love you slowly

"Let's look at the examination room today, and we will formally welcome the college entrance examination tomorrow and the day after tomorrow." Lao Chen stood on the podium and looked around at everyone. The students sitting under him were all the students he had taught for two years. He led them through this journey. His task It has been successfully completed, and the rest of the road has to be walked by themselves, but when parting, there will always be a lot of reluctance, "Everyone, don't be nervous, put your mind at ease, everyone will do their best to fight This last time, no matter what the final result is, you have all succeeded in taking this step."

At this point, he put away his solemn expression, raised his eyes, and smiled. The fine lines at the corners of his eyes looked extraordinarily soft at this moment, "I am very happy to have worked hard with you for two years. Time is something I will never forget in my life, each of you is great, you are very obedient children, the teacher wishes you great success in the college entrance examination, come on!"

Some people have red eyes, and some have long been tortured by parting injuries and burst into tears.

"Everyone stand up!" Jiang Jie, who has always been shy and reticent, is extraordinarily bold at this moment. As the class monitor, he has the obligation to lead the whole class to thank their teachers, "Bow, and thank the teachers!"

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"Thank you Teacher Chen!! You have worked hard!!"

Old Chen has always been famous for his calmness. Whether it's students fighting or parents making troubles, he can always reason with you calmly and rarely show emotions on his face. However, facing more than forty pairs of sincere eyes at this time, his calmness Vulnerable, his eyes immediately turned red, and he had to turn around to hide his gaffe.

The college entrance examination is like a double-sided mirror, one side reflects the beginning and the other reflects the parting. The beginning makes people yearn for it, and the parting makes people feel sad.

"If you are willing to stay in school and continue to review, then you can stay, and if you want to go home, go home. I suggest you go home to rest and recharge your batteries."

"How is it?" Lu Zhiyuan looked at Meng Annan, "Go back or stay in school?"

"Let's go back." Meng Annan said, "Go back and rest. I really want to review now but I can't go in."

Most people chose to go back, and only a few chose to stay in school to study. When it came to the college entrance examination, the string would not let go.

"Hey!" Feng Ke ran over, "What's the arrangement later, let's go have a meal together."

When I thought about the end of the exam, we would not see each other so often, I felt like a stone was blocked in my heart, and I felt bored and uncomfortable.

Seeing that Lu Zhiyuan was not in a good mood, Feng Ke knew that he was reluctant, so he put his arm around his shoulder and said with a smile, "What's the matter? Are you reluctant to part with me?"

"Get lost!" Feng Ke could immediately open a dyeing workshop by giving him some color. People care about it."

Feng Ke tilted his head and leaned in front of him, deliberately teasing him, "Really?"

"Yes." Meng Annan pushed Feng Ke's head away, and answered Lu Zhiyuan for him.

"Okay, okay." Feng Ke raised his hands in surrender, "I admit defeat, I admit defeat."

Anyway, there is nothing to do when I go back, so I just gathered a few people to have a meal.

When I met Jiang Jie and Zhou Sheng on the road, I invited them to go together.

They didn't deliberately look for a place, so they sat down at the barbecue stall near the school. At the moment, there were many people sitting on the seats around the stall, just like them, rushing to get together before the college entrance examination.

After the skewers were served, they ordered a few more bottles of beer, not daring to drink too much, for fear of affecting tomorrow's exam. It was purely due to the atmosphere, and they had to drink some to meet the occasion.

"Come on, your grilled skewers, today all college entrance examination candidates will get a half discount if you eat here, cheers for you!" The boss has been setting up a stall here for several years, and many people hold their farewell banquets here. In the small booth, it can be regarded as walking with me for a while.

"Thank you, boss!!" Everyone happily thanked the boss. When parting, everyone and everything here seemed extraordinarily precious.

"Come on!!" Feng Ke raised his wine glass, "Let's touch one too!"

Lu Zhiyuan looked at Feng Ke's obviously red eyes, and his emotions were also affected. He endured the heat in his eyes, looked at Zhou Sheng, Jiang Jie, and his boyfriend Meng Annan on the table. He raised his wine glass and bumped into them, "Come on for the college entrance examination!!!"

This sonorous and powerful refueling aroused the enthusiasm of the surrounding people. The college entrance examination candidates sitting around, those who knew each other raised their cups, and everyone respected each other in the air from afar. Respect yourself and the future.

"Come on for the college entrance examination!!!!!!"

"Even if you go to university in the future, you must always keep in touch..." Feng Kexu talked a lot, don't forget him, don't forget your friends, and you all have to be good.

This time around, he was not in a hurry to hurt him, but responded one by one, "Understood."

Jiang Jie and Zhou Sheng are now in a stable relationship. Although the future is uncertain, at least everything is going well for now.

"You guys also have to be good." Lu Zhiyuan said to them with a smile.

"Yeah." They looked at each other and smiled, "I know."

There is a long way to go, and we are ready, the young people are indomitable and invincible, we!coming! !

"Don't be nervous! Don't be nervous! Did you hear everything? Calm down, don't be in a hurry, don't rush to answer the questions when you get the paper, you must check your information, do you know?" Old Chen was dressed in red, Like a walking big tomato, looking at the students who are about to enter the examination room, he always feels that there are still a lot of things to tell. He shouted to tell everyone not to worry, but in fact he was more anxious than anyone else.

What a lovely person.

When the time came, everyone began to walk towards the examination room one after another. Taking advantage of the crowds, Lu Zhiyuan quietly held hands with Meng Annan and immediately let go, "Come on!"

They cheer each other up in their own way, but their hands that are ready to be released are enough to give each other invincible courage.

Lu Zhiyuan felt that he had no problem with the Chinese and mathematics exam on the first day. After all, he had worked hard to study for so many days, and he was afraid that he would fall too far behind Meng Annan.

Needless to say, Meng Annan's normal performance was enough to give a satisfactory answer.

When they went back that night, Aunt Du put in all her energy to cook food for them, which was almost a fish feast. She said that eating fish was good for the brain, and it could just replenish their overworked brains.

After lying on the bed, Lu Zhiyuan couldn't fall asleep because he was too excited.

"Can't sleep yet?" Meng Annan touched his forehead, "Tomorrow is one more day, if you don't get enough sleep, it may affect your exam, so I'll bring you a glass of milk?"

Lu Zhiyuan shook his head, took his hand and pressed it on his chest, looked at him so seriously without saying a word, his eyes lingered on his eyebrows, eyes, and lips, his eyes were so gentle that it was outrageous.

"What are you looking at?" Meng Annan smiled, bowed his head and kissed him.

Lu Zhiyuan suddenly hooked his neck, hugged him involuntarily, and said after a long time: "When I think that we will go to college together, find a job together, and live together for the rest of our lives, I can't sleep because of excitement, you know? I used to think that things like luck are illusory and unbelievable, but I didn't know until I met you that I have always been the darling of fate."

Meng Annan pressed his forehead, rubbed the tip of his nose, and smiled softly, "Who said that, you are my pet, and I spoil you."

The next day, Mo Rulan rushed back from abroad and arrived at the gate of the school as soon as she got off the plane. Fortunately, Lu Zhiyuan hadn't entered the examination room yet.

"Zhiyuan!" Mo Rulan waved to Lu Zhiyuan.

Before that, Mo Rulan didn't mention anything about coming back except calling to wish him good luck in the college entrance examination. She was always very busy.

Suddenly seeing Mo Rulan who came back on purpose, Lu Zhiyuan was not only a little shocked, but also very happy in his heart. After all, everyone wants to have family members waiting outside during the college entrance examination.

Although Uncle Meng and Aunt Du had been waiting on the sidelines and even Fang Wenjing rushed back from school, it was still different.

"Mom!" Lu Zhiyuan happily ran towards his mother, "Why are you back?"

"I hurriedly finished the business at hand, and immediately bought a plane ticket and came back. When your college entrance examination is so important, how can you have no one to accompany you." Mo Rulan wiped the sweat from Lu Zhiyuan's forehead, said laughingly.

It's time to queue up to enter the examination room, so I can't say that Lu Zhiyuan has to queue up, Mo Rulan patted him on the shoulder, "Come on, mom is waiting for you outside."

"Okay." Even though there was a lot of unhappiness with his mother before, but now Lu Zhiyuan almost forgot all of it, he hugged his mother, "Wait for me!"

"Your mother is back?" Meng Annan glanced back and found that Mo Rulan had been staring in Lu Zhiyuan's direction.

"En!" Lu Zhiyuan's brows were filled with joy, and he could see that he was really happy.

"So many people came to cheer you on, the remaining two exams are hard to take." Meng Annan patted his head vigorously.

"You too! Come on, come on, come on!!"

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the last exam was over. When I walked out of the exam room, I felt like crying for no reason. When I walked out with the crowd, Lu Zhiyuan was eager to find Meng Annan, but there were too many people. After the exam, everyone was in a state of excitement, almost crowded to the school gate.

As soon as he left the school gate, he saw Mo Rulan's figure first, and Peng Zhiguo had already arrived, and they were all waiting for Lu Zhiyuan to come out.

"Okay, the exam is over, don't think about anything, let's have a good meal to celebrate!" Mo Rulan hugged Lu Zhiyuan, only then did she suddenly realize that her son had grown so tall before she knew it, and now To look up at him, the rudiment of an adult is beginning to appear.

Lu Zhiyuan was not in a hurry to leave, he kept looking at the door, "Wait a minute."

"What's wrong? Who are you waiting for?" Mo Rulan followed his gaze.

Just as Lu Zhiyuan was about to answer, his eyes lit up suddenly, and he ran forward without saying a word, "Meng Annan! I'm here!"

Meng Annan was also looking for him. During the search, he heard Lu Zhiyuan's voice and was hugged before he could turn around, "I found you!" Lu Zhiyuan said with a smile.

Taking advantage of the joy of the successful conclusion of the college entrance examination, they hugged each other unscrupulously, their arms tightened, and tightened again, as if they wanted to make each other a part of their own bodies.

"I can't go back with you today. I have to stay at home for a few days and come to see you in two days." Lu Zhiyuan said.

"Okay." Meng Annan hugged him very tightly, for some reason her voice was tense.

"What's wrong?" Lu Zhiyuan looked up at him, "Worried about my mother not agreeing?"

Meng Annan didn't answer, but just watched him quietly, as if he was afraid that if he missed a glance, he would have nothing to look at.

"Don't worry." He had a firm face, as if he never thought of being separated from Meng Annan, and he was sure that they would always be together, "I will not change a single word I said, we will go to school, work, and go to school together. There are many, many places, and once you make an appointment, it won’t change.”

While everyone around was busy sharing the joy of the college entrance examination with his family and friends, Lu Zhiyuan stretched out his little finger and ticked Meng Annan, "Although it's a bit silly, but it's foolish, come on, pull the hook."

Meng Annan lowered his head to look, and suddenly smiled, and the children just pulled the hook, but at the same time, for them, this is also the most sacred and most inviolable way of agreement.

He stretched out his little fingers to hook them together, and Lu Zhiyuan pressed his thumbs with him in a serious manner, "Whoever doesn't keep the agreement will be a puppy."

"Okay." He said with a smile.

In the next few days, Lu Zhiyuan lived fairly peacefully, and Mo Rulan didn't bring up the country's affairs. Apart from eating and drinking every day, he was talking on the phone with Meng Annan all the time, usually for more than an hour.

Just after dinner that day, Mo Rulan cleaned up the dishes and sat down on the sofa. Lu Zhiyuan glanced at her and knew that she had something to say.

"You just finished the college entrance examination in the past two days, and I haven't told you about the time when you went abroad to study. It's time to talk about it today." Mo Rulan has been responsive to Lu Zhiyuan these days, probably because of today's conversation. bedding.

"Mom." Lu Zhiyuan's face was calm, and he was no longer as tense as before when he mentioned going abroad. He knew that we had to have a good discussion about this matter, "I'm still the same as I said before, I don't want to go abroad. , but I want you to hear my thoughts, can I?"

When Mo Rulan heard that Lu Zhiyuan still refused to go abroad as usual, she frowned at first, but when Lu Zhiyuan said that he wanted to tell her his thoughts, he suppressed the questioning that came to his lips.

"You said."

"I don't want to go abroad for two reasons. First, I am very dependent on the environment. Everything abroad is unfamiliar, which makes me feel very insecure. It is probably related to my childhood experience. I am extremely insecure. Second, I am not I don’t plan to join your new family. For me, my family is only you. Uncle Peng and Haohao may be included as your family, but not for me, so you forcibly merge me into your current It’s unfair to me in my family. So I still want to stay in China to study. If you miss me, I can go abroad to find you, and you can also come back to China to see me. It’s not bad.”

After listening to Lu Zhiyuan's words, Mo Rulan was silent for a long time. She seemed to ponder over the words word by word in her heart. She seemed to be trying to convince herself but failed. It's useless, the most important thing is to communicate well with his mother.

No one spoke in the house for a while, and the extremely quiet environment tested people's patience.

Mo Rulan finally spoke before her patience was exhausted, "I will consider your idea, but I can't tell you the final decision for a while, you have to let me think about it."

This is already the best ending that Lu Zhiyuan has achieved so far, he nodded and said, "Okay."

After staying at home for a few days, Lu Zhiyuan finally found a chance to come out, so he deliberately got up early to find Meng Annan.

When he arrived at Meng Annan's house, it was Aunt Du who opened the door for him, "He's still sleeping, didn't you tell him you came to find him?"

Lu Zhiyuan shook his head, with a sly smile on his face, "I came here secretly and didn't tell him."

Aunt Du smiled, "Come in quietly before he wakes up."

Lu Zhiyuan sneaked into the room. Sure enough, Meng Annan was still asleep. He took a closer look and found that even though he was asleep, his brows were furrowed, and he didn't know what he was unhappy about in his dream.

Meng Annan seemed to be sleeping restlessly, his breathing was not as stable as usual, Lu Zhiyuan felt strange, so he took a closer look, only to see a shadow under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept well for so many days, look In his current state, he probably just fell asleep.

Lu Zhiyuan frowned, he didn't know what was bothering him so much, he stroked his brow lightly to make him feel better, but he didn't know that his sleep was so shallow, he just woke up.

Probably because he woke up a little anxiously, he still couldn't react when he saw Lu Zhiyuan sitting in front of the bed, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

"Far away?" The voice of the early riser was a little hoarse, "Am I dreaming?"

Lu Zhiyuan smiled and lowered his head to kiss him, "Did I kiss you like this in my dream?"

It was only at this moment that Meng Annan really came to his senses, sat up abruptly and hugged Lu Zhiyuan in his arms, deeply embedded in his arms, with a sense of urgency to regain what was lost.

"What's wrong?" Lu Zhiyuan patted him on the back lightly, "Miss me?"

He buried Lu Zhiyuan's neck and took a deep breath, and after a while he sighed heavily, "Think."

"I know." Lu Zhiyuan inserted his fingers into his hair, gently scratching his scalp, "That's why I came to see you."

After calming down a little, Meng Annan looked at him without blinking after letting go of the road. He hadn't seen him for a few days, but now it seemed that he really didn't see him every day, and he thought so hard.

Lu Zhiyuan leaned up to rub his nose with him, and said softly: "Are you awake? Get up when you wake up."

Meng Annan suddenly turned over and pressed Lu Zhiyuan on the bed, lowered his head and stared at him for a while, and kissed him involuntarily, eagerly and lingeringly, like a heart that was full of it these days and was about to burst The missing is so turbulent.

Lu Zhiyuan probably guessed why Meng Annan's eyes were black and blue, so he hooked his neck and responded to his kiss seriously, gently and patiently, calming his restless emotions.

They hugged and kissed each other for a long time, and the sunlight outside the window became more intense. After the lips that fit together were separated, Lu Zhiyuan couldn't help laughing, "You didn't brush your teeth, now I think I have to do it again .”

Meng Annan didn't answer, just looked at him with a smile, Lu Zhiyuan touched his face, his eyes revealed distress, "I haven't slept well these days, why are you disobedient, I made you believe me."

"I believe in you, I have always believed in you." Meng Annan said.

Lu Zhiyuan pressed his eyes, "Believe me, why do you still torture yourself like this?"

Meng Annan stopped talking again.

Lu Zhiyuan sighed, no longer looking for the reason, kicked off his shoes and lay down on the bed, hugged Meng Annan, patted his back lightly, "I'll sleep with you for a while, okay?"

Probably seeing Lu Zhiyuan, Meng Annan's hanging heart finally settled down, and at this time, the drowsiness that had been late for many days finally hit violently.

He hugged the people around him tightly, the tip of his nose was full of familiar smells, he closed his eyes involuntarily, and fell asleep after a while.

Lu Zhiyuan glanced at Meng Annan who was hugging him tightly, his eyes were filled with emotions, he lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said silently, we will not be separated.