【Ice Nine】Reborn as slag

Luo Binghe, who woke up from the dream, was no longer sleepy. The moonlight penetrated some thin light through the window. He leaned against the firewood and hugged a thin quilt, and took out the Jade Guanyin left by his mother from his arms. Looking back on the dream just now, there are still many things.

As long as he could remember, he knew that he was an unfortunate person, poor and destitute like a beggar, lingering on his last breath.The only mother who was kind to him didn't drink that bowl of porridge before she died, because her bones were good, and she was taken away by the disciples selected by the Cang Qiong Mountain Sect. Work hard, hoping to vote for a good school, such as the familiar Baizhan Peak.

That day in the muddy pit, he was really tired and raised his head to wipe his sweat. Only when he glimpsed two smears of blue and white on the mountain, and the black clothes not far away, did he realize how humble he was at the bottom of the pit, and he still dreamed of having a choice .

Afterwards, the white clothes didn't know what quarreled with the Tsing Yi, and walked away, and the person in the black clothes also left, leaving behind only a smear of blue, against the light, like a fairy.He couldn't see his expression clearly, but Luo Binghe knew that that person was looking at him, as if seeing the apocalypse, he had the urge to bow down.

Later, he was led to Qingjing Peak. On the day of apprenticeship, after changing his clothes, he was going to meet in the hall.He was full of joy and joy, and finally saw the appearance of the person in the first seat. He was so surprised that he almost tripped over the threshold.

The man was wearing a blue gown, the cuffs and collar were embroidered with dark green bamboo leaves, the white jade crown raised up his blue hair, his long hair hung down behind his head, and occasionally a few strands rested on his shoulders with his slight movements. The handsome eyebrows and eyes are as elegant as distant mountains, the eyes are as clear as spring water, the skin is fair, the lips are light and thin, giving people a sense of rejection.He used to hear the old man say that people with thin lips have no desire to be emotional, but he thinks it is really suitable to grow on this face, with a fairy style.

At that time, Shen Qingqiu was sipping new tea, listening to Ming Fan's report, and Ning Yingying was twittering in front of the master relying on his favor, and occasionally, he would respond with a light smile.

However, when the disciple brought him here and said "Master, Luo Binghe brought it here.", the person in the first seat looked over.

She put away her smile, pursed her thin lips, raised the corners of her eyebrows slightly, and the atmosphere became much colder.

So he put his mind back and knelt down, his master kept looking at him without saying anything, only nodded slightly as a response when he said "disciple pays homage to master".

Shen Qingqiu didn't say anything, he just knelt on the ground and didn't dare to move. Ning Yingying held the saucer and motioned for him to serve tea to Master, he reacted and took a cup.

At this time Shen Qingqiu said suddenly: "You all go down first, Luo Binghe stays."

When everyone went down, Luo Binghe was extremely excited, thinking that his master had also fallen in love with him, and he would give him some advice about getting started.

I don't want to, I just took a cup of hot tea, but I didn't see the master drinking it, and I played with Ruyu's fingertips. When I was wondering, it was poured on him directly, extinguishing the long-awaited expectations and joy that he had prepared for a long time.

It's like heaven fell into hell...

Maybe there has never been a heaven, and everything is my own wishful thinking.

During the two years when he cut firewood and did rough work in the back mountain, and was not even allowed to attend morning classes, Luo Binghe knew more and more clearly that his master never took him seriously. Scolding, there is only contempt in his eyes, almost no him.

But he couldn't forget the first time he met that day, he was the humble dust in the pit, and Master was the star of the nine heavens.

He doesn't like him, it should be taken for granted, and he punishes him because he is too disappointing.

Compared with the old days when Yamashita had nothing to cover his body and food, and was bullied by others, although he didn't improve much, he was still a little bit stronger. He used the little free time to earnestly learn the mental method that Ming Fan handed over to him, In order to break through, I hope to be recognized by the master.

If he could... get closer, would he see me?

Later Luo Binghe waited cautiously and humbly, and when he was stepped on and bullied by Ming Fan and his gang again, his master descended from the sky to save him.

At that time, he was so excited that he couldn't get any more excited, but the result was still the same as the day he became a teacher. He obviously saved him, but compared to before, he simply turned a blind eye. Before, there was at least contempt in his eyes, but now there is nothing! ! !

From that day on, his master didn't look at him at all.Or rather, I didn't want to see him at all.

He was particularly unwilling, and even began to resent, because the most important thing in life was also lost that day.Regarding cultivating immortals and master, he almost gave up.When he was devastated, he was thinking of a way to go to Baizhan Peak or leave Qingjing Peak, Ning Yingying knocked on the door and came over, saying that Yu Guanyin was found, and that Master found it for him and kept it for him. Another shock he didn't know whether it was surprise or joy.

He didn't know what mood he was in when he took the Jade Guanyin, holding the jade pendant tightly in his hand, it seemed to still have a slight fragrance mixed with bamboo leaves, it should have been placed next to the censer in the piano room to absorb it.

So, he didn't understand.

I clearly saw him that day, but why didn't I pay any attention to him;

He was obviously accepted that day, why did he pour tea again;

You obviously saved him that day, why didn't you go to see him again;

Why is it you who want me, and you who don't want me...

Since you treat me like air and don’t exist anymore, why did you pick up this jade pendant again, why did you send it over again...

In Shuanghu City, you wanted to kill me but were willing to let me go to Baizhan Peak, why did you want me to swear in the end?

The dream just now, is what I said real?

Master has never seen me, never before, now, and in the future?

Thinking of this, the jade pendant was about to be crushed by Luo Binghe. He didn't know whether to cry or hate now—it was like falling into the deep sea, and the master was just like a dream just now, and there was nothing for him who was about to be submerged in darkness. Respond, and turn a blind eye.

Surrounded by sea water, filling his mouth and nose, no one rescued him, no one saw him, alone, sinking alone, dying alone——

"Luo Binghe, are you asleep?"

At this time, there was a faint green in the sea water, and the light and shadow in the water could not see the person clearly, but he slowly stretched out his hand towards him who was about to drown...

In the firewood room, Luo Binghe, who was immersed in pain with his knees in his arms, couldn't believe his ears, and his frustration disappeared immediately. He didn't even put on his coat, so he jumped up and ran, opened the door of the firewood room and ran out!

By the moonlight, I can clearly see the person who looks like a bamboo under the clear light.

He rubbed his eyes in disbelief, feeling the urge to cry...

Just like meeting him for the first time, his apocalypse responded to him again when he was most hesitant.

———————tbc

There was a bit too much space to write about Jiumei earlier, and Xiao Binghe was left out in the cold, hehehe, let’s make up for fate and obsession

It can be regarded as the meaning of Shen Jiu's personal seal to Brother Bing who has not yet awakened. Shen Jiu always appears when he wants to give up the most.