Yi Xing

On the night before my birthday, I, Tang Cheng, and Fu Yixing sat together for dinner again, in order to celebrate my birthday.

No one thought that there would be a whole year between the two meals.A lot has happened this whole year.

I am very grateful to Tang Cheng for my willingness to reconcile with Fu Yixing.

Fu Fu said he would give it to me. I think I understand his feelings, and I have prepared carefully for a long time before him.

July is still the same as that July, with heat waves and cicadas, iced Coke and cones.

Fu Yixing made another cone for me, this time he didn't pile a lot of ice cream on the cone, he said: "You have a bad stomach, just taste it."

Fu Yixing walked towards me with a cone in his hand. He has grown taller, but the cone has become shorter. Behind him is no longer a clear sky, but a gorgeous sunset. Everything is different, but I think this scene As first time.

He is still so handsome and beautiful, just like his name, I want to call him "Yi Xing".

After dinner, Fu Fu proposed to go to Fuquan Temple to watch fireflies. Tang Cheng said with a smile: "You guys go. I won't go. If you don't come back, Keke, just tell me."

I suddenly felt my face burning.

I used to go to some places with Fu Yixing, just the two of us, but I think something is different today.

Fuquan Temple is deep in the forest, and we entered the mountain from a trail next to a residential area.

Summer nights are also hot, but the trees all over the mountains block the heat.

There was no lighting along the way, so I could only follow Fu Yixing's footsteps and headed deep into the woods.

The darkness sharpened my sense of hearing, and I heard the wind singing, the trees swaying, the spring water tinkling, and then I saw spots of yellow-green light.

The closer you get to the Fuquan Temple, the more spots of light and the louder the sound of the water.

I can almost imagine the spring water flowing in the mountains and forests.

Fu Yixing stopped and turned around to face me.

He didn't speak.I saw his eyes twinkle in the dim light.

My heart beat like a drum.

Now is a good time to confess.

I got 407 points in the test, and the cut-off score for A University was 406 points, so I got in.

Fu Yixing was right in front of my eyes.

The evening wind is blowing, fireflies are flying, and the spring water is ringing.

Is there a more suitable confession scene than this?

No more.

But I was cowardly.

I dare not say it, I am afraid that he will reject me.

He is habitually nice to his friends and gentle to those around him, which made Tang Cheng fall in love with him, and made me fall in love with him too.

But those who are liked have the right to refuse.

I'm not afraid of him rejecting me, but I don't want to be rejected at a time like this, and I don't want to spoil the atmosphere here.

Like that day in the car, I dreamed that he kissed me, and when I woke up, that kiss didn't exist, I was disappointed.

Getting rejected where the fireflies shine would make me even more disappointed.

"Keke," Fu Yixing said, "I want to watch the sunrise tomorrow with you, is that okay?"

I nodded, realizing that he might not see me nodding, and added, "Okay."

He was silent again.

I think of Gu Cheng's poem, "The grass is growing its seeds, the wind is shaking its leaves, we stand without talking, it is very beautiful."

Hey, love brain is like this, always adding drama to yourself.

As the sun rose, a bird flew across the pink sky.

The sun was half hidden in the clouds, turning a gray-blue sky a bright orange-red.

The first ray of sunshine I saw.

I think now is the most suitable time to confess.

Fu Yixing didn't watch the sunrise, but kept looking at me. I knew he was watching me, but I pretended to watch the sunrise.

The morning sun hadn't released much heat yet, but Fu Yixing's gaze was hotter than the sun.

When he looks at me like that, I understand.

He likes mine too.

That's right, if I don't like it, how can I show me the fireflies and show me the sunrise.

He wanted to show me the most beautiful scenery in the world.

Then he just likes me.

If he doesn't like me, I'll push him off the mountain. I can't tolerate him making me have such high expectations and then disappointing them.

"Keke." He called me.

I smiled and turned to face him.

When I saw his face, I suddenly felt that the time was not yet ripe.

"I……"

I didn't let him finish his sentence.

"I love getting love letters. I also love red roses. Love letters and roses are tacky, but I love them. I think that's very romantic. I want to know what you think, from the beginning."

I know that Fu Yixing once liked a boy.

I don't mind the existence of such a person.

But I want to know, the exact moment when he likes me.

But it's not romantic to ask about this kind of thing, so I asked him for a love letter with a shy face.

Fu Yixing looked at me with a smile, there were four seasons and flowers blooming in his eyes.

When I got home, I fell asleep on the bed.

It takes time for Fu Yixing to write a love letter.

I can't bear the anxiety of waiting.

I am also really sleepy.

In the two years I spent with Fu Yixing, I was always in a state of exhaustion, which had nothing to do with him.

It took me a long time to learn to live like a normal teenager.

It took a long time to learn how to be positive.

Later, what happened to Chen Kai happened, and then I was entangled by Zou Yi'an again. I was busy dealing with my emotions, learning to vent when restrained, and reminding myself to restrain when I was violent.

When everything started to get better, I found that I fell in love with Fu Yixing.

It is very difficult to stand shoulder to shoulder with Fu Yixing. I have worked hard for the last three months.

And then anxiously awaiting the result.

Everything makes me feel tired.But I still love life.

Now that I know that Fu Yixing likes me, I feel that the dust has settled.

I slept for a long time.

When I woke up, there was already a letter beside the bed, and a delicate rose was pressed on the letter.

I smiled and inserted the flowers into the water glass, and then opened the envelope.

"Ren Ke:

Hello.My handwriting is not good, and my writing style is not good. I hope you will not be disappointed with this letter.I remember the love letter that girl wrote to you, recording the scene when I first met you.I think this method is very good, so I also want to record my feelings for you in chronological order.

I met you several times in school when I was in the first year of high school. I knew you were a cheerful and sunny boy. On the day of class placement, the teacher said that there was something wrong with Ren Ke's family. I didn't expect that you were Ren Ke.Tang Cheng told me that a cousin came to his family and said that you were in a bad mood after suffering a sudden change, and he hoped that I could take care of you at school.At the milk tea shop that day, I heard you say that you want to eat cones, but Tangcheng wants you to try watermelon smoothies. I think the caregiver should also consider the other person's preferences. I want to show my favor to you, so I made cones as a welcome gift.Later, I gradually discovered that you are a very mature and rational person, and I think we are quite similar in this respect.I can't understand why you always avoid me. At first I thought that making friends should not be forced, but you can get along well with Lu Yuanjiao and Gu Yang, but you turn a blind eye to me, which makes me very frustrated.I have some desire to conquer in my bones, I want you to be my friend, so I approached you proactively, but you quickly accepted the role of friend, I think you are a very interesting person.

Mid-Autumn Festival, you gave me the lotus lantern and asked me to pray for the Tangcheng family. I think you are actually very kind in nature.You are thinking about the Tangcheng family and me, but you are not thinking about yourself.I think that was the beginning of my liking for you.

Later, we had a lot of contact, and I could see the bright spots in you more and more.

Do you still remember the two leaves you wrote when the ginkgo turned yellow? You didn’t show it to me after you wrote it. I was curious about what you wrote. When class was over, I went to the tree and found that you wrote me 'WishMr. Fuallthebest.', but wrote to yourself, "Xiao Zhou passed away from now on, and Jiang Hai sent the rest of his life." With what kind of mood would a person write these two unrelated sentences one after another?This touched me deeply.I might have liked you back then and I had mixed feelings but I didn't know what kind of emotion it was until you talked about love in your speech and I didn't realize it when I saw you express yourself on stage I have more affection for you than I have for a friend.I like you.

I thought a lot during that time and realized I was a born gay.I accepted my admiration for you and didn't know what I could do about it.I think you should like girls. I don’t want to force you. I just hope that I can treat you well in my way in the days to come, so that you can live a happier life and let you live a little easier in the days to come. .

I came out during the winter break out of responsibilities to my family.I don't want to force you to like me, but I also want the slightest possibility to exist.When I saw you in the snow, I almost believed that we would be possible, you picked me up and brought me home.

Keke, you are very gentle.Like you is a very good experience, you make me look forward to tomorrow.

Later I learned that you have some obstacles because of psychological problems, I think it is an opportunity for me, at least you do not dislike boys.But you said something to me again, which made me feel that you would not be with boys.On that rainy day, I was notified to stay at home to review, which meant that I would not see you for a long time, and I was still being talked about, and I thought I could not continue to like you.I can't help but lay a trap for you, waiting for you to jump in, but I find that I can't even give you a bright future.It was a terrible feeling, I had been doing well, I felt like I could do whatever I wanted, and that day I felt my first frustration.It is also the only time I choose to give up.I've never quit halfway, and it hurts me to give up.It was expected for me that I failed the test, but the result still caught me off guard.I found out that I am not the person I imagined.

Everything sucks, but you beat Chen Kai for me.

You are willing to live with me on campus.

When I saw your application for accommodation, my first thought was that you are finished, and I will never let you go, because you sent it to my door.Even if you don't have that kind of affection for me, I want to have you.I will not let failure happen again.

But the bad guy appeared again. I saw you struggling and feeling uncomfortable, and my heart ached.I want to pull you out, but you also let me understand that you are a very strong person yourself, and you have the ability to pull yourself out of the mud.I believe that the person I like has this ability.Because you are Ren Ke.After you lost your loved ones, you still choose to live hard. You have not given up on yourself, so you can come out this time.

I watched your nirvana and rebirth from the ashes, and I realized that you will always have your own appearance, and you should not be shaped by me.I am very conflicted, I want to be with you, but I don't want to limit your choices.

So let me tell you, I am going to University A, I will ask you to write a recommendation letter for me, and I will take you around the campus, I hope you will also like this school.I should give you the right to choose, instead of telling you to go to A major.

I am by your side every day, in fact, that feeling is not so good, I want to touch you, hold hands with you, hug you, kiss you, but if you don't know, I can't do it.

On the day of the hundred-day swearing-in, you fell asleep in the car, and you looked so cute when you fell asleep. I couldn't help but secretly kissed you.

I was nervous when you woke up and asked if I had mints.

I'm afraid you feel it, but you don't seem to feel it.

I'm betting all my hopes on your volunteers.

I hope you make your own choice, you know that I will go to University A, if your feelings for me, whether it is gratitude or friendship, are enough to support you to apply for a university in City A, then I will let you know that I like you, no matter How our relationship will have a result.Even if you don't like me, I will force you, I think I will have a way to get you with me.

I got agitated while waiting for you to tell me where you filled in.

I have no confidence.

I think you may not be so dependent on me.I think you will choose Tongda.

Later, I also wanted to understand that no matter where you go, I will force you.

If you go to the ends of the earth, I will chase you back.

I like you.

Hope you like me too.

I was going to confess my love at sunrise, but you said you want a love letter, you are very sharp.I don't know if writing like this will impress you.

I like you and want to be with you.I used to think that liking at this age was just meaningless eagerness and impulsiveness. Only when I met you did I know that there would really be someone who made me think about the future, think about the future, want to have all the years and months after you, want to together forever.

I like you.

I like your Fu Yixing"

I read so quickly that I only had time for a quick glance.

It never occurred to me that that person was me.

I never expected that Fu Yixing would like me for so much longer than I liked him.

That kiss, I dreamed that he kissed me, the touch was real, he really kissed me.

I am experiencing the best love in the world, the person I like also likes me, and he is the best person in the world.

I put the love letter in my trouser pocket, not caring whether it would become crumpled, and stumbled to the hall to change my shoes, my hands trembling as I tied them.

I want to hug him hand in hand, I want him to kiss me, I want to tell him that I love you too.

I pressed the down button of the elevator and watched it go up from the first floor, my heart beat faster and faster.

For the first time, I found that the elevator went so slowly.

I kept pacing up and down in the elevator.very anxious.

I want to see Fu Yixing.

Now, right now, right now.

And he was there in the evening.

He sat on the bench directly opposite the door of the unit, and stood up when he saw me.

I saw him smile.

I started the final sprint.

The end point is his embrace.

There was a whirring wind in my ears.

I threw myself into his arms.

I said to him: "I like you, I like you very much."

I also want to say that fortunately I was admitted to University A.But it doesn't matter, the love between me and Fu Yixing is an arrangement of fate, no matter where I am, this love will eventually happen.

It's my destiny to like him.

We will be together and always will be.

I believe it, because the person I love is Fu Yixing.

He has a nice name.

Yi Xing, Yi Xing, good conduct.

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完结

the story is done

The milk tea-flavored kiss and the moist air

not here anyway

let's see