Lu Weifu upstairs

Liu Yusheng uninstalled Weibo in a deceitful manner, he thought to himself, that's it, scold as you please, who doesn't have an idol yet!

——Although to this day, his feelings for Donaldson are no longer purely fans' idol worship.

He once thought that if he could become a canned octopus before he met Donaldson, it would be great.If so, then he and Donaldson could be a little bit more equal -- a little bit -- and that would be enough.

When a person with low self-esteem faces a person whom he admires but is destined not to be, what will he do?Some people will imitate each other in a dazed manner: the tone of the other party’s speech, the games the other party plays, the books the other party reads; Taobao only wants to see what brand of clothes the other party is wearing; some people will tirelessly browse the other party’s Weibo homepage, but dare not follow the other party openly, let alone like and comment... Behaviors are listed one by one, and each one seems to have a strong sense of triviality, like ants in the gutter, peeping at the clouds that will never be touched.But in fact, the starting point of all this may just be a yearning that can never be achieved.When 18-year-old Liu Yusheng met Donaldson on the Internet, he was extremely surprised to find that the other person was almost everything he imagined: chic, open, and talented.He can freely admit in the fan group that "I like boys by nature", and he can also make people fascinated by the words he typed.And what about 18-year-old Liu Yusheng?He is just a student who has just entered college, and he only has 800 yuan a month for living expenses in an unknown second-class school.He knows that he likes men, but he never dares to show it - his mother even told him, language students, study hard when you go to college, boys don't need to rush to find a partner, you know?It's not easy for mom to support you.His youth was mediocre as if he had never been young, and Donaldson was another world he couldn't touch, with kites flying and fishes jumping and sparkling.

He joins Donaldson's fanbase, and when Donaldson occasionally speaks in the group, he picks it up carefully -- neither too aggressive nor too cold.What Donaldson didn't know was that the unremarkable readers in this fan group had clicked on his QQ profile countless times, but each time he didn't dare to send an application to add friends.What Donaldson also didn't know was how excited Liu Yusheng was when he casually chatted with him in the middle of the night—as if his heart had turned into a very bright and full firework, and there was a "chi la" sound in the dark. The night sky exploded, and the light flickered.

To what extent can a person secretly like another person?Spend money for him?Curse him?Be a better person for him?No, to be honest, there is always something negative about extreme emotion.For Liu Yusheng, the highest level a person can reach when he secretly likes another person is probably that he feels deeply inferior because he likes him.That Shanghai woman was right, down to the dust.It's a pity that not everyone can bloom in the dust.

So thinking about that incident now, Liu Yusheng felt that it would be fine if he had become a canned hairtail before he met Donaldson.If this is the case, then when Donaldson announced that he would stop updating, he might be able to graciously persuade him to stay: Can you continue writing?I really, really like your novels, and I really like you too.Not, not like a hermit crab, pretending to be him in a dark crevice to continue writing that story.Why impersonate him?Because when pretending to be him, there will be an illusion of self-deception: I can be close to him, and even, I can become the same person as him.

Of course, it's useless to say anything now.

Thinking of this, Liu Yusheng was somewhat relieved. Anyway, Donaldson didn't know that the canned octopus was Liu Yusheng, so he could express his liking frankly.As for online - he knew he was going to be called out badly.

Liu Yusheng uninstalled Weibo, logged out of WeChat, and finally turned off his phone.

At 1:[-], the second year's Yun updated "I Don't Want Superpowers" simultaneously in Weilan Literature and Haosheng Literature - because the lottery was drawn to update Chapter [-], so the name of the novel was decided by the second year's Yun alone, which is considered right First updated author's encouragement.

His Chapter 1 was written very smoothly, with 1 words, and explained the life background of the hero and the process of acquiring superpowers: Xiao Zhang, a male high school student who likes to watch "One Piece", was unfortunately hit by a basketball in physical education class After that, Xiao Zhang gradually realized that he seemed to have a superpower: as long as he kept repeating the picture of the place he wanted to go in his mind before falling asleep, he would travel to this place for a short time after falling asleep.

In the second year, Yun focused on describing the handsomeness of the male lead—Yushu Linfeng looks forward to the handsomeness of God, and even the time travel in sleep is like a dream.A handsome guy suddenly gaining superpowers is still very attractive.

The comment area is also as lively as Liu Yusheng imagined: readers are cheering for the hero's shocking appearance, and some people are guessing who the author of Yun is in the second year. Of course, there are also various complaints...

The author of tomorrow's update is Lu Weifu, and Liu Yusheng will not update until the fifth day. In fact, he doesn't need to follow up every day these days.It's just that at this moment, he urgently needs to find something to do.But the update of more than 1 words took half an hour to read.

Liu Yusheng turned off the computer and completely disconnected from the Internet.

"Mom," he poked his head out and whispered to his mother, "I'm asleep."

The mother asked suspiciously, "Why do you go to bed so early?"

"I... don't know why today, I'm quite sleepy."

"Sleep when you're sleepy, you, you just spend too much time looking at the computer every day! You don't even go for a walk when you're told, why don't you see your girlfriend when you're young? You..."

Amidst his mother's complaints, Liu Yusheng carefully closed the door.

Recalling the 2 yuan reward and the [-]-word long comment, he still felt a great deal of confusion—although he forwarded Donaldson’s Weibo impulsively, he knew in his heart that he was as in the dark as the readers.How could Donaldson think he wrote well?He obviously just wrote some likable, but boring stuff.Even he himself understands that the words he wrote are nothing more than creating an illusion of happiness—or directly speaking, masturbation can also be used—to please people, but in fact they are very boring.Sometimes he himself hates himself, why is he still writing about women favored by men, why is he still writing about flawless men, these things, besides giving everyone a momentary pleasure, what else can they do?To be read, used, and then forgotten is like a disposable airplane cup.

How could Donaldson like this kind of thing?