The Temptation of Reborn Pinru
Chapter 32
I never thought that loving someone is such a difficult and painful thing.
But in such a boring and lengthy life, there appeared such a brilliant person, how could she move her eyes away.
Maybe it was wrong the first time I saw her, and that's why I made mistakes again and again, getting deeper and deeper.
I used to suffer for a long time because of Lin Pinru's marriage, but I didn't expect that it was just a cover-up.
At that time, when Lin Pinru said that her marriage was unfortunate and she wanted to divorce her husband, she was still rejoicing for a long time.
When Chen Jie was studying abroad, she had many girlfriends, such as Brigitte.
She became aware of her sexuality at a very young age - biologically, she would have a wonderful desire for women, which made her always curious about her own gender.
But just like the elders in her family once said, her excessive rationality and calmness led to her indifference to feelings.
Even those gorgeous young and beautiful women, what they can attract her is only their beautiful appearance, which makes her always have various romantic imaginations.
Of course, she is a conservative person, so so many girlfriends broke up with her one after another.
Chen Jie once really thought that she might not fall in love with anyone in this life, but would only devote herself to her career and be lonely for the rest of her life.
And Lin Pinru was the first and only person who gave her the idea of spending her life together.
The other party is rational and calm, and occasionally emotional and romantic. They have similar interests and similar views. During the rare leisure time, they talked about poetry and poetry to Greek philosophy, and chatted about the meaning of life.
She thought that between her and Lin Pinru, there would be that kind of platonic romantic and dedicated spiritual love.
It's just my own deep affection, but wrongly paying a woman whose heart has been given to someone else.
Maybe I shouldn't have any unreasonable thoughts about Lin Pinru, so that I won't be as embarrassing as they are meeting now.
In the past few days, she has missed Lin Pinru to the point of going crazy.
The nanny who was cooking at home saw that she couldn't eat every day, and she always put down her chopsticks after a few mouthfuls, and felt very distressed.
Chen Jie stared at the phone every day, staring at Lin Pinru's phone number, thinking of countless reasons to call the other party.
But they were all rejected one by one by themselves.
The remaining rationality told Chen Jie that her actions would not make Lin Pinru empathize with her, but would act as a third party between the other party and her lover, destroying their relationship.
But she could no longer restrain the urge to see Lin Pinru, so she finally couldn't help calling him.
No matter what, this desperate state should end.
But when she really saw Lin Pinru, she didn't dare to go see it anymore.
I am afraid that the more I look at it, the more unwilling I will be, the deeper I will fall, and the more I look at it, the more I can't help my desire for the other party.
It was the first time she fell in love with someone, and she still didn't know how to deal with her feelings.
People always say that she is a genius, no matter what she learns, she can do it well the first time.
But why is she so paranoid and clumsy when it comes to love.
Neither can win the other party's heart, but I can't let go of it anyway.
"Chen Jie, I appreciate you very much. You are my best and most intimate friend. But in the future, let's not meet again. If you don't want to do the work in my studio, we can terminate the contract."
Not seeing the fragile and hurt look of the always strong, shrewd and wise woman in front of her, Lin Pinru lowered her head to look at the cold coffee in front of her eyes.
Never meet again?Just that firm?Because of my own wishful thinking, there is no room for being friends?
But she already likes Lin Pinru so much, so how can her friend continue to do so?
Chen Jie finally turned her head and stared blankly at Lin Pinru, wanting to see that woman's incredibly beautiful face for the last time, because she was afraid that she would forget and never see her again.
If this is the last time, she will imprint the other party deeply in her mind and make it the most precious memory in her heart.
This is the last meeting, Chen Jie thought blankly.
His eyes were open, but tears kept pouring out, dripping into the cold and bitter coffee in front of him.
·
At this time, Ellie's late arrival broke the awkward atmosphere between the two.
"Don't try to seduce Lin Pinru away from me." Ellie was aggressive, without looking at the poor woman who was crying silently, she suddenly picked up the coffee on the table and poured it all over Chen Jie.
But Chen Jie still didn't respond at all, the ice-cold coffee stuck to her body stickily.
"Ai Li, are you crazy?" Lin Pinru grabbed Ai Li's hand with such strength that it even hurt her.
After they got together, this was the first time Lin Pinru got angry with Ellie. Driven by the anger, she forgot that the more excited she was at this time, the more she cared about Ellie.
"What's wrong? Distressed?" Ellie sneered, picked up the coffee in front of Lin Pinru with her other hand, and poured it on Chen Jie mercilessly again.
She couldn't bear so many people's strange gazes and pointing fingers, and the cold liquid on her body also made her uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry, I'm leaving." Chen Jie didn't get angry, didn't explain, and didn't resist. She hated being controlled by emotions to have conflicts in this kind of situation, which would only make more people laugh.
Since childhood, Chen Jie has never been wronged like this.
In such a large crowd, after being splashed with coffee, he was treated like a monkey.
She has always envied, even envied, the woman who Lin Pinru cared about and dismissed her because of this.
I also had a sense of inferiority, and felt that I must be inferior to the other party.
But she never thought that Lin Pinru fell in love with such a woman.
Then, she would not easily give up Lin Pinru to the other party, because she would not be more suitable for Lin Pinru than herself.
"Chen Jie, I'm sorry..." Lin Pinru looked at Chen Jie's embarrassed look, guessing that the other party might have never been wronged like this before, she stood up and wanted to chase her out to apologize.
"Lin Pinru, you dare to chase her out and try." Ellie blocked her way, looking at Lin Pinru coldly, while people eating or chatting in the western restaurant put down their tableware and looked over.
Their ambiguous expressions, weird eyes and noisy whispers made Lin Pinru restless.
"..." Lin Pinru looked at Ellie who looked crazy, arrogant and aggressive in front of her. For the first time, she felt a little tired in her heart. She shook her head at Ellie and chased after her.
But after she went out, Chen Jie had long since disappeared.
It was the first time that Lin Pinru was annoyed by Ellie's arrogant character after doing something embarrassing to Chen Jie in public, so after returning to the restaurant to check out, Lin Pinru never looked at Ellie again.
Ellie chased out from the restaurant, grabbed Lin Pinru's hand from behind, and was then pushed away by the other party.
Ellie hugged her from behind reluctantly, and Lin Pinru finally stopped.
She heard the sigh of the person in her arms: "Ellie, let me go."
"I don't want it." Ellie pressed her face tightly against the other's back, her voice trembling.
"Ai Li, your behavior today really disappointed me." After holding back for a long time, Lin Pinru couldn't help but said:
"There has never been anything sorry for you between me and Chen Jie."
Lin Pinru picked up Ellie's two hands on his waist, and struggled to break free from Ellie's embrace.
Even though she has always known and tolerated Ellie's arrogance, her unreasonable troubles today are too much.
Without saying anything else, Lin Pinru walked forward without looking back.
Only Ellie stared blankly at the back of the other party leaving, then squatted down and hugged herself around her knees.
Her eye sockets were red and hot, and she felt a great grievance in her heart, but she still insisted on not letting her tears flow down.
She was always crying too much, too vulnerable, and too unfriendly to the eyes.
·
Lin Pinru went back to the beauty salon to get her mobile phone and left again.
Venus employees never saw their CEO back after that day.
Looking at the browsing history of her mailbox, Lin Pinru sighed.
In order to tolerate Ellie, she even gave up all her privacy and self-esteem, even if this is not enough?
Now she is very confused and unable to face Ai Li. Chen Jie's pear blossoms and rain today also made her feel her heartlessness, partiality and selfishness. She doesn't know whether her choice is correct.
I don't know if it's right to blindly tolerate Ellie's petty temper like this.
Lin Pinru was walking aimlessly in the city, not knowing where she was going or what she was going to do. The only thing she wanted to do now was to avoid Ellie, she was afraid to face her.
I was afraid that I would really be disappointed in her, and then even wondered whether my love for Ellie was really solid.
Not long after, the staff of Venus watched Ellie return to the beauty salon in a daze.
Her face was cold and gloomy like ice, and the low pressure on her body was stronger than ever.
No one dared to speak to her, they just saw her walk into the office feebly, as if floating.
Then they never came out again until they got off work.
·
Ellie walked into the office, looked at the office desk, office chair, sofa, and the places where she and Lin Pinru had been lingering, and then her heart was overwhelmed by more and more turbulent sadness.
Even that office chair, where they were teasing each other in the morning, but now the owner of that chair has disappeared to avoid her.
Ellie thought, could she be so hateful?
Or is it that Chen Jie is too important to Lin Pinru, that's why he lost his temper with himself because of such a small matter.
What exactly is she in her heart?
Ellie walked slowly to the office chair and then squatted down slowly, her face was gently leaning on the cushion of the office chair.
She is so obsessed with Lin Pinru's taste, and loves each other so deeply, even if she doesn't say it, Lin Pinru should know it, is it because the love between them is too fragile?
Will it appear precarious under Chen Jie's little temptation?
Ellie's head began to ache. She couldn't realize her mistake, and she couldn't understand the reason for Lin Pinru's real anger. In her consciousness, she was the most wronged person.
All afternoon, Ellie stayed in Lin Pinru's office, she sat there blankly without saying anything, just cried bitterly from time to time, and then started to be in a daze again.
After all the employees of Venus had left, it was already getting dark, and Lin Pinru still didn't come back.
Ellie's heart sank slowly.
Perhaps it was because of sitting for too long, the sudden dizziness when she got up made her almost unable to stand, but there was no need to wait any longer, Lin Pinru would not come back no matter how long she waited.
If Lin Pinru really leaves her forever, I'm afraid she will collapse.
But in such a boring and lengthy life, there appeared such a brilliant person, how could she move her eyes away.
Maybe it was wrong the first time I saw her, and that's why I made mistakes again and again, getting deeper and deeper.
I used to suffer for a long time because of Lin Pinru's marriage, but I didn't expect that it was just a cover-up.
At that time, when Lin Pinru said that her marriage was unfortunate and she wanted to divorce her husband, she was still rejoicing for a long time.
When Chen Jie was studying abroad, she had many girlfriends, such as Brigitte.
She became aware of her sexuality at a very young age - biologically, she would have a wonderful desire for women, which made her always curious about her own gender.
But just like the elders in her family once said, her excessive rationality and calmness led to her indifference to feelings.
Even those gorgeous young and beautiful women, what they can attract her is only their beautiful appearance, which makes her always have various romantic imaginations.
Of course, she is a conservative person, so so many girlfriends broke up with her one after another.
Chen Jie once really thought that she might not fall in love with anyone in this life, but would only devote herself to her career and be lonely for the rest of her life.
And Lin Pinru was the first and only person who gave her the idea of spending her life together.
The other party is rational and calm, and occasionally emotional and romantic. They have similar interests and similar views. During the rare leisure time, they talked about poetry and poetry to Greek philosophy, and chatted about the meaning of life.
She thought that between her and Lin Pinru, there would be that kind of platonic romantic and dedicated spiritual love.
It's just my own deep affection, but wrongly paying a woman whose heart has been given to someone else.
Maybe I shouldn't have any unreasonable thoughts about Lin Pinru, so that I won't be as embarrassing as they are meeting now.
In the past few days, she has missed Lin Pinru to the point of going crazy.
The nanny who was cooking at home saw that she couldn't eat every day, and she always put down her chopsticks after a few mouthfuls, and felt very distressed.
Chen Jie stared at the phone every day, staring at Lin Pinru's phone number, thinking of countless reasons to call the other party.
But they were all rejected one by one by themselves.
The remaining rationality told Chen Jie that her actions would not make Lin Pinru empathize with her, but would act as a third party between the other party and her lover, destroying their relationship.
But she could no longer restrain the urge to see Lin Pinru, so she finally couldn't help calling him.
No matter what, this desperate state should end.
But when she really saw Lin Pinru, she didn't dare to go see it anymore.
I am afraid that the more I look at it, the more unwilling I will be, the deeper I will fall, and the more I look at it, the more I can't help my desire for the other party.
It was the first time she fell in love with someone, and she still didn't know how to deal with her feelings.
People always say that she is a genius, no matter what she learns, she can do it well the first time.
But why is she so paranoid and clumsy when it comes to love.
Neither can win the other party's heart, but I can't let go of it anyway.
"Chen Jie, I appreciate you very much. You are my best and most intimate friend. But in the future, let's not meet again. If you don't want to do the work in my studio, we can terminate the contract."
Not seeing the fragile and hurt look of the always strong, shrewd and wise woman in front of her, Lin Pinru lowered her head to look at the cold coffee in front of her eyes.
Never meet again?Just that firm?Because of my own wishful thinking, there is no room for being friends?
But she already likes Lin Pinru so much, so how can her friend continue to do so?
Chen Jie finally turned her head and stared blankly at Lin Pinru, wanting to see that woman's incredibly beautiful face for the last time, because she was afraid that she would forget and never see her again.
If this is the last time, she will imprint the other party deeply in her mind and make it the most precious memory in her heart.
This is the last meeting, Chen Jie thought blankly.
His eyes were open, but tears kept pouring out, dripping into the cold and bitter coffee in front of him.
·
At this time, Ellie's late arrival broke the awkward atmosphere between the two.
"Don't try to seduce Lin Pinru away from me." Ellie was aggressive, without looking at the poor woman who was crying silently, she suddenly picked up the coffee on the table and poured it all over Chen Jie.
But Chen Jie still didn't respond at all, the ice-cold coffee stuck to her body stickily.
"Ai Li, are you crazy?" Lin Pinru grabbed Ai Li's hand with such strength that it even hurt her.
After they got together, this was the first time Lin Pinru got angry with Ellie. Driven by the anger, she forgot that the more excited she was at this time, the more she cared about Ellie.
"What's wrong? Distressed?" Ellie sneered, picked up the coffee in front of Lin Pinru with her other hand, and poured it on Chen Jie mercilessly again.
She couldn't bear so many people's strange gazes and pointing fingers, and the cold liquid on her body also made her uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry, I'm leaving." Chen Jie didn't get angry, didn't explain, and didn't resist. She hated being controlled by emotions to have conflicts in this kind of situation, which would only make more people laugh.
Since childhood, Chen Jie has never been wronged like this.
In such a large crowd, after being splashed with coffee, he was treated like a monkey.
She has always envied, even envied, the woman who Lin Pinru cared about and dismissed her because of this.
I also had a sense of inferiority, and felt that I must be inferior to the other party.
But she never thought that Lin Pinru fell in love with such a woman.
Then, she would not easily give up Lin Pinru to the other party, because she would not be more suitable for Lin Pinru than herself.
"Chen Jie, I'm sorry..." Lin Pinru looked at Chen Jie's embarrassed look, guessing that the other party might have never been wronged like this before, she stood up and wanted to chase her out to apologize.
"Lin Pinru, you dare to chase her out and try." Ellie blocked her way, looking at Lin Pinru coldly, while people eating or chatting in the western restaurant put down their tableware and looked over.
Their ambiguous expressions, weird eyes and noisy whispers made Lin Pinru restless.
"..." Lin Pinru looked at Ellie who looked crazy, arrogant and aggressive in front of her. For the first time, she felt a little tired in her heart. She shook her head at Ellie and chased after her.
But after she went out, Chen Jie had long since disappeared.
It was the first time that Lin Pinru was annoyed by Ellie's arrogant character after doing something embarrassing to Chen Jie in public, so after returning to the restaurant to check out, Lin Pinru never looked at Ellie again.
Ellie chased out from the restaurant, grabbed Lin Pinru's hand from behind, and was then pushed away by the other party.
Ellie hugged her from behind reluctantly, and Lin Pinru finally stopped.
She heard the sigh of the person in her arms: "Ellie, let me go."
"I don't want it." Ellie pressed her face tightly against the other's back, her voice trembling.
"Ai Li, your behavior today really disappointed me." After holding back for a long time, Lin Pinru couldn't help but said:
"There has never been anything sorry for you between me and Chen Jie."
Lin Pinru picked up Ellie's two hands on his waist, and struggled to break free from Ellie's embrace.
Even though she has always known and tolerated Ellie's arrogance, her unreasonable troubles today are too much.
Without saying anything else, Lin Pinru walked forward without looking back.
Only Ellie stared blankly at the back of the other party leaving, then squatted down and hugged herself around her knees.
Her eye sockets were red and hot, and she felt a great grievance in her heart, but she still insisted on not letting her tears flow down.
She was always crying too much, too vulnerable, and too unfriendly to the eyes.
·
Lin Pinru went back to the beauty salon to get her mobile phone and left again.
Venus employees never saw their CEO back after that day.
Looking at the browsing history of her mailbox, Lin Pinru sighed.
In order to tolerate Ellie, she even gave up all her privacy and self-esteem, even if this is not enough?
Now she is very confused and unable to face Ai Li. Chen Jie's pear blossoms and rain today also made her feel her heartlessness, partiality and selfishness. She doesn't know whether her choice is correct.
I don't know if it's right to blindly tolerate Ellie's petty temper like this.
Lin Pinru was walking aimlessly in the city, not knowing where she was going or what she was going to do. The only thing she wanted to do now was to avoid Ellie, she was afraid to face her.
I was afraid that I would really be disappointed in her, and then even wondered whether my love for Ellie was really solid.
Not long after, the staff of Venus watched Ellie return to the beauty salon in a daze.
Her face was cold and gloomy like ice, and the low pressure on her body was stronger than ever.
No one dared to speak to her, they just saw her walk into the office feebly, as if floating.
Then they never came out again until they got off work.
·
Ellie walked into the office, looked at the office desk, office chair, sofa, and the places where she and Lin Pinru had been lingering, and then her heart was overwhelmed by more and more turbulent sadness.
Even that office chair, where they were teasing each other in the morning, but now the owner of that chair has disappeared to avoid her.
Ellie thought, could she be so hateful?
Or is it that Chen Jie is too important to Lin Pinru, that's why he lost his temper with himself because of such a small matter.
What exactly is she in her heart?
Ellie walked slowly to the office chair and then squatted down slowly, her face was gently leaning on the cushion of the office chair.
She is so obsessed with Lin Pinru's taste, and loves each other so deeply, even if she doesn't say it, Lin Pinru should know it, is it because the love between them is too fragile?
Will it appear precarious under Chen Jie's little temptation?
Ellie's head began to ache. She couldn't realize her mistake, and she couldn't understand the reason for Lin Pinru's real anger. In her consciousness, she was the most wronged person.
All afternoon, Ellie stayed in Lin Pinru's office, she sat there blankly without saying anything, just cried bitterly from time to time, and then started to be in a daze again.
After all the employees of Venus had left, it was already getting dark, and Lin Pinru still didn't come back.
Ellie's heart sank slowly.
Perhaps it was because of sitting for too long, the sudden dizziness when she got up made her almost unable to stand, but there was no need to wait any longer, Lin Pinru would not come back no matter how long she waited.
If Lin Pinru really leaves her forever, I'm afraid she will collapse.
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