love because of love

A few days later, I did all the checks that should be done, and it was a coincidence that I was in good agreement with Cheng Chen in all indicators, and the probability of rejection was very small.I deliberately transferred her to a private hospital abroad, falsified the medical records of my death, and everything was ready.

Ouyang still came after me, he looked at me in pain, and stood stubbornly behind me.

"Ouyang, even if I don't do anything, my life will not last long. Maybe one day in the future I will sleep forever. Instead of that, let me do what I want. I have only been self-willed once since I was a child. Let me be willful again this time!"

I turned around and looked at him sincerely

He looked at me quietly and didn't speak!

Suddenly, the original regular heart rate machine began to fluctuate, Ouyang rushed out instinctively to call the doctor, I grabbed Cheng Chen's hand, her hand seemed to shake me, and then fell down!

The doctor came and gave me electric shocks and heart massage. After tossing for a while, he came out and told me, "Although the heartbeat has recovered, due to the electric shock and compression, the ribs have shifted. If the heart is not replaced immediately, she will not survive tonight!"

"Yes, please arrange surgery immediately!" I said

"But I just checked the schedule yesterday, and I didn't see this patient!" said the doctor

"One-to-one exchange, no need to schedule! All the procedures have been completed, and I wanted to wait for tomorrow..."

"Okay, I'll arrange it right away!"

Ouyang and I stood quietly until the moment we were taken away by the nurse, he kept staring at me with helpless and hopeless eyes.I smiled at him and said, "Don't forget, you promised me!"

The moment I was pushed into the operating room, I felt the coldness to the bone. I used to go in and out of the operating room often, and saved people with the scalpel in my hand, but at this moment, I was a little scared when I was about to lose my life. , And this kind of fear is more like hopeless despair, we will never meet again in the future, she may soon forget me and start living again, and I just ended the life that should have ended long ago.

I once couldn't find the meaning of my life at all, and lived like a walking dead, without thinking about caring for others, let alone loving.I thank God for allowing me to meet her, for adding color and meaning to my life.

Even at the last moment of my life, I was still selfish, selfishly walking in front of her, and selfishly arranging a life for her.

Fortunately, until the last moment of life, we are together!

"Little girl, goodbye!"

☆, extra one

My name is Cheng Chen. I am an orphan. I was adopted by my uncle when I was about ten years old. When I was about ten years old, my uncle took me to meet an aunt.My uncle once looked at the photo of my aunt and sighed. I didn't know until then that my uncle liked my aunt, but why didn't my uncle confess?

My dream since I was a child was to become an artist. I felt that my biological parents could only see me if I stood high enough. I wanted to ask myself: "What was the reason for abandoning me back then!"

When my uncle was dying, I came back. I didn’t expect that my aunt was still so beautiful. The years hadn’t left any traces on her face, but her ruthlessness to my uncle made me very angry. A person who had a crush on her all his life was not worthy of having her. A tear from her sorrow?

I clearly said something that hurt her heart, but why does she always want to get close to me and understand me? Doesn't she know that if the caring can't last long, don't expect people to expect, often the expectations that can't be fulfilled are the most hurtful.I can't afford to lose, so I would rather never have it. I deliberately ignored her and didn't give her a chance to understand me.

When my uncle was dying, I asked me to take care of her. She looked elegant and charming, but she was basically an idiot in life. She might be taken care of for a long time, and she was lazy to do those complicated things.I was independent early, so doing these things is not a problem at all, and in the long-term relationship, I gradually discovered that she is not indifferent, but has forgotten how to love someone.I have been alone for so long that even I think I should be alone.

She acquiesced that I called her Lao Song. This is an exclusive title. No one has ever called her that, only me.She also kindly calls me little girl, and I don't allow others to call me that except her.

The day I left her, she looked at me so tenderly and charmingly, I lost my mind for a moment, maybe because I stayed together all the time, I was a little bit reluctant to give up on her, I hugged her, that was the first time I took the initiative to hug someone , her embrace is as warm as her smile, and there is a faint fragrance of flowers on her body, she gently caresses my back, and for the first time, I have a strong feeling, if I really can't find my parents, then I will stay with her By her side, even if it's just a nanny to take care of her life.

I didn't expect to see her in the company's rehearsal hall. She is serious and rigorous in her work and is very popular with everyone.She's pretending she doesn't know me, and for whatever reason, as long as it's what she wants to do, it doesn't matter if I play the show with her.

I know she rehearses with me late every day, hides behind me, and walks home with me, and there are times when I really want to hold her again and tell her I miss her.

I practiced hard, and finally made my debut smoothly. When the company arranged for an agent, she was also on the list. I tried my best to hide my inner ecstasy, so that she would not see the clue, but she smiled at Yu Meng, and I stared angrily. glanced at her!

Maybe God heard my prayers, and she actually became my manager. I had a lot to say to her, but the camera prevented me from saying anything.

Having dinner with the members, I am not very familiar with everyone, and I didn't blend in well with everyone. I was afraid of being deceived and hurt, so I couldn't get closer to them.

I was very depressed that day, just because I heard a news about the pre-determined ranking. I originally thought that this was a program that could be seen through hard work, hard work, and hard work, but I didn’t expect that the final fight was still capital. , I really hate the profession of an artist.

She always knows where to find me. For the first time, I have the urge to rely on someone, even if it will be impossible to recover in the future, I also want to be greedy for this hard-won sense of security.I thought, what if we could live like this for a long time?

In fact, I didn't want to be angry with her about my biological mother, but I don't know why, I hate that she no longer talks to me, but always likes to be that person's lobbyist, she should be the one who understands me the most at this moment A person who is in a bad mood, but still chooses to stand by that person's side.I angrily proposed to her leader to replace her. In fact, I just wanted her to coax me, even if I said that I was wrong.But on the balcony, she actually asked me directly if I wanted to replace her. I hated her distrust, and said yes angrily. She just went away.I knew I was going too far, so I hurried after her, only to see her fall on the stairs.

☆, extra one

She slept for 10 days before waking up. I don't want to experience those long 10 days in my life. I am annoyed and regretful. I don't want my willful words to cause such serious consequences.I swear, if she can get better soon, I will be happy in the future, I will slowly accept that person, and slowly understand that person, as long as she can get better.Maybe God heard my prayer, and she woke up the next day.

I personally booked a restaurant to treat her to dinner. I want to tell her that I like her and want to be with her forever, even if she doesn't like me, it doesn't matter, I will wait.But when she was looking for her, she saw Ouyang confessing to her, but she didn't refuse, and said she would consider it.I left angrily, and forgot that I was asking her out for dinner.

Duan Fang always comes to bother me. I have already told him clearly that I don't like him, but he never gives up.In order to make him give up, I told her that I like women, and I like Lao Song. I have selfish intentions. Even if I can't tell her that I like her, I still want the second person besides me to know my feelings. , or I think I'm going crazy.

I didn't expect my words to be recorded, and I accidentally pushed her to the forefront. My fans attacked her, but I didn't dare to do anything. I was afraid that I would really stand up and protect her. There is even more slander.When she needed it most, I could only silently watch Ouyang shelter her from the wind and rain.

I was worried about her, so I secretly went to see her at her residence, but happened to meet her hugging Ouyang, I couldn't confront them head-on, I was afraid that I would really do something irreversible.

I asked a private detective to investigate all the time, trying to find out the connection between these things, but I was invited to a dinner party when I was just looking forward to it. I saw her at the dinner party, and Ouyang actually proposed to her. I wanted to stop it, but When they questioned, I dare not take a step forward. Before there is no conclusive evidence, I don't want her to be hurt again. How I wish she could refuse him, but she actually agreed, and in the next minute, I received a personal The detective's phone call, the matter was investigated clearly, and Duan Fang and Yu Meng worked hand in hand.But what can I do now?

I drink every day besides drinking, but whether I am drunk or awake, my head is full of her, and I can't forget her. That night, I picked up the brooch that I had already made, and I wanted to tell my heart She, but the ring on her ring finger is so dazzling that even my heart hurts like a pinprick.My pride made me a deserter again, and I said it was an engagement present for her.

That was the first time I was so close to her, she actually kissed me, I was both happy and shy, and I could only kiss her back clumsily, but she chased Ouyang out, I was worried that she would chase her out too.

The moment I stood in front of her, I didn't think about anything, I just knew that I couldn't lose her, even if I traded my life for hers!But even at such a critical moment, she still wanted to pull me behind, but it was too late. When the car hit us, I was never so afraid of losing my life. In that dark world, I I can never see her again, no matter how hard it is, I can't give up, I have to work hard to live, in order to see her again.

But when I woke up again, I still couldn't see her again. Ouyang said that she had gone abroad, because she didn't want the three of us to hurt each other, so she chose to travel abroad, and maybe she would come back one day after having enough fun.

I know that Ouyang lied to me, but I would rather believe that she really went abroad, and I also lied to myself, she will definitely come back, because I am her little girl, she is my old Song, she is not willing!

I waited for her all my life, but in the end I didn't wait for her to call me "little girl" again

☆, episode [-]

I'm Ouyang Jing, the youngest of the Ouyang family. My parents have spoiled me since I was a child. No matter what I do, they always stand by my side.

I like challenging jobs, so I applied for the promotion of her company. The first time I met her was because of work. I have never seen a girl with such temperament, like a noble swan, but with a fiery and cute personality.I wandered around their department intentionally or unintentionally, just thinking that I could get to know her naturally, but unfortunately, she was not there every time I went.

Finally one day, we had the opportunity to have in-depth contact because of work, but every time I saw her, she had a sad face. It was the first time that I took my work seriously. I reviewed and reviewed the speech draft of the clarification conference. Do my best to be watertight, even if what I do is insignificant, I also hope to heal even a little bit of sadness for her.

I am a very straightforward person, growing up so big, no one would make me so tempted, I decided to confess to her, I chose the best restaurant that day, waiting for her was so long, but so happy, her The answer was within my expectation, but it doesn't matter, I never thought she would agree to me, I just want her to know that there is someone who likes her.

Because of Cheng Chen's inadvertent words, she was dragged to the cusp of the storm, and I could only follow her quietly, trying to isolate her from the interference of fans, until one time I just dismissed the irritable fans who were going to splash paint on her house, and she happened to leave I pretended to come to see her. With my hands empty, I had to make a simple meal for her. Until she was eating with tears in her eyes, I finally knew that what she needed at this moment was nothing more than a shoulder to lean on. A person to be with.

I know that if I ask her to be with me again at this time, I will be like a villain who sneaks in. This kind of thinking is getting stronger and stronger. I can only panic to run away, but just as the door opened, I heard She promised to be with me, I was stunned for a long time before I realized what she said, I hugged her gently like a child, like holding a treasure, when she slowly hugged me back, I felt , if I want to get married, it must be her, she gently buried her head on my shoulder, and I hugged her tightly.

When I saw the figure at the door, I was a little surprised when I saw Cheng Chen. Our eyes met, and I clearly saw the shock and disbelief in her eyes, as well as a trace of unbearable pain. In an instant, she pursed her lips in embarrassment, leaving only a lonely back in the end.It was only then that I realized that Cheng Chen's statement that I like the manager was not a joke. If such a brave girl and I were not rivals in love, we might become good friends.

I underestimated Cheng Chen's liking for Hongling. She was also investigating that matter, but she didn't understand that even if she returned Hongling's innocence, there would be no result between them, and when the time came, Hongling would definitely Caught in a dilemma, I would not allow her to upset the balance of the three of us.

I planned everything, I chose Hongling's favorite song, took out the dusty piano and practiced for a whole month, I hope to give her an unforgettable marriage proposal, so I introduced Hongling to my parents , from appearance to personality to work ability, my parents and sister also have partners who have contacted Hongling, and without exception, they all praise her. Although they love me very much, they always hate me a little. But I didn't think about it, because I like Hongling and I want to become a better person, they are very pleased.

I knew my proposal would not be so easy, and I also knew Hongling’s concerns, so I selfishly used Cheng Chen, and sure enough, Hongling agreed. I always thought that even if she was only forced to marry me, but I have Confidence made her really like me in the future, but at that time I still didn't understand her background and feelings.

That day, I sent Hongling the design draft of the wedding dress, and I wanted to tell her that this is the wedding dress I designed by myself, as long as it is what she likes, I am willing to do anything.If I had known that the result would be like that, I would never have touched the spare key under the flowerpot at the door. The moment I opened the door, the scene in front of me made me suddenly lose my mind. I could only flee like a defeated deserter. In fact, I I already knew in my heart that Hong Ling doesn't like me, and the person she really likes is Cheng Chen, but I'm always unwilling to admit it.

The moment Hong Ling and Cheng Chen fell to the ground, my heart seemed to stop. What did I do?The regret and sadness made me almost stop breathing.

Hong Ling told me her life experience, I was not so shocked, I just feel sorry for her, if I knew the result, I would never insist on keeping her by my side, and her heart is ashamed now, I would rather she can be satisfied live.

She saved Cheng Chen desperately, and I couldn't even find a reason to stop her. When I saw her again after the operation, she was still so beautiful. Although her face was pale, her face was serene, and she even smiled slightly

As she wished, I wove Cheng Chen a dream that would never come true.

But how can we live happily without her...