Spring Breeze Crossing Guanshan

Guan Junchen walked from the courtyard to Liufang Pavilion, halfway through he felt dizzy, he put his hand on his forehead, and sure enough, he felt that it was very hot.

Guan Junchen couldn't help but frowned slightly. Although he has been slack lately, he is a person who is proficient in martial arts, and he has never had any minor physical problems in recent years.

It's just that tonight was really difficult for him. He himself drank a lot of sweet autumn wine, but he was rejected when the wine was full of enthusiasm, and then he came out angrily in only a single robe. After leaving Liufang Pavilion, he walked back and forth in the palace on this autumn night.

This tossing and turning between hot and cold made him suffer from wind-cold syndrome.

For people who have not been ill for a long time, when they suddenly get sick, it is quite serious.

Guan Junchen only took two more steps, but he felt that his steps were too sloppy, and his head hurt more and more.

He slightly exercised his internal strength, and then suppressed the uncomfortable feeling, and walked quickly to Liufang Pavilion.

When the door was pushed open, Guan Junchen narrowed his eyes. There were only two candles lit in the room, and it was rather dim. Only Yan Chunxi's frail figure could be vaguely seen lying on the couch beside him.

The boy was obviously not asleep either, and when he heard the sound of him pushing the door in, he got up with a grunt.

Sitting on the couch, he seemed to hesitate for a moment, then he walked over and stood in front of Guan Junchen.

The young man's face looked a little haggard under the few candlelights. He raised his head, although his eye circles were slightly red pitifully, but there was a faint stubbornness in his eyes, and he stared at Guan Junchen questioningly: "You, you just now?" Did you really go...to Mr. Cheng's place?"

"Yes."

Guan Junchen had a severe headache, and when Yan Chunxi stared at him, he suddenly felt that his behavior of going to Cheng Yixuan's place for a stroll and then running back in disgrace was a bit embarrassing, so he insisted Scalp responded.

But before he could finish his sentence, the eyes of the young man in front of him suddenly darkened, and the melancholy appearance with slightly pursed lips made his heart tighten.

"Just go and have a look." Guan Junchen coughed, although he was a bit unwilling, but he had to explain in a low voice: "I only went to these two cups of tea, what else can I do besides look?"

Yan Chunxi raised his head to look at Guan Junchen again, a trace of confusion appeared in those round almond eyes, he was silent for a while, and then asked in a low voice with half-belief, "Really...really?"

Guan Junchen really couldn't hold it anymore, he had a severe headache, he was already a little hard to think, and the more the young man questioned him, the more he felt embarrassed, and thinking about the rejection in bed before, he couldn't help but feel a little bit Offended the stinky temper of the noble prince in the past.

He lowered his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "I came back after talking to Cheng Yixuan, and I didn't even enter his room. This cold wind that has eaten up my stomach for nothing, I have been tossing and chilling—— If you don't believe it, then it's fine, I have a severe headache now, and I need to rest."

As he spoke, he ignored Yan Chunxi's reaction, turned around and lay down on the bed, and then closed his eyes.

Yan Chunxi didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, Guan Junchen vaguely felt a cool hand gently touch his forehead. The young man seemed startled by the temperature, and hissed lightly.

"Brother Cheng..."

The young man's soft breathing came close to Guan Junchen's ear, and he whispered: "Your forehead is so hot, I'll call the doctor from the palace to take a look, okay?"

"Don't call."

Guan Junchen closed his eyes and frowned, directly refusing.

At this time, not only did he have a headache, but his whole body was also sore. Now he just wanted to lie down and sleep like this. He didn't want to see any doctors.

Yan Chunxi was silent for a while, and seemed to sigh lightly, and then Guan Junchen felt a cool and smooth body slipping into his quilt.

He opened his eyes involuntarily, and saw that the boy had already taken off his thin silk shirt, lying naked in his arms, his hands gently wrapped around his neck.

"you……"

Guan Junchen hugged the young man subconsciously, he couldn't help being a little surprised.

In fact, ever since the two talked about each other's affairs in the middle of the night, even though Yan Chunxi no longer confronted him coldly, and was even willing to live in Liufang Pavilion every day, he still acted like a subordinate. Therefore, I have never shared the same bed with him, but just slept on the side couch beside him.

Now the young man got into his bed so actively, this was the first time in such a long time.

"My body is cool... Maybe it will be more comfortable for you to hold it in your arms."

Yan Chunxi also seemed to feel a little embarrassed, his face flushed slightly, his eyes drooped, and his long black eyelashes trembled slightly.

He hesitated for a moment, then whispered again: "Brother Cheng's words, I believe... I believe every word."

Guan Junchen's anger that had just exploded was instantly caressed like the gentle spring water of the same river. His heart felt sour, and even his tone softened. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the hair of the boy in his arms: "My little one!" thing."

Yan Chunxi raised his head in Guan Junchen's arms, pursed his lower lips hesitantly, and whispered guiltyly: "Brother Cheng, are you still angry with me?"

He seemed to be very concerned about this, and before Guan Junchen could respond, he carefully raised his eyes, looked at Guan Junchen's face and continued: "Just now, just now, you just used your mouth...to help me like that, are you unhappy, I, I……"

When the young man said this, it seemed a little hard to say, but there was a pitiful glimmer of water in his eyes, and he looked over under the dim light.

Guan Junchen couldn't help but be speechless for a moment, in fact, he could make the little things comfortable, and he naturally liked it, but he was rejected like that before, and now he felt a little undervalued by rushing to say "happy".But if he is angry and says he is not happy, he is also afraid that Yan Chunxi will take it seriously, and there will be a knot.

"I'm not angry with you." He thought for a while, and asked nonchalantly, "I treat you like that, do you like it?"

"I..." After hearing this, Yan Chunxi stared at Guan Junchen's face and lips in a daze, and for some unknown reason, a blush quietly appeared on his face, and he whispered, "Of course I like it. "

Guan Junchen narrowed his red phoenix eyes, and said indifferently: "You like it, but you still refuse to have sex with me?"

"Brother Cheng, I..." Yan Chunxi was a little at a loss, he stuttered, and then took a breath, with a confused look on his face: "You were angry at that time, saying that I, that I was playing tricks on you!" You... I am really not. When you left, I was alone in Liufang Pavilion, and I was really uncomfortable. Thinking of you going to someone else, I was angry with you, and couldn't help but blame myself, I I'm also angry with myself, why can't I... Even though I really want to be with Brother Cheng as before, but at that moment, I still, I still can't..."

"No...Is it because I still can't expose the soft meat on my belly?"

Guan Junchen still remembers what the boy said, the feeling of being entered is like a hedgehog being turned upside down and having to expose the soft flesh of his belly to others... How terrible it would be if the person who did that was not someone he admired and trusted with all his heart ah……

He couldn't help but frowned slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Now...are you still afraid of me?"

Although there were many unbearable pasts in the past, after so many days, he thought he treated Yan Chunxi with tenderness. The two of them were so harmonious and gentle in the Chongyang Night Market in Jinling City, but the young man still seemed unable to do so. Getting rid of the nightmares of the past really made him feel a little overwhelmed.

Yan Chunxi bit his lip, a look of pain appeared in his almond eyes, he pressed his body closer to Guan Junchen, as if wanting to keep warm, he hesitated for a long time before muttering: "Brother Cheng... what happened before... In fact, I always wanted to forget, but I always felt like... there was a hurdle in my heart."

"After these days, I, I know more or less that you have your difficulties. I didn't want to be hypocritical, and I also know that people have to look forward and shouldn't keep obsessing about the past... But even if you say so much to yourself , but...but just now, I still can't help it..."

"When you were, when you were about to come in... I, I seemed to be back on that rainy summer night, when I begged you to help me treat each other as one hearted person, but you just stepped in while being with me Said that he would give me the position of the eldest son of Heyuan - I really felt that I was no different from a dog at that time, and I would lie under you like a dog for joy... When I think of that time, I think of the thunder that night , I was so shocked that my hands and feet were cold and shivering, I... I..."

When Yan Chunxi said this, he seemed to be recalling the scene at that time, his eye circles turned red all of a sudden, trembling slightly in Guan Junchen's arms, he closed his eyes almost in pain, and said weakly: "Brother Cheng , my love for you has not changed, I want to be happy with you, and I want to do everything for you to make you happy... But do you understand, forgive me—it's really hard, so hard..."

Guan Junchen hugged the thin young man in his arms silently, a sharp pain arose in his chest.

He ordered someone to beat Yan Chunxi severely, and sent the boy to someone else's bed, thinking that all of this could be wiped out by a mere title of the eldest son of Heyuan.

Yes, it is such a simple thing to do harm, as long as you are hard-hearted, you can do it.

He actually thought that he could easily tell Yan Chunxi that he was wrong, so he rested his mind and waited for the boy to return to his arms as usual.

But he realized at this moment that he left the most difficult and painful thing to Yan Chunxi to face.

Yan Chunxi buried his face in Guan Junchen's shoulder, his body was trembling slightly, but he still refused to show his face.

Guan Junchen knew that the young man must be thinking of those unpleasant pasts in his heart at this time, but he was unwilling to show a too fragile side for him to see, so he didn't force it, just patted Yan Chunxi gently like coaxing a child who had a nightmare the spine.

After a while, he finally said in a hoarse voice: "I understand, I understand. Then don't forgive me, don't forgive me easily—"

When Guan Junchen said this, he couldn't help but sighed with a wry smile. He lowered his head and whispered in the young man's ear, "Just let me wait, as long as you want me to wait, okay?"

Hearing what he said, Yan Chunxi couldn't help but finally raised his head slightly. There was still a trace of sadness and confusion in his eyes that had not completely faded away, but he still looked at Guan Junchen and asked in a low voice: "Brother Cheng, you...will really wait for me all the time. ?"

"En." Guan Junchen also looked down at Yan Chunxi, and responded in a low voice.

The young man's round almond eyes finally sparkled brightly, and the uneasy look on his face gradually eased. He leaned forward, and then he slipped into Guan Junchen's arms more intimately .

In those previous days, even though he and Guan Junchen faced each other day and night, the two of them were well aware of their relationship.

But because he was still guarding his so-called status as a servant, and Guan Junchen was unwilling to force him, so he had never hugged Guan Junchen so closely before.

But in his heart, why didn't he feel extremely tormented.

In Jinling City, he couldn't be moved by himself, the intense impulse and the enthusiasm that permeated his whole body did not make him immediately realize that it was the result of drinking the aphrodisiac sweet autumn wine.

Because for him, that feeling is almost a matter of course.

The longing and affection for Guan Junchen is like a bottle of fine wine sealed in his body, always full of drunkenness.

He misses Guan Junchen, misses Guan Junchen's hugs and intimate possession, he will feel afraid and timid at a certain moment, but at the bottom of his heart, he secretly believes that there is the only place in this world that will protect him and protect him.

He almost tried his best to restrain himself from the urge to fall into it recklessly again, but every day to forcefully suppress his desire was also such an anguish for him.

He even resented his own resistance and ignorance because of this, even now, looking at Guan Junchen's bright red phoenix eyes like an ink painting, and his thin lips that are well-defined and slightly pursed, he recalled what happened in Liufang Pavilion a moment ago I can't help but think about it quietly, if he didn't just now...

Thinking of this, Yan Chunxi looked at Guan Junchen's lips with shyness in his eyes. He turned his eyes slightly with a guilty conscience, but Guan Junchen noticed his small movements instantly.

"What are you thinking about?" Guan Junchen gently lifted the boy's chin.

Yan Chunxi pursed his lips for a moment, but then he looked at Guan Junchen with some anticipation. He seemed to be quite nervous, and he couldn't help stammering when he spoke: "Then you, you will... ...do it for me, for me again...?"

Guan Junchen was stunned for a moment before he realized that he was angry and funny at the same time. It seems that this little guy still misses him.

He was a little helpless, sighed, and narrowed his eyes slightly: "You're making a good plan, I can't touch you, but I have to serve you."

Yan Chunxi's face turned red all of a sudden. Although he knew he was wrong, he was still very smart.

He knew that Guan Junchen wasn't angry when he said that, so he raised his eyes and looked quietly at Guan Junchen's expression, then wrapped his arms around Guan Junchen's neck, and pressed his hot face against it.

Although he didn't say it clearly, the meaning of acting like a baby was quite clear.

Guan Junchen couldn't stand Yan Chunxi's trick, he smiled wryly, and compromised: "If you like it, of course you can. But, you have to wait for me to take care of this little Fenghan—is it going to work, Young Master Yan?"

When he said this, he was so angry that he thought about it carefully, so he could only bite the young man's thin earlobe resentfully, and said in a low voice: "Little devil, you actually cheated on me to eat, drink, and domineering you. I see what I owe you—I can never pay it off."

Hearing what he said, Yan Chunxi couldn't help but burst out laughing, he had seldom laughed like this in recent days, and a pair of little dimples gently pulled each other up, it was so sweet that Guan Junchen didn't want to at all for a moment. there is none left.

The boy smiled, but immediately bit his lip with his white teeth.

He hastily touched Guan Junchen's forehead with his hand, and the place where he touched it felt scalding, a trace of worry appeared in his eyes, but before he could open his mouth, Guan Junchen had already touched his face, and said in a deep voice : "It's okay, I know my body well, I'll just call the doctor to see it tomorrow, but it will be fine in a few days, don't worry."

"Brother Cheng, I, I hold you, you go to sleep..."

Yan Chunxi put his arms around Guan Junchen's neck, and kissed Guan Junchen's forehead quite proactively. This kind of action was rare for him, and it seemed like the usual two people turned upside down

But for some reason, Guan Junchen also felt quite at ease when he felt the young man's warm breath breathing gently beside his ear. He patted Yan Chunxi's back and closed his eyes.

This time, it was indeed a dark sleep, but when he woke up the next day, Guan Junchen did not expect that the person he greeted was not a doctor from the palace, but Xia Baimei, the commander of Wuyi Lane, who had come here by order.

Maybe it was that night, the autumn of the three years of Da Zhou Chengde quietly came to an end.