a long silence outside the door, just when Bai Yi thought they had left, the familiar voice sounded again: "Did he say anything?"

"He said he's fine." He Qiu's voice was filled with uncertainty, "I think he's really fine, but... But Senior Miao, if he's really fine, he shouldn't be still in the hospital."

Senior Miao... Bai Yi squinted his eyes, the irritability in his heart broke out completely after a few months of backlog.

He kicked open the door, and stared at Miao Ziqi coldly under the shocked eyes of everyone.

It was still a white shirt, and the folds of the clothes were mixed with tiny light and shadows. Bai Yi didn't want to look at Miao Ziqi's expression. His eyes lingered on Alpha's clothes, and finally stopped on his clenched fists.

Wang Cai dragged He Qiu away, leaving them enough personal space.

Bai Yi frowned impatiently: "If you really want to know if I'm alright, why ask them?"

"Miao Ziqi, you know I don't like to beat around the bush." ​​He stopped calling him "senior" and stared angrily at the constantly flickering light and shadow on the snow-white wall.

Miao Ziqi sprayed the barrier agent, and it smelled like a stranger.

When Bai Yi was distracted, he didn't notice that Alpha leaned down, approached his cheek restrainedly, and wanted to give him a kiss, but Bai Yi turned his head away, so the kiss landed on the side of the earlobe, like a cluster of flames that were about to burn out. Mars.

The sound of hurried footsteps suddenly sounded, Bai Yi's pupils shrank suddenly, he pushed Miao Ziqi away, and met Lao Bai's fist with gritted teeth.

"You fucking dare to come!" Lao Bai was much more haggard than he was when he entered school, his temples had grown white hair, his eyes were full of suffering, his fist was hanging on the tip of his son's nose, and he was speaking to Miao Ziqi.

It was Bai Yi who answered, "Dad, that's enough."

"You've hit him once, and you want to hit him a second time?"

Lao Bai's chest rose and fell violently, he stared at Miao Ziqi for a while, and suddenly became discouraged: "You don't want to touch my son again in your fucking life."

Miao Ziqi's clenched fist trembled slightly.

Bai Yi was too lazy to listen to his father's urging, turned around and walked deep into the corridor of the hospital, turned around after taking two steps, stared at Miao Zi and asked in surprise, "Do you still want me to invite you?"

Miao Ziqi hurried to catch up, even with flattered eagerness in his footsteps.

They haven't seen each other for half a year.

Since he was sent to the hospital, Bai Yi has not stepped out of here for half a year.

"Graduated?" He didn't have anything to say, and he didn't bother to move when he walked into a corner with few people. He just leaned against the wall, folded his arms and closed his eyes to rest.

Miao Ziqi gave a low "hmm".

"Oh." Bai Yi was not surprised.

Silence spread for a while.

"Are you okay?" He finally couldn't help but speak.

"En." Miao Ziqi's voice was lower, as if he was getting closer to him, Bai Yi opened his eyes, and saw the deep desire and passion in Alpha's eyes.

He let out a slight snort, raised his hand and grabbed Miao Ziqi's collar, and pulled the senior to him: "Are you a fucking man or not, just tell me if you want to kiss me."

There was a broken light in Miao Ziqi's eyes, and deep pain filled his dry voice: "I can't."

"Bai Yi, I can't. If I touch you, you will hurt yourself again."

That's right, the current Bai Yi has a mood disorder, and the mint-flavored pheromone will only make him dizzy and nauseated, and then he will feel self-loathing, and finally choose to hurt himself, so Wang Caide dare not leave the fruit knife in the ward at all.

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