To Burn On Touch

...false prosperity?

The bathroom was filled with damp and hot air. Standing under the shower, Chu Mian couldn't help but think of Yu Ran's adjectives for herself when she lowered her head. It took a long time to understand the meaning.

When it comes to topics related to sexuality, boys' self-esteem seems to become extremely sensitive. No one would like to be talked about, and Chu Mian is no exception.It's just that if such remarks are made by Ran, his sensitivity will deepen unconsciously. He wants to refute, but it's hard to say.

The warm water flowed around the skin, Chu Mian stared at her body for a while, then suddenly raised her head, a burst of belated shame in her heart.He immediately turned on the water flow, hurriedly washed off the foam on his body, and returned to the bedroom in his bathrobe.

He sat at the desk, picked up a pen, and opened the notebook of "Everything I Hate".

[August 2013]

1 okra, sticky.

2 loofah, sticky.

……

6 on fire,

After writing the name, Chu Mian thought about what justification should be given to him, but against his will, he stared at the word "Yu Ran" in a daze for a few minutes, and there was nothing behind it.

Chu Mian simply crossed out "Yu Ran", closed the notebook and put it aside.

If you want to pay less attention to a person, the best way is to ignore him instead of hating him - Chu Mian certainly understands this truth, but the brain consciousness is out of control, and I have nothing to divert my attention apart from studying every day Things, even playing games want to call Yu Ran together first.When I arrive at school in the morning, I hope that he will not be late, and when I go home at night, I wait for his contact. When I read a book and see the words next to the word "Huo", I will think of the name "Yu Ran" after a few detours.

Obviously, this is no longer the attitude you should have towards ordinary friends.

Chu Mian doesn't want to know why he cares about Yu Ran, he just wants to know when this state of "caring too much about Yu Ran" will end.

Finally, he opened the dark notebook again and wrote down the number "6" again.

"6 Yu Ran, because it is Yu Ran, so I hate it."

Chu Mian put down her pen, picked up her phone, went out and knocked on the door of Chu Heng's room, went in and asked her, "Do you know how to restore SMS data?"

"what happened?"

"I deleted some by mistake. It was deleted last year, can it be restored?"

Chu Heng opened the webpage and searched for keywords, and told him: "It seems that I need to install software, but I haven't tried it. Or you can check cloud synchronization? If it's a very important text message, you might as well go out and find a store on weekends, and let a professional help you." .”

Chu Mian responded softly, and went back to the room and lay down on the bed.

He reckoned that Yu Ran had changed his phone plan, and he didn't need to clear the number of text messages and call time every month, so they didn't maintain the habit of chatting every night like they did last semester.And different from himself, Yu Ran's mind can be occupied by many things other than study, and he won't easily think of others when he is indulging in entertainment.

This made Chu Mian feel very unfair.

After thinking about it, Chu Mian simply set "invisibility online" to Ran on QQ, so that only Yu Ran can see his gray profile picture in a short time.

Now his mind was balanced, he threw his phone aside and concentrated on doing his homework.

The next day, the weather was slightly cooler.