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Regarding last night's accident, the two never said anything about it, but the atmosphere flowing between them has changed a little, and there is a little more ambiguity, not hypocritical, but a tacit understanding.

After boiling the footwashing water, Gu Yao will silently add cold water to Xu Qingzhou, adjust the temperature, and send it to his feet.

Xu Qingzhou would not turn around and leave after waking up, but would wake Gu Yao up, stand aside, and wait for him to get dressed and shoes, and go out together.

The two would still curse and joke with each other, but there was a hint of inexplicable teasing in them.

The first person who noticed that something was wrong between them was Cheng Yi. He was sitting next to Gu Yao. Halfway through breakfast, Gu Yao had soy sauce on his mouth and was looking for paper everywhere. Zhang handed it to Gu Yao, who took it naturally, and then held the piece of paper and smiled like an idiot.

Cheng was confused by the actions of the two of them for a while, and felt that the plot was going wrong. He bit his chopsticks and looked back and forth between the two of them, waiting to see that Gu Yao folded the napkin that Xu Qingzhou gave him neatly Qi stuffed it into his pocket, couldn't hold back, took out the chopsticks from his mouth, and poked someone Gu's arm with the other end.

When Gu Yao turned his gaze away from Xu Qingzhou, Cheng once whispered, "Did something happen to you two last night?"

"Huh? What happened?" Gu Yao didn't understand what Cheng once said, so he repeated it again, "What are you talking about?"

Cheng once told him to pretend that he didn't understand, put down his chopsticks, moved closer, put his arms around Gu Yao's shoulders, and kept asking: "Pretend, keep pretending, look at your disgusting smile, when I'm blind Ah, the atmosphere of the two of you today is obviously different from before, what's the matter, is this the rhythm of preparing to develop a relationship other than friends? Come, talk."

Gu Yao smiled, took off Cheng's hand that was once on his shoulder, and while patting the non-existent ashes on his shoulder, he said: "Warning you, put away those messy thoughts in your brain, don't make promises." Qingzhou is talking nonsense, I don’t know what you have imagined, but it is definitely different from what you think, don’t look like everyone is gay.”

After hearing this passage, Cheng shrugged his shoulders for a while, disapproving, and didn't take what Gu Yao said to heart, but seeing the latter's way of talking about other things, on the contrary, he became more determined in his heart.

He secretly felt that these two must be tricky, but if Gu Yao didn't say anything, he had no choice but to restrain his gossiping heart, and planned to find another opportunity to inquire about it.

After thinking clearly, he didn't bother anymore, picked up the chopsticks and continued to eat the porridge in the bowl.

Gu Yao observed for a while, and after confirming that Cheng once had no intention of continuing to ask questions, he secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

After stabilizing his mind, he couldn't control it, and continued to look back at Xu Qingzhou's side.

Anyone who is stared at for a long time will be aware of it. Xu Qingzhou also felt strange, and turned to look at Gu Yao.

The two were so close, when Xu Qingzhou turned around, Gu Yao's handsome and gentle face was imprinted in Gu Yao's eyes, and he suddenly became flustered, his eyes drifted from side to side, unable to think where to look, turned around a few times, suddenly , and met Xu Qingzhou's eyes.

What is said in the book: Saying that you have stars and seas in your eyes, in fact, in Gu Yao's opinion, it is very nonsense. He has always thought that if someone has both stars and seas in his eyes, it is probably a blue-black circle. On the cake, put a few white sesame seeds, it is really unexpected to have any aesthetic feeling.

But at this moment, looking into Xu Qingzhou's eyes, he suddenly understood that the real beauty of this sentence is not about the meaning of the words themselves, but the person who made you say them.

Just like at this moment, in Xu Qingzhou's eyes, there are no stars, no sea, and all of them are himself, and there is nothing else in Xu Qingzhou's eyes.

In a trance, Gu Yao felt that it seemed that Xu Qingzhou should only have himself in his eyes, which should be the case, and it should be taken for granted.

He blinked, feeling that he was a bit hypocritical for no reason, and hurriedly looked away, turned his head and coughed a few times in order to cover up his gaffe, "Ahem, let's go hiking with Jia Tiancai in a while, I think he likes to draw If you paint, children should try more things they like."

When Xu Qingzhou heard the words, he smiled and replied, "Okay!"

This smile is only pretty in the eyes of others, but to Gu Yao, it is fatal.

When Xu Qingzhou turned his back, Gu Dashen's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

Damn it, I'm dying, a man smiles so nicely!

Gu Yao thought while steadying his heartbeat.

The passage that Cheng asked just now came back to his mind again, and Gu Yao was a little confused. He is not stupid, and he naturally knows what his symptoms are.

He could clearly feel his feelings for Xu Qingzhou, the numbness that would pass from the heart to the limbs when he saw him, the palpitation that could not be described in words, the joy and joy.

It's a definite heartbeat.

A heartbeat for love.

Gu Dashen has been wandering for more than [-] years, but he didn't expect that he would stumble and fall into Xu Qingzhou's hands.

In Gu Yao's view, Xu Qingzhou's heartbeat is an experience he has never experienced before, but there is no comparison, so Wannian, Gu Yao, and a single dog are not sure whether this feeling counts as liking, or The sympathy for each other's opponents.

Gu Dashen thought for a long time, but did not come to a conclusion. His pure and straightforward rational thinking did not provide him with any help in thinking about Xu Qingzhou's question.

When the two of them came out from village chief Mao to the door of Jia Kang's house, Gu Yao still didn't understand what Xu Qingzhou was to him, and what he was to Xu Qingzhou.

"What are you thinking?" Xu Qingzhou felt that something was wrong with Gu Yao today. He thought it was because of his menstrual cycle, so he didn't plan to say anything. Who knows that this state has not changed for a long time, so he couldn't help but ask. .

"Ah, um," Gu Yao was meditating in his own world and couldn't extricate himself. When he heard the voice, he didn't react for a while, "It's nothing, I just thought about something, but I haven't figured it out after thinking about it for a long time. I'm struggling here."

When Xu Qingzhou heard this, he didn't dare to ask Gu Yao what he was thinking. He was a little afraid that Gu Yao was thinking about what happened last night.

The way the two get along has indeed changed a lot recently. Xu Qingzhou thought of the news that Gu Yao had a crush on himself that was circulated in the post bar before. He might still have a little disbelief in the past and treat it as a joke.

But the recent attitude towards him made Xu Qingzhou gradually believe in that rumor. He felt very panicked, from physical to psychological panic!

After all, I and Gu Yao need to get along day and night, share the same bed, if there are some unexplainable relationships mixed in between, it will indeed be a problem for the two of them to get along.

What's more, Xu Qingzhou feels that he is also very strange recently. After being straight for so many years, how could he suddenly bend? Do not believe.

But in fact, he would indeed laugh happily because of what Gu Yao said, and he would start to care about Gu Yao's thoughts and feelings, and even tolerate those intimate contacts that he could not tolerate before.

In Xu Qingzhou's view, all these are almost crazy. Years of love concept and ideological education have made him unable to match these with love. No matter whether he can accept homosexuality or not, in his limited life, all The love received is dominated by men and women.

Just like social development, the love between men and women is the mainstream of development, and between men and men, no matter how beautiful and moving, it is also a heterogeneous and unacceptable existence.

Homosexuality is not a disease, but to Xu Qingzhou, it is an existence that his parents, teachers, and grandfathers have not told about, and that kind of unknown existence represents mistakes and irrelevance.

Xu Qingzhou has always been obedient and never takes the initiative to try things that others despise.

"Cough, cough, we're here, let's go in first!" Xu Qingzhou didn't continue to dwell on this matter, but speeded up his pace, passed Gu Yao, walked forward and knocked on the door of Jia Kang's house.

Seeing this, Gu Yao temporarily put aside the messy things in his mind, and followed Xu Qingzhou to the front.

Jia Kang came over and opened the door. When the two entered, Jia Tiancai was doing homework for the National Day holiday assigned by the school teacher. Hearing the movement, he raised his head and glanced at the door, then looked away and continued to concentrate on doing homework.

Xu Qingzhou was amused by this group of crazy kids, smiled at Jia Kang who was standing aside, and said softly: "Uncle Jia, you go to work first, we are here!"

"That's okay, that's okay." Jia Kang still has a lot of farm work to do, and he can't stay with Xu Qingzhou and the others at every step. It's not a problem to spend time here all the time.

Now that he heard Xu Qingzhou's understanding, he didn't refuse. He told Jia Tiancai a few words, and went out after a while with Gu and Xu.

Xu Qingzhou originally wanted to close the door, but after thinking about it, he worried that Jia Tiancai would feel uncomfortable with them, so he simply left the door wide open.

At this time, Gu Yao had already moved a bench from the side and placed it directly next to Jia Tiancai, then sat on it and waved to Xu Qingzhou.

Although it was already planned to stay away from Gu Yao, the two of them were doing activities together recently, and it was impossible to draw a clear line of boundaries. Xu Qingzhou was too lazy to do those hypocritical things. He looked up at Gu Yao and said nothing. Just walk over and sit on the chair.

After Xu Qingzhou sat down, he rested his chin on the table with his hands, stretched his head and looked at Jia Tiancai's math homework. The side length is the area of ​​the square, and the side length is the radius of the semicircle, so you can use the formula πr to calculate the area of ​​the full circle."

Speaking of this, Xu Qingzhou didn't continue, just took out the water in the bag and took a sip, and slowly waited for Jia Tiancai to absorb and understand. After all, Xu Caizi always believed that learning is a personal thing. You can lead him to the beginning, but you can't take him to graduate. .

Seeing this at the side, Gu Yao failed to appreciate Xu Caizi's good intentions. He lowered his head and glanced at it. He swipe across the notebook with his finger, and said solemnly: "Next, you calculate the area of ​​the non-shaded graphics. Take The area of ​​the square minus the area of ​​the full circle."

Jia Tiancai looked up at him, saw that he was talking vigorously, and simply handed over the pen.

Gu Yao didn't shirk, and reached out to take it, and while writing and drawing on it, he said: "Next, you can find the area of ​​the shaded part, subtract the area of ​​the non-shaded part from the area of ​​the square, and you can get the unshaded area. The area of ​​the shaded portion of a regular figure."

"Thank you!" Jia Tiancai was troubled by this problem all morning, and asked Gu Yao to help him figure it out. He was so happy that he forgot to continue to be cold. After saying thank you, he planned to take the draft and write it down. The above process answers are directly copied on the paper.

But who knows, the development is different from what he thought in advance.

Gu Yao tore the page full of answers from the draft book, crumpled it into a circle, put it in his jacket pocket, and said to Jia Tiantian with a smile on his face: "Your brother Yao just I told you once, you understand, well, come and figure it out yourself."

Jia Tiancai: "..."

Gu Yao's move was so ruthless against the generals. No matter how resentful Jia Tiancai was, he could only take the blank draft paper and start the calculation from scratch. Gu Yao can give him a point or two.

But our Gu Dashen didn't like this, he still smiled and said: "Look at what I am doing, no matter how many times I see you, you can't be as handsome as your brother Yao."

After such a few times, Jia Tiancai was defeated by Gu Yao, gave up struggling, and began to immerse himself in recalling the process he just said.

Xu Qingzhou watched everything from the sidelines, and felt very unhappy when Gu Yao interrupted his teaching plan. Frowning, he opened his mouth to accuse someone of his overreaching behavior: "Why don't you just give him the answer and copy it."

"Huh?" Hearing the voice, Gu Yao turned his gaze away from Jia Tiancai, feeling baffled by Xu Qingzhou's words.

Xu Caizi restrained his smile and became serious. He bent his index finger and tapped lightly on the table with a serious expression on his face. "The key to learning is "the master leads the door, and the cultivation depends on the individual." We mainly let him know how to learn by himself. You have given him the process like that just now, and the effect is different from what he came up with himself."

When Gu Yao heard this, he understood what Xu Qingzhou meant.

The co-author feels that he is a mediocre teacher, misleading his children and ruining his future.

Gu Dashen couldn't bear this temper, so he didn't even need to think about it, he opened his mouth and replied: "The learning is about "reviewing the past to learn the new, you can be a teacher." "I followed his train of thought for him, but didn't tell her the process, and let him do the calculation by himself. In this way, he will have an understanding and awareness, and he will be more impressed with this type of question. The effect may not be worse than yours, right? .”

Xu Qingzhou rolled his eyes, and said with a sneer, "I already know the train of thought, what the hell are I thinking about?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, Xu Caizi doesn't understand," Gu Yao patted Xu Qingzhou's shoulder, "Not everyone is like you, you can solve the problem right after you find your way."

"So, we should pay more attention to how to let geniuses find solutions to problems."

"No, no, we should let him draw inferences based on the same question type."

"A school of nonsense, full of crooked reasoning, and misleading children." Xu Qingzhou said.

"Stay steadfast, never tire of destroying people, and destroy people's talent." Gu Yao replied.

"Heh, you think you're smart, but you were tricked by me."

"Xu Caizi said this, you are talented and intelligent, so you didn't fall on the ground last night."

Jia Tiancai was so quarreled by the two of them that he had no idea, his mind went blank, he couldn't help sighing, and pretended to be old-fashioned: "Can you stop arguing, why are you talking like my parents? .”

Xu Qingzhou: "..."

Gu Yao: "..."

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Handsome author: [looks relieved] It seems that the two of you will definitely be good fathers in the future.

Gu Yao: [disgusted] What did you write, don't you have any idea?

Xu Qingzhou: [rolls eyes] Is there a child in your copy?Or are you going to let us go straight back?

Gu Yao: Can't you have a clear understanding of yourself?

Xu Qingzhou: Why didn't your readers spray you?

Handsome author:  …

ps: I calculated the time, this book will be over in about four months, the next step should be Gu Yan or another modern book, choose one of the two, let me know which one you like, I will read it first when the time comes that.

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