Song and Tang Youyan

My father was the prefect of the court, he was honest and honest, he was a parental official who truly pleaded for the people, and my mother was the daughter of a county magistrate. The two of them fell in love long before my father entered the court as an official. My father was the first official On that day, I married my mother and entered the door, and my mother's natal family also became brighter. Immediately afterwards, Song Qing, my elder brother, was born. The next year, I gave birth to me. Walking in the right step, never overdoing it, if you don't have a weak crown, you will be a county magistrate. Like your father, he is praised by the people.

And I have a close relationship with Gu Yin since I was a child. He is calm and composed when things happen, while I am frizzy. My father wholeheartedly hopes that I will spend more time with Gu Yin to learn his temper and sharpen my anxiety. Tingxue, at the age of 15, went to Beijing together to rush for the exam.

Fortunately, he and I both passed the exam at that time, and became the only two scholars of Bu Xi and Yao Dong. On the way home, he was weak and unfortunately contracted a cold. The day will be fine, but the wind and cold were so fierce that Gu Yin soon fell ill. We had no choice but to stop our trip and stay in the inn.

I spent all my money to see a doctor for him, and finally I saw improvement. Every day, I was worried that his condition would worsen at night, so I slept with him, and I had to put a quilt on him at night to prevent him from getting cold. I took the medicine with my own hands. I fed the soup myself. During the day, I worried about his depression and told him some gossip about the capital, or recited poems and lyrics. During that time, it seemed that there was only each other left in the world.

On the day when he recovered from his illness, I brought medicine to his bedside as usual. He didn’t sit up as usual when he heard the door open for the first time. I thought he was taking a nap so I didn’t wake him up. That was the first time I saw him at such a close distance. With plain clothes, his face was whiter, and his lips looked soft and gentle in the light.

I don't know what it's like to kiss.

I was taken aback by my own thoughts, that was my brother, how could I have such thoughts!

Just staring at him, he blinked, woke up, and sat up propped up, "Are you going to give me medicine again?"

I smiled and said, "You have to feed the medicine."

He picked up the bowl, took a sip, and said, "Have you ever secretly drank the medicine that you have been decocting for so long?"

"Is it okay to drink the medicine secretly? If I can, I would rather never touch this thing for the rest of my life."

He laughed twice, took a sip, and I felt my face suddenly turn away from the original position, my lips softened, and a bitter liquid flowed into my mouth, "How does it taste?"

I had the medicine in my mouth, I didn't swallow it, and I didn't swallow it, I thought about it and swallowed it, but I didn't know what to say.

He continued, "You really don't mean that?"

I looked up at him, and threw him on the bed, "Gu Yin also knows me."

After returning home, after seeing each other more than before, I felt a little uncomfortable, but my father and the others didn't find anything unusual.

Gu Yin studied harder than me. Later, when he became the champion of the dynasty and quickly became a celebrity in front of the emperor, I was still a little-known talent and I had never been an official. He met once, and he would be summoned by the emperor halfway. I met him less and less.

This state lasted for nearly two months. One evening, I rushed to his mansion and finally saw him. In his study, I talked to him. I wanted to tell about the pain of lovesickness, but he was still thinking about it. It's all on the paperwork. I couldn't get angry, so I grabbed his paperwork and threw it on the ground, "Is the paperwork really that important? We haven't seen each other for a long time, so I finally saw you once. You are a busy person now, so there is no need to saw me, didn't you?"

After hearing the harsh words, he didn't even frown, but silently picked up the paperwork I threw on the ground.

I sulked like an idiot, and punched the cotton, making me very uncomfortable.

I rushed up and snatched the documents in his hand and threw them on the ground again, looking at him angrily. He looked at me with calm eyes, "Don't make trouble."

I put my arms around his waist, "Okay, don't make trouble, I don't." After finishing speaking, I pressed my lips to his, and gave him no chance to refute.

When I was in a state of confusion, the door of the study opened, and a deep voice sounded, "I am here suddenly, Ai Qing won't—"

Before I could separate from him, the disheveled appearance was caught by the emperor. The emperor was furious, and in a fit of rage, he wanted to kill me and him in order to correct the government and the social atmosphere.

I thought to myself that this was all due to me, so I put all the sins on myself, saying that I was obsessed with ghosts, so I dared to get involved with Gu Yin. The emperor loved Gu Yin, so he followed the steps I gave him and ignored him. Gu Yin's words put me in prison.

During this period, he came to see me once and only said, "You can go out soon." Then he left quickly.

I didn't want to believe it at the time, but the next day, I was actually let out. I hurried home, but there was no one inside or outside the house. I searched all the places where they might go, but I didn't see them. A person, maybe seeing how hard I was looking for, the new eunuch said to me, Well, the Buxisong mansion has been ransacked, why are you still here?

I can't listen to any sounds in my head, copy and chop all over the door, copy and chop all over the door!

I stumbled and ran out, knocked over a street vendor, but I didn't care about it, and I didn't fight back when I was beaten up. I took two cans of wine and limped forward. There was no one at home. What's the use of home?

When the lights came on, I walked to the embankment by the river. I had finished drinking the wine in my hand. The faces of my father and mother seemed to be reflected on the river, so I jumped down.

Thanks to Gu Yin following me all the time, he picked me up from the water, but when I woke up, I had already forgotten everything. At that time, I didn't care. Everyone looked at me with pity in their eyes .

I am amnesia.

Now that I have forgotten all the unpleasant memories, Gu Yin weaves a dream for me, a dream where there is no suffering but happiness.

My mother escaped beheading because she was unconscious in bed.

After I woke up, Gu Yin hired maids again, including asking people to pretend to be my father and brother. The reason they are often away is that they are in business because they are afraid of showing their flaws if they stay too long. The only one who is still alive is like a living dead. His mother was placed in the room, and the layout was the same as before, without any movement.

I really didn't think of any memories of the past. In the dream he arranged for me, I lived comfortably and contentedly.

I wiped the tears from my face, "How did you persuade the emperor to let me go?"

He handed over a handkerchief, and said, "I have knelt in front of the hall for two days, but I have strengthened my body a lot." He laughed dryly and continued, "The emperor thinks highly of me, and giving me a handkerchief is not considered a punishment." The penalty is to revoke my academic qualifications, to start all over again, and to enter the scientific examination again. The premise is that I can’t meet you again, and I can’t break the ties. But even so, he has turned a blind eye to what I have done all these years. Close one eye and not interfere too much."

Indeed, for him, the imperial examination was nothing more than a different place to write a sentence to express the great truth of life.

I suddenly thought of something, "Then... where is Yuanwai Zhang?"

He didn't answer my question first, and said to himself, "You go to me many times, why I don't see you, I'm just worried that similar things will happen again, and then I will lose you forever. You have the heart to let you get on the list, Yuan Dynasty, you, now, will you still be ignored because I only focused on politics at the beginning?"

I shook my head, but my tears couldn't stop, "Meng Yan, I never regretted falling in love with you, but now I wake up from the dream, my father and brother are gone, I really have nothing but my mother."

He hugged me gently, "I've been waiting for you to remember the feeling of liking me, but now I've finally waited, but I'm getting married too."

He raised my head, "Yuan Chao, I'm getting married."

I hurriedly hugged him, "Meng Yan, did you make another deal for me!"

He smiled desolately, "It's time for this deal to be fulfilled. I can't lose you anymore. From now on, you have to live a good life. Go to a place where no one knows you, and hide your surname with your mother. Live a good life."

I kissed him, "No, since I've remembered everything, I can't be protected by you like a fool."