Cang Mengxi

In the blink of an eye, a semester has passed, and the winter vacation is approaching, so many students who are studying have packed their bags, Qin Qiong is also packing the things to take back, Meng Lingxi is off to run the schedule again, the man said harshly, In fact, he would still finish the work seriously, and smiled in his heart. The man was still sending him WX before, justifiably lazy.

"Alas, dear roommates, you are all gone, and no one brings me food! Sad!" Yu Congxin lay on the table and watched the other three packing up, complaining seemingly falsely.

Qin Qiong was puzzled, "Aren't you going back?"

Turning his head towards Qin Qiong, Yu Congxin continued: "I won't go back! I'm determined not to go back! The school is so free, and it's meaningless to go back. I think it's really not easy for me to live until now!"

Zou Hongxin zipped up his luggage, looked up at him, and was very puzzled, "As for what? Besides, Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there are red envelopes for Chinese New Year, how nice it is!"

Yu Congxin rolled his eyes, "As a rich second generation, how can you understand the children of ordinary working families? Last year, my mother said when she gave me a red envelope. Own!"

Zou Hongxin felt a little uncomfortable when he heard the words rich second generation. He hated people saying that his family was an upstart. He put down the suitcase in his hand and stood up to reason, "I was poor when I was young, and I was caught by my mischievous behavior." It's common for my dad to beat me up. But so what? My mother would still give me red envelopes every year even though I was poor.

Seeing that Zou Hongxin was in a hurry, Yu Congxin was a little embarrassed, scratched his nose, and apologized: "Sorry, I didn't mean that." He didn't mean to mock Zou Hongxin at all. I think some things cannot be said casually to different people.

Feeling that he was a little too excited, Zou Hongxin waved his hand and softened his tone, "It's my own problem. I don't want to hear people say that about me. We have been together for a semester, so I know you don't have that kind of heart."

Liu Siqi interrupted to change the subject: "Huh? Speaking of red envelopes, don't you have red envelopes before you get married?"

Yu Congxin said excitedly: "How can it be! How can there be such a good thing!"

After a pause, Liu Siqi thought about it, "We are all like this here. I have an aunt who has always been single. Every year, my mother and uncles give her red envelopes, and colleagues in the company also give her red envelopes."

Yu Congxin: "..." People are more popular than others.

Qin Qiong explained: "The customs of red envelopes in the south and the north are different. In the south, the red envelopes for Chinese New Year are called 'Lishi'. Red envelopes are sent out for good luck. Generally, the amount is small, while in the north they are called lucky money, and they are usually for relatives. The amount is relatively large.”

Yu Congxin was speechless: "...how do you know everything?!" Qin Qiong passed by and patted him on the shoulder, "Read more books!"

Liu Siqi & Zou Hongxin: "..." I really don't want to be roommates with such a person. Not only their professional knowledge crushes them, but they also know a lot, so the pressure is great.

"Aren't you going back?" Qin Qiong asked Yu Congxin again, and put the packed things in his bag. He didn't plan to bring a lot of things, after all, his home city S is not close to city G.

Yu Congxin looked at the excited roommates, and sighed, "I'll think about it again, I'll talk about it a few days later."

Liu Siqi carried his bag on his back and walked in front of Yu Congxin and patted him on the shoulder, "If you don't go back, you can call me, brother will take you to play around."

Yu Congxin bared his teeth, "Who are you brother?!"

"Hahaha..." Liu Siqi patted him on the shoulder again, laughed and left, "Let's go, see you next year!"

Zou Hongxin and Qin Qiong also said goodbye to him.

Zou Hongxin answered the phone, pulled up his luggage and prepared to leave, "I'm leaving too, comrades, my driver has arrived, bye~"

Soon Qin Qiong and Yu Congxin were the only ones left in the dormitory. Qin Qiong opened the stool and sat down at the table, opened the browser and searched for the air tickets and high-speed rail back, and compared the prices, and found that the prices of the air tickets and the second-class high-speed rail were the same. Almost, after thinking about it, the airport is far away from their school, and the train station is relatively close, and the travel time is still much faster by plane, so Qin Qiong booked a ticket for the next day.

"Why don't you leave?" Yu Congxin thought Qin Qiong would leave soon.

"Liu Siqi is in the local area, and Zou Hongxin has someone to pick him up. They can leave whenever they want, but I, a commoner, still need to take transportation." Qin Qiong entered his ID number and scanned the code to pay.

"Yo ~ our god Qin Qiong, who doesn't eat fireworks on earth, can also joke?!" Yu Congxin walked behind Qin Qiong and looked at his laptop screen.

"Would you like to book together for you?" Qin Qiong asked casually without raising his head, looking at the time.

Yu Congxin shook his head and walked back to his seat, "Forget it, I'll think about it again, is it important to be free or to go home." It's really an eternal problem.

With a chuckle, Qin Qiong took out his mobile phone and clicked on Meng Lingxi's WeChat, and asked casually while replying to the message: "You seem to be very resistant to your family?"

"Yeah." The mood was a little low, without other people, Yu Congxin also lost some disguise, lying on the table with his arm pillowed, "Since I was young, when others were playing, I was doing exercises, and others were following me." When my family was reunited, I was practicing the piano. I still remember that when I was in the second grade of elementary school, a classmate once came to play with me. My parents were not at home at work, so I went out to play with him all afternoon. There was nothing for the children to do, but I was really happy that afternoon, but when the evening approached, I became nervous, and I was terrified at the time, afraid that my parents would find that I hadn’t finished the tasks assigned by them when they came home.” He sneered, "I was so scared that I didn't dare to go home, so I hid in the garden. It was dark everywhere at night. I was so scared that I cried, hugged my body and cried, and my body was shaking, but I still I didn’t dare to go out, and then fell asleep unknowingly. My parents found me in the morning, and they took me home. I was very scared, and I resisted while being dragged by them. Hit me, my parents are not that kind of violent people, but verbal violence is not much better than physical violence, what can a child who is less than ten years old know? I still remember the vicious behavior of my parents at that time The expression and the words are vicious. I often doubt whether I am their child or not, why did they give birth to me?" Unknowingly, there was moisture in the corner of his eyes, Yu Congxin took out a tissue and wiped his face, spurning himself in his heart, what a mother They're so cute.He also didn't understand how he would confide in Qin Qiong, obviously he was not such a weak person, maybe everything about his roommate this semester had slowly affected him, and he suddenly wanted to hear what the other party would do when he heard about it idea.

After listening quietly, Qin Qiong didn't move his hand holding the phone. He couldn't understand the feeling of being supervised by his parents. He did everything out of his own will, and his parents never forced him to do it. He has never said harsh words to him about anything, let alone swearing at each other.

"So... you started playing games constantly when you were in college, and you didn't study hard. Why? Revenge on your parents?" Qin Qiong asked.

Yu Congxin shook his head, "No, I just want to have fun. I couldn't play it before, and finally they didn't care about me. Of course I want to play enough."

"What do you think of NIT?" Qin Qiong asked an irrelevant question.

"Ah?" Yu Congxin was puzzled, why would he jump to their school?After thinking for a while, he replied: "It's a very fraudulent university. If you go out from here, you can usually find a good job. Otherwise, why do my parents insist that I be admitted here?"

"Is it because your parents asked you to take the test that you took the test?" Qin Qiong continued to ask.

Yu Congxin asked back: "Otherwise?"

Qin Qiong: "..." Suddenly felt a little sympathetic to this doll, and continued to ask, "How much did you pay for the NIT exam?"

Yu Congxin recalled the dark days in high school, and he was still terrified. It felt like he was overcoming the crisis of the end of the world. We are still making up lessons when others are out of school, so it shouldn’t be too painful!” These are probably the thoughts of many students who have passed the entrance examination.

After listening to Yu Congxin, Qin Qiong didn't comment on his complaints. He turned on his phone and continued to reply to Meng Lingxi, slowly saying: "The conclusion is that you think that everything you do is for your parents and their request, so No matter what you do, you will feel pain and unhappy, because it is not what you want, and your parents have a big problem, but you are now an adult!" After finishing speaking, he stopped talking and looked at the WX sent by Meng Lingxi, He hadn't replied for so long just now, the man was already a little angry, so he quickly typed a few words and sent them over.

Yu Congxin didn't quite understand, "So?" Seeing that Qin Qiong didn't intend to speak again, Yu Congxin also closed his mouth, and chewed what Qin Qiong said. He became an adult, and then what?

Qin Qiong didn't know that it was rare for him to persuade someone earnestly, but the other party completely missed the point. The two of them, one was taciturn and the other was out-of-the-box. In the end, they were not on the same channel at all.Qin Qiong said so much, he just wanted to express one meaning: Parents cannot be changed, so change yourself and do what you want to do.Yu Congxin seems to be doing what he always wanted to do now, because he didn't have to play when he was a child, and now he wants to make up for it, but is he really happy?not at all!He knows that his behavior is not good, but he doesn't want to give up this opportunity, so the final result is that the more unhappy he is, the more he wants to play, and the more he plays, the less happy he is.

So, there is a difference in doing things according to your own wishes!It may take a long time before Yu Congxin truly understands these things, and the lives of the two of them would have been very different by then.