It's better to be nostalgic

06

Jiang Yunian finished eating the takeaway that Pei Jingyan ordered for him, and slept all afternoon under the blanket, and woke up refreshed, whatever he saw was pleasing to the eye.

Clicking on the WeChat dialog box, the conversation was still stuck in the sentence he sent "If only you came home to accompany me", he looked at the time, it was just after six o'clock, it should be the time for Pei Jingyan to get off work, so he sent it Message past:

Jiang Yunian: Pei Pei, thank you for your loving delivery, I woke up and recovered from a serious illness (cute)

Pei Jingyan: You’re welcome (smile)

Jiang Yunian: Do you have any plans for the evening?

Pei Jingyan was signing the last document. When he saw this news, he always felt that there was a trap for both yes and no, so he asked him directly: What's the matter?

Jiang Yunian: I want to watch a movie with you (grievance)

When he was in high school, Jiang Yunian’s enthusiasm for learning English was unprecedentedly high. Not only was he the first one to arrive at every TOEFL class, but he also used his spare time to watch many original soundtrack movies. You must take Pei Jingyan to the cinema. The two big boys sat upright in the cinema and finished watching this epic romance with their backs straight.

From then on, Jiang Yunian preferred to find Pei Jingyan to watch movies with various excuses. From romance movies to suspense movies, Jiang Yunian also discovered many little secrets of Pei Jingyan in the movie theater: for example, he is very afraid of birds. He will dodge the camera subconsciously. He is obviously timid but he loves to watch suspense films, solve crimes and reasoning process, and also like Quentin, and he likes the aesthetics of violence.

Every time after watching a horror movie, Pei Jingyan would break out in a cold sweat, and his whole face would be pale. Every time, Jiang Yunian would step forward to pat him on the shoulder for comfort, and sometimes even go up to hug him. The heart is full of distress, but the corners of the mouth are raised high.

When he saw that news, countless memories from his high school days rushed to his mind. Pei Jingyan subconsciously wanted to escape from that memory, so he said no, Jiang Yunian gritted his teeth, dug out the DVDs he had treasured for several years, and took a picture Photo, send it over: I want to get a signed collector's edition of "The Island" at the film festival, come to my house to watch it, just watch a movie, I won't touch it (cute)

Pei Jingyan choked when he saw the news, but he really wanted to watch "The Isolated Island" for a long time, anyway, tomorrow is the weekend, so it didn't matter what happened tonight, thinking of this, he took off the silver-gray glasses frame, rubbed Rubbing his eyes, what the hell was he thinking.

When he arrived at Jiang Yunian's house, he found out that he had also moved out to live alone, and it was very close to his current community. Pei Jingyan asked him why he also lived alone. Jiang Yunian took out a fruit plate from the kitchen and said : "Anyway, there's no one else at home, so it's very convenient for me to move out."

Pei Jingyan didn't think much about it, only later did he realize that Jiang Yunian was exaggerating when he said that there was no one in the family, and that he was really the only one left.

Pei Jingyan watched Jiang Yunian sit down, so he chose the sofa stool farthest from him to sit down.From the very beginning of the movie, there was a terrifying atmosphere. Pei Jingyan kept biting his fingers to prevent himself from screaming. Jiang Yunian threw a doll pillow to him and said, "You won't be afraid if you hug Totoro."

One sentence made Pei Jingyan's face a little hot. After all, Totoro was his favorite doll. When we first got together, Jiang Yunian went to play with the claw machine every day, and said that he would catch all the Totoro in Beijing to Pei Jingyan. When he was young, he always liked it. Pure and precious.

Pei Jingyan held Totoro's ears in his hands, and whispered, "It's not a child anymore."

Jiang Yunian didn't hear clearly, so he asked him what he said, Pei Jingyan murmured that it was nothing, and continued to bite his finger, forgetting for a moment that his left hand was injured while cutting fruit, and he bit right where the wound was, and couldn't bear the pain anymore With a cry, Jiang Yunian hurried over to see him, and when he learned that he had bitten him, he frowned even tighter.

Jiang Yunian took out the first aid kit and said, "Are you a dog? You bite so hard."

Pei Jingyan pouted, but didn't answer.

Jiang Yunian saw that the wound was still oozing blood, and there was only the last bit of alcohol left, so he directly lowered his head, opened his mouth to lick the blood, Pei Jingyan shrank back subconsciously, but Jiang Yunian held him tightly. He had never been his match, not on the bed, not under the bed.

Pei Jingyan was so wronged that she seemed about to cry: "What are you doing, I haven't washed my hands, it's dirty."

Jiang Yunian didn't answer his words, wiped the area around the wound with a cotton cloth, and then wrapped it with gauze, he said: "Pei Pei, I miss you so much, so I miss everything about you, your eyes Your nose and mouth, your wounds, everything about you."

Pei Jingyan was poked by his sudden affection, saying that he was nasty, but he was thinking about other things.In fact, he really wanted to tell him that he had worked hard for a long time to heal the wound six years ago.He really wanted to tell him that when he first went abroad, he was very scared, and he didn't dare to walk alone at night, and he didn't dare to go to places with few people. It was obviously a plan agreed by two people, and he was finally asked to complete it alone. , he really couldn't bear it.

But he also wants to tell Jiang Yunian that no matter how hard it is, he has survived. He has become the professor's most proud student. He has received the highest scholarship from undergraduate to graduate. His professor felt that he did not continue his studies. What a pity it is to stay in school to teach.

But Pei Jingyan just lowered his head in the end and didn't speak. Jiang Yunian knew that he still had trouble in his heart, so he stopped saying nasty words, just kissed the finger through the gauze, and whispered: "heal quickly .”

Pei Jingyan said thank you in a low voice, and wanted to stretch his hand back, but Jiang Yunian refused, and he couldn't use his strength. The two of them were a little anxious and pulled Pei Jingyan, so they exerted force all of a sudden, but Jiang Yunian directly used the other hand Putting it on his wrist, pulling the whole person into his arms, Pei Jingyan couldn't use his hands very hard, so he fluttered into his arms with a blushing face, and said, "You said you didn't want to move your hands."

Jiang Yunian: "Just hug it, it will be fine."

His hand was still holding Pei Jingyan's injured hand, Pei Jingyan frowned and said, "You hurt me."

Only then did Jiang Yunian relax a little, and said to the person in his arms, "I'm sorry, Pei Pei, I'm sorry."

He spoke very slowly and his voice was very low. Pei Jingyan felt a little disappointed. He hadn't looked directly at the problems between them after coming back for so many days, because he was too afraid of losing the feeling of six years ago. He didn't want to Try again.

He cleared his throat and said in a calm and slow tone: "Jiang Yunian, do you know that I have been waiting for you for six full years, if you come to see me once, even if you don't explain, just once is fine.

"But you didn't."

Jiang Yunian's loosened hands were clenched again, he didn't know how to explain, he just apologized over and over again, Pei Jingyan sighed deeply and said, "Let go of me."

Only then did Jiang Yunian put his hands down, and stood in the middle of the living room like a child who did something wrong. Pei Jingyan watched the half-played movie and said, "I won't watch the movie, I'll go back first."

Jiang Yunian: "I'll see you off."

Pei Jingyan: "No, my house is very close."

Jiang Yunian pointed to the dark night outside, and said, "It's very late."

Pei Jingyan: "I'm a big man, what am I afraid of?"

Jiang Yunian sighed deeply in his heart, what he thought was, you are so good-looking, anyone might have plans for you, but he didn't dare to say it, after all, the current atmosphere is really heavy, so he had to watch him leave , and asked him to report his safety when he got home.

Back on the sofa, he hugged the Totoro and was a little slumped, wondering why it was so difficult to get Pei Jingyan back. After all, he seemed to have chased Pei Jingyan without much effort in high school. At that time, the two were tired of being together every day, and now I think it’s beautiful in retrospect. died.