Cold violence

Cold violence 29.

This time the holiday was extremely tormenting, it had nothing to do with He Chu, but Zhou Yu himself, already felt like he was about to collapse.

He didn't intend to think too much, but the situation of the two of them forced him to think about it.

He felt that he and He Chu had begun to part ways.

The vacation this time was very short, and it was inevitable that He Chu would not live here, but during this period, He Chu didn't even make a phone call, and even sent text messages, they were limited to "good night" before going to bed every day.

Didn't Zhou Yu say that He Chu had to think about him all the time during the holidays?Just like they did during the Cold War, they knew that there was such a person in the family, but no one talked to anyone.

Sometimes the two of them happened to be in the living room, and when they passed each other, Zhou Yu felt that the two were strangers who didn't know each other.

Compared to when they were just together, He Chu wished he could spend the whole day on him...

——Probably faded now.

It's like a cup of tea. It doesn't smell very fragrant when it's brewed for the first time. The fragrance becomes more intense when it's brewed in the second and third cups. When it's brewed in the fourth cup, the fragrance of the tea fades away. When you taste it at the end, you can only taste it. I feel the tea taste getting weaker and weaker, and the bitter taste in my heart is getting stronger and stronger.

Zhou Yu explained it to himself in this way.

He has never been in love, nor has he really liked someone seriously, Jingzhou... more is to grasp the sense of dependence of hope, he likes He Chu, and it is also the first time he realizes that he is I like a certain person, but what I like is far from meeting the requirements of others, and it seems that I have paid too little.

I like it, it's just kind of bad.

They should face many things together, but He Chu likes to bear them stubbornly, so he really thinks that it has nothing to do with him, so he always keeps himself out of the matter, but if he goes far, he will probably really leave. He Chu is also far away.

It's far away from He Chu...

This was something that Zhou Yu didn't dare to think about before, but now, when the two of them are in an awkward situation, it seems that he is not as uncomfortable as he imagined.

It is a matter of course, and it is natural to accept it.

He couldn't help thinking, what if He Chu said he wanted to break up with him?

——Break up... After the breakup, they probably won't be the same as before, maybe they won't even be friends.But what about myself?

Zhou Yu thought about this, and found that he couldn't imagine what he would become.

Do you dare not think about it, or should you still restrain yourself, treating it as an ordinary little thing?

He thought that he was used to not showing emotions in front of others, so it was probably the second type... Maybe after thinking about it later, he felt indifferent?

He thought aimlessly like this, and as soon as he thought about it, he thought that it would be dawn before he fell asleep.

Because he went to bed too late the night before, Zhou Yu arrived a little late the next day. When he came, almost everyone in the class was already seated.

Zhou Yu felt that when he entered the class, the atmosphere in the class was very strange. He could feel that everyone's eyes were on him. He subconsciously glanced at He Chu and found that He Chu was sleeping on the table.

What's going on here?He has been sleeping since Chu?Didn't sleep well yesterday?Still thinking about something?

And the atmosphere in the class...

The first class was not the head teacher's class, and the weird atmosphere permeated the class for a long time, until when the class was over, it gathered on Zhou Yu overwhelmingly.

"Brother Yu, do you know how much you took the exam this time?"

Zhou Yu was holding his head and thinking about something, when he suddenly heard Li Qi turn his head and asked him carefully, he glanced at him slowly, and from the corner of his eye, he saw that some people in the class were sleeping, so he whispered: "Why? gone?"

Now that Li Qi had said so, he instinctively felt that there might be something wrong with this matter.Maybe, the atmosphere in the class is also related to this test result.

"I don't know if you came late today. Shen Changjian came early in the morning. It seems that someone from his family directly transferred the scores, and then reported the results in class, saying that you passed the exam..."

He stretched out his hand for a "six" and then an "eight".

He glanced at the back door nervously, as if guarding against something, saw that no one was looking at him, and turned to stare at Zhou Yu's reaction.

But Zhou Yu just gave a faint "oh", as if he had gotten used to it.

But Li Qi's reaction was simply too strange. Usually he was having fun in class and had a good relationship with everyone, but now he was always hesitant to speak.

"What do you want to say?"

Zhou Yu noticed that Li Qi had already looked at the back door twice in the middle of the conversation, so there must be something wrong, so why not ask him directly.

"I..." Li Qi swallowed, stared at He Chu for another two seconds before saying:

"You must be the first in the grade this time. Brother He took the third place in the exam, but you... your score is much higher than No.2, so they..."

"a lot of?"

"It's about forty... Shen Changjian also said it with a serious look at the time, and I always feel that he is a little bit about your grades..."

"Something?"

"I'm a little suspicious... Anyway, the class felt that your score was abnormal, so when you came, everyone..."

"unusual?"

Zhou Yu is actually very sure about how much he can get in this exam. He usually does a lot of practice, and he can practice all kinds of questions. Except for homework, the exercises he does every day are full of papers under the desk at home. He can even figure out how the teacher will score each question.

This score is just a normal score for him, why is it not normal?

He knew that Shen Changjian had always disliked him, but he didn't forget the bet they made last time.

Do you want to renege on your debt?

"Shen Changjian... Damn it, Cao Cao will be here!" Li Qi frowned, looking at the person who was slowly walking behind Zhou Yu.

"You did well in the exam."

Shen Changjian supported Zhou Yu's chair with one hand, put the other in his pocket, and looked at Zhou Yu with a half-smile, "Honestly, how much did you copy?"

"How much did you copy?" Zhou Yu smiled, and replied, "Shouldn't you obediently call Dad to listen to me?"

He looked down and saw He Chu's shoulders move, as if he was about to wake up, he lowered his voice and said, "Why, forgot?"

"It's really a beautiful idea. What kind of thing are you to dare to educate Lao Tzu? Your scores are just copied out. You have to have a limit if you want to be the first in the exam..."

"Limit?" Zhou Yu smiled, as if he didn't understand.

Isn't the exam to be taken seriously, is it possible to control one's own strength along with other people's scores?

"Look how much higher you are than No.2, are you ashamed to say that you wrote it yourself?"

"Since you think so, then there's nothing to say. If you're willing to look down on others, then it's up to you."

After Zhou Yu finished speaking, he turned around and stopped looking at him.

Shen Changjian laughed, and suddenly yelled at the whole class: "Hey, this guy still doesn't admit it, what he copied is what he copied, can he still be his own? Don't you think so?"

With his sound, the eyes of the people around him all focused on Zhou Yu alone, doubtful, contemptuous, and disgusted... Those eyes gathered together were too dazzling, and Zhou Yu couldn't help but think clearly that he was innocent. To avoid.

But what about after avoiding it?Throw in the towel?Do you tell them with your actions that you actually copied it?

Why.

Zhou Yu lowered his eyebrows, not knowing what to think.He Chu was still lying on the table, sound asleep.

The air suddenly became quiet, without the whispering of people around, or Shen Changjian's loud taunting, it was as quiet as if he could only hear his own heartbeat.

again and again.

Suddenly someone said: "So you... did you copy it?"

The voice was a little uncertain, and there was a slight pause when he said it, as if he was thinking about his words, and seemed to be shaken in his heart, but Zhou Yu knew that he had actually believed Shen Changjian's words a long time ago.

With the beginning of this sentence, the doubts of the students poured out all at once, saying "Did you copy it?" "Yes..." "No, he doesn't look like this kind of person." People..." "It's not impossible, you don't even have a shielding device..."

Zhou Yu heard it in his ears, feeling slightly sick in his heart.

Was it copied?

After hearing so much, even Zhou Yu himself was not sure.

Rumors always have the magic power of demagogy.

It really is malicious speculation.

I heard that excellent people are always too easy to attract envy and hatred, and the most common feeling in modern people's hearts is jealousy. When they see someone who is not as good as themselves, they will feel that they deserve it. When they see someone who is better than themselves, they will use the most vicious Thinking about evaluating others, as an excuse for not being better than others.

It is said that rumors only stop at the wise, but when the heart of jealousy is too strong, who can really put the three views in perspective and take the so-called "rumors" seriously?

It's nothing more than fueling the flames behind the scenes to make the rumors intensify.

Zhou Yu looked at He Chu almost subconsciously.

What about He Chu?What would He Chu think?Zhou Yu thought blindly.

He Chu still didn't respond.

"Can't speak? In fact, it was copied... Don't you think so?"

When Zhou Yu heard Shen Changjian say this, he raised his head and stared at him coldly.

Shen Changjian smiled but was just about to say a few more words when he felt a flash in front of his face, followed by a sharp pain in his back. It took him a long time to realize that the vicious person in front of him was He Chu.

That fair and beautiful face was full of irritability and impatience at this moment, his face was calm, his eyes were covered by bangs, but the burning anger in his pupils passed through the gap between bangs and burned Shen Changjian's eyes.

"You... What the fuck are you doing?!" Shen Changjian was caught off guard by He Chu and felt his entire chest trembling.

The person in front of him is like a god of killing, as if he will shut you up completely if he says one more word.

It turned out that he was awake all the time.

This was Zhou Yu's only thought at this moment. He stared blankly at He Chu pressing Shen Changjian against the wall in the last row. From his angle, he could see He Chu's ferocious face.

This... is probably the most straightforward way for He Chu to express his heart, right?

It's not like when I was with myself, but I directly expressed my inner dissatisfaction. If you mess with me, you have to pay the price.

"Try saying one more thing." He Chu tightened his grip on Shen Changjian's shoulder, and suddenly smiled.

"What's the matter, he can be an old man but can't say it? You are the squad leader and you can bully people casually?" Shen Changjian grinned, his back hurt from being hit by He Chu, but He Chu's hand was so strong that he couldn't move. He could only use his right hand to carefully carry his back and touch the place where he had been hit.

He Chu was caught off guard so suddenly that he almost didn't come up.

Zhou Yu looked at that beautiful hand, holding his hand gently as if it came from a different master.

The veins on the back of that hand protruded, ferocious like the claws of a wild beast.

"Bullying you?" He Chu thought for a moment, then suddenly smiled and said, "Yes, it's bullying you. If you have the guts, say it again."

The boy's full-grown figure oppressed this person, casting a large shadow on his face, which was an extremely aggressive action.

The whole class was silent, waiting for Shen Changjian to speak.

"Don't dare?" Seeing Shen Changjian's lips trembling twice, He Chu raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Weren't you quite arrogant just now?"

"Why don't I dare?!" Shen Changjian pushed He Chu away with all his strength, and mocked:

"What's your relationship with that Zhou Yu? I think you two are the same kind. Let me tell you, He Chu, don't you fucking think that you can treat me well in class just because you have an amazing father. What, if I say it, I will say it, what else can you do to me?"

"I'll tell you to say it again if you have the guts! Don't gossip with me here." He Chu suddenly became angry, and punched Shen Changjian to the ground, then straddled his stomach and strangled him by the throat , His expression is as fierce as a ghost, which makes people shudder.

The words "all the way" stabbed He Chu severely, causing his actions to be out of his control.

He didn't even know where his anger came from, and he pressed Shen Changjian to the ground in the next second.

What is a way of goods?Who gave you the qualification to use the word "goods" to describe yourself and Zhou Yu?

What kind of thing are you, worthy of insulting us?

"You...cough, don't you fucking rely on your own father? Why are you pretending to be in front of me..." His neck was pinched tightly by He Chu, and he felt a bit of difficulty when he spoke, and said The words that come out are intermittent.

"Even if I rely on my own father, I'm better than something like you. Why, do you dare to say it again? If you don't dare, then don't be arrogant in front of me..."

With He Chu's other hand, Shen Changjian's two hands were folded and locked on his chest, so that he could not resist, but let him look at his face, so that he could hear every word he said clearly.

"Oh, what you copied is what you copied. Does Lao Tzu dare to refute when he says he copied it? Huh? Does he dare?"

"I think you're fucking looking for death! If I don't teach you how to be a good person today, I'll just..."

"Enough said?"

Just as He Chu was about to punch down, he suddenly heard Zhou Yu's voice from beside his ears.His fist stopped abruptly in the air, and Zhou Yu just looked down at him like that, still indifferent.

He lowered his eyes, unable to see the expression in his eyes clearly.

Instead of calming down He Chu, his stop made him even more angry.

enough?Is it enough?

Why do you always look so lukewarm?To me, to others, what's the difference?Even if he slanders you like this, you don't dare to speak, I'm standing up for you, and you actually call me enough?

What the hell is your heart made of?Do you not want to resist, or do you disdain other people's insults to you?

enough?Why is it enough!Why is it enough for me! ?

He Chu raised his eyes and stared at him, his eyes were scarlet.

He is fierce like a male wolf, his decisions cannot be questioned, and his wishes cannot be violated.He stared fiercely at Zhou Yu, that fair face in his eyes no longer had the coldness that he liked before, but more of the indifference that disgusted him.

He felt that he had really, really had enough.I've had enough of Zhou Yu's indifference, and I've also had enough of Zhou Yu's indifference.

It turns out that the same expression on the same face will have different meanings to the same person.

Zhou Yu just looked at him, and asked again: "Is that enough?"

The He Chu in front of him was so strange, Zhou Yu had never seen it before.

Such ferocity, such uncontrollable.Even Li Qi didn't dare to make a sound beside him, and Fang Xian also hesitated to speak.

Zhou Yu didn't even want to attend the next class, the words of He Chu and Shen Changjian kept playing back in his ears.

Why is He Chu angry? Is it because he also believed it?

Zhou Yu thought that he didn't really care. After so many years in the past, why did He Chu force him to do this for him?If it was in the past, He Chu would probably laugh it off.

If it hadn't been for the half-believing thoughts in my heart that were poked into by someone's words, probably He Chu would still stand by and watch.

It turned out that even He Chu had changed so much before he knew it.

He always wanted to tell He Chu to forget it, but whenever he saw He Chu's expression, he couldn't say anything.

But at this moment, he really wanted to tell He Chu, or let it go.

Because He Chu has really become too much for him.

After all, He Chu still didn't answer Zhou Yu, but gritted his teeth fiercely and stared at him, as if he wanted to see the truth from his cold face.

Zhou Yu walked out slowly from the crowd of onlookers, feeling a little dazed.

He wanted to escape from this place, but where could he go?

Zhou Yu never came back that morning.He Chu looked at the empty seat next to him, and felt that he had become too unfamiliar.

These days, he was restless and impatient with everything, and even felt irritated with Li Qi.

"Brother, what's the matter with you..." Li Qi still couldn't help it, and turned to ask him, Fang Xian was also watching worriedly.

"It's nothing, don't worry about it." He Chu waved to them tiredly, covering his face.

Zhou Yu was isolated and ridiculed, and he always relied on sleeping to numb himself, as if he couldn't see or hear, so he wouldn't be so irritable anymore.

But those words still passed through the eardrums into my mind, where they formed a stormy sea.

Zhou Yu once mentioned that he used to come here like this, he was used to it, so it didn't matter.But He Chu couldn't bear it, he couldn't accept it.

Zhou Yu can, but He Chu can't, they are not the same kind of people.

To him, these words seemed to be addressed to him. They didn't know his relationship with Zhou Yu, but everyone was laughing at him, laughing at him for walking with "such a person" Zhou Yu, It's like lowering his identity.He wanted to ask: What do you know?

But he knew those people might not listen.

In their view, two people are the "one-way thing".

So if you want to play together, that’s fine, just be isolated together, unless you are willing to let go of your aloofness and be willing to "collaborate" with us.

Early in the morning, he understood that Zhou Yu was too dazzling and eye-catching, but he couldn't understand why people's hearts were so sinister in the same class, and they seemed to feel uneasy when they couldn't see that high-ranking person fall from the altar .

So I tried my best, desperately wanting to watch that person become embarrassed, as if their "little" jealousy would be appeased, as if only in this way would they be satisfied.

Is it because he thinks too much about this world?

Do you think everyone is as kind as they were in freshman year of high school, or is the rapport back then just a facade?

He really wanted to do something more for Zhou Yu, to pull him out of the mud, to let him truly have a "cheerful" personality, not just when he was with him and Li Qi. Qiang smiled in the name of being happy.

But pulling Zhou Yu was really too difficult.

He wasn't Zhou Yu, and couldn't understand how difficult this matter was for Zhou Yu, so he felt that Zhou Yu should take the initiative to come forward.

But Zhou Yu was like a small boat floating on thin water, he would only take a step forward when the water was blown by the wind.

Really, it's so hard.

It's hard for yourself, but it's also hard for Zhou Yu.

Being led forward by others will not last long.

He always thought that he was already a happy enough person, at least he could make Zhou Yu a little bit happier.

But after so many days, he felt that he was not being tormented crazy by the people around him, but was tormented by so many thoughts in his heart.

It turned out that when I was a child, I heard adults joke about it: high school is actually a small society.

This is real.

Underage teenagers have such complicated relationships and such sinister thoughts, and it is really tiring to get involved in them.

But the human heart, why is it so dirty?

In fact, he understood, and he also knew that Shen Changjian just couldn't see Zhou Yu doing well, so no matter how Zhou Yu did in the exam, Shen Changjian was determined to make Zhou Yu lose this person and make him unable to gain a foothold in the class.

Anyway, Zhou Yu's popularity in class is not good, so what if he suffers from being dumb?

But this is not what Zhou Yu deserves, no one deserves it.

Zhou Yu did nothing wrong.

He has never missed it since he was a child, but he has to bear so much.

Looking at Zhou Yu's leaving back, He Chu felt mixed emotions in his heart.

Zhou Yu looked indifferent on the outside, but only He Chu knew his tenderness. He was so gentle that he didn't even want to show He Chu his back, because the person who watched the other party leave was always more lonely.

This was the first time, the first time since they were together, Zhou Yu turned his back to him, and walked away without looking back without any remembrance.

He Chu's mood calmed down again.

Zhou Yu must be disappointed...

He stared at the empty seat for a while, feeling as if there was an empty piece in his heart.

He stood up slowly, looked down at Shen Changjian who was still panting, and said word by word: "Keep your mouth shut, if you say one more word, I'm afraid I'll really tear you apart."

Then he returned to his seat, burying his head in the crook of his arms, regardless of the eyes of the people around him.

Zhou Yu didn't care, but he wanted to do it for him. He couldn't see the people around him suffering.

Zhou Yu's aura seemed to be still lingering in the air.

Sleepiness swept through his mind, and he suddenly thought: Zhou Yu is in such a situation, is it what I will look like in the future?

Thinking of this, he was a little startled, and then he closed his eyes forcefully, trying to get this thought out of his mind, but he thought again: If this is me in the future, then what should I do?

Fear swept his heart, and for a moment there were only three words left in his mind: I can't.

Zhou Yu sat in the mountain behind the school all morning.

Counting it, this was the first time in his life that he was absent from class, but this time, He Chu probably wouldn't help him find an excuse to ask for leave.

It doesn't matter, if you don't invite, please don't invite, it's rare for him to be willful once.

He knew that the next class would be Lao Huang's class, and Lao Huang would definitely mention the results of this monthly exam.

Lao Huang did this every time, but Zhou Yu was no longer interested in listening.

It has nothing to do with the rumors in the class, it's just because of He Chu.

He Chu's attitude made him feel extremely uncomfortable, and the people in the class who echoed Shen Changjian also made him feel sick.

He knew that He Chu was actually tired, even bored.

Since the first weekly test, the rumors about his grades have not dissipated. It is nothing more than that he knows the test questions and copied the answers, and all these rumors will eventually reach He Chu's ears.

Are they doing it on purpose?He intentionally let He Chu hear it, so that the relationship between the two of them would be broken, and he would be left alone in the end.

But it's unreasonable for them to treat He Chu like this. He Chu did nothing wrong and shouldn't be isolated by them like this.

So he understood what He Chu did, he was not angry at all, he just felt uncomfortable.

But he also wanted to ask himself, what did you do wrong that made you the "chosen one" every time.

Are you pretending to be noble?Or is it the attitude they said that no one would look down on them?

But is he really as miserable as they think?Is he really that detestable?

But "Everyone is drunk and I am sober", is it so worthy of people's betrayal?

Is it worth targeting if you don't want to follow the trend?

When I was young, I was with my mother and was disgusted by her. Now, I just got a good grade in the exam, but I have to be charged with "plagiarism" forcibly.

Putting it all together, he might still want to refute and resist... But now he really has no strength.

It's not that I'm used to it, it's just that I know it's useless to do more, so I don't want to do it anymore.

I'm so tired.

Zhou Yu raised his head, and through the gaps between the branches and leaves, he saw the somewhat cloudy sky. The sunlight couldn't penetrate the clouds, and couldn't illuminate his heart.

He let out a long sigh, as if he was about to take his last breath out of his chest.

Probably... it's going to rain.

God, it's about to change.

The author has something to say: It feels like this chapter...it's pretty long too.