Boyfriend is mentally ill

Meng Fusheng quickly figured out the key point: "So you pretended to have amnesia and suddenly asked to break up because you thought I was going abroad..."

"No!" Jiang Xiaofeng quickly denied, seeing him frowning and looking at him, he added, "It's not because I thought you were going abroad, but because I was worried that you would change your future plans for me, such as giving up your plan to study abroad for me. And at that time, I didn't have the idea to face up to all this, I just wanted to escape and correct everything...Senior, I feel very sorry for you."

Meng Fusheng looked at his guilty and depressed appearance, and his heart was sour and sweet for a moment, as if it had turned into a piece of lemon-flavored cotton candy.

So everything Jiang Xiaofeng did these days was just for his sake, wasn't it to kill the relationship between the two?

He couldn't help but sit next to Jiang Xiaofeng, and seeing Jiang Xiaofeng immediately sat up straight, his heart became more and more sour, and he didn't touch him, but turned sideways in his direction, and said in a gentle voice: "I understand your concerns...it's my fault , I'm forcing you too much."

Jiang Xiaofeng retorted: "It's not your problem, it's me..."

"We all have problems." Meng Fusheng interrupted him, wanting to shake his hand to comfort him, but he was afraid of scaring back his courage, so he leaned over and poured him a glass Putting the water on his hand, he said, "In the relationship between me and you, you were wrong in the first half, and I was wrong in the second half. You didn't mean to lie to me. I took advantage of your illness to unilaterally finalize the agreement." Our relationship tied you up and deceived you... but it was all intentional. From a subjective point of view, you are less wrong and I am more wrong. You apologized, I accepted and forgave, then I apologize If so, would you accept it?"

Jiang Xiaofeng turned to look at him blankly, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Can this still be interpreted in this way?Obviously he was the one who broke the senior and changed the trajectory of the senior's life...

"Xiaofeng, I'm sorry." Meng Fusheng apologized, with a serious attitude, "I shouldn't force you, tie you up, scare you, I'm sorry."

Jiang Xiaofeng opened his mouth, the things that had been heavy in his heart for a while suddenly dissipated, his heart tightened, he turned his head and grabbed his pants with his fingers, and his voice softened: "No need to apologize... No, I forgive you...Senior ,Thank you."

Meng Fusheng smiled, and his voice became softer: "Then the previous mistakes will be written off, and we will be evened?"

How can there be such a good person.

Jiang Xiaofeng's throat seemed to be blocked by something soft, so he couldn't speak, so he kept nodding.

Meng Fusheng still couldn't hold back, put his hand on his head, stroked his fluffy and soft hair lightly, and said, "Then let's start again? Think about it after you go back, and I will reflect on myself, and then wait for you to think about it." Okay, let's talk again?"

Jiang Xiaofeng still nodded.

Meng Fusheng felt itchy in his heart, and moved a little closer to him: "Xiaofeng, I'll wait for you to give me a good answer...I really like you."

This time Jiang Xiaofeng stopped nodding, his neck was stiff, and he didn't dare to look at him, his ears were a little blush, and he moved a little outside thinking he didn't notice.

Meng Fusheng's breath was too existential and hot.

Scared again.

Meng Fusheng's eyes curled up, he withdrew his hand, suppressed the emotions that were almost flying in his heart, changed into a calm and normal tone, and explained: "For the matter of going abroad, my family and I did acquiesce before going out to study after finishing the undergraduate course. Yan, what my dad and elder brother mean is to let me do an internship in the company at home in the first half of my senior year to exercise and accumulate some experience, and then concentrate on preparing my graduation thesis and going abroad in the second half of the year.”

Jiang Xiaofeng's rapid heartbeat calmed down, he turned his head to look at him, frowned unconsciously, and asked, "Then senior now..."

"I admit that before today's conversation, I did have the intention of temporarily giving up going abroad and staying in China to concentrate on cultivating a relationship with you. You can't run away from foreign schools, but you only have one."

Jiang Xiaofeng couldn't bear his tricks of confession, so he moved away silently, wanting to escape from Meng Fusheng's aura, and said, "Senior, I don't want you to change your future plans for me."

Meng Fusheng glanced at the distance between the two, moved a little closer to him secretly, and explained: "It's not a change, it's just that I chose to start a family before starting a family. As soon as I graduated from a bachelor's degree, I went abroad to study. It is the same for me to stay in China for an extra year or two, to accumulate experience in the company at home and then to study abroad. I am very grateful to my family. It gave me a little wayward capital."

This is a very realistic thing. People with good families do have more choices in future planning than ordinary people.

Jiang Xiaofeng was successfully appeased by these words, but he still didn't want Meng Fusheng to change his original plan because of himself.Coming out of the closet had already made Meng Fusheng and Meng Fusheng's family sad once. In terms of academic arrangements, he did not want to embarrass Meng Fusheng and Meng Fusheng's family again.

He looked at Meng Fusheng and said seriously: "Senior, I hope you will try not to change your original life plan for me. According to you, whether to go abroad will not be officially determined until the second half of senior year. Before that, I am sure I have already given the response to the senior, and it will not be too late for you to decide whether to go abroad by then, senior, so at present, can the senior hold back a little when discussing this issue with his family?"

Meng Fusheng looked at him seriously analyzing and comforting him, and wished he could hold him in his arms and give him a good kiss.

It turns out that being cared and cared by the person he likes is the feeling, but just being looked at by Jiang Xiaofeng like this, he can't wait to agree to all his requests and give him everything he can give.

"Okay." He held Jiang Xiaofeng's hand, full of affection unabashedly, "I'll listen to you."

Jiang Xiaofeng's fingers froze, and suddenly he sat on the edge of the sofa, and because of his haste, he almost lost his balance and fell.

Meng Fusheng was startled, and quickly reached out to help.Jiang Xiaofeng had already stood up while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, looked past Meng Fusheng and landed on the coffee table, and said quickly: "Then I will pack my luggage first, and I have to clean the dormitory later, since I haven't lived in it for so long, there must be dust on the bed It's gone." After speaking, he ran away like burning his butt.

Meng Fusheng watched him leave, slowly withdrew his hand, leaned on the sofa and chuckled softly.

……

Although he has decided to move back, he will definitely not be able to move today, as Jiang Xiaofeng said, the bed in the dormitory has already accumulated dust and needs to be tidied up.

Meng Fusheng accompanied Jiang Xiaofeng back to the dormitory, helped Jiang Xiaofeng wipe the bed and table, dried the quilt, and tidied up Jiang Xiaofeng's closet full of nine yuan nine package clothes.

Tian Daqi and the others were dumbfounded, as if they saw the immortal shit.

With a sullen face, Jiang Xiaofeng pretended to be calm, handed him the water he bought for Meng Fusheng, and said against the eyes of his roommates: "I'll do it next, don't wipe it so carefully, anyway, it's going to be summer vacation soon, and we won't be staying for long. "

"It's okay, it's finished." Meng Fusheng drank his saliva, looked at the bed rails of the upper bunk, frowned slightly, and said suddenly, "Xiaofeng, why don't you continue to live in my place."

The eyes of Tian Daqi and others suddenly became hot.

Jiang Xiaofeng's back was getting hot, and he quickly refused: "No, I don't have a day school, and it's not good to live outside all the time."

Meng Fusheng knew that he would not agree, but...he pointed to the upper bunk, very worried: "If you sleep on it, won't you fall off?" The narrow bed in the dormitory can really stop Xiaofeng's sleeping appearance ?

Without waiting for Jiang Xiaofeng to answer, Hao Qixian jumped out and said, "Don't worry, senior. Xiaofeng's bed will be hung with a mosquito net all year round. Every time, the boss will help him hang it. It is tied very firmly and will not fall down."

Tian Daqi also nodded: "Yes, Xiaofeng sleeps very well. He doesn't talk in sleep, grinds his teeth, or snores. He just likes to turn over. It's not a big problem."

Meng Fusheng finally knew where Jiang Xiaofeng's self-awareness of sleeping well came from.

He was silent and asked, "Where is the mosquito net?"

Jiang Xiaofeng was exposed by his roommate, wishing he could find a hole to get in, so he quickly squatted down and turned out the mosquito net from the drawer under the desk.

Meng Fusheng took it over and looked at it, and saw that it was indeed a very strong mosquito net, so he was relieved.

He stuffed the mosquito net into his backpack.

Jiang Xiaofeng stared: "Senior...?" Could it be that he was planning to confiscate the mosquito net and take him back to the apartment forcibly?

"It's dirty, go back and wash it for you." Meng Fusheng explained, then looked at Tian Daqi and the others, and invited, "Are you free tonight? Let's have dinner together. Xiaofeng missed too many classes during this period, and the final review It’s time for you to take care of yourself.”

Hao Qi immediately cheered, Tian Daqi and Liu Yuanzhou took a look at Jiang Xiaofeng who was covered with stiff and embarrassed writing, and agreed.

After tidying up the dormitory, Meng Fusheng took Jiang Xiaofeng back to the apartment, discussing where to treat guests at night.

Jiang Xiaofeng listened to his various suggestions, feeling very uncomfortable and embarrassed.It was the first time for him to be taken care of by someone in such a protective circle. Meng Fusheng did this for him, as if... as if he was already in love with Meng Fusheng.

But obviously he just said that he should think about it carefully, but he hasn't given a definite answer yet.

Meng Fusheng saw his entanglement, and said with a smile: "Please please your roommate, it should make you think more towards me when you think about it, do you hate me for doing this?"

Jiang Xiaofeng was taken aback, almost thinking that he had accidentally uttered the question, he quickly shook his head after regaining his senses, and said, "I don't hate it, I'm just sorry... Thank you, senior."

"You're welcome." Meng Fusheng raised his hand to stroke his hair, "I like to take care of you."

Jiang Xiaofeng stretched his neck to accept his touch.

This kind of contact is actually not too annoying... He adjusted his breathing without any trace, and took a peek at Meng Fusheng's beautifully smiling side face.

And the senior seems to be in a good mood.

……

After returning to the apartment, he cleaned up again. Jiang Xiaofeng clearly remembered that he didn't bring much, but Meng Fusheng miraculously packed two large suitcases for him.

There are a lot of food, drink, and things in the box, but the clothes that should be packed are not packed. The reason Meng Fusheng gave for this is that the summer vacation is coming anyway, so many clothes can’t be worn in the past superior.

Jiang Xiaofeng glanced at the mixed clothes of the two of them in the closet, moved his lips, and did not expose his little Jiujiu.

After packing their luggage, the two discussed where to treat guests in the evening, and finally chose a hot pot restaurant on South Street.

Meng Fusheng called to reserve a box first, and when the time was almost up, he and Jiang Xiaofeng went to pick up Tian Daqi and others.

Near the end of the term, the students are reviewing, there are not many people in the hot pot restaurant, and the food is served quickly.

The atmosphere at the table was warm, and Meng Fusheng won the hearts of Tian Daqi and the others within a short while, coaxing them to talk about Jiang Xiaofeng, but Jiang Xiaofeng alone could not stop Tian Daqi and the three of them, so he had to eat in suspense, pretending what they said not myself.

Meng Fusheng was very interested in Jiang Xiaofeng's past. He even asked about the details of when Jiang Xiaofeng forgot to bring soap when he went to the bathhouse to take a bath. However, he asked honestly and naturally, and he would not be offensive at all.

After a hot pot meal, Jiang Xiaofeng's background was almost wiped out.

Hao Qi drank wine during the meal and got a little drunk. Tian Daqi and Liu Yuanzhou were not very good at it, and they were a little shaky when they walked out of the hot pot restaurant. Jiang Xiaofeng took the opportunity to vent his anger and knocked them one by one. sleep.

After settling down with roommates, Jiang Xiaofeng and Meng Fusheng walked outside the school together.

Jiang Xiaofeng held back for a long time, but couldn't help arguing for himself: "Actually, I'm not as bad as they say, and I don't stay up late often..."

Meng Fusheng nodded: "Well, I know, you are very good and take good care of your roommate."

Being praised so much, Jiang Xiaofeng felt embarrassed again, and changed his words and said: "Actually, I'm still a bit bad. When I went to college, no one cared about me, so I indulged."

Meng Fusheng asked seriously: "Can I take care of you from now on?"

Jiang Xiaofeng choked, and after getting used to it for a day, he finally stopped being ashamed by his words every time, frowned and said seriously: "Senior, that's what's wrong with you, you always talk nonsense."

Finally a little more comfortable.

Satisfied, Meng Fusheng raised his hands in a gesture of surrender.

Today is a rare cool day, the sky is twinkling with stars, the night wind is blowing gently, time seems to be blown slowly and gently.

The two stopped talking and walked forward slowly.

Jiang Xiaofeng looked at the shadows of the two of them side by side, recalled the day he got along with Meng Fusheng, and felt a little wavering in himself, so he couldn't help but secretly tilted his head and bumped into Meng Fusheng's shadow.

Boiling frogs in warm water is actually not that good for seniors.

As soon as he finished slandering, he found that Meng Fusheng's bumped shadow was tilted in unison, and then stabilized again. He stretched out his hand and held the hand of his shadow.

Jiang Xiaofeng's heart skipped a beat, and he put his hands on his body to separate the shadows.

In the next second, Meng Fusheng moved a little closer to him, causing the shadows of the two to directly lean together.

Jiang Xiaofeng was angry, shameless——

"What are your plans for the summer vacation?" Meng Fusheng asked suddenly, as if he hadn't noticed anything tricky about the shadow.

Warm breath blew over, Jiang Xiaofeng brushed his head and turned his head, pretending to be looking at the scenery, only to find that a passing student was looking at him, he froze for a moment, feeling guilty of being found out for doing something bad, he hurriedly looked away, cleared his eyes The voice replied: "I should meet up with my grandma, play outside with her for a while, and come back when the summer training camp is about to start."

Meng Fusheng let out a "hmm".

Jiang Xiaofeng waited and waited, but before the text came, he suppressed his awkwardness and asked, "What about the seniors, what are your plans for the summer vacation?"

Meng Fusheng replied: "I should go directly to my family for an internship in the branch company in City A. My brother has just been busy with a big project here in the past few months. I will help him. Xiaofeng, it seems that after the end of the term, we will only I'll see you when the summer training camp starts."

Jiang Xiaofeng's voice lowered: "Yes."

"I will miss you."

Jiang Xiaofeng tugged at the strap of his backpack and continued: "...um."

"will you miss Me?"

Jiang Xiaofeng's eyes dodged, and he said to him from left to right: "Senior, I want to drink milk tea."

Meng Fusheng sighed deliberately.

Jiang Xiaofeng: "..."

Meng Fusheng continued to sigh.

Jiang Xiaofeng: "..."

Meng Fusheng: "I'm already missing you now, you really don't..."

Jiang Xiaofeng couldn't take it anymore, he wanted to cover his mouth with his hand, and said in a low voice, "It's just that we can't meet each other! Wechat, phone, there are so many ways to contact him, don't talk about it."

Meng Fusheng leaned forward and put his face in front of him: "But during the holidays, you will definitely play games with your mobile phone every day and ignore me."

"..." I can't refute it. It's a waste of vacation if you don't use it to play games during the beautiful summer vacation.

Jiang Xiaofeng thought for a while, and promised with pain: "Then, then I will play less...and I promise I won't stay up late!"

Meng Fusheng smiled: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you play more, but you have to bring me to play together."

Jiang Xiaofeng was stunned: "What?"

"I heard that you are very good in the game." Meng Fusheng raised his hand, pinched a strand of curly hair on his forehead, and gently pulled it, "Take me to play with you, my god."

... What's the big deal?

Jiang Xiaofeng suddenly raised his hand and pushed Meng Fusheng's face away: "Speak as you speak, what are you doing so close... If you don't talk nonsense, the god will take you flying."