Pick up a man as a wife

My mother is the daughter of the Qiao Group. When she was 13 years old, my grandmother and grandfather went to a mountain village to do volunteer work. They both died in a mudslide to save a child.

My great-grandfather, who was sent by a white-haired man to a black-haired man, fell ill and his health was not as good as before. My mother is an only daughter and the only orthodox heir of the Qiao Group.At that time, my great-grandfather told her that when she got married, the Trader Joe's Group would be handed over to her.

And at the beautiful age of 18, she met Fu An, my father.

At the age of 19, she married my father because she was pregnant with me. My great-grandfather transferred all the shares to her name as promised, and she gave 50.00% of the shares to my father.

Two years later, my great-grandfather died of illness, and my father treated her worse than before.

At the age of 25, she finally discovered her father who was having an affair outside.In fact, it was my father's little lover, my stepmother Wu Qian, who took the initiative to find me.

She told my mother the truth that my father married her, just for the shares in her hand.

I will never forget that cold winter.

My mother put sleeping pills in my milk, and when I was about to fall asleep, she said to me: "Yu'er, you shouldn't have come into this world, because you were not born for love."

Then she got into the car with six-year-old me in her arms.I was so sleepy that when I closed my eyes, I couldn't hear anything.

When I woke up, I only felt pain all over my body. The housekeeper told me that my mother was dead, and I jumped from the top floor of the 52-story Trader Joe's building, and my face was beyond recognition.

They told me that my mother jumped down with me in her arms. She probably regretted it at the last moment and propped me up. She died forever, but I rescued her back.

After that, my temperament has been changing, crying and begging for my mother, but I also understand what it means to die, and I will never see her again.

For her pursuit of supreme love, my mother left me alone.

In less than a month, Qiao's Group officially changed its name to Fu's Group.After my mother's jumping incident was suppressed, my father brought back my stepmother and their one-year-old son.

I hope that what my father did to me can be realized on Fu Tang.When my mother was still there, I said to my mother: "It would be great if Dad came back from the company and brought me the fruit millefeuille from that dessert shop."

My mother told me that he would, but never once, but every time my mother asked the housekeeper to buy me a copy.

After my mother passed away, no one bought it for me, and I didn't really want to eat it.

I watched him coax Xiaotang in the living room every day when he came back from work, and when he got older, I watched him bring some desserts to Xiaotang every time he came home.

I thought I would hate Xiaotang, but I didn't, Xiaotang was very clingy to me at that time, the dessert my father bought for him, he brought it in front of me, rubbed it against my mouth, and let me eat it.So I can't hate it, but the more it is like this, the more uncomfortable I am, because the love he has and gave me is what I have never dreamed of.

You say I don't want anything, but I just know I can't get what I want.

During the dark days after my mother died, Yang Qingshan came to me every day to comfort me, it was a rare light in my dark childhood.

He stayed with me for 21 years, and then suddenly left without saying goodbye.I never thought that one day he would leave me, just like when I was six years old, I never thought that my mother would leave me, but they all did leave me.

At that time, there was no light around me anymore. I should have grown up and didn't need those comforts, but I was not as strong as I thought.

After Yang Qingshan left, I didn't even have his contact information, and I didn't know where he went, only that he went abroad.

I don't know what I did wrong, they were all leaving me, it was really paranoid at that time.

Later, I seemed to have lost my mind. I would wake up suddenly at night, hide in the closet and cry. I always felt that there was a ghost in the room, but no one came to save me.

Later, it became more and more serious. I started to pinch myself at night, and every morning I woke up with bruises on my legs and hands. I always felt that it was a ghost.

Fortunately, I lived alone at that time, and no one knew about these scandals.

One day, a middle-aged man who lived in the apartment opposite came to me and said, "Young people, don't be overwhelmed. If you have anything to say, talk to your family more."

That day, I knew that I would climb up to the balcony and squat on it at night, but I had no memory of it.

On that day, I quietly went to the mental hospital alone.

The doctor told me that I have delusions and moderate depression.

I get this kind of disease, which makes me feel hypocritical, like a princess disease, hypocritical princess disease.

To prevent me from actually jumping from the balcony, I bought this apartment on the second floor, so at least I won't die if I fall.

This kind of life has lasted for four years, and I finally lived to the day I met you.

On the winding mountain road that day, I knew that I was prone to getting sick at night, but I still drove out. I thought I was irrational at that time, and I had hallucinations again at the turn. I saw someone in front of me, so I hit the road. On the guardrail, fell off the cliff.

As for the illness, I couldn't restrain myself, probably because I hadn't taken medicine for many days, so Aunt Fang might have seen some of the illness at night.She asked me, and I told the truth, and then she went to buy me medicine, even though she knew I was mentally ill, she still wanted me to be your wife.

She told me that my disease is not an incurable disease, as long as I take good medicine, I will be fine.

I really took the medicine well, and the number of attacks became less and less, at least the bruises on my body were much less.

I decided to sleep with you that night. In fact, I had already decided to tell you those things, but when it came to the end, I still lost my courage.I think if you had an attack that night, you'd know what I mean.However, I slept soundly that night, and I didn't seem to be sick.

I never hide from you that I take medicine. I thought you were stupid and didn't know that I was sick. Until I heard you, you didn't want to know what I didn't want to tell you.

You embrace me and love me in your way, instead of opening my wounds and giving me medicine.I don't like to be sympathized with because of poor self-esteem, so thank you Du Yufeng for always respecting me.

Du Yufeng, I'm not a cold person, I like the Du family, I like you very much.I am sick, if it was some time ago, I might push you away and persuade you to give up the idea of ​​being with me.

But now, I can't do it anymore, I can't lose you, so please don't leave me, I'm easy to coax.

☆、You must have me in your future

"Idiot", Du Yufeng covered his red eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, he felt sorry for Fu Yu and was moved because Fu Yu was willing to tell him, "In the future, if you have something on your mind, can you not carry it alone and rely on me a little bit Is it? I will not leave you, if there is no if, I will spoil you forever. "

He knew he was mentally ill, but he didn't expect the story behind it to be so heartbreaking.

Du Yufeng took him to the movies that day. Du Yufeng didn't know that it was a movie with two male protagonists, and he didn't know that it told a story about a mental illness. Otherwise, he would definitely not take him to see it. Can pretend to be an ordinary movie viewer, and discuss with him after watching the movie.

A person as outstanding as Fu Yu must have a strong self-esteem, how could he expose his wounds.All Du Yufeng can do is to love him and let him feel his passionate love and the feeling of being needed.

Helplessly, Fu Yu handed over a tissue, and he actually made Du Yufeng cry, "Du Yufeng, are you okay?"

"It's okay." Du Yufeng took the tissue that was handed to his face, shook his head, and after a while, looked at Fu Yu with a pair of rabbit eyes, "I would rather that that green mountain didn't go away at that time."

He never lost his loved ones, but the incident of the girl jumping off the building still left some shadows on him. He would feel bad if someone who had nothing to do with him died, let alone a close relative.After the college entrance examination, when everyone parted ways, some people would cry when they had a meal together, not to mention that what Fu Yu lost was Bai Yueguang, who had been with him for 21 years.

"Du Yufeng, don't talk about the past anymore. There are no ifs, everything is predestined." Fu Yu smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up. He didn't expect him to come to comfort him now.

The purple rice dumplings came, and the two did not discuss this topic any further.

Fu Yu couldn't help but wonder while eating the sweet dumplings, "How did you know I like sweets?"

Du Yufeng smirked, pretending to be mysterious and said: "The secret must not be revealed."

What could be the secret, but I caught a glimpse of him gliding past the dessert area several times when he was ordering takeaway, and in the end he probably thought it was a bit embarrassing for him to eat these desserts at such an age, so he didn't order it.

Now Du Yufeng can probably understand why he likes to eat sweets, because his heart is too bitter.

Fu Yu smiled helplessly, and did not continue to ask.

At Du Yufeng's request, Fu Yu took him to visit several interesting places in Zhucheng, although in fact he was navigating through Baidu Maps.He, who has been in Zhucheng for 26 years, is as ignorant as he who just came to Zhucheng. How dare Du Yufeng talk about him, after all, no one will take him out to play, no...is there something else? Aoyama?It stands to reason that they should often date or something, these places should have been familiar with.

He shook his head, completely unaware of what the so-called companionship was like.

In fact, Fu Yu is just a road idiot.And that was the place he had been to many years ago, because of Yang Qingshan's sudden departure, Fu Yu selectively blocked a lot of information about him in his mind.

There is the largest amusement park in China. Fu Yu stood at the ticket office and said hesitantly, "No, it's full of children."

Du Yufeng took the two tickets handed over by the conductor, and said confidently: "What's the matter, this is not specially made for children, and I am here to bring you to play when you are six years old, so you are just a child."

I will give you everything you wanted in the past, even if it is a bit late, but I will try my best to satisfy you. I have no time to participate in your past, but you must have me in your future.

After speaking, he grabbed his hand and walked inside. The conductor looked at their backs and intertwined hands in a daze, and smiled with relief.

"Ayu, you don't have a heart attack, right?" The amusement park was noisy, and Du Yufeng's voice was deliberately loud.

Fu Yu replied, "No."

"Then let's go on a roller coaster, I've never been on a roller coaster before."

"it is good."

As a result, the roller coaster had just moved when the girl behind Du Yufeng started yelling.

He grabbed his hand and asked, "Ayu, are you afraid?"

Before Fu Yu could answer, the girl behind Fu Yu said loudly: "What are you afraid of? Even if something happened, wouldn't there be a carload of people buried with you? No matter how bad it is, you can die with you."

The girl who yelled just now cried out in a crying voice: "But I'm still scared! It's so high! Ahhh!"

Both of them looked back slightly, the girl behind Fu Yu put her hand on the head of the screaming girl, and comforted softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Du Yufeng and Fu Yu looked at each other and smiled.

The speed of the roller coaster was getting faster and faster, Du Yufeng's bangs were blown into a mess, and he said loudly against the wind: "They said that the city can be overlooked from the top of the roller coaster, Ayu, so that the whole Pearl City becomes me and you together." witnesses."

Fu Yu looked at that childish face, the deep dimples coupled with these stupid things always made people intoxicated.

☆, Yang Qingshan's monologue

I grew up with A Yu, but I didn't have a good impression of A Yu from the beginning. In fact, I hated A Yu very much at the beginning.

A Yu was very smart when he was four or five years old, and his grades were also very good, but he liked to tease people. The rare thing is that I am not among the people being teased, but I can't understand his behavior.Every time I sue the teacher together with those people, the teacher always defends him especially because Ayu has good grades and his family is rich and powerful.

My mother asked me to be friends with A Yu because of A Yu's family background, but I didn't want to. I thought there was something wrong with A Yu's character.

I always see him deliberately lift up other people's benches to make them fall to the ground, or tear off girls' hairpins and hold them up high for fun.Every time someone fights, A Yu will basically get involved, and then, as the winning side, boss around the loser.

There are many such things, and every time I see it, it makes me hate him more.But because my mother always pushed me in front of A Yu, and then told A Yu that I wanted to be friends with him, A Yu always smiled and said, yes.

But I think that smile is fake. After my mother left, I never took the initiative to talk to Ayu.

Until that day, I was beaten by a group of people. They said that I went with them to sue the teacher every time, but secretly made friends with A Yu, saying that I was a hypocrite and a fool.But I didn't, I didn't want to be friends with A Yu at all, that was what my mother wanted, but I didn't dare to say it.

A Yu happened to come over that time, with a few younger brothers behind him, beat up the group of people, and said: "No one can bully Yang Qingshan, he is my friend."

Later, I completely fell out with that group of people, and I was isolated, but I am a person who is afraid of being alone, so I went to be friends with A Yu at the request of my mother.Whether it's for power or for something else, I don't like a person, it seems very embarrassing.

For the sake of face, I have to be friends with the person I hate, and I resent him because I have no friends.I think when I grow up and we are not in the same school, we will stop being friends with him and I can make new friends.

But before I grew up, something happened to Ayu's family. Ayu's mother jumped off the building and died while holding him.And what I thought at the time was that it would be great if he could die together, so that I would not be subjected to cold violence from others, and I would not have to please him.But he didn't, he survived.

My mother said that at this time, Ayu is very fragile, as long as I care about him, he will be very dependent on me, but I don't want to.Under her persuasion, I finally went, and I went every day.

As she said, Ayu has been relying on me since then.

After A Yu's mother died, he changed and became very obedient. I thought he lost his mother, had a father, and had a Fu family, so there was no need for him to behave like this.

But later, his father married a woman and brought Xiaotang back.It was only then that I realized that A Yu had always been favored by his mother. He did those arrogant and domineering things just to get his father's attention, but his father never cared.Moreover, he didn't do anything bad, he was just mischievous, and the fight was also because those people deliberately provoked him.

Why didn't I think of it at the time, how could he be so bad when he was only five or six years old?

Ever since Uncle Fu brought that woman and Xiaotang back, A Yu hasn't caused any troubles anymore. I think it's because no one has cleaned up the mess for him.

But after that, I don't know where it came from. They said that Ayu's mother died, and his position in the Fu family would soon be replaced by Xiaotang, and he would only work for the Fu family in the future.

Such words reached my mother's ears, and she thought it was right, so she stopped persuading me to be friends with Ayu.

But I began to feel that Ayu was so pitiful. Many classmates in the class began to taunt him and do things that made things worse. He clenched his fists angrily, but he didn't hit him after all.

I don't want to go through this muddy water, my mother didn't tell me to get close to him, and I don't want to get close to him.But he always smiled at me, probably when he was lying in the hospital, I was so kind to him, he thought I was treating him sincerely, which made me very guilty.

So I started to be friends with him half-heartedly, and he really became more and more dependent on me, and told me a lot of what was in his heart.We finished elementary school, junior high school and high school, and he and I were still friends, and I made many new friends at the same time, but he still only had me as a friend.

My mother advised me not to play with him, he has no future, and it will not help the Yang family's company.

But I found that Ayu seemed to be inseparable from me, and I didn't hate him anymore, but rather liked him a little.After the college entrance examination, he came to ask me about my college entrance examination application, and filled in exactly the same form as I did.Our scores differed by a few points, so we went to the same university.

A Yu couldn't get along with those people and didn't live on campus, and my mother told me that living in a dormitory would help me make many friends, which would be of great help to my future development, so I declined A Yu's invitation to live off-campus together.

Later, I found out that I was doing the right thing, because I went to see him at his apartment one time, and he opened the door wrapped in a bathrobe, and I fucked him like that.

I like him, and I like him more and more.

But I dare not tell him, I am getting better and better for him, I hope he likes me too, and tell me.

I am very afraid, my abnormal thoughts, I am afraid that my family will be ashamed, I am afraid that my parents will disappoint me, and I am afraid of being rejected by him.Until I graduated with a master's degree, I didn't wait for him to say that he liked me.

When I went to Fu's house that day, Xiaotang could tell that I liked him, but did he not see it, or was he unwilling to accept me?

Xiaotang said to me: "My brother has a cold temperament, he treats everyone like that, I don't know what kind of person he likes, Brother Qingshan, you should give up."

So I go, I'm afraid to continue, this love game, I will lose.

But now, I understand that I have lost, and I have suffered a crushing defeat.

Sometimes, I even feel that I don't even have the qualifications to like Ayu, and I'm afraid of getting hurt before I do anything.

I think she's right, I don't love him enough, I love myself more, but I can't forget him.

☆、Shit born of love

"Ayu, do you still want to go back to work in Fu's Group? After you said those things to Mr. Fu, he won't embarrass you, right?" Du Yufeng lay on the sofa, resting his head on Fu Yu's flat belly, looking at The beauty above her head said leisurely.

Fu Yu smiled, his clear eyes seemed to be shining, and he said half-truthfully, "If it really doesn't work, I'll go back to raise pigs with you."

Du Yufeng raised his thick eyebrows, and said with a smile, "Okay, my mother must be very happy."

He didn't know how Fu Yu would be treated, but as long as he was here, he would definitely not be left hungry!Although he can't afford four-figure slippers or five-figure blankets... Thinking about it this way, he seems a bit useless!

Fu Yu looked into his dazed black eyes, stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes, and said, "It's okay, don't worry, Fu Shi doesn't need me, it's their loss. After leaving Fu Shi, I still have a lot I can go anywhere, no matter how bad it is, I can still go abroad, and I still have the 15.00% shares that my mother gave me. I won’t starve to death. As for Fu’s Group, I don’t want it. He can give it to whomever he likes. who."

Du Yufeng puffed up his mouth and acted cutely, "Have you thought about everything? You don't want everything from the Fu family?"

Fu Yu's eyes darkened, "It's not that I don't want it, it's what I want, and they can't give it."

And he is already 26, even if Fu An really wants to give him fatherly love to make up for his childhood shortcomings, he may not be able to bear it.

Du Yufeng said slowly: "Today, Fu Tang came to me and said that your father was sick."

"He lied to you," Fu Yu said without thinking.

Du Yufeng sat up slowly, facing him, and smiled, "Why didn't you say that I lied to you?"

"You won't lie. Once you lie, your eyes will roll around."

Du Yufeng threw him down on the sofa, "Ayu, you are so smart, it would be nice if you were a little bit stupid, a little bit stupid, it would be nice to coax you."

"I'm not stupid and I'm easy to coax", it's just that no one has been willing to coax.

He is really easy to coax and easy to satisfy. Give him a piece of fruit mille-feuille and he will be happy for a while, but no one wants to coax him.

Fu Tang would rub the extra Melaleuca to the corner of his mouth, and Yang Qingshan would bring him a portion of Melaleuca for helping his friend bring things.So, once upon a time, he really liked them, even if it wasn't love, he was grateful for this insignificant warmth in the eyes of others.

Du Yufeng put him in his arms and said, "You know what, today Fu Tang was downstairs in the apartment and said something to me. I asked him to come up, but he didn't come up."

"What did he tell you?"

"He said, he likes you, tell me to treat you well, don't let him down."

Fu Yu smiled, and wanted to say that he was lying to you, but Du Yufeng covered his mouth with his hand, "I can tell that he likes you, but you can't tell."

He didn't tell Fu Yu that he scolded Fu Tang, "If you liked him a little more, you wouldn't even know he was sick, and he wouldn't have to go to the hospital alone, or cry in the closet alone... '

Fu Tang didn't know that he was mentally ill, he had always been like this, and he didn't say anything, but he couldn't see anything like a fool.

He was pampered so lawlessly that he felt that the whole world should revolve around him. He wanted to deprive Fu Yu of his tenderness by taking advantage of the favor that should belong to Fu Yu, and he took it for granted.

But he always thought it was right, because his parents really loved each other, and they liked each other before they met Fu Yu's mother.He doesn't even feel that his mother is a third party, and he doesn't feel that he is an illegitimate child, because he was born of love.

But, what bullshit, he is a bastard who destroys other people's families, and he actually found all kinds of reasons for himself openly.

He deliberately stimulated Yang Qingshan to let him leave Fu Yu, but he never thought that he was Fu Yu's only spiritual support.

After drinking one cup after another of strong wine, Fu Tang threw himself on the counter and cried unbearably.

Everything is over, it's all over, he caused his brother to lose his mother, and he also caused his brother to lose his only friend.