The Temptation of Reborn Pinru

"Since my father died, every spring has become very difficult. I always have insomnia tossing and turning, and I can't sleep all night. I am afraid to close my eyes. After I close my eyes, I am afraid that my father will bend down gently Kissed my forehead, and the next second was his cold corpse lying on his small wooden bed. I was afraid to see his old and tired look, because my father was not like this in my impression. I remember him as tall and handsome as I was in the photos in Disneyland when I was six years old."

"I can't sleep, even though I'm sleepy. I don't have energy during the day, I don't even have the strength to deal with people, and I live like a walking dead. My life is so useless. I ruined the lives of many people. It also ruined my own. But I have to live, I don't want to die, otherwise I won't be able to give my father an explanation when I get down."

"Don't feel sorry for me. I'm not telling you this to gain your sympathy. For me, these things have long passed. With my name change and plastic surgery, it has become another person's story. After Yang Xueqing finished speaking, she lowered her head, her expression neither sad nor happy, although she thought that these things had passed for a long time, and she was able to face these things with strength, but when she really revealed her old feelings again Scars, when she showed Lin Pinru the bloody truth, her heart was still terribly sad.

Although she has changed her name, got a new family background, even removed her birthmark, and had a knife on her face, she is still bound by her original self after all, unable to tell the story like an outsider. Original own story.This is the fate that will follow her all her life, and it weighs heavily on her shoulders, and she can only move forward with the burden on her back.

Yang Xueqing had never told her story before, but for some reason, she wanted to tell Lin Pinru these things, and the other party easily aroused her desire to express, she had countless appearances in front of countless people, But only Lin Pinru's appearance in front of her was real, fragmented, wandering, ugly and real.

"I'm sorry." Lin Pinru didn't know what to say, she also lowered her head to silently digest the story Yang Xueqing told her today, it was really a sad and sad story.

"You have nothing to feel sorry for. On the contrary, Lin Pinru, I want to thank you." Yang Xueqing raised her head to look at Lin Pinru, and said slowly and firmly: "Thank you, thank you for giving me a chance to tell my story .”

After Yang Xueqing uttered all the stories in the past that she suppressed in her heart and could not tell others, she suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and the big stone in her heart was also slightly let go.Language is great, and people need to be heard, because human beings are sensitive and fragile creatures who need to be recognized, understood and comforted by their peers.

She never expected to be able to tell these things. Yang Xueqing originally thought that she would bring these secrets into the coffin, but for some reason, after meeting Lin Pinru, everything seemed to be messed up. She seemed to have waited for someone who could redeem her. people.

Lin Pinru lowered her head and thought, she really couldn't think of any comforting words, so she just stretched her arms towards the woman with a relieved expression in front of her. She saw Yang Xueqing's pupils dilated instantly, and the smile on the corner of her mouth bloomed immediately. Without hesitation, she threw herself into Lin Pinru's arms. As long as she hugged each other quietly like this, the sadness in her heart seemed to be healed.

Words sometimes seem weak, for Yang Xueqing at this moment, a warm embrace may be the greatest comfort.However, it would be great if this embrace could only belong to him.

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In the next few days, Yang Xueqing's resistance to going out to play was much less, so she was dragged up by Lin Pinru to get dressed and washed every morning, and then followed the enthusiastic Lin Pinru to play around Japan.

The days passed quickly, and it was time to return home in a blink of an eye.Lin Pinru was naturally very excited, she was already thinking about Ai Li very much, and she also bought a lot of gifts for Ai Li, preparing to give her a surprise.And Yang Xueqing's mood is obviously not so good, she doesn't really want to go back to the country, because Lin Pinru doesn't belong to her after returning to the country.

Seeing Lin Pinru start packing up early in the morning, Yang Xueqing felt very depressed.

"Don't you like Japan very much? Why don't you stay and play for a few more days? Anyway, there are still eight days of vacation left, so what are you doing in such a hurry to go back?" Yang Xueqing lay on Lin Pinru's bed sideways, holding the white cloth tightly in her hands Pillow kneading.

"Enough playing, I just want to go home now." Lin Pinru continued to pack her things without raising her head.Noticing that Yang Xueqing wanted to keep her, she was afraid that the other party would violate the agreement, so she said in advance: "We agreed before that we will go back after playing for two weeks."

Yang Xueqing bit the corner of the pillow depressedly, looked at Lin Pinru resentfully, and went back to her room to pack her things.

The plane took off from Japan, and then landed on a familiar land. After getting off the plane, Lin Pinru took a deep breath, feeling that the long-lost familiar air seemed very fresh. A moment of loss, because she has no one waiting for her to go home.Although the relationship between Yang Xueqing and Lin Pinru has improved a lot during this trip to Japan, but after all, the other party is a family member, so what is she like?

The company sent a car to pick them up. Lin Pinru was anxious to go home to meet Ellie, so she directly reported the address of her and Ellie's apartment to the driver. Because the company was farther away, the driver took Lin Pinru back first.

"I'm going home first, goodbye." Lin Pinru took down her luggage from the trunk, then stood in front of the car window and said goodbye to Yang Xueqing who was looking at her with sunglasses on. She now regarded Yang Xueqing as a friend.

"Goodbye, remember to come back to work on time." Yang Xueqing lowered her head and said with some disappointment.The driver started the car, and after hearing the sound of the engine starting, Lin Pinru took a step back. Just as she turned to leave, Yang Xueqing stopped her again.

"Also, remember to miss me." Yang Xueqing poked her head out and said this, then put her head back, closed the car window, and urged the driver to drive her back to the company.So Lin Pinru could only stand there and watch the exhaust of the car go away with a dumbfounding expression on his face. Yang Xueqing seemed to have returned to his brazen look after returning to China.

Standing at the door and taking out the key, Lin Pinru imagined Ellie's happy look after seeing her in her mind, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. The desire of the other party grows day by day.

Insert the key into the door and turn it gently. After opening the door, there is no one in front of her eyes. Everything is the same as before she left. The neat and clean curtains are closed on both sides, and the sunlight from outside shines into the room, making the room even more emptiness.

Ellie should know that today is the day she comes back.Lin Pinru lowered her head, although she didn't want to admit it, but now her heart was still filled with a little disappointment, so she turned around and closed the door in silence.

Today is a rest day, and Ellie didn't go to work at first, so she should be sleeping at home now.As Lin Pinru thought to herself, the movements of her hands and feet became more and more gentle.She dragged her suitcase to the door of the bedroom, and then gently opened the door - there was a bouquet of roses by the bed, but there was no one on the bed.

"You're back." Suddenly a warm and soft body was attached behind her, two slender arms encircled her arms, and then they came to her belly and folded them together. The woman's hair fell on her face Come on, that's the smell of Ellie's shampoo.

"I miss you so much." Lin Pinru put her hands behind her back and touched the long-lost body. She had only been away for less than half a month, but she seemed to have lost some weight.But it doesn't matter, since she is back now and has no job for the time being, she can properly raise Ellie up during the vacation time, so that she feels comfortable.

She closed her eyes and let Ellie hug her tightly from behind, rubbing her cheek against her back like a clingy kitten.

Putting her face on Lin Pinru's back, and pressing her palms on Lin Pinru's flat belly, Ellie felt a sense of solid happiness.During this period of time, she was going crazy thinking about Lin Pinru. Ellie thought that if Lin Pinru didn't come back, she might not be able to resist taking a plane to Japan to find him. She didn't feel it before the separation, but after the separation, she realized that there was no Lin Pinru every day It's all so hard.

Originally, I wanted to hide behind the door for a long time, to observe how Lin Pinru would react when he couldn't find his own person. In fact, Ellie knew that Lin Pinru had returned when the other party closed the door just now, but Ellie wanted to see Lin Pinru's reaction. See if she cares about herself that much.It's just that she didn't expect to endure it for so long, and she couldn't bear it anymore after seeing Lin Pinru's thin back.

The only thing she wants to do now is to take Lin Pinru into her arms.She really misses her.

I don't know how long it took, Ellie finally let go of her hand.Lin Pinru opened her eyes again, smiled slightly, then turned around, and lightly clasped Ellie's shoulders with her hands. She looked at Ellie's face tenderly: she had indeed lost weight, and there was less flesh on her cheeks. It's better.Lin Pinru couldn't help but blame the other party in her heart. She is such an old man and doesn't know how to take good care of herself.

Pushing the suitcase aside, the exhaustion after returning from the trip made her not want to pack her things now. Lin Pinru walked to the bed, then leaned back comfortably, and turned her head to look at the delicate and dripping bouquet of roses on the table.

"It's beautiful, did you buy it?" Lin Pinru stretched out her hand and gently touched the soft rose petals, then asked Ellie who was standing in front of the bed and looked at her. In her impression, Ellie didn't seem to I love roses so much.

"Well, it's beautiful..." So I bought it for you.Ellie only said the first half of the sentence, and choked the second half back into her stomach.Some helplessly holding her forehead. For some reason, Ellie felt that expressing emotions seemed to be a very difficult thing for her.This is not the case with all emotions and with all people. It seems that she only acts like this when she expresses her love in front of Lin Pinru.

Ellie lay down next to Lin Pinru, Lin Pinru's body was pressed against her almost the moment she lay down, and the woman's hairy head was buried in her arms, rubbing her chest itchy.Obviously they are almost 30 years old, why are they still so clingy, like a dog.Ellie slandered, then stretched out her hand to slowly caress Lin Pinru's body.

"Ai Li, did you miss me when I was away?" Lin Pinru grabbed one of her arms with one hand, and then comfortably pillowed it on her arm and asked, Lin Pinru's rose-like face was a little ambiguously red, looking up look at her.

"I don't want to." Ellie directly denied it almost without thinking, probably because she forgot who hugged Lin Pinru from behind just now, and then said very nastyly: "I miss you so much."

"Come on, let's catch up on the old days."

The warm air flowed in her ears, Ellie shook her body, and then she turned into a pool of soft mud and collapsed in Lin Pinru's arms. She blushed, and the longing in her heart was densely packed. Facing Lin Pinru's temptation, all resistance was useless.

"You look so beautiful." Lin Pinru took Ellie's earballs in his mouth and gently slid them in his mouth.

"Hmm..." Ellie almost lost consciousness, and began to reach out to take off Lin Pinru's clothes.