born to owe you

"Jie--Shi--, please forgive me~! I shouldn't be hard-spoken and soft-hearted. I said that I hate him and don't want him, but my heart is still shaken. I, I don't know what's wrong? Seeing you pointing at him like that to me When I questioned, I became stubborn and felt that nothing was right. I didn’t care if anyone scolded me and called me a coward and a bitch, but you can’t say that? It’s like I lost all my self-esteem in front of you. I can’t bear it. I give You find it awkward, let you down and hurt, I was wrong, Jie Shi, I can't and shouldn't have stupid hopes and unrealistic fantasies, he is not the one who can really love me, you make me sober! In fact, I have long known that he is not! It is you who let me understand who is who I can really love!"

"Jie Shi, it's not that I didn't see your goodness, no! I actually know it, I know it... It's just that I don't know how to deal with our relationship. I have a knot in my heart."

"I...my background, my experience, and my lost child, I, how can I be with you? I really don't deserve you! At that time, even if I knew it, I didn't want to think too much about it. Impossible!"

"Jie Shi, look at me, look at me! Okay?"

"You, do you still don't believe it? I feel guilty for causing you to become like this. I owe you feelings and want to make up for it. I know you think so? You are so smart, yes! You are avoiding me like this now, just Want to escape from my shame and want to make up for you, right?!!!"

"But, Jie Shi, have you ever thought about why I am afraid to face you and keep avoiding you? I let myself fall into the old hurt and entanglement! He once owned everything of me, I never thought that I could still Who is willing to accept me like this wholeheartedly?! I have no confidence, let alone ambition! I am just an ordinary nerd who does academics and research! I can only, can only block all the freshness and touch you bring! Because I have no confidence in resisting your goodness, I am afraid that if I am not careful, I will be emotional, I can't lose again, I don't have the strength to resist that kind of injury, I am very weak, very timid, very fragile, I...then I was not sure at the time, not sure how real you were, I couldn't believe it... ran away in fear."

"I am grateful to you for saving me, and regard you as the most trusted assistant. I also doubted you many things. Why did you save me in Huahailong, but there were signs of inspection on my body? Why did you know at that time that I would Give up the company but insist on joining, and still spare no effort to persuade me not to give up? I have suffered, I am afraid of being good for no reason, I don’t believe how attractive I am, and I don’t believe that you will truly love me! You have never hurt me, and you have always been You are helping me, but I have been doubting you, damn it! Now that I have thought it through, I have thought it through, no matter what you were like at the beginning, I don’t mind, I don’t want to lose you because of a misunderstanding.”

"Jie Shi, you don't understand these things. Can you understand me now?"

Sai Jieshi's mood at this moment is like King Qi Wei's little thought of fearing that extreme joy will give rise to sorrow. Facing Tian Huaijing's confession of his emotional and psychological history layer by layer, he is excited, happy, distressed and sour. The urge to tell Tian Huaijing everything at once.

But after finally getting the confession from the other party, do you want to say in front of your beloved right away that I approached you and your company for another man, for your research results? !Designing you to get the information, lurking by your side to let that person get what he wants as soon as possible, and that person is still the eldest brother and his wife, did you admit in front of Tian Huaijing that you loved Miao Ti at that time?What would Huaijing think!Will you still say that you believe in yourself and love yourself like this?

no!It's too early, not yet time!

He has doubts in his heart, it will be a dark tumor in the relationship between the two, if an incident is not investigated, it will be a disaster and injury, there must be a showdown, it must be said!But you must choose a suitable time, when is the right time?

Sai Jieshi had a flash of inspiration.right!marry!Confess after marriage!I am married to him, giving him the warmth of a family, he will have a sense of security, and he will be sure that I did not deceive him on purpose!He just said he didn't mind, didn't mind!good!Very good! !Be foolproof, be foolproof! ...

"Woo...Jie Shi, say something! You woo...is it, is it...to..."

"...I...I..." The other party's reaction made Tian Huaijing feel bad.

"If I said, I want to marry you, would you still be willing?"

do my best!Tian Huaijing was so anxious that he didn't choose what to say, and subconsciously threw out the words that Father Sai had been whispering in his ear every day during this time, "Married and married... you can rest assured when you get married. What you worry about is all about yourself." Looking for troubles, my son, I understand, I promise that he will treat you well when you get married, and you will be willing to spend time with him soon after you get married, he is like her mother...' just bald out of his mouth He thought that if Sai Jieshi still loved him, he would be willing to hear what he said.

Sai Jieshi was shocked all over, and suddenly broke away from Tian Huaijing's strength to hold him tightly, Tian Huaijing felt a pain, propped up the ground with one hand, and grabbed the hospital gown on his chest that he suddenly turned around with the other, his heart fell to the bottom of the valley completely It's cold.

"Jie Shi!! Don't go!!" He cried out and clenched his hands tightly.

"Tian Huaijing, what did you say?!" A long-lost and familiar clear male voice was deep and angry, no, it was excitement.

Sai Jie grabbed his wrist with all his strength, his eyes widened in disbelief.

"Don't go! Forgive me! Don't leave me!"

"What did you just say?!" Sai Jieshi only heard 'I want to marry you', and then endless loop.He urgently needs the other party to confirm it once, twice, and then many times, and say it from Tian Huaijing's mouth.

"Say what you just said again!!"

Tian Huaijing looked at him with an expressionless face, his eyes were urgent and fierce, but his voice was trembling and straightforward, incredulous and delighted.Tian Huaijing softened his eyes, and said in a low and honest voice, "We're getting married, do you want it?"

Sai Jie loosened his wrist, grabbed his collar and moved forward. Tian Huaijing suddenly understood the meaning, and then asked again.

"I live with you, do you want me?"

Tian Huaijing, you are too good at stealing lines, your husband thinks the same way, get married!

The author has something to say: The beauty is finally willing to fall in the sky, and the second son Sai will be picked up soon!