Mr. Zhang said

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"Big bastard" Zhang Xu had just stepped into the room when he heard a "bang" in the room.

Zhang Xu carried the breakfast in one hand and the medicine bag in the other, and he put the things on the table before he realized that Yu Chen was scolding him.

Presumably when I woke up, I didn't see anyone, and I don't know what kind of heart-wrenching plot I made up in my head.Zhang Xu thought it was funny and suddenly regretted it, he should have woken up with him if he knew earlier, and he was satisfied with holding him tenderly for a while.

Just about to go in to find someone, Yu Chen limped out of the bathroom with a bitter face, and was stunned when he saw Zhang Xu standing in front of him.

"You..." Yu Chen's mind was full of scolding Zhang Xu just now, but now that he is standing in front of him, Yu Chen's mind is blank.

Seeing that the man opened his mouth and couldn't speak, Zhang Xu continued his conversation. "I'm back."

The porridge poured into the bowl was steaming hot, Yu Chen didn't approach, but he was already ironed by this warm breakfast.

The uneasiness and loss when he woke up was healed little by little by the return of the person in front of him, he moved his feet and walked over, only a few steps away, Yu Chen could not restrain himself from opening the small theater in his mind.

Zhang Xu is back, is it because he is serious?

Does Zhang Xu like himself?

He asked if it was okay, but he didn't say a word that he liked you.

One-night stands are hard to control, and there is no guarantee that you won't regret your impulsiveness when you wake up in the morning.

If I like it... so what if I like it?They don't seem to be able to stay together.

Yu Chen stood in place for a while, his mind was running wildly, and he was so upset that he blew up smoke from the top of his head.

Zhang Xu poured the two bowls of porridge into the bowl, put the four fried dough sticks horizontally on the plate, the steamed buns were still in the steamer, and the lid was opened at a slant.

When he turned his head, Yu Chen had already moved to his side. Zhang Xu looked down at his reddish ear tips, and couldn't help but raise his hand to wrap his arms around him lightly. I shivered.

Yu Chen was drunk last night, and then his blood surged up, so he didn't care about it.But now, Yu Chen is awake, and can clearly feel Zhang Xu hugging him, the warmth of his embrace and the close breathing.

This is the first time Zhang Xu took the initiative to hug him.

Unlike good brothers who used to hook shoulders and backs, this kind of hug is both intimate and ambiguous.

"Zhang Xu..."

"Ok?"

Yu Chen felt that everything in front of him was unreal.

Zhang Xu seemed to have guessed his thoughts.Zhang Xu let go of him, and put a light kiss on his forehead, as if to prove something.

"Have breakfast, and I'll give you medicine after eating." Zhang Xu solemnly said with his hands on his shoulders. "I'm sorry, I was too impatient last night and hurt you. I saw a little swelling in the morning."

Zhang Xu got up early in the morning, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a hairy head leaning against his arms. Zhang Xu couldn't help his heart throbbing, and the smile on his lips couldn't stop.That's great, Zhang Xu thought, in the future, the person who wakes up with each other in the morning and sleeps with each other at night will be the person in front of him. This kind of recognition makes him feel at ease and happy.

He originally wanted to have a serious confession, but last night when Yu Chen was drunk and said those words to him, Zhang Xu suddenly discovered that Yu Chen's previous abandonment was not because he didn't like it, but because he didn't believe it, didn't believe him Zhang Xuhui likes him and doesn't believe that he can do intimate things with him as lovers.That's why Zhang Xu was so impulsive, eager to prove, he did the first thing in his life where he lost his calm thinking and made a rash move.

Zhang Xu was thinking, it would be better if the raw rice was cooked like this, while gently tucking him in the quilt.Yu Chen turned around suddenly, Zhang Xu found out that he didn't seem to be sleeping soundly, his brows were tightly frowned, and when he turned over, he hummed uncomfortably and aggrievedly.

Zhang Xu checked and found out that he was injured.

Feeling distressed and guilty, Zhang Xu felt sleepless all of a sudden, got up and went out to buy medicine and breakfast.

The tips of Yu Chen's ears became even redder, and his cheeks were also smudged with crimson.Being supported by Zhang Xu to sit down, he obediently lowered his head and sipped the porridge, while listening to him say that when he went to the pharmacy in the morning, the salesperson on duty last night hadn’t left yet, seeing him twice had colorful expressions, Zhang Xu smiled He said, with a little shyness on his face.

Yu Chen listened to him quietly, feeling complicated for a while.

After breakfast, his belly was warm and comfortable, Yu Chen finally regained some sense of reality and faced the reality.

He looked up at Zhang Xu, Zhang Xu put the last steamed bun in his bowl for him.

"Zhang Xu, I'm full."

"Okay, then you go back to your room first, and I'll clean it up."

Yu Chen tugged at the corner of Zhang Xu's clothes.Zhang Xu stopped his movements, and his tone was unprecedentedly gentle and even mixed with joy and worry: "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Yu Chen shook his head. "Then what, what happened yesterday... last night, can we pretend that it didn't happen? I was drunk, it was all an accident..."

While talking, Yu Chen observed Zhang Xu's expression.Just halfway through speaking, the smile on Zhang Xu's face froze, and his face sank.

"What do you mean?"

Yu Chen didn't let go of the corner of Zhang Xu's clothes, he was nervous and squeezed the corner of the clothes tightly into a crumpled ball.He seemed to be afraid that once he let go, Zhang Xu would really turn around and leave.

But he was really conflicted. He didn't know what to do with the sudden change in the relationship between the two, and he was expecting and uneasy.

"Last night... I was drunk."

Zhang Xu took a deep breath. "But I'm not drunk." Seeing Yu Chen bowed his head and said nothing, Zhang Xu squatted down to see Yu Chen's tangled expression clearly.

"Yu Chen, I'm serious, what are you thinking?"

Zhang Xu didn't know, but Yu Chen thought too much.

When did Zhang Xu bend?

When did you like him?

If they are together, can their parents accept it?

……

Yu Chen never knew that he could think like this. In fact, what Xiaopang said was right. He would be cowardly when he met Zhang Xu. Zhang Xu was the person in his past, present, and future. Yu Chen was sure of this.But Yu Chen didn't have the guts to put him in the position of intimacy in his heart.Maintaining the long-standing relationship is the most stable and permanent, and it is good for the relationship between the two families. Even if the confession was made two years ago, Yu Chen never thought that there would be any progress between him and Zhang Xu.

"Yu Chen, or do you think playing with me is fun?"

playing?

Yu Chen raised his head again to see his expression but failed to understand the meaning of his words, Zhang Xu's face was dark, obviously angry, even aggrieved.

"You confessed to me two years ago, you pretended to be drunk?" Zhang Xu smiled wryly. "I was too innocent at the time, but after that confession, I have been thinking about you, always thinking of you, even if I get along with you like before and you walk by my side, I can't help but want to touch you... At that time I knew it, I seem to like you." Zhang Xu stretched out his hand to hold Yu Chen's hand that was holding onto the hem of his clothes.

Like Yu Chen's heart, the tightly pinched corner of his clothes was suddenly loosened.

"But what about you, what on earth are you thinking? After confessing to me, you made a boyfriend and came back. Are you playing me?"

"It's not...I..." Yu Chen wanted to explain something, but he opened his mouth, his throat seemed to be clogged with chaotic emotions, and he didn't know how to start.

Yu Chen confessed to Zhang Xu two years ago, at the break-up dinner of his senior year, Xiao Pang gave him an idea, drink a few more glasses, close your eyes, and say those four words, you My youth crush is complete, and it can end.

Yu Chen also thought so at the time.

Yu Chen and Zhang Xu have known each other since childhood, and everyone around them knows about it.When he was young, Yu Chen loved to call him brother, and everyone in the class knew that Yu Chen had a bully brother who was always with him, and was covered by someone. When Yu Chen was making trouble outside, he always called Zhang Xu's name. , when others chased him and ran behind, Yu Chen couldn't help but say, "If you dare to bully me, I will let my brother teach you a lesson!"

The children of other families were really a little scared after hearing this. Who knows if it's true or not. If they really call someone who can fight and protect their shortcomings, then they will be in pain.

Later, a group of chasing children really saw Zhang Xu came to drive his brother home, and they were indeed a little afraid of him.

Zhang Xu's height grew rapidly when he was a child, and he was a head taller than Yu Chen in the same year.Riding a bicycle with earphones, when he is not smiling, he has a serious expression and looks fierce.Later, when he grew handsome, he looked milder.

Since going to school, Zhang Xu has good grades and ranks high, and the key schools are also close to Zhang Xu. Whatever school Zhang Xu wants to go to, as long as he works hard, he can easily enter the gate of any school, but Yu Chen is different. Yu Shenglian doesn't have high requirements for his grades, the bottom line is that he can pass, but other times he is willing to let Yu Chen do more things he likes.In the second year of junior high school, Yu Chen was obsessed with hip-hop and guitar. He went to a part-time job on weekends without telling Zhang Xu, and saved money to buy a guitar. Zhang Xu was so angry that he almost smashed the guitar, and wanted to sue Yu Shenglian.

According to Zhang Xu's words, others play the guitar to be handsome, but Yu Chen plays the guitar to bewitch the soul.

Yu Chen was really afraid that Zhang Xu would smash the guitar, and the money to buy the guitar came from his own part-time job.His parents refused to give it to him, so he was willing to work part-time to earn enough money to buy it back.

Yu Chen was aggrieved and took the guitar home and put it behind the closet. He felt that he really didn't have any musical talent, so he put it away and didn't move it anymore.That guitar has never appeared in front of Zhang Xu since then.

Even Yu Chen didn't know when it started, maybe it started when he no longer wanted to call Zhang Xu brother, he relied too much on Zhang Xu, always followed Zhang Xu, Zhang Xu had good grades , I was in a key class in a key school, so as long as Yu Chen slacked off, he would not be able to catch up with Zhang Xu.So he can stay by his side only if his grades can catch up with Zhang Xu.

In the eyes of others, the two brothers Zhang Xu and Yu Chen have a good relationship, good grades, and help each other, so there is no need for parents to worry about grades.

Only Yu Chen knew that he was chasing after Zhang Xu desperately so that he could always be by Zhang Xu's side and let him protect him.

If in the past it was purely dependent, it was a psychological comparison of peers, he didn't want to be compared by Zhang Xu, and he didn't want to be compared by adults in his spare time, then later, this pure brotherly relationship slowly changed in Yu Chen's heart quality.

The teenagers who are gradually going through puberty begin to fall in love, start to break away from rebellion, and yearn for independence.Yu Chen also doesn't want to call Zhang Xu brother anymore, others call Zhang Xu's intimate "A Xu", but Yu Chen likes to call him Zhang Xu by his first name and surname.I no longer want to hook shoulders with Zhang Xu to buy hot dogs after class, and I no longer want to sit on the back of his bicycle after school.Yu Chen is not willing to do anything he was passionate about before.

Yu Chen restrained himself involuntarily for no reason, but slowly discovered his desire for Zhang Xu in this restraint.He longed for Zhang Xu to only see himself, longed for Zhang Xu to be around only himself, he longed for Zhang Xu to have a unique favor for him.And this kind of longing finally broke out after Zhang Xu got a girlfriend in the second year of high school. The resulting desire for monopoly and crazy jealousy made Yu Chen see his heart clearly.

he likes.

He likes Zhang Xu.

It's not pure brotherhood, but like the love between a man and a woman. I want Zhang Xu to give back the same emotion to himself, but no, Zhang Xu is smiling at that girl. The 17-year-old Yu Chen tasted for the first time the love expressed in those poems and the bitterness of not being able to love.

So in the second year of high school, after Zhang Xu fell in love for a month, Yu Chen secretly messed up Zhang Xu's first love.

When he was in college, Zhang Xu didn't have any more girlfriends, and Yu Chen met Xiaopang. Although Xiaopang is fat, he has a flexible mind and is quite accurate in judging people.It didn't take long for Xiaopang to tell Yu Chen that you two always feel weird, but the point is that Yu Chen is unilaterally weird.

That's why the confession in senior year came about.

In fact, Yu Chen didn't even think about the result with Zhang Xu. The restless emotions at the beginning have slowly settled with the years. He can always be with Zhang Xu. Even if he gets married and has children in the future, Yu Chen is still the best in his life. brother.To Yu Chen, the confession is more like the end of a secret love. No matter what the result is, he should let go of secretly liking Zhang Xu for six years.

He was not drunk that day, but Zhang Xu thought he was, so Yu Chen followed suit and treated it as drunken nonsense.

Yu Chen thought quite open-mindedly, never thought of hanging himself from a tree, confessed, life had to go on, and then one time when he went to disco with Xiaopang, he met a handsome guy who caught his eye , the two of them didn't come to 419 in a hurry, but they talked about their relationship seriously, they held their little hands carefully, and then they had a deep love, and there should be a breakthrough, but Yu Chen was cowardly at the last step, Zeng Before Feng's fingers touched there, Yu Chen was trembling.Zeng Feng had no choice, he also really liked Yu Chen, coaxing Yu Chen to take his time, anyway, the future will be long.Since then, they have been in love for two years, and their relationship has been stable, but there is still no breakthrough at all.

Until last week, Zeng Feng's cheating was caught by Yu Chen, and the two-year relationship was announced as an end.

Before parting, Zeng Feng asked Yu Chen helplessly, can you do it?

Regarding this, Yu Chen was depressed and helpless.

But he can do it, in front of Zhang Xu, he can do it.

Yu Chen was even more depressed.

"I just broke up...I haven't recovered yet..."

"I know, that's why I want to seize the opportunity. If you meet someone else again, how long will I have to wait?"

Yu Chen looked at Zhang Xu's eyes in a daze, it turned out that he was right last night, Zhang Xu's eyes really had sparkling and surging emotions.

Yu Chen added: "I didn't play tricks on you."

"It's not considered a joke, it's just irresponsible to run away after teasing."

Yu Chen pursed his mouth, even though he was full of rebuttals, he suddenly couldn't speak, he was a little guilty.He still remembered what his father told him when he came out with Yu Shenglian before he confessed to Zhang Xu.

Yu Shenglian was sullen and silent in front of him for the whole afternoon, and when Xu Xin came back from shopping, Yu Shenglian opened his mouth slowly. "There's nothing you can do about your sexual orientation. You were born with it. Since you have chosen this path, be careful. I don't care about you, but you have to promise me one thing. That child from the Zhang family has been close to you since childhood. You can't lead others away."

Yu Chen nodded his head, but in fact he was guilty, after all, he had planned for a long time to confess his love to Zhang Xu after the party was over.