love you slowly

Meng Annan found that Lu Zhiyuan was not in a good mood, but it wasn't that obvious, but it could be seen from the subtleties that he was unhappy.

Usually after dinner, Lu Zhiyuan likes to lie on the sofa and watch TV with him, chatting with him every now and then, even if there is no good program, he must wait until Meng Annan urges him to take a bath, then he will move.

But today, while watching TV on the sofa, he didn't say a few words, and after a while, he took his clothes and went to take a shower.

Meng Annan guessed it had something to do with the phone call from his mother.

"What's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?" Meng Annan saw Lu Zhiyuan leaning on the bed staring at the phone in a daze as soon as Meng Annan entered the room after taking a shower. He sat on the edge of the bed and shook Lu Zhiyuan's head.

Lu Zhiyuan raised his head and smiled and said, "No."

"Tsk." Meng Annan stared at him and raised his eyebrows, "You think I'm blind."

Lu Zhiyuan still smiled, but turned his eyes away, denied and said: "Really not, you think too much."

Meng Annan got on the bed and leaned against him, hugging him in his arms: "Is it because of your mother?"

Hearing this, Lu Zhiyuan suddenly raised his head and looked at him in surprise. For some reason, Meng Annan felt a trace of tension in Lu Zhiyuan's eyes.

"How did you guess that?"

"Nothing that happened today constitutes a reason for your unhappiness, except for that phone call." Meng Annan said, "Besides, your mood began to change after you answered the phone call."

Lu Zhiyuan's eyes widened in surprise, "Okay, Holmes Meng."

Meng Annan raised his eyebrows proudly: "Low-key, low-key."

"Tell me, what did your mother say that made you unhappy?"

Lu Zhiyuan frowned as if thinking about how to organize his words, he tried to open his mouth but didn't seem to know where to start, he just said vaguely: "Just nagging me, let me study hard or something. She just said she was bored."

Meng Annan stared at him, his eyes full of suspicion. He knew that it was impossible for Lu Zhiyuan to suddenly become depressed. He probably said something that Lu Zhiyuan didn't want to hear, and there might have been a quarrel. .

He suddenly remembered that the last time Lu Zhiyuan was in a bad mood because of the matter between him and his mother. Meng Annan pulled him out. When the two were standing in the carport, Lu Zhiyuan mentioned that his mother was going to study abroad, and With that Uncle Peng, that Uncle Peng seems to be settling abroad.

Suddenly, Meng Annan's eyes flickered as if he had been stabbed by something.

That Uncle Peng wants to settle abroad, so of course Lu Zhiyuan's mother will also live abroad, so, Lu Zhiyuan...

That's right.

"Your mother...does she want you to study abroad?" Meng Annan asked suddenly.

Lu Zhiyuan seemed to have been stabbed in his heart, and suddenly raised his head and looked at Meng Annan in disbelief. He was not good at managing his expressions, so he just betrayed himself.

"You... how do you know?"

Meng Annan smiled: "Guess, I am Sherlock Holmes Meng after all."

Lu Zhiyuan couldn't laugh, he just looked at Meng Annan in a daze, as if he lost the ability to speak in an instant, as if what he said now was futile, because Meng Annan saw him too clearly, the secret in his heart , Meng Annan guessed everything without leaving any room.

"Huh? Why didn't you speak?" Meng Annan looked at him, seemingly calm.

Lu Zhiyuan sat up straight, his eyes stopped avoiding, and he became firm: "I won't go, I won't go anywhere when you are here."

Meng Annan wanted to laugh, but the corners of his mouth were pulled, but he couldn't. There was a bitterness in his eyes. He understood that everything was not so easy. First of all, Lu Zhiyuan's being with a boy was like a **** lying between them. In between, when his mother knew it was when the bomb detonated, and three people were injured by then.

Especially Lu Zhiyuan, he hates choices the most in his life, and at that time he has to face choices, but no matter which side he chooses, it will make him painful and uncomfortable.

How could Meng Annan be willing to let him be in a dilemma and suffer terribly?

"Do you think your mother will accept our relationship?" Meng Anan asked casually, looking away.

Lu Zhiyuan was taken aback for a moment, he had actually thought about this problem before, his mother's thinking was very traditional, and when the day came to confess, he himself knew that it would be very difficult to convince his mother.

However, for Meng Annan, he was willing to persevere, and persisted until his mother agreed.

Even if his mother still disagrees by then, it is absolutely impossible for him to give up.Once you love someone to the core, when you give up, it's like taking a piece of flesh from your body. The taste is too bitter, no matter for him or Meng Annan.

Lu Zhiyuan understood that under Meng Annan's calm appearance, there were actually too many concerns hidden. He was afraid, and he was afraid for himself.

Meng Annan was afraid that he would suffer, feel uncomfortable, and despair when faced with the choice between his lover and his mother.

He was only afraid of hurting himself.

"Meng Annan." Lu Zhiyuan put his hands on Meng Annan's cheeks, and turned to himself, facing each other. "Remember what I said, if my mother disagrees with us when we confess, then I will try my best to convince her, not once, even if I do it twice, three times, four times, five times, I will always insist, even if she still disagrees, Don’t be afraid, my choice can only be you.”

Meng Annan looked at him quietly, with mixed emotions and worries in his eyes, and he said, "But she is living abroad."

Lu Zhiyuan looked at him with a smile, his voice was gentle and gentle, as if he was trying to comfort a restless child: "But you are in China."

The worry in Meng Annan's eyes did not decrease but increased, like a surging tide: "But... she is your mother."

"Tsk." Lu Zhiyuan shook his head, sighed helplessly, and leaned over to hug him: "She has a husband, a child, and a complete family, but I only have you, and I have a family only with you."

"What?" Lu Zhiyuan patted him on the head, "Do you want to throw me away and have fun by yourself?"

Meng Annan hugged him tightly, buried him on his neck, took a deep breath and said, "How dare I, how willing I am."

"That's not scary." Lu Zhiyuan said reassuringly, "Soldiers come to cover the water and soil, besides, I'm here, ah."

"Okay." Meng Annan finally had a smile in his voice, soft and gentle.

Whether the holiday was long or short, Lu Zhiyuan ended it in a hurry before he had a taste of it. In fact, it didn’t matter to him. Anyway, he was always with Meng Annan, and the school and his family Not bad.

He is not like Feng Ke, who looks like the sky is about to fall.In the second group where there is no head teacher, the school will be scolded.

But there is still a lot of trouble because he has to get up early, and the joy of waking up naturally after sleeping is gone!

"Get up! We're going to be late!" Meng Annan called Lu Zhiyuan to wake up for the third time. At first, seeing his pitiful appearance that he couldn't wake up no matter what, he let him lie on the bed for a while because of his soft heart. Knowing that the second time was still the same, Meng Annan arranged the ancestor's clothes and placed them next to the bed, packed the toothpaste, packed the breakfast, and made an exception to let him sleep for a while.