The second-line men's team broke up as soon as they said it

Rub your head and tell him a joke.But now that I know what he thinks about me, I just froze in place and said dryly, "It's nothing, it's enough that you look good, and the FMVP can't lose one person."

"I don't think I really know how to be an idol. Apart from this face, I feel that there is nothing that can be regarded as an idol by everyone. I can't let everyone look forward to it. I can be an idol because of you, Brother Ming..." He laughed again , but the smile made me feel distressed, "It's strange to say these things now, I'm not an idol anymore hahaha..."

I suddenly remembered his birthday live broadcast a few years ago. Zai Yuan was far less calm than now. He said it while crying.He said that he is not good enough, can he really become an idol, can he bring smiles to everyone? He said that he feels scared and disturbed by getting so many likes, and he will be very sad if he loses everyone's love one day.

He sang a song in the live broadcast, accompanied by Ye Zhe playing the guitar, and covered the song "Female Star".

"For you I must try to prove,

Trying my best to please you,

For you and me on stage,

I study piano hard for you,

For you and me in custom-made skirts,

Keep smiling sweet for you..."

At that time, I thought, this kid is so stupid, he didn't change the lyrics.I also thought he was cute, thought so much, and sang this song to fans.Now I think, will this song be sung to me?

I looked at Zai Yuan, who looked down at the watermelon, biting his lower lip slightly in a daze.Maybe he felt a little embarrassed that I hadn't spoken for too long, so he grinned, cleared the table and prepared to go back to the room.I suddenly wanted to understand, he is such a sensitive person, how could he not know about today's letter.He's just pretending it's all right, trying to cover it up like nothing happened, because he doesn't want to be hated, and he doesn't want to lose me as a friend.

His desolate look clearly said "I'm very sad, please hug me".

I finally reached out and pulled Zai Yuan into my arms, he looked at me in astonishment, his eyes widened.Zuo Zaiyuan like this, who cares about those thoughts that he has or doesn't have.I told him: "You are a great idol, no matter what happens, I, your hyungs, and fans will love you."

Zai Yuan buried his head in my arms, I know this crybaby must be crying again.

24 Boss, can you stay away from your fan life?

Today is another day of getting up early to go to the company. I couldn't sleep at night and couldn't catch up with breakfast, so I had to eat in the car.As an indifferent rich second generation, I thought about it, today must be a day to fish in troubled waters.

Secretary Wang is still driving, with a straight back, more responsible than my previous assistant.Before getting in the car, she saw Zai Yuan put his head out to see me off, her eyes lit up, and she muttered something like "true", "locked", "real than pearls"... Don't think I can't understand!I'm an idol that even bots watch, okay?

I said before that I don't understand the entertainment industry and don't chase stars, let me put it down, this sister is probably not my CP fan, right?

I said, "Secretary Wang, you like Mingzai, don't you?"

Secretary Wang didn't turn his head back: "Boss, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

"Tell the truth, or I will quit you."

Secretary Wang burst into tears: "Boss, can you stay away from the lives of fans?"

"What are you talking about, I'm the boss now, I'm no longer an idol." I took a sip of soy milk and said, "Hurry up, it's just a matter of Mingzai fans."

"Yes... Boss, I swear I just think about it in my heart, this is a way of expressing my emotions, and it will definitely not affect my work!"

"Tell me, how true do you think Ming Zai is? If you say it well, I will give you a bonus." I wiped my mouth and saw the changing expressions of the little secretary's face reflected in the mirror. I was so panic-stricken that I felt like I was in a dream and I was overjoyed.

"Boss, the Ming Zai is true. It is more resistant to fire than real gold, and more like white moonlight than pearls!" Her voice was firm, "If you talk about this, I won't be sleepy. I can talk for three days. Three nights of their beautiful love!"

Are you still sleepy?I reported fatigue driving!

So in the eyes of fans, what do we look like? When did Zuo Zaiyuan like me, and how did I treat him?I definitely don't hate this relationship, I don't know, so I'm a little curious.

"Tell me, when was the first time we made it clear?"

"It's the 'FINE' period! Can you tell me, boss?"

"Talk." "FINE" is our fourth debut album, which is the second year.

"In the first year, Zai Zai was shy and shy. Few people noticed. He always hid behind Brother Ming and the captain! Although it was very sweet at that time, but since FINE, Zai Zai was completely biased towards Brother Ming. Yes, it's very obvious! I used to eat Venus, so it was like a family of three!"

"Let you explain clearly, don't mention that idiot Zhou Qiyuan."

"Okay woo woo woo... Zai Zai was really explosive and cute during the FINE period, and it suddenly glowed, and I found out that it was really a facade! In short, from here on, Zai Yuan became more attached to you. Then it was the third year of the fifth college. At that time, Zai Yuanyin looked like a man, and he felt that since his younger brother grew up, his personality has become a lot more cheerful, and he can play jokes with his brothers." She paused, "But only for Brother Ming, he will sometimes Deliberately losing your temper, isn't that acting like a baby to attract attention!"

"Is that so? I thought he was in the rebellious period of youth." I thought my memory would be blurred after such a long time, but after she said it, many details poured out like a fountain.Indeed, at the beginning, Zai Yuan even wanted to get closer to Zhou Qiyuan, because Zhou Qiyuan was the first to contact him, and he took more care of him as the captain.

If there is any special change in the second year...it really did, but only Zai Yuan and I know about it.

Our relationship seems to have gradually improved since I brought him back from that dinner, but it is not worth mentioning to me, he has remembered it for so many years, is it worth it?

25 This is really not a problem, I have helped many people

If you want to talk about what happened between me and Zai Yuan, I think he will like me because of it, that's really a child without a mother, it's a long story.No way, I have a little more sparkle, I feel that it is easy to be liked by others no matter what I do.Knowing that he likes me, I want to travel back in time and warn myself: "Zhao Mingda, you damn guy, stop exuding charm!"

Zuo Zaiyuan shouldn't like me.A good boy bends as soon as he says it. Is it because I keep sending him our cp videos?

But fortunately, it's me who likes it. It would be bad if it was Li Bailu, that dog has a problem with his life style, and his mind is full of sex, love, and sex.

In fact, when I first debuted, I didn’t like Zuo Zaiyuan very much. It’s just that he has a little white face that doesn’t even look like a hair. He can’t even sing or dance.The person I had the best relationship with at the time was Zhou Qiyuan. We had been trainees together for several years. He was supposed to be the face of our debut, but Zuo Zaiyuan was airborne and replaced.

Li Bailu and Ye Zhe were recruited together from the company next door, and they have a good relationship, so Zuo Zaiyuan was left alone all the time.

Either Zhou Qiyuan is a bad guy, and he wouldn't be angry if someone took his place. If he had nothing to do, he would take Zuo Zaiyuan to play, teach him how to dance, and treat him like his own son.

Zuo Zaiyuan doesn't know anything, but he has one advantage, that is, he can bear hardships and is very serious.At that time, I was obviously afraid of me, but I still pestered me to ask if there were any movements I didn't know. I often practiced alone until the early morning.This changed my opinion of him a lot, and I thought, oh, this kid is quite a man.

In the second year since our debut, we got to know each other well. Zai Yuan is sweet and obedient, he just asks if he doesn’t understand, everyone likes him.

Didn't it mean that he might like me a lot, the biggest one is here, I brought him back from that dinner.It was said that it was a dinner, but it was actually a pimp for the manager, who wanted Zuo Zaiyuan to accompany the boss.But a few of us didn't know, we just thought that the agent had arranged an extra itinerary for him, and we were envious.

Zuo Zaiyuan called me in the middle of the night.In the dormitory, idols are not allowed to use the mobile phone casually. The manager has to ask for it. Only I am allowed to use the mobile phone by default.As for the reason... ahem, my family is rich, you understand.

I guess he called me from hiding in the toilet, his voice was trembling, almost crying: "Brother Ming, can you come pick me up?"

I said, didn't you arrange the itinerary? You should call the agent.

"Yes, but...can't let him know, he, he also knows..." He was incoherent in fear, "The producer, said, said he wanted me to stay...for the night, I'm afraid, brother, can you come pick me up ?”

Now I understand, is it obvious that I want to sleep with him?I said you report the location, and I will go there right away.

This is the first time I have come into contact with this kind of thing. Because of family reasons, my agent never dared to make things difficult for me, but he probably didn't expect Zai Yuan to call me.

The moment I opened the door, I felt that I was a handsome group. I pointed to the producer and asked, "Do you know who I am? How dare you fuck someone from our team?" Money is great, thanks to my parents for their hard work , allowing me to be a capitalist bully.All the people present were intimidated by my reputation, poured wine and made friends with me with a smile.

Zai Yuan was just sixteen, and he felt wronged like a little quail blown by a cold wind, wanting to lean against me but not daring.I put my arms around him and said don't be afraid, just tell my brother if there is anything, I can solve it.With tears in his eyes, he said brother, I want to eat noodle soup.

The two of us squatted in the kitchen and ate a bowl of instant noodles at four o'clock in the morning.Zai Yuan said thank you for picking me up so late, this matter can be kept secret