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After chatting with Yang Fei and the couple, Gu Yao spent a day thinking about his thoughts on Xu Qingzhou.

He originally thought that it was just the illusion that the two had been together for a long time.

But, who knew that at night, Gu Yao dreamed of Xu Qingzhou again.

Gu Yao was still the same as last night. He was suddenly awakened. Cold sweat flowed from his forehead to his chin, turned around, flowed from his chin to his neck, and finally melted into the gray T-shirt. neckline.

After opening his eyes, Gu Yao still turned his head and looked at Xu Qingzhou who was sleeping beside him very sweetly. That person had been facing out of the window for the past few days, leaving only his back. The face turned to himself.

It was still early, and the surroundings were still pitch black. In this scene, the senses of touch and hearing were infinitely magnified. Gu Yao clearly felt an abnormal reaction somewhere in his body, and his eyes staring at Xu Qingzhou gradually became hotter.

He just woke up from a dream, looking at Xu Qingzhou's soft and peaceful face, he was a little confused, and couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality for a moment.

In the dream, Xu Qingzhou talked and laughed with himself, and was gentle with himself. The two sat on the most intimate things, hugged and kissed heartily, opened their bodies to each other, and accepted each other wholeheartedly.

He can even remember that when he bent down to kiss the eyes of the person under him, Xu Qingzhou closed his eyes, the unstoppable trembling made his body tremble, and his eyes danced gently under his lips.

With sweat-soaked skin, deep and hazy eyes, and legs tightly wrapped around his waist, Gu Yao even recalled Xu Qingzhou's sobs full of passion/desire when he stood up.

Like a mussel forced to open its hard shell, it reveals its white, tender and delicate body, mercilessly bearing the rubbing and friction of mud and sand.

Poor and weak, but it aroused the sadistic pleasure even more.

Thinking of this, Gu Yao seemed to really feel the cold and disdainful tone, with a long ending, calling his name sweetly.

Gu Yao...

Gu Yao...

One sound at a time, one word at a time, as if stepping on the frequency of the heartbeat, directly tap on his body and heart.

Gu Yao squinted at Xu Qingzhou, subconsciously licked his lips, feeling a bit addicted to cigarettes.

I have been in Baini Village for several days. In order to maintain the reputation of teaching and educating people, and also for the reputation of the school, Gu Yao has not touched a cigarette, and endured it for a long time. When he is really uncomfortable, he puts a cigarette in his mouth. Grass, chewing the roots finely.

Now stimulated by the dream, a bird suddenly faded out of his mouth, propped himself up, leaned against the head of the bed, groped left and right, reached out his hand to take out the cigarette case from the coat pocket beside the bed, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth.

Pick up the lighter, and with a "click", the orange flame illuminates the dark room, and the dancing flames cast shadows on the outer wall.Like a dancer in a shadow play, swaying and swaying.

With the light of the fire, he could see Xu Qingzhou's face clearly.

Under the support of the orange firelight, that face looked soft and delicate, without the disdain that he had ignored in the past, and with a bit of warmth, it directly warmed Gu Yao's entire heart.

Perhaps because he felt the light, Xu Qingzhou frowned slightly, sleeping very uncomfortably, and listening carefully, he could still hear the slight humming sound.

Gu Yao lowered his eyes, looked at the cigarette on his mouth and pondered for a while, then turned on the lighter in the next second, and stuffed it back into his coat pocket together with the cigarette on his mouth.

Then, he relaxed his movements, lay back slowly, and looked at Xu Qingzhou sideways. In the dark, following his own memory, he used his fingers to trace Xu Qingzhou's eyebrows and eyes.

Thanks to his excellent memory, Gu Yao moved his fingers back and forth, clearly remembering every link in the dream, every touch, every sound, where there was a tendency to raise his head, he straightened up.

Different from just being able to endure, now this feeling has the form of not resolving and not giving up. Gu Yao silently recited the socialist core values ​​several times, but it didn't seem to have any effect. It should be hard, hard, strong, strong .

After forcibly enduring it for a few minutes, there was still no change. Gu Dashen gave up, and subconsciously glanced at Xu Qingzhou. Seeing that he hadn't moved, he breathed a sigh of relief, and carefully put his right hand into the bed.

While observing Xu Qingzhou, he moved quickly.

I don't know if it's because the person in front of me is Xu Qingzhou, or because of the taboo feeling that I'm afraid of being discovered. The pleasure this time is more violent than any other time. My mind is blank and I can't think at all.

Gu Yao even felt that if Xu Qingzhou opened his eyes at this time, he would not stop.

When he was about to be released, he suddenly thought of a sentence he had read.

When a man behaves carelessly, he will act lightly for you; when he is addicted to cigarettes, he will put down his lighter for you;

Then this man must have you in his heart.

Thinking like this, I couldn't sleep all night.

When Xu Qingzhou opened his eyes the next day, he saw Gu Yao standing at the table waiting for him after washing with a gloomy face. He just rolled his eyes at someone, and got up to wash without saying a word.

When the two went to the village head Mao's house, they met other classmates, and all of them cast puzzled and shocked looks at Gu Yao, but they were unfamiliar with Gu Dashen, so they all secretly hid their curiosity and dared not come up to ask.

Of course, this group of people did not include Cheng Yi. When he looked at Gu Yao who was sitting next to him, he exclaimed without any hesitation, "Oh my god, are you a human or a ghost?"

Gu Yao didn't sleep much in the middle of the night, he could be regarded as staring at Xu Qingzhou until dawn, he was weak and listless, listening to what Cheng once said, he glanced at him, and didn't have time to deal with him.

Cheng once saw this, and continued: "What did you do last night, maybe you were seduced by a female ghost in the mountain, you are dead now, then you are now a corpse."

The one who was treated as a corpse just kicked Cheng Yi's chair leg, yawned, and said lazily: "You are still alive, how can I die, Dad, I have to watch you get married."

"Tsk tsk tsk," Cheng smacked his lips for a moment, "It's not big or small, and I don't know who I learned from. Who let Dad spoil you, let you a little bit."

Gu Yao leaned on the table, drooped his eyes, and sneered disdainfully, "During the exam week, let's see who is the father."

Cheng once couldn't play with Gu Yao, so he turned around and begged his boyfriend to comfort him aggrievedly: "Feifei, Gu Yao threatened me, blah blah."

"Don't cry, don't cry, I'll copy it for you when the period is over."

Gu Dashen was sore from their gums, turned around, and changed his posture to prop himself up on the table. He would rather look at Xu Caizi's cold face than look at those two dogs.

It's just that Xu Qingzhou didn't look sideways, and continued to sip the porridge in the bowl, turning a blind eye to the fiery sight coming from beside him.

However, even if Xu Qingzhou ignores him, so what, just looking at the side face, Gu Yao also thinks that Xu Caizi is very good-looking, from the hair to the soles of the feet, and even rolling his eyes is three points better than others.

One of the two stared, the other pretended not to know that they were being stared at. They didn't feel uncomfortable at all, just like usual.

Over there, Yang Fei was still coaxing Cheng Yi, and while talking, the topic turned to Gu Yao.

"His eyes are bloodshot, the corners of his eyes are black and blue, and his legs are stretched out weakly. His behavior is obviously an expression of excessive indulgence. Now is the time for perverts. Once you stay away from him, even if you pity Xu Caizi, you don't know that you are being harmed." Is it gone?"

Xu Qingzhou who was restless: "..."

Gu Yao with a guilty conscience: "..."

When Yang Fei spoke, he didn't deliberately lower his voice, the volume was naturally not low, which caused everyone sitting around the table to subconsciously turn their heads and stare at Gu and Xu.

Xu Qingzhou's movements froze, and he froze for a while before continuing to clamp the buns, but his brows were slightly frowned, revealing the displeasure in his heart.

Gu Yao has observed Xu Qingzhou for a long time recently, and from his subtle movements, he can see Xu Qingzhou's emotions.

Although I have done some unclean things, I am still very worried about being known by Xu Qingzhou. Originally, Xu Caizi is afraid to avoid him now, and Gu Yao is afraid that he will listen to Yang Fei's words, so he retreats even further.

Feeling flustered, coupled with the sequelae of excessive indulgence and still not clear mind, he hastily opened his mouth to explain: "Don't listen to Yang Fei's nonsense, I just stared at you all night last night, and I didn't do anything else .”

Xu Qingzhou: "..."

Gu Yao: "..."

Everyone who eats melons: "..."

After finishing speaking, Gu Yao also realized that something was wrong, and added in a hurry: "I mean, I suffered from insomnia last night and couldn't sleep. I just stared around the room to pass the time."

After explaining, she didn't get any response from Xu Qingzhou.

The other male protagonist in the scandal just wiped his mouth, stood up, and said, "I'm full, you guys take your time."

Then, he turned around and left without a single extra expression.

The melon-eating crowd watched a wonderful drama, and when Xu Qingzhou left, each of them started to make up their own brains. They didn't dare to say it, so they could only bow their heads in unison, and while continuing to eat, they perfected this bloody drama. , intending to go back to school to spread the word.

Gu Yao didn't have time to look at other people at all, his mind was full of Xu Qingzhou, he couldn't figure out why other people would have ambiguous feelings, the objects were all soft and cute, well-behaved and obedient, occasionally hooking hands, meeting eyes, and directly It will be a matter of course.

Why do you fall in love with such a thing as Xu Qingzhou as soon as you come to him? Not to mention hypocritical, hypocritical, hypocritical, and duplicity.

Thinking this way, after dinner, when there were few people to find, he directly asked Yang Fei and his wife.

Cheng once finished listening to the music, and asked directly: "According to what you said, why do you still look at the master Xu Caizi?"

Gu Yao: "..."

Gu Yao didn't speak, but Yang Fei answered for him: "Why else, he's a bitch."

"Hey, hey, can't you two pay attention when you talk, I'm still standing in front of you."

Yang Fei withdrew his smile, stepped forward and patted Gu Yao on the shoulder, and said softly: "I have different opinions on emotional matters. If you are really interested in Xu Qingzhou, you still need to consider a lot. The premise is that you are really interested. interesting."

Gu Yao didn't struggle and hesitate like Yang Fei thought, and then went back to think for a long time.

He just raised his eyebrows, showing that unbeatable smile, and said in a brisk tone: "As you said, adults are careless and not so bloody and complicated. When you are in a relationship, what you pay attention to is fate." , He suits me everywhere, I like him, I miss him so much, what else can I do, just make do with it.”

Cheng once rarely met a few people like him on weekdays, and walked up to Gu Yao with a smile, and punched Gu Yao in the chest, "That's right, we big hooligans have always been one-sided, what's wrong with being gay? , Gays don’t eat anyone’s rice.”

"Tsk, can't you be gentle? Papa hurts to death."

Yang Fei didn't have fun with the two of them, but just stood aside and poured cold water on him, "The problem now is that Xu Caizi doesn't talk to Gu Yao at all. He's unrequited love, understand?"

This pot of water was poured impartially, and it directly drowned out Gu Yao's ambitions.

"But this matter is uncertain. After all, Xu Caizi didn't explicitly reject you, so it proves that there is still something to be said." Yang Fei thought about it, and comforted him.

Gu Yao smiled wryly, but said nothing. After all, he knew Xu Qingzhou's character better than Yang Fei.

That person is like a thousand-year-old tortoise, whenever he encounters something beyond his cognition, he immediately huddles into a ball and shrinks back into his shell, wishing he could stay in it for the rest of his life and never come out.

It's just that I didn't say anything about it, so Gu Yao didn't say much, just chatted with Yang Fei and the others, and went to find Jia Tiancai with Xu Qingzhou.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Gu Yao: [Excited face] Zhou Zhou, did you know that boys are always like each other's father.

Xu Qingzhou: [sneer] So?You want to be my dad too?

Gu Yao: [Put your chest out] No, I'm different from them, I want to be your husband.

Xu Qingzhou: ...

ps: Chunmeng is really a versatile meme, tsk tsk tsk.

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