Red Mist Bliss Village

This is the Red Mist Bliss Village?Where does the descendant of Yamato no Orochi live?

I stood there in a daze, and saw the red mist drifting in, which convinced me that this place was really the Red Mist Bliss Village that was burned 20 years ago and no residents survived.

So, who is Ye Yue standing in front of me?

"Why do you know?" Hazuki held Sakuraba Aki tightly, and said in a cold tone, "You knew the real face of this village when you first came to this place?"

Ai Sakuraba closed her eyes, and replied with a heavy voice, "I've seen you since I was a child."

He took out a yellowed photo from the suitcase, and I saw the contents of the photo a little bit.That photo is exactly the same as the photo Ye Yue showed me before, the difference is that the date is marked on the lower right corner of the photo, it is a photo from more than [-] years ago.

Ye Yue stretched out her trembling hand, and took the photo from Lou Ting Aisheng's hand, Ye Yue was the same as him in the photo, without any change.But what about the man standing next to him then?Ye Yue raised her head and looked at Aisheng Sakuraba blankly, as if she wanted to find the answer in him.

"I'll come to see you instead of him." Sakuraba Aisheng said so.

The red mist has already permeated the house, it is as red as blood, and as red as the fire that destroyed this place at the beginning, Ye Yue's black hair is floating in this strange blood mist, his pale face Has a heart-wrenching expression.

Ye Yue returned the photo to Sakuraba Aisheng, after a long silence, the handsome young man spoke.

"I've been waiting for him to come." Ye Yue's sad smile gradually showed red snake patterns on his pale neck, which made me realize once again that this place is really not another place, but already The Red Mist Bliss Village that was destroyed but reborn again.

"He said he would bring his son to see me. I am really happy. He is a very gentle person. If possible, I really hope to go with him." Ye Yue said palely Tears were streaming down his face, and his sad smile, which was suppressing laughter at this time, seemed to be expressing feelings such as "I'm sorry, but there is no other way, I know".

"I don't think I'm a monster. Even if I saw the snake pattern that I tried to hide, I smiled and said it looks good. That man... really likes him." Laughed self-deprecatingly, perhaps because he had awakened to fate. Arrangement, there can no longer be too many extravagant wishes. Layue wiped away the tears on his face, and when he raised his head, he could no longer see any sad expression on his face.

No matter how many emotions were burned into ashes with the fire 20 years ago, Ye Yue understood this.

"The people who live in Hongwu Bliss Village are actually just like ordinary people. They have dreams for the future and want to be with the people they like for a long time, but all of these are destroyed by those neighboring residents with distorted thoughts. Lie Yan Burning the body is quite painful, prompting the dead people in Hongwu Bliss Village to have great resentment towards the present world, the hatred has transformed the souls of many people, and some people's bodies have become real monsters." Ye Yue said lightly.

Is that so?The doubts in my heart have finally been answered.Then, the humanoid spider and the boy I saw before were all from the Red Mist Bliss Village.

Because of hatred, their souls turned into monsters. Even after death, they couldn't get rid of the fact that they were covered with demon blood. The fate of the residents of Hongwu Bliss Village was really too bleak.

"I heard that dead cats and dogs are often found around here, so it's..." Thinking of this, I asked Ye Yue.

"It's true that we did it." Ye Yue smiled wryly, "If you don't do this, the pain in your heart will never be balanced. When you have to, you will kill them to vent your hatred, even if they are wrong. No. Sometimes this world is quite unreasonable, if there is some truth at work, how could Hongwu Bliss Village become like this?"

I thought of the person who said "Get out of here" to me last night.

I have an intuition that that person should not be from the Red Mist Bliss Village.Presumably, when the residents of Hongwu Bliss Village were engulfed by the fire, the dead who were holding a grudge would not let go of those neighboring residents with heretical ideas. feel.Therefore, the humans who died at the hands of the residents of Hongwu Bliss Village, like them, wandered in this place.

What's ridiculous is that the neighboring residents who were determined to kill Hongwu Bliss Village actually said to me, an outsider, "Leave quickly." Sure enough, there is really no reason for such a difference between good and evil.

"Mr. Xinsan, I'm sorry, I didn't want you to encounter such a thing, but the hatred has already made the people of Hongwu Bliss Village lose their minds." Ye Yue sighed and looked at me with an apologetic expression . "The so-called 'Night of Thin Red' is the once-a-year trial of Hongwu Bliss Village. During this time, anyone who offends or is hostile to the village will inevitably be killed."

"Because the 'Thin Red Night' was also the day when the fire broke out in Hongwu Bliss Village." Ye Yue said worriedly.

After he mentioned it, I now have the impression that when I was investigating the Red Mist Bliss Village, I saw a fire in March, and it seems very unfortunate that it was on this day.Well, Sakuraba Aisheng should also know this, so that's why she wants to come to Hongwu Bliss Village at this time.At the beginning, he probably came here with the idea of ​​replacing "that person", but found that the villagers and villages that had been destroyed reappeared in front of his eyes, as if he had traveled through life and death, and wanted to convey the thoughts in his heart .

"I know, please don't take it to heart." If Ye Yue really wanted to harm me and Sakuraba Aisheng, he probably wouldn't let us live for so long. It feels like he has been hesitating, even at this moment, Many residents of Hongwu Bliss Village can already be seen outside the house. Among those people with pale faces, many of them have lost their human appearance, and a very desolate sound came from their throats. voice, singing the nursery rhyme "Red Rain" one after another.

The dead residents are slowly moving towards this house, and those people probably don't intend to let me and Aisheng Sakuraba go.

"Come with me!" Ye Yue walked quickly in the hallway of the house, opened a lattice door neatly, and after pushing away a large cabinet in the room, a passageway appeared from the back of the cabinet. The walkway outside.

"Please go to the 'Yellow Spring and Thin Light', where you can lead to the present world." Ye Yue said to Ying Bing Aisheng.

"This... world?" I asked for no reason, isn't this the world I originally existed in?

"This is Huangquan, there are no other living people except you and Mr. Sakuraba Aki, so as long as you go to the "Huangquan Boming Room", you can return to the original world." Ye Yue gently pushed me, He said with a smile, "Okay, hurry up! I don't know how long I can hold them off."

I turned around in surprise, but Sakuraba Aisheng stretched out his hand and said to Ye Yue, "Come with us?"

Ye Yue froze for a moment, and finally stood there with a sad smile and shook her head, "Did you forget? I died 20 years ago, and I have no way to leave here."

He stretched out his right hand, and there was a red lotus flower in his hand, Ye Yue gave it to Sakuraba Aisheng. "When you return to this world, say hello to that person for me, tell him that I really like him, and goodbye."

Sakuraba Aisheng took the flowers, looked hesitantly at the pure and sad face of the boy, but Ye Yue just shook his head.

The sad lyrics of "Red Rain" came from the red mist, just like Ye Yue's mood.

That person is at the bridge

carrying a red lantern

at the bridge

red rain red rain

when can we meet

------No, we can no longer see each other again.

Ye Yue glanced at Aisheng Sakuraba and me, and closed the door softly, we will never see his heartbroken expression again.

Ai Sakuraba held my hand tightly, closed her eyes as if making up her mind, and said, "Let's go."

I, who had never cried since entering junior high school, had moist eyes.

In the ruined Hongwu Bliss Village, looking at the photos alone, I remembered the person I met a long time ago, and I knew that such thoughts and feelings would never come true, but I still liked that person.Such Ye Yue, even after many years, I still remember the bright but sad smile on his face when he talked about his sweetheart.

Sakuraba and I passed through layers of red fog, surrounded by unfamiliar scenery. In fact, neither he nor I have been to this place. How to get to the "Yellow Spring and Boming Room" is still a problem. I always feel that there seems to be something chasing after me. I dare not look back, but I don't know how to move forward.

In the fog, we seemed to be unable to find an exit, running aimlessly, I could feel something touching my clothes and backpack, the sharp nails cut the fabric of the jacket, the cold wind directly invaded the skin, I Feel the incomparable coldness.

I know that the residents of the Red Mist Bliss Village may have almost caught up with us. There were wild beast-like roars from all around. Even in the blood-red fog, we could vaguely see monster-like figures moving around.

Definitely can't stop here!

Although I don't have much strength, Sakuraba Aisheng who is in front of me still holds my hand tightly, as if telling me that I can't give up no matter what, and no matter how tired my body is, I can only move forward.

At this time, in the red mist, a little girl appeared in front of me and Sakuraba Aki, and the residents who were chasing us all retreated a few times, as if "the elders couldn't bear to blame the children". However, we were still waiting for the little girl to leave before attacking us again.The little girl pointed to a certain road, as if telling us to go there.

Aki Sakuraba and I exchanged glances.Although I don't know the other party, I can only take a gamble at this time.

"Thank you." I said to the little girl with my head down as I passed by her.On her body, I smelled the sweet taste of pudding.

"Candy is delicious, I like it very much." The little girl raised her head and smiled very sweetly. When I was surprised, she quickly ran away.

"What's wrong?" Sakuraba Aisheng looked back at me, probably because he noticed that my running speed had slowed down just now, so he asked worriedly.

"It's nothing, it's just that the little girl eating candy is really cute." Ignoring that I was running for my life now, I said with a smile.

Lou Ting Aisheng who had nothing to say quickly turned his gaze back to the front.Thanks to the appearance of that little girl, we have distanced ourselves from the residents of Red Mist Bliss.Going in the direction she pointed, it didn't take long before we saw the path leading to "The Between the Yellow Spring and the Thin Light" in the red mist.

Walking on the white gravel trail, the red mist has become very thin in this place. After crossing the trail, what appeared in front of our eyes was not the black stone monuments of different sizes, but just before entering the village. There is an abandoned street lamp in full bloom next to it.

A slight fragrance came to the nostrils.

The sunlight was a bit dazzling, and the plum blossoms were in full bloom magnificently and beautifully. My head seemed to be disconnected, and I couldn't think.

All of a sudden, I returned to the original world from the dangerous Red Mist Bliss Village. It was different from the village where the red mist was floating two seconds ago and I could hear sad nursery rhymes. This world was as real as I remembered. The petals of Li Hua My cheeks, with the wind, drifted to a distant place, blooming, falling and withering. I returned to the original world with Aisheng Sakuraba.

I looked back slowly, and there was a trail behind Sakuraba Aki and me, and there was a sign at the entrance of the trail that said "No Entry".

I think, Sakuraba Aki and I will never step in again.

At this time, the sun shone down, and the petite pink petals of plum blossoms spread around us.

It is no longer possible to reach the Red Mist Bliss Village.

I looked at Aki Sakuraba, but he turned his face in the opposite direction, as if he didn't want me to see him now.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked closer.

Sakuraba Aisheng didn't answer me, but in such a beautiful morning, I heard a very subtle choking sound.

It was the first time that I really felt that the emotion he showed was so depressing and sad.

"You made a lot of determination to come to this place." I held Aki Sakuraba's hand, and the two of us walked on the road scattered with plum blossoms. The sunlight gently illuminated the road in front of us. Hold his slightly cold hands tightly.

"Although a lot of things have happened, it's really great to be here. Sakuraniwa Aki also thinks so, right?"

I smiled, and the two of them just walked away holding each other's hands.

Although the inner pain and torn memories are still there, at least it is no longer raining.

One day, I will be able to see something in Ai Sakuraba's dark eyes!Maybe it still seems to be trapped by the black fog, but one day, it will definitely be possible.

The Final Chapter: The Moment of Twilight

"I'm sorry, although it seems that there is only one writer left who is still submitting manuscripts, and the others are either arranging careers or getting married, but in this situation, you should be more self-aware, that is---- --" Ziyuan put a lot of documents and planning proposals on my desk, even the copywriting of the novels to be published by departments not in charge of me were also placed on my desk. "You're going to do odd jobs till you die! Mr. Shinzo, our great BL editor."

"I've given you the copywriting of the three light novels, the new series launch plan, and the latest call for contributions. As a workaholic, you should finish them soon, so after you complete these tasks, there is still more to come. A job like a mountain is waiting for you." Zi Yuan quickly explained, and after taking a look at me, she shook her head. "Don't ask me why I was so mean to you. Your trip to collect information was like disappearing from the world. The whole company was very anxious and almost went to the newspaper to find someone. You should do this."

After finishing speaking, the eldest lady let out a cold snort and left.

I reluctantly turned on the computer and prepared to work.In good conscience, I seriously feel that I am the victim. First, I was instigated by Ziyuan to go to Hongwu Bliss Village. Second, it is normal for mobile phones to not receive signal in such a ghostly place, because it is not a human world at all. Third, the person in the company who is anxious is probably not me, but the bastard who delivered the manuscript to me by e-mail in the middle of the night a few days ago.

Having said that, since we came back from Hongwu Bliss Village, I have never seen Sakuraba Aisheng again.We communicate with each other by electronic letters. What is gratifying is that the content of the letters that Sakuraba Aisheng wrote to me has changed a lot. Very short, but obviously, these letters are more than one hundred words.

He said in the electronic letter a few days ago that he hoped to make an appointment to meet up. Although the workload has increased sharply recently, I still agreed to him.

I want to see him.

After a farewell to Hongwu Bliss Village, I haven't seen each other for twelve days.

I don't want to be with my lover all the time. I never lived with a girl in all my previous relationships. I enjoy my private time and space very much. This idea is also considered by some relatives and friends. too practical".

In the circle of friends, I was classified as a guy who only has a good-looking face, but does not make people want to fall in love at all. In fact, from the past to... I can’t say the present, because now Sakura and I are still in love In the relationship, in short, from before to before, all my love affairs will not exceed a year at the longest, and even more, we will see each other in a month.

It's just that Aki Sakuraba seems to like this kind of free life very much, just like me.It feels very light, not at all like the kind of dry love of modern people. If you want to use a metaphor, it will be wine making and wine tasting!At the beginning, it is tasteless and tasteless, but as time goes by, it will reveal an indescribable aroma, and its taste is only known to those who drink alcohol.

"Speaking of which, Xin San, do you want to go to an exhibition?" Sitting next to me, the editor in charge of horror and thriller gave me a ticket, and said to me with a smile, "The content of the exhibition is a Japanese I happen to have a ticket for the artist's work, let's see if you are interested."

"What's the name?" I asked.

"Makoto Aida." The editor's smile instantly changed.

"Ah, it's him." I wordlessly took the ticket from her hand.

This master has painted two series called "Edible Artificial Girl, Little Delicious" and "Dog".In the former, he used cute girls who seemed to be underage as food, and painted them as salmon roe rice, low-temperature frozen food or barbecue; while in "Dog", he put a ponytail tied, showing an innocent and lovely smile The girl cut off her limbs, hung a dog chain around her neck, and then put the limbless and smiling girl under a tree with cherry blossoms, and carefully placed a bowl of dog food in front of her.

Such erotic and brutal pictures are not painted very bloody. On the contrary, the pictures drawn by Makoto Aida are very fresh and not heavy at all, but of course, his content is indeed shocking.I will know this artist not because of my personal interest in this field, but because of a certain writer I am responsible for --- yes, the writer who specializes in hunting novels and sensual beauty. In every three novels, there is The works of Makoto Aida will be mentioned, which shows how much Sakuraba Aiko admires him.

Frankly speaking, Ai Sakuraba and Makoto Aida are very similar in their creations, that is, they like to refer to social issues and dark issues.In Makoto Aida's "Eating Artificial Little Girls, Little Delicious", what he wants to express is the mentality of social consumption and objectification of women. Therefore, girls with sweet appearances are drawn as packaged food one by one.The difference is that Aida Makoto's method is still modified, which is completely different from Sakuraba Aisheng's naked writing.He never embellished the murder of relatives, prostitution, domestic violence, etc., and he didn't even express it in a tactful way, and he directly staged it in the novel very realistically.

Thinking of Sakuraba Aki, I immediately turned around and asked the editor. "Do you still have a ticket?"

"Yes! What's the matter?" She was about to open the drawer and take out the ticket.

"Can I have one more?" I said sincerely.

The editor stopped immediately, and then looked at me in amazement.

"Does Shinsan want someone else to watch it with you?"

"Uh, yeah." I wiped my sweat.This editor, do you need to be so surprised that I went to see an exhibition with someone else?

"Who is the object? You have a new girlfriend! Oh! I really can't tell!" After quickly guessing the development of my relationship, the editor patted me on the shoulder, put aside work, and stood Get up and proclaim loudly, "Everyone listen to me, our great male BL editor, Shinsan, has a new girlfriend! He's going to take his new girlfriend to the exhibition this week!"

At this point, everyone in the office put down their work at hand, and reviewing manuscripts, contacting authors, conceiving covers, and meeting reports all became floating clouds at this time.

"Ah------Xin San, I say Xin San! You can't do this! The editor in charge of fantasy came over and slapped my head unceremoniously, "Why don't you tell everyone if you have a new love?" Let’s talk! Sigh, it’s really a crime for us to put a lot of work on you every day, so that you can’t see your new girlfriend after working overtime every day!”

Why don't I feel that you are confessing at all?If you are really sorry for me, you should share it!I muttered silently in my heart.

"You mean, what exhibition are you going to see with your girlfriend?" He asked me in a low voice.

"This." I took out Aida Makoto's ticket.You know, the current entrance tickets, concert tickets, admission tickets, etc. are all very delicate, and as long as the organizers are willing, they will print pictures of the exhibition content on them.Therefore, the ticket in my hand is no exception. It is printed on the "Edible Artificial Girl. Little Delicious" series by Makoto Aida.The editor glanced at it with a dull expression.

"I-I said Shinsan, it's not good for you to take your girlfriend to watch this! Could it be that she also likes this kind of heavy taste?"

"I never said that I would take my girlfriend to see it!" I said helplessly, "Besides, I don't have a girlfriend." The whole company was silent for a while. If there was a needle, the sound of it falling on the floor should be louder than Everyone's breathing was louder.

After less than ten seconds of silence, the colleagues began to whisper, "Xin San, who claims to be the most heterosexual in the company, doesn't have a girlfriend. He must have been idle for too long!"

"I heard that the last one broke up two months ago? I want to say that if he has a girlfriend now, then his replacement speed is quite fast!"

"The two-month vacancy period should be okay! Look at the younger sister in the marketing department, she has been vacant for two years."

"It's just that Mr. Shinzo broke up with his ex-girlfriend?"

"Rookie, you don't know something now." Quan colleagues sighed, and all looked at me. "Because he is also the most famous workaholic in our company. After opening his brain, he probably only has the word "work." The newcomer nodded with complete understanding, "No wonder they broke up."

Wait, why are you nodding so knowingly?Is workaholic bad?I suddenly looked away.

And it's strange, when did my emotional world receive so much attention?I am obviously very low-key.

Sure enough, there are no secrets in the office.

"So, Shinzo, who are you going with?" Even Shion asked me curiously.

Sighing, I opened my mouth slowly. "It's Aki Sakuraba, the writer I'm in charge of. He likes Aida Makoto's paintings very much."

"Sakuraniwa love life?" Ziyuan hurriedly moved a chair and sat next to me, planning to torture him. "I was too busy before, so I didn't have time to ask you. You should have seen him in person! What does he look like? Is it easy to get along with?"

"He's pretty good-looking." When it comes to personality, I don't know how to answer her.Should it be said that he is actually evil and kind?

"Speaking of which," Ziyuan picked up the bibliography scheduled to be published in the second half of the year, and looked at me suspiciously. "Sakuraniwa Aki's new book is scheduled to be published in July. I read a little bit of the plot yesterday. Could it be that he wrote a happy ending this time?"

It is true that there is nothing wrong with it. To be honest, I was shocked when I received the manuscript, but there is still his style in the novel, it just changed from a sad ending to a happy ending. I bowed my head and remembered the shock and touch I felt when I read the new manuscript of Sakuraba Aisheng.The story this time still has his dark style. At the end, I always thought that the tragic ending was inevitable, but I didn't expect him to change his style.

Although it was a short journey to Hongwu Bliss Village, I think Aisheng Sakuraba must have grown up a lot during that time.

The title of the new book is tentatively named "The Other Side", and the protagonist is a 24-year-old college student who just finished summer vacation and is planning to travel to the countryside.During the journey, he came to an isolated village by chance, where he met this young man who liked to walk barefoot.

The people living in this village are not completely human. They say this because the people in the village have some strange characteristics, such as eating grass and collecting nectar, etc. The young man accidentally discovered that they are all herbivorous insects. Has a human appearance.People in the village admire nature very much and pray for world peace every day.

The young man's catchphrase is "Long live nectar", so the young man speculates that he may be a butterfly. Although they are not human, the young man gets along very well with the people in this village.If you graduate from university, you want to live in this place, the college student thought so.

It’s just that after returning to the city to study, one day he learned the news that the village had been set on fire. It turned out that the residents of that village were always afraid of them. Although they never hurt others, they were not human beings. To be hated and feared.

The college student hurried back to the village, and what he saw was the house that had been completely destroyed by the fire. There were only unfinished furniture and beams left there, and there was no one else.The college student knelt on the floor crying in despair, and that year just passed.

After graduating from a college student, he becomes an office worker. He goes to work, leaves work, eats, takes a bath, and sleeps. He repeats the same thing every day. It seems that there is nothing to fill his empty heart. For many years, he While working, a colleague introduced a new person to him.The new man was exactly like the butterfly he met in the village, and his pen dropped to the floor at that moment.The newcomer picked up the pen, put it on his desk with a shy smile, and said softly, "I am a newcomer who just joined the company this year. My favorite thing to do is nature conservation. My favorite sentence is ..."

Before the newcomer could finish speaking, he smiled and said, "Long live 'Nectar', right!"

Finally, the story ends with the laughter of the two.

Breaking through Sakuraba Aisheng's insistence that the protagonist will not live to be 24 years old for more than ten years, and it will definitely end in tragedy. Different from the ancient folk suspense that was originally scheduled to be written, this "The Other Side" is unusually fresh, although there are still relatively dark Plot, but that's beside the point.

「啊啦啊啦，这位耽美悲剧作家终于想换口味啦！莫非……」紫苑看着我，疑惑的说着，「他谈恋爱了吗？」

I looked at the two exhibition tickets in my hand and couldn't help smiling. "may be."

Although I really wanted to meet Aki Sakuraba, I chose a more free day to meet him after finishing my work.

The agreed time to meet was in the morning, and the place was near the Aida Makoto painting exhibition. I hadn't seen Sakuraba Aiko for almost a month. I was a little nervous while waiting for him to appear.

I couldn't change the habit of coming early. I made an appointment to meet at eleven o'clock, and I was sitting outside a nearby coffee shop at ten forty-five.

Today's weather is very good, it is already mid-April, and new leaves are born after the fallen leaves are scattered. Even if you walk on the streets of the city, you can feel the warmth of this reborn.

Seeing such a scene, I feel that the appearance of Hongwu Bliss Village at that time was like a dream, a very real and illusory dream. If there is no Sakuraba Aisheng next to me, what I experienced in Hongwu Bliss Village Everything about it will probably only be used by me as a theme for designing novel packaging.And while thinking back tremblingly, thinking about how to apply it to the packaging.

At this moment, a pair of hands gently patted my shoulder.I turned around, and what appeared in front of my eyes was the more handsome Sakuraniwa who had dyed black hair.

He was wearing a gray silk shirt and a black light suit outside. Although it was April, he still felt a little cold sometimes.

I saw him and smiled, "Do you only have black and gray clothes in your closet?"

"That's right." He nodded without denying it.

Indeed, black and gray are the colors that suit him best, although the man looks good in anything.

I got up and walked side by side with him.Sakuraba Aisheng has always had the cool smell of rain on his body. When he smelled this smell before, his chest was very dull, but now he feels that this smell is very fresh.

Is it because I haven't seen him for almost a month?I thought to myself.

"What are you thinking?" Sakuraba Aisheng whispered.

"No, I want to say that we will go to the exhibition first. In the afternoon, do you have any arrangements?" If Sakuraba Aisheng is free in the afternoon, the two of them can go to a movie. A movie just happened to be released recently. The theme is me. I am very interested in exorcism, of course the most important thing is to see his arrangement.

"I want to go somewhere in the afternoon." He said lightly.

"Where?" I asked curiously.

"The cemetery.

Tomb... Garden?Does Aki Sakuraba want to see his father?I can't help but think so.

He has always loved and hated his father, even when he was writing novels, he would not let the role of "father" appear.On the one hand, it is because I feel ashamed of my father, and on the other hand, Ai Sakuraba does not want to face my father.

But now he can face the pain of "father", although it took a lot of time, he decided to take the first step.

"Please let me go with you." I smiled and said to Aki Sakuraba. "Your father doesn't know if he will welcome me. He should be so angry to find that there is another man who looks like an uncle next to his precious son, so he should entrust it to you in his dream at night!"

After hearing this, Sakuraba Aisheng was stunned for a while, then shook his head solemnly. "No such thing."

I laughed unceremoniously. At that time, I also noticed that some girls nearby looked at Sakuraba Aisheng with shy eyes. Ah, this man's appearance is very eye-catching. In a crowded urban area, it will definitely attract the attention of many people.Although now that he has dyed black hair, he has a more ruthless temperament than before, and the expressionless expression on his face fully reveals the dark waste of this person, but even so, it still cannot block the attention of others.

At this time, I had a rather bad idea.These people have been watching Aisheng Sakuraniwa. Modern people's thinking is very advanced and bold. There must be some people who want to train him.I can understand wanting to get close to him and get to know him, but unfortunately, this person is neither close nor easy to get along with, and most importantly, he is already mine.

He is already mine.

What a negligible sense of ownership and belonging, willful thinking "this person is mine", or "I belong to him".It's because you want to own this person that you think so domineeringly!

When viewing Makoto Aida's exhibition, Sakuraba and I saw a painting in which a girl is raised like a dog.Sakuraba Aisheng watched quietly with dark eyes, and then said lightly: "Everyone has a desire to be raised by fists and to raise others by fists."

I think what he wants to express is that everyone has the desire to be loved and loved. How should I put it, Aiko Sakuraba doesn't seem to know how to use the terms "like" or "love".

"If possible, I hope that I will know who I belong to, or know who belongs to me, so that I won't miss too many things." Sakuraba Aki turned to me calmly, her tone was consistent with There were no ups and downs as before, but there was a faint obsession between the sentences that others could not detect.

"Why didn't I meet you until now?" he asked.

I didn't know how to answer him, but at this moment I noticed a tattoo of a black butterfly on the back of his pale hand.It should have been stabbed recently, and the surrounding area of ​​the skin is slightly red, but it adds a bit of magic to the butterfly. It is black, the head is a skeleton, the body is the spine and ribs, and the wings are made with fingers. The bones spread out one by one, this is a butterfly formed from a human skeleton.Under such a strange butterfly tattoo, there is also a line of words SHINSAN (letter three).

The moment I saw this butterfly, I was reminded that Adam created Eve from his rib to represent another part of him.Before, I have always held a wait-and-see attitude towards this kind of thing. I think that a person's life is limited, and it would be too wasteful to divide it up with others.also because of