white lie

一

The date of resuming classes has been postponed for another two weeks, and the second month of the lunar calendar is almost here.

"It's so boring... When will we resume classes? Straw mushrooms are going to grow on top of my head." Huang Qingmei complained.

"The teachers should be anxious like ants on a hot pot right now, worrying about how to recover their education progress!" Huang Yuanxi said as he put down his water glass.

"The teaching progress has nothing to do with me... I'm just worried that it will be bad if I still can't resume classes on the last day." Huang Songjiang said while eating seaweed.

"By the way, brother..." Huang Yuanxi picked up a piece of seaweed and said, "Red snakes are raging now, are there any students in your class who are infected?"

Huang Songjiang sighed and said, "Not only were some people infected, but also classmates died! It's really bad."

"It seems that many people are infected with this thing now, and there are always a few people around me who are infected with this disease... It seems that there is no end." Huang Yuanxi said helplessly.

"Don't scare me, I'm so scared..." Huang Qingmei said with a blue face.

"Let me tell you... class is suspended for a month now, isn't it good to treat it as a rest? Why do you have to go to class?" Huang Zhiqi interjected.

"Isn't it good to go to class? It's better than staying at home and getting moldy!" Huang Qingmei responded to her puzzled.

"You don't understand..." Huang Zhiqi said dejectedly, "It's better if you don't know..."

Huang Qingmei was about to ask what happened, but Huang Songjiang stopped her, so she had no choice but to give up.

Seeing that the situation was not right, Huang Yuanxi discussed other topics to divert their attention.

"By the way, has Zhang Yaqi been excluded since she started school? After all, she has been in the hospital for more than a month, has she been looked down upon?" Huang Yuanxi asked Huang Qingmei.

"No, on the contrary, they felt very relieved that Yaqi got out of that ghostly place! They all came up to ask if she was frightened, and cared about her very much!" Huang Qingmei responded to him straightforwardly.

In fact, when she saw Zhang Yaqi coming back, Huang Qingmei was so happy that she stepped forward to hug her, and said that she had been worried about Zhang Yaqi's accident in the hospital for a month, and it was great to be back.

She was crying, and Zhang Yaqi hugged her tightly, saying that she missed her too.

Seeing this, the classmates immediately booed and shouted for the two of them to kiss each other as a gift for their long-lost reunion.

Before Huang Qingmei came back to her senses, Zhang Yaqi had already kissed her lips, and she felt an instant electric shock.

"Is that so?" Zhang Yaqi asked the students. Before they could respond, Huang Qingmei counterattacked, pushed Zhang Yaqi to the blackboard, and kissed her for more than 50 seconds, with the other party's saliva on the tip of her tongue.

Her sudden move surprised not only Zhang Yaqi, but also the classmates.

"It can't be like this, Yaqi..." Huang Qingmei pointed to Zhang Yaqi's lips, "Even if everyone is a girl, you can't kiss me casually?"

If something goes wrong, you will be responsible, right?Huang Qingmei whispered in Zhang Yaqi's ear.

She recalled the situation sweetly. Neither Huang Songjiang nor Huang Yuanxi had ever seen their sister smile so sweetly.

Seeing Huang Qingmei and the others get along so well, Huang Zhiqi felt uncomfortable.

My younger sister has been lying in the hospital for more than seven years, and the situation at home is deteriorating, and the family is no longer married.

In the beginning, my parents would visit Huang Zhijun every day, hoping that she would get better soon.

However, as the days passed, the hope became more and more elusive. In the vortex of hope and disappointment, the days passed and they fell into the abyss of despair.

Parents were exhausted physically and mentally, almost collapsed, and Huang Zhijun's medical expenses almost used up their savings.

It is unbearable for parents to see their daughter suffer. Four years ago, the mother tried to strangle her to take her out of the sea of ​​pain.

The father stopped his wife's actions and broke the relationship between the two. Since then, they have often quarreled and even fought violently. After half a year, they divorced.

Like Huang Zhijun, Huang Zhiqi has never seen her mother after she left home.

In mid-July of last year, her father told her that her mother had died. She did not express much sorrow for the news of her mother's death. She had not seen her mother for more than three years, and her memory of her mother was gradually blurring.

In fact, it was not easy for the father to go there. For the medical expenses of his daughter, he voluntarily worked overtime every night to earn overtime pay, and often returned home at midnight.

Huang Zhiqi thinks that he has not shown concern for his eldest daughter who is growing up,

On the contrary, she is now living in her uncle's house, which makes her find a little bit of family warmth.

The missing growth path became a huge thorn in her heart.

two

That night, Huang Qingmei slept with Huang Zhiqi tonight.

Huang Zhiqi thought for a while, and there was no reason to refuse her, so she agreed to her request.

"Can I call you sister?" Huang Qingmei asked, "Okay..." Huang Zhiqi reluctantly agreed.

"That's great! Sister, thank you very much, I've wanted a sister for a long time!" Huang Qingmei said excitedly, "Is that so... sister..." Huang Zhiqi was thinking about her words.

All along, she and Huang Zhijun have a good relationship, she will confide in Huang Zhijun, she will also act like a baby like Huang Zhiqi, complaining about the bad food in the hospital and so on.

But that's all.

In fact, she has always wanted to know how to be a good sister, and she only visits her once a week, and only for one hour.I spent more time with my classmates and even my father who left early and came home late.

There is only one person at home, and she really wants to have a friend or sibling to talk to or something.

However, her classmates usually ignore her, and she is not interested in the topics discussed by the classmates in the class, which keeps everyone's relationship alienated.

Later, when her family's divorce came to light, her classmates started making fun of her and talking about her family behind her back.

Once, when she visited Huang Zhijun, she cried and said that she didn't want to go to school.

Huang Zhijun comforted her at the time: "Cry well, it's okay, sister, you have worked hard, I'm sorry..." As she spoke, she also started crying, and the two sisters hugged each other and cried loudly.

At that moment, she felt that each other's identities were reversed, and her sister's behavior was like a sister comforting a suffering sister, and it didn't matter to her.

After that time, she found that Huang Zhijun had matured a lot and knew how to comfort others. She was more like her sister than herself, which made Huang Zhiqi feel ashamed.

"Harumi..." Huang Zhiqi hugged her, "I'm sorry, you may be disappointed, I'm not a qualified sister, to be honest, I don't want to be a sister..."

Huang Qingmei comforted her, "I'm sorry, it seems that my request is too much, it doesn't matter, you have worked hard for the past three years, take a good rest..."

"I don't want to be an older sister...I want to be a younger sister, act like a baby to my older brothers and sisters, I want to be protected and loved...Why do people have to be older when they are only 5 minutes older?" Huang Zhiqi cried out her pain, Huang Qingmei Hold her tightly so that she can release her emotions with peace of mind.

three

Zhang Yaqi, who was studying at home, looked at the photo with Huang Zhijun, feeling sour in her heart.

During the nearly one month of getting along with Huang Zhijun, she felt that time flies, and wondered why she had to separate after only being together for one month.

She originally thought that the relationship between her and Huang Zhijun was only based on bedmates, and when she returned to daily life, she could gradually forget about Huang Zhijun.

However, things were not as expected, she missed her so much that she was about to fall out of lovesickness.

She couldn't imagine that she would be so obsessed with a girl. The first thing she wanted to do when she woke up every day was to meet her. Huang Zhijun's face was always in her mind. Her expressions and actions were also entangled in Zhang Yaqi's thoughts. Long time no go.

This was a feeling she had never had before, she didn't know why it happened, and she didn't know how to deal with it.

Once, Huang Zhiqi sent her a photo of her younger sister's recent situation, and she immediately rolled on the bed with excitement, like a child who received a Christmas present.

She was so happy that she shed tears, as if years of hard work had finally paid off. Although Huang Zhijun in the photo was tired, she still smiled firmly, as if reassuring those who cared about her, saying that she would work hard and they don't have to worry too much.

Zhang Yaqi regards this photo as a treasure and reminds herself to work hard.

However, she always felt something was wrong.

She felt that Huang Zhijun was really pitiful.

The mother fell and went on the road of no return; the father was killed by the angry father-in-law; the sister also developed a personality disorder, and she was suffering from the disease for nearly eight years, as if all the unfortunate things happened to her.

She hopes that her appearance can bring about changes to Huang Zhijun, bring her life back on track, and grow up healthily like other children.

However, in order to avoid affecting her condition, she lied and deceived her, concealing the news of her father's death, so that she still thinks that her father is still alive.

If she knew the truth, besides falling into extreme sadness and self-blame, she would also resent herself and her sister for hiding the truth and destroying the relationship between the two parties. She could not accept falling out with Huang Zhijun, she didn't want to lose her, but she might not be able to accept it The fact that the father was killed.

In the two months since eating with Huang Zhiqi, she has been stuck in the dilemma of whether to tell the truth or not, and has never had an answer.

She felt that it was very hard to deceive her, and she always felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

four

Zhang Yaqi studied by herself until late at night. Zhang Junqi saw her younger sister falling asleep while reviewing on the desk. Worried that she would catch a cold, she put a windbreaker on her back.

This child is really hardworking, it seems that there is no need to worry about her.Zhang Junqi thought with relief.

She looked at the group photo on the desk, it was someone she didn't know.

Judging from the shooting location, it should have been filmed at a resort at the beginning of the year.

She was quarantined in the resort at the beginning of the year, and this photo should have been taken at that time.

In the photo, the person raising the victory gesture should be Zhang Yaqi, but who is the person sitting beside the bed and smiling?

She thought about it and felt very strange. At the same time, Zhang Yaqi started talking in her sleep.

"Zhijun...don't leave...I can't lose you, I didn't mean to deceive you...I don't want to live anymore after you leave..." She cried miserably, scaring Zhang Junqi.

She woke up suddenly, and found her sister behind her. Thinking of the sleep talk just now, she felt very embarrassed, her face flushed immediately, and her ears also turned red.

"You... heard everything?" Zhang Yaqi asked in shame, Zhang Junqi nodded embarrassingly.

"What happened? Tell me and let my sister share your worries." Zhang Junqi said proactively.

"It's not impossible to tell you, but you have to be mentally prepared..." Zhang Yaqi said awkwardly, her eyes were like a child who was caught stealing candy.

Zhang Yaqi confessed everything about meeting Huang Zhijun, being kissed, and the recent situation.

"I'm sorry, sister, I haven't confessed to you all this time, but I like Huang Zhijun, not on the level of friends, but on the level of lovers, on the level of love, it's the kind of liking between you and Chen Shengguang, maybe you will think this It's just a couple's game for girls, but I really fell in love with her..." Zhang Yaqi said embarrassingly.

Zhang Junqi felt so shocked that she was speechless for a while.

There are two lesbians she knows, one is Li Sasahua and the other is Lu Jia.

Of the two of them, one kissed her forcibly while she was off guard, and the other did everything possible to snatch Zhang Junqi away from Chen Shengguang.

Zhang Junqi is willing to forgive them, but this has caused her to fear lesbians, thinking that they are scary and dangerous creatures.

But now, her dearest sister is this kind of person, which makes her feel greatly astonished, and the impact is more severe than the behavior of the two of them.

Zhang Junqi hates those who break up couples, and thinks they are a group of naive and despicable people, so she will not ask them to break up.

However, she couldn't accept the fact that Zhang Yaqi liked girls.

Why... Zhang Yaqi, don't scare me, my sister can't accept it... Zhang Junqi mourns weakly in her heart.

She knelt on the ground weakly, muttering why, when Zhang Yaqi saw this, she stepped forward to comfort her.

"It's okay, I'll take good care of myself, don't worry... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept this secret..." She apologized to her sister.

"It's okay... my sister doesn't blame you, but... I want to calm down, can I?" Zhang Junqi said weakly.

Zhang Yaqi agreed to her uneasily, while Zhang Junqi walked into the bathroom weakly.

She closed the bathroom door and curled up in the bathtub sobbing.

五

This day is the eve of Huang Zhijun's bone marrow transplant.

She is very much looking forward to her life after leaving the hospital, and she hopes her life can get back on track as soon as possible.

She never dreamed that she could get a suitable bone marrow transplant. When she heard the news, she was overjoyed and thought that she was really lucky.

During the two months apart from Zhang Yaqi, she missed her very much, and thought that the first thing she must do after leaving the hospital was to see her. She really wanted to be with Zhang Yaqi all day long. She already missed Zhang Yaqi to the point of missing her. The point of madness.

Every time she heard Zhang Yaqi's voice on the phone, she was inexplicably excited, wishing that time would stop flowing so that they could be together forever without being separated.

Listening to Zhang Yaqi crying about the pain of parting, she also felt sad in her heart, wishing to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible so that everyone would not suffer from lovesickness.

However, there was one thing that bothered her.

Every time she talked about her gratitude and hope to her father, Zhang Yaqi was always evasive and serious.

She felt very strange why Zhang Yaqi was so taboo about her talking about her father, as if something had happened.

Huang Zhijun had a terrible idea in his mind that Zhang Yaqi was sexually assaulted by her father.

However, he is not such a person at all. She thinks that, as the father of two girls, he should not be able to do such embarrassing and shadowing things.

Whenever she wakes up, she resents why she thinks of her father like this.

The only thing that is certain is that something happened to her father.

But what happened to him, she had no idea.

She also wondered why Zhang Yaqi kept silent and didn't want her to mention her father?

Is it a little hidden from her?

If anything, why hide it from her?