born to owe you

Putting on a bathrobe in the bathroom, she stretched her waist lightly.

"Uh!"

His stomach was very heavy, and his waist twitched. Tian Huaijing hurriedly supported the bathroom wall with one hand and the washbasin with the other for support, bowed his head, and breathed heavily.

The bones are a little sore, and the legs are weak.

"Ho! Uh~..."

After a slight relaxation for 2 minutes, I felt better, my body was naked, and the water flowed downward by itself. Tian Huaijing slowly straightened up. Just when the spine was about to be vertical to the ground, there was a shocking pain like lightning flashes, that sudden The sudden feeling made him dare not stand upright again.Grasping the washbasin with one hand, leaning her left leg lightly, leaning against her body, shedding part of the weight, freeing up the other hand to touch her belly, her face changed slightly.

Will not be premature! ! !

It's tight and hard, maybe it's because my back has been hurting for a long time, and I'm too numb to ignore the uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. Now when I touch it and look down, the tip of my stomach is much lower than yesterday, and it's sinking a bit, which is not a good sign.

His heart beat faster, Tian Huaijing panicked.Evaluate the possibilities in your mind.

Seven months, too early!

No, no, it should be pseudocontraction, the water will break first during delivery.

It must have been too intense today, the child protested and rejected.

Is it related to the miscarriage after the last impact, is there a problem with the damaged uterine rupture.impossible?There is no problem with the implanted gene repair cells, and it has been tested many times.The elasticity is quite good before pregnancy, it should not be.

I went for angiography last month, and the placenta, uterine wall, and cervix are all fine. The report shows that the use is excellent, the condition is in the young column, and the uterine environment is A+.

Could it be that the old cells still have impaired memory function, no, no.It was ruled out before, everything was normal on the animals, and the cubs were all born smoothly.

……

"Ugh~" Tian Huaijing squinted his eyes in pain, bit his lip and gasped.I can't find the reason anymore.He needs a break, yes!Need to lie down in bed right away and get some rest.

Step by step, he leaned on the wall and moved slowly while bending his waist. After 10 minutes, he finally touched the bed and fell sideways.

The front was wide open, with a clear view, and the bathrobe that was taken off his shoulders was hanging behind. Tian Huaijing's head was dripping with sweat, and the pain was so great that he couldn't care about it. Staring at the clock on the nightstand and counting.

No matter what, Tian Huaijing tossed and turned from side to side with his waist supported, tossing and turning until midnight, suffering from pain and insomnia.Some distant fragments are still transmitted to the memory along with the pain.

……

"Yufeng, should we get married? I want a child."

"Ah Jing, it's not the time yet, just wait until I can handle the relationship at home."

"I~, I'm pregnant."

"You! Why don't you discuss it with me?!"

"I can't wait any longer. I'm already thirty. If I don't have another child, it will affect my child's physique. Of course, our child should be the best."

"It's so irresponsible of you to do this! Ah Jing, I always thought you were sensible, thoughtful and responsible, what time is it now, why are you so willful!!"

"I want one of our children, is it irresponsible?! Now that I have decided to have him, I will take good care of him, train him, and be responsible to him. What are you afraid of? What are you running away from?!"

"Ah Jing, I don't want to quarrel with you! My dad was just diagnosed with stomach cancer."

He sighed deeply, "Ah Jing, I didn't want to say that something happened to the development project of Jiahe, Hengfeng's stock is in a turbulent period, and shareholders make troubles in the company every day. No one can worry about it. It is a big integrated project. , lack of funds, do you know what I’m doing outside these days? I didn’t come back to accompany you, I’m not escaping, I’m looking for funds everywhere! Can you understand me?!”

"Me? I still don't understand you enough?! What have I asked you for?!" After asking loudly excitedly, Long Jiu calmed down and said calmly with a slight sigh.

"I'm very sorry about your father's illness. Anyway, I will take care of myself, stop you from worrying, and give you space to solve the company's problems, but now we, shouldn't we get married?" He said with difficulty.

Nian Youfeng suddenly leaned on the sofa, pinching the bridge of his nose wearily.

"Yes, I know that you have paid a lot for me, and I also know that you gave up such a good environment, returned to China with me, and even worked hard to establish Jingyuan. It's not that I don't understand your intentions, for me... , Alas~, but now is really not the time!"

This is his answer, still refusing to perfunctory.

"You!!! Is that woman the family found for you to marry?! Tell the truth!!" Furious, he went up to catch him, fists raised high.

"Ah Jing, you! Don't force me?"

"What do you want me to trust you with, what..."

The big man burst into tears, losing all his dignity.

"What else do you want to keep you?! You say!!!"

"No, Ah Jing, don't do this, I won't leave you, I won't..."

……

For half a year, Nian Youfeng was evasive and returned home only a handful of times. Seeing that he insisted on keeping the child, he went back to the bed sheet except for routine business, and became more and more silent.

I'm in a bad mood, my body is getting heavier and heavier, my heart is becoming more and more unbalanced, I don't know if it's because of hormone changes, I'm not like the old self at all, worrying about gains and losses, often making mistakes at work, a mess, life is like a vicious circle, The darkest and most difficult days of my life began at that time.As soon as I called him, I was on an overtime business trip.I can't stand it, I can't stand it at all!Even putting aside her shyness and entanglement, she put down her body and went to find him...

Later in the afternoon, when I got off work and went to the company to find him, I saw his secretary's nervous expression when he saw me coming, and I confirmed something in my heart.

I often think of just giving up and letting him go, but I can't bear it, I can't let it go, I still have his child in my stomach, growing up day by day.I don't want to be hesitant like a woman, but what I did at that time, all I thought was to give him a little more time and maybe the rain would pass, firmly believe in his promise, and think about all unrealistic extravagant hopes.So confused, how should I choose and how to do it? !

Indecision has never been, just because of him.

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"Hmph! Don't you look at yourself?! Look at you, a big man, you are not afraid of laughing your ass off if you want to be a wife in the Nian's mansion. My uncle and aunt will never accept you!"

I leaned against the table with my center of gravity unsteady, and the seven-month-old belly was discovered.

"what is this?!"

"You!! Are you male?!" After being surprised, he sneered contemptuously.

"Tsk tsk, did your homework well? You are pregnant with the child. Hmph! Do you think that you, an unknown little person, will be able to rise to the position after being attached to a child? It is nothing more than an illegitimate child. The Nian family will not admit it, You Feng is about to get married, and you won't be the master of the Nian family! I advise you to be more practical, and it will make no one look good when you make a fuss."

Throwing down the check, he raised his chin and walked away with his heels more than ten centimeters wide open, leaving behind him in a state of embarrassment and trembling.

Tang Lu came to look for the words she left behind, and every sentence was harsh.However, he surged with great strength, and hesitation turned into a desperate situation.That humble proof has left a deep impression on me to this day.

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"You want to get married?!"

"You, you say, as long as you say no, I will forgive you, and I don't care about anything!"

"As long as you say something, you want me, I don't care about anything. You Feng, speak up!!"

"You said you won't get married. I won't force you anymore. I didn't intend to force you. I just wanted to have a child first. When do you want to get married, can you do as you please?!"

"Why didn't you say!! Why?!!"

Standing behind the large desk, Nian Youfeng looked at his out-of-control questioning in front of him, his brows were deeply furrowed but he didn't say a word, he couldn't see the movements of his hands, but his calm and inappropriate boss airs were stiff But proficient, let yourself feel as if you are in a cold ice cube.

"Ah Jing, let's break up! It's better to be friends than to be in such pain. I, uh..."

He suddenly lowered his head, propped his hands on the table, and his chest heaved.

"That's the only way." The voice fell.

"Hehe, this is your answer?! You still want to forget the world with me, don't you? Nian Youfeng, you! You!! You bastard!!! You bastard!!!"

I dashed up, dragged him out from behind, and threw him against the background wall, ignoring Shi Dali's back pain, and raised my fist to beat him fatly, tearing my eyes, grunting once and for all, the fist slowed down, My heart was gradually dying, and I exhausted all my strength.

My mind was filled with depression, and I didn't know what else to say, like a conditioned reflex, I muttered to myself.

"Our baby is due in three months, have you never thought about it? Yes! You never thought about it, it's because I'm too persistent!"

"It's all my wishful thinking. It turns out that our relationship can't escape the polishing of time. It's just so fragile... Hehe, hehe..."

"ah--!!!"

He punched him in the chest one last time, turned around and strode away.

Walking down the street in a daze, lost in spirit.Walking and walking on the expressway.

I didn't see it at all, a car drove over in a hurry, and all the tragedies started and ended quickly.Losing natural fertility, cutting off the three-year relationship that paid the price.

"Ah Jing, I'm sorry! This is all my fault. You forgive me and give me another chance?!"

"I actually love you, and I don't really want to break up. I, I apologize, I was under too much pressure at the moment, and said what I shouldn't say! It made you sad. It's not that I don't want the child, it's just, just I have difficulties. You, and my family, I am forced, I am too tired!..."

Listening to his words, my heart was broken into pieces, and I wanted to accuse loudly, "I know I regret it, why did you go long ago?! When your family asked you to marry that woman, did you think about me? Did you think about me? Is it your unborn child?! Where is our three-year relationship?!" He beat back all the pain he had put on his body.

Hate as much as you love, "Is it because I am a man that I should bear this?!"

Anger and grievance occupied his whole body, and he even trembled involuntarily.

"Ah Jing, can we not talk about those unhappy things? We are still together, please forgive me?"

"...It's too late! Nian Youfeng! I..."

"Ah Jing, no, you can't let go of me, I know! Don't..."

"I can't regenerate."

"Ah Jing, there will be a way, don't do this!"

"Nian Youfeng, let's go! I don't want to see you again!"

"No, no, Ah Jing! I really regret it. I know I was wrong. Can you stop being so excited and calm down! Okay? Calm down!"

"Get out! Get out of here~!"

"I don't want to see you again!"

Tian Huaijing had tears in his eyes and blood dripping from his heart.

If it wasn't for worrying that it would be bad for the child to have a child when he was too old, he wouldn't have stopped the medicine knowing he wasn't ready.

If you don't love him too much, why would you give up such a generous salary and a relaxed working environment, and start your own business in order to be worthy of him returning to China?

If it wasn't for three years of love, I wanted to have a good result with him...

You won't lose that much.

But if there is no if, it is hard to get back what is lost.

Even if I still only have him in my heart.The pain woke me up, and my reason and reality told me that if I obeyed my heart and agreed to his plea, there would still be no good results in the end.Tian Huaijing completely let go of it three years ago. He ignored it, deliberately refused to inquire, and stayed far away. It was a forbidden place in his heart that only he knew.