love because of love

After several turnarounds, I returned to Harbin again. This place used to be the place where my beliefs and all my gentle deliveries were made, but now it is terribly cold.Dad is gone, and Jingxiu is gone too, no matter how bright the lights are, how can I have warmth, but I don’t know what drives me, I always want to come back and take a look at this place and the place I have fought for. The person who has cared for more than 10 years.

Harbin is very quiet at night, and the lights in his office are still on. I don’t know if we didn’t miss those things back then, would I have the same beliefs as him now? a little better……

Looking at the gate from a distance, it is the wall that can never be crossed between me and him. Maybe for him, my death is his redemption and liberation. Our first love, in the face of faith and national justice, we have no choice.

The Song family is now in ruins, and on top of the ruins there is a little loess, where the deepest regrets of my life are buried.After all, I couldn't protect him, and I couldn't keep his last wish well.Dad, for the rest of my life, I will live a good life and try my best to live happily without being restrained.

The younger sister realized her dream and joined Cheng Qiang's team.If I didn't join the army when the country was in crisis, if I could have choices like my sister, if...all ifs.

This is the first time I've seen Jing Xiu again since he let me go first at the intersection.His tombstone was neglected and overgrown with weeds.He was merciless to the enemy, and he was as gentle as water to me. He secretly dealt with many things, just to keep my hands from getting dirty.He never hides his feelings for me, no matter how slow I am to feelings, I can always feel a little bit, but even so, I still don't love him.He has been a fake couple for many years, he has never overstepped, he is a gentleman.Before the last mission, the strong uneasiness made me make such a proposal, and his pale face for a moment still makes my heart ache.He held my arm so tightly and said every word, "This is never what I want?" I don't know, in such a situation, I have already guessed our ending, even once, I want to use what I can Give him a little less regret.But in the end I still didn't give away all I had, and he didn't accept my gift either.He has been waiting for the day when I open my heart and accept him, but unfortunately, we have not waited for it!

Goodbye, this city that has gone through vicissitudes, this place that I am willing to protect with my life.

There is no time to see you next time, I only hope that you who I care about will be safe in your life!