mech warriors have no love

That was the first time César saw his mother...and the last.

Fate seems to be like this, born to die forever.

Even knowing the truth, that the behemoth was a clone of his mother, César could never hug her again.

No one knew why the clone behaved that way when César was in danger, not even Lambert.

He just missed his lover in despair, but felt even more painful after being cloned.

The clone is just another living body that borrows the genes of the original body and reproduces it. It is not that person, should not have feelings, and should not have memory.

It's a pity that the lost behemoth can no longer answer this question.

César was hidden by Lambert.

Compared to the time when he lost his lover, he was much more mature and calm. He secretly made a deal with the council and deceived the council, making the council think that César had died in the explosion on that planet, and brought back a clone.

In fact, Cesar was not far from death at that time.

He was tortured in the laboratory for an unknown amount of time. Merlin was a lunatic and didn't care about the lives of his experimental subjects. In his eyes, no matter whether he was voluntary or forced, he should feel honored to have participated in this great project.

He was covered with scars, and was almost stabbed in the heart with a knife again. The aftermath of the explosion almost took his last breath away.

César was dying, thinking blankly: Why am I still alive?

Based on a few words from Lambert, he guessed the whole story. Both mentally and physically were tortured, as if his soul was being grinded in a millstone, and he wept blood every time he took a breath.

He was struggling on the verge of death, in a daze, and every time he thought of the pair of teary eyes that were similar in color to his before the giant beast pushed him away, he felt a sharp pain in his head, as if he was being chiseled by someone with a hammer.

He broke down unbearably, crying and begging Lambert to open the medical cabin and stop the treatment that was prolonging his life.

No one had ever told him that life would be so painful.

Lambert became haggard a lot in a few days, and there were faint wrinkles between his brows. He closed his eyes, not daring to look at César's empty eyes, and coaxed him countless times softly: "Be patient, okay? ? Just bear it a little longer..."

That near-death experience left Cesar suffering from illness for a year.

He could only lie in the medical cabin, receiving constant treatment, and relying on nutrients to deliver the energy he needed every day.

Seeking death failed, César gradually became numb. At first he would cry out in pain, but then he became quieter and even his breathing became very shallow.His face was pale, his hands were clasped on his chest, and he looked indifferent, as if he was a corpse lying in a coffin and about to be buried.

The long-term isolation and painful mental torture made César's spirit confused.Sometimes he even forgot who he was, and sometimes when he closed his eyes, he could see those tearful eyes again.

Lambert often sat next to the medical cabin, talking softly to César.Later he brought Ellie over, and the two took turns to accompany César every day.

However, the young boy in the medical cabin seemed to be dead, blocking out all sounds from the outside world, and he looked at the people around him indifferently, as if he was looking at a stranger.During that time, César's memory was really confused. He felt that he heard what Lambert and Ellie said, but he didn't hear it, as if separated by a layer of fog.

He opened his mouth to respond, but no sound came out.

He lost his voice.

Lambert slowly got busy, and Allie stayed by Cesare's side all day, whispering bedtime stories, or telling him some interesting things outside.Until one day, I brought back a letter and a button.

The envelope is very delicate, and the seal on it is a small red rose.

"The kid from the Rodney family asked me to bring it to you." Ellie smiled, but her eyes were always filled with worry and worry. She opened the letter as lightly as possible, "He said he must let you see Let me read this letter to you."

César blinked, his eyes indifferent.

Ellie's fingers trembled, she clenched the button tightly, and read it gently.

"Student César, long time no see. I don't know why you never came back to school. I'm the representative of the graduates at this graduation ceremony. I wanted to confess my love again in front of the teachers and students of the school. You won't be able to go on stage at that time." Come beat me up."

"But you were not here. I skipped the meeting and gave David the opportunity to speak to all the graduates. David lost his speech, impromptu, and talked eloquently. Few of the words were correct. It's a dirty joke. All the graduates applauded more enthusiastically than in previous years."

"After the graduation ceremony, the old headmaster chased us three blocks with a cane. Usually, I really don't see the old gentleman's legs and feet so agile. It turned out that the cane was just a cover-up, and he ran faster than David's dog."

"After a while, I'm going to Odo Military Academy. I won't be able to return to Delan Star in the next few years, and maybe it's even more impossible to come back after graduation. Before that, I thought about it but regretted it."

"This is the second button on my school uniform. If you haven't returned it before I leave, I will accept it as you."

"When you were beaten that day, you looked very cute, but I was afraid that you would scare you all the people to confess at that time. You can rest assured now."

"I like you, Cecil."

The young Union marshal was sitting in front of the window sill, amidst the lavender fallen flowers, writing each word in a loose but sincere manner.It's a pity that I have been looking forward to a summer vacation, and I haven't received a reply.

The buttons were not returned either.

Lancelot thought to himself, when we meet in the future, we must have an explanation.

Who would have thought that this wait would last for over ten years.

César quietly listened to the letter, something flashed in his dead eyes.

Ellie didn't see it, she handed the button to César, seeing that the beautiful and proud child in the past became pale and thin, with a gossamer look, she couldn't control her mouth, and choked up: "Little César... ...Look, someone confessed to you. So many people like you, get well soon...OK?"

When she said the last word, her voice broke, and Ellie almost cried out. She couldn't continue speaking with so much pain, but tears fell down.

César looked at the crying woman outside the protective shield, closed his bloodshot eyes, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes. When he opened his eyes again, the eyes seemed to be rejuvenated, and he called hoarsely: "Ai Li ..."

The sound was very small, but Ellie heard it immediately.She leaned down overjoyed, very excited, but she didn't dare to make too much noise, lest she scare him: "Cesar... were you calling me just now? Are you talking?"

César struggled to show a comforting smile, and said softly, "Put away the buttons and letters." He looked up for a while, and his voice became vague again: "I miss my Xiaobai."

That night, Ellie went back and personally made a white animal doll, which was sterilized and handed over to the medical cabin.

César said thank you in a low voice, and hugged the doll clinging to him. After countless days and nights of nightmares, he finally fell into a deep sleep.

After recovering, Cesare forgot many things.

His personality has also changed, vigilant and sensitive, cold as ice, forgetting how to get along with people normally, not knowing how to express feelings, the world abandoned him once, and everything was so strange when he came back.

This reassured the secret observers of the parliament, thinking that this was a normal manifestation of human cloning.

Lambert handed Micah to César, stroked his son's head, and asked him where he wanted to recuperate.

Delan star is prosperous and beautiful. For countless people on the frontier star, it is an unattainable paradise.

But for Lambert and César, it was like a terrible cage, oppressive and suffocating.

César had already forgotten the messenger and the button. He thought about it for a long time, and something flashed through his mind. He grabbed the fuzzy tail and replied, "Odo Military Academy."

Lambert hides César's identity, changes his name and surname, takes César's appearance-changing gadget with him, and sends César to the Otto Military Academy.

There are many branches of the Otto Military Academy, and César and Lancelot happen to be in different branches, far apart.

Except for the staggered year, the two of them may have passed each other countless times on campus, but they never found each other.

When recalling and talking about these things again, César felt calm.

It's not that I have forgotten my hatred, some things are pressed in my heart, and they will always explode, but now is not the time.

After the words fell, César also recovered that vague memory naturally.

It's not that he forgot, it's just that he doesn't want to think about it until he meets Lancelot again.

There was silence in the starship, and Micah hid in César's arms, the little hairball trembling, as if crying.César poked it, warning the little furball not to play too much, turned to look at Lancelot, and found that his head was lowered, his back was lit, his expression was hidden in the shadows, and he couldn't see clearly.

César called him hesitantly: "Lancelot, you..."

His waist tightened, and he was held tightly in Lancelot's arms, feeling the other's body trembling slightly.

César froze for a moment, then patted Lancelot on the back reassuringly: "It's okay, I survived...don't be afraid. The buttons and letter you gave me are still at home, and they haven't been thrown away."

Lancelot has always talked a lot, and when he and Micah chatted together, the terrifying duet often made people's brain hurt so much that life would be worse than death.

At this moment, he didn't speak, but hugged his child tightly in silence.

If Cesare pushed him away, he would find that Lancelot's trembling was not from fear.

Those smoky gray pupils were filled with repressed and brutal anger and killing intent, and it took a long time to retreat to the bottom of my heart.

He hugged César, feeling overwhelmed with distress, for a moment he didn't know how to deal with the fragile treasure in his eyes.He lightly rubbed Cesare's shoulder, and closed his eyes.

It was late at night, and the starship was quiet, isolated from the outside world. It seemed that even the wind had quieted down, only the faint footsteps of patrolling soldiers.

César tilted his head: "Lancelot?"

"...Thank you." Lancelot finally opened his mouth. He kissed the top of Cesare's hair devoutly, and the gentle kiss slowly moved to the pinna. , "Thank you, Cesare."

He lowered his head and pressed his forehead against César's, his smoky eyes were as gentle as water: "I'm very happy, you are willing to believe me."

After encountering those things, I am still willing to believe him.

It wasn't until now that Lancelot realized how much hard-won trust he had gained.

It's a pity that César did not have a good relationship emotionally - he and Lancelot looked at each other for a few seconds, and couldn't understand what Lancelot was talking about, so he had to oh and nodded perfunctorily: "You're welcome .”

Lancelot couldn't laugh or cry, and took a deep breath, very grateful that his little César struggled to crawl back from the edge of hell, willing to meet him again.

I also hated those who made César go through this.

Lancelot caressed César as if petting a small animal, with a smile on his face, but his heart was cold.

César was a little sleepy, nestled in Lancelot's arms, closed his eyes, the breath surrounding him was reassuring, he let go of all guards, and fell asleep vaguely.

Lancelot picked up the thin quilt and covered Cesar carefully, the smile on his face completely disappeared.

He was expressionless, looking at the night outside the window of the starship, thinking to himself, sooner or later, you will all die.