It's better to be nostalgic

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It takes an hour's drive from the airport to the hospital. During this hour, Jiang Yunian has been calling Pei Jingyan, the signal over there is intermittent, sometimes he can hear Pei Jingyan's voice, sometimes not.When Jiang Yunian arrived at the hospital, he saw that the lights in the emergency room had been turned off, and Pei Jingyan was crouching in the corner hugging himself, so he understood everything.

Although he is not his biological father, Jiang Yunian has long regarded Pei Yuan'an as his closest relative after getting along with him for so long. He sighed, forced back the tears from the corners of his eyes, and walked forward to hug Pei Jingyan.

Falling into the familiar hug, Pei Jingyan couldn't control it anymore, hooked the corner of Jiang Yunian's clothes, and cried softly.Jiang Yunian slowly helped him up, led him to the side of the fire escape, let him lean on his body, and said softly, "Cry."

Sudden myocardial infarction.Jiang Yunian heard this word from the doctor's mouth. He didn't understand a lot of explanations that the doctor said later. He only knew that this was a very sudden event with a small probability. In fact, he thought so too. After all, yesterday morning He also visited Father Pei and chatted with him about the latest news. He saw Father Pei's beaming expression when he talked about the economic news, and finally realized that Father Pei might not be interested in movies, but just to give him face. That's all.

He is such a good old man.Thinking of this, Jiang Yunian couldn't help shaking his head, trying to erase the tears. Pei Jingyan's mood was not stable yet, and he had to deal with these follow-up matters carefully.

Pei Jingyan's younger sister, Pei Shan, bought the latest flight back to China after hearing the news. She and Jiang Yunian have also been in contact. After all, Jiang Yunian often went to Pei's house to play in high school. At that time, Pei Shan was still in junior high school. He is very interested in his brother's only good friend, and always praises him for being handsome. Jiang Yunian likes her very much and treats her like his own sister.

Jiang Yunian accompanied the brothers and sisters to finish all the funeral affairs. On the day of the funeral, it rained lightly. After everyone left, Pei Jingyan looked up at the two people in front of him, with red eyes, and said, "From now on, I will only have you. "

He was answered with two long and warm hugs.

After the crew of "Painted Mountain" moved from Beijing to the film and television base, Jiang Yunian worked hard to get two days off. He wanted to stay with Pei Jingyan and Pei Shan as much as possible. They were still in a low mood, so he was really worried.Especially Pei Shan, after all, she didn't have her mother's company when she was very young. Pei Jingyan went abroad after graduating from high school. I had a chance to talk to Pei Jingyan, but Pei Jingyan took the initiative to find him, saying that he wanted to accompany Pei Shan back to Milan, and he also took a break. Jiang Yunian thought about it and thought it would be good.

After Pei Shan returned to China, Pei Jingyan moved back to the apartment where he lived before. The day before he left, Jiang Yunian sent him back to the community at night. The two hugged for a long time under the street lamp. Pay attention to something, seems to have forgotten that Pei Jingyan was the one who went abroad to study alone, Pei Jingyan listened obediently, occasionally nodded, and finally Jiang Yunian patted him on the back and said: "Pei Pei, be careful, we will wait you come back."

Pei Jingyan gave a soft "hmm", scratching Jiang Yunian like a cat's paw.

The next day Jiang Yunian drove the two of them to the airport. Before checking in, Pei Shan took Jiang Yunian aside while Pei Jingyan was shopping, and asked him secretly, "When did you get together again?"

She has always known about the two of them. It was she who informed Pei Jingyan when he returned to China. Jiang Yunian tilted his head and thought for a while: "Last winter."

Pei Shan bit her lip and said, "Don't even tell me." Then she continued: "Forget it, we will be a family from now on, I still want to bless you."

Jiang Yunian said thank you, Pei Shan handed over a kraft paper box, saying it was a gift for him, and mysteriously told him to wait until they got on the plane to look at it.

After watching them board the plane, Jiang Yunian went back to the car and opened the box, and found a notebook inside. He opened it and saw that it was densely packed with Pei Jingyan's characters and some small stickers.

Almost all of them are travel guides in the United States. Jiang Yunian's heart tightened. When he turned to the end, he found that there were a few words written crookedly in bold with a marker pen: "Roaming North America with A Nian > <", and the date in the lower right corner was still It stopped six years ago. It turned out that he had planned everything at that time. Everything, school, life, and even fantasy trips, he had planned.

Holding the ledger, Jiang Yunian lay on the bed a little slumped, and closed his eyes. He seemed to be able to feel the loss and helplessness of Pei Jingyan in the United States. Thinking about it, he still felt that he owed him too much.

When Pei Jingyan and Pei Shan landed, it was already the early morning of the next day in China. Jiang Yunian took the time to make a call, and when he heard that both of them had arrived safely, he said in a low voice, "LA, Universal Studios, Greg Riffes Observatory..."

Pei Jingyan was still jet-lagged, and he was a little dizzy, so he interrupted him: "Ah Nian, what did you say?"

Jiang Yunian paused for two seconds, and put the phone close to his ear, as if he could get closer to him. He said, "Pei Pei, I will accompany you to these places in the future. I'm sorry, I'm six years late."

Only then did Pei Jingyan come to his senses. The feeling of the secret being discovered was very subtle. He obviously felt a little shameful, but he also had the pleasure of being finally seen by him. At that moment, he didn't want to ask where Jiang Yunian got the account from. Put the earphones into your ears and say, "Then you continue to read the place names to me."

Jiang Yunian froze for a moment, then continued to read according to the attractions on the handbook: "Venice Beach, Hollywood Walk of Fame..."

There are not many people at Malpensa Airport at night. Pei Jingyan leans on the billboards to wait for the checked luggage. The earphones are the voice of his lover who is more than 1 kilometers away. Familiar or unfamiliar place names are drilled into his ears. , he read patiently, he listened patiently, in the not warm weather, he seemed to be able to see the stars when he looked up.