born to owe you

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"Tired? Rest!" He sighed softly.

Seeing Tian Huaijing put on a bathrobe after washing and walk to his side in a slow and unhurried manner, his nerves felt astringent and he felt flustered.

"It's nothing." He took a deep look at me, as if he really wanted to put on a smile on the corner of his mouth, but failed twice, he moved internally, squinted and exhaled deeply, and comforted the child with his right hand, his facial muscles were not so strong Naturally, but he still squeezed out a stiff smile at me. It shouldn't be possible to smile, it's quite fake.

I didn't move, just looked at him.

After a brief pause, he put away the fascination around his mouth and returned to his natural state. He looked serious, and suddenly said a little loudly, "Come on!" Declaration? !I chuckled in my heart, it was indeed his shyness contradicting his stiff and serious style.

When Tian Huaijing was more than five months pregnant, she was with him for the last time.

It's amazing to think about it, how did he really get pregnant?After taking off her clothes, the bulge is obvious, the curvature is really protruding from the inside out, and the round bulge is at the navel, which is true.

It was the first time I saw it, it was too novel, and I couldn’t feel any disobedience when it was embedded in him. His muscle lines are smooth, and the arc with the sinusoidal angle of 45 sections is so beautiful, adding a masculine softness and tenderness, and his skin is light honey. It seems to be white and tender, and the drops of water are not exhausted, like crystals stained with maltose in my heart.

That life is already moving.

The eyes were pulsating with water, and he looked at himself affectionately, his body slowly leaned over, rarely taking the initiative, and the smell on his body still made me sink as always.

The strong body is actually very elastic. His skeleton is big but not thick. The extra layers are elastic meatballs, which are not as hard as the muscles on my body. They are very grippy and fit well in the palm. With your hands, the more you knead, the thicker and thicker it is, like endless dough.

That excellent feel, flexible and delicate.

When he was extremely intimate, he said with a smile, how is it?

Do you still dare to say that you are at a loss? ! ...Educating males, like males, will not be all the same.He turned his back to me, his voice was a little low, and he tentatively asked me, as if not confident, how do you feel? ...

His cautiousness made me very happy, but I couldn't help teasing him, so I replied, I'm dull and arrogant, I don't feel anything? !Are you sure it's different? ?

Leaning over, I could only hear his breath coming out of his nose, his whole body tensed up, and he was so angry.

Pulling the man who was too upright and couldn't help joking, he sucked twice, hugged him in his arms, acted coquettishly, and said, I'm sleepy, go to sleep.No matter what he is, he is very face-saving, calm, sleepy, and apparently obedient.

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Touching the protruding part, I pulled my clothes with one hand and asked, "How long? Do you want to?"

I was holding back, my mother talked to me about marriage again that day, and hoped that I would calm down, my father's cancer cells were spreading again, and the injuries from three operations made his health worse and worse, so he said don't let him worry too much, he didn't have much to worry about. The day when the sky opens its eyes, now there is only me in the Nian family.Don't let her down!Alas~~! !

"I...it's okay, I can move already, you don't have to be as careful as last time, you'll like it." The man's grievances and complaints, which should have been annoyed and aggressive, became strangely gentle and considerate, even a little bit of appeal, with a little Slightly unnatural.

My father and the company were in the heat of the moment, so my irritated mood and tense nerves were pulled by him lightly. My heart couldn't shrink anymore, and the slightly sour feeling of pity opened up like petals.This gorgeous pink peach blossom slides along nerves from rhizome to branch.Am I supposed to be thinking about love with him here?No!I can't, and I shouldn't!I'm sorry everyone!

Do not!Do not!no!

The conscience in the bottom of my heart is restraining and suffering, but the fire in my heart is swelling and fermenting in the opposite direction to reason.

"It's time for you to go home..." He stared closely at my eyes, as if examining the reasons for my hesitation, and did not allow me to escape.

Can't stand it!I really can't stand it!

"Leon?" He knelt forward again and took half a step forward, stretched my knee with one hand, and asked closer.

"What's wrong? You can tell me..."

The magnetic voice is a spell for me. Watching him frown and look at me in confusion, a look of melancholy and concern gradually appeared in his pupils at that moment.

Couldn't help it, turned into a wolf and plunged down.

He was very careful about the child, panting for breath, and he did not forget to hold my other hand and put it there to feel the frequency of the fetal movement, saying that the child would feel safe in this way.I knew he wanted me to love this baby too, to touch him, feel him, accept him.

And what about me at that time?Stubbornness, subconscious soft confrontation, do not want to, do not feel, do not understand, the ego shields the healthy growth of a beautiful life.In the midnight dream, I think back to the most important child in my life who really existed. I am really sorry for him. If he has a spirit in the sky, he will not forgive me.

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Love is devoted and selfless.After loving the world, the feeling of powerlessness that cannot be balanced between lovers and relatives, internal and external exhaustion, lack of mood to talk, short-term indulgence, no direction after waking up, lying on the back and staring at the ceiling motionless, is another irritable and uncomfortable night.The heart belongs to him, but reason belongs to the world, and if the world is disturbed, one cannot escape the disturbance of the heart after all.

Afterwards, he hesitated to speak, and the question lingered in his throat, hard to say?I can understand, but I can't answer, who is active and who is passive?Habits can be read in many flavors.

His consistent generosity made me relax.Put love at the end of the options.

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