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During the whole day on Friday, Shen Yan had nothing to do. In the morning, he walked around the park and read a book. After his lunch break, he remembered that he hadn't practiced the piano for nearly ten days, so he practiced for a while. Du Zichen was with him Arrived during piano practice.

Class ended early on Friday afternoon, and Du Zichen called at noon, saying that he would stay at his place tonight, and that someone would accompany him, so Shen Yan was naturally willing. Pots of dried mushrooms, waiting for Chef Du to improve the food.

It wasn't until Du Zichen arrived at Shen Yan's house that he realized that Aunt Chen had quit.

"Your dad didn't think about finding you another housekeeper?" He was washing mushrooms while talking to Shen Yan who was standing at the kitchen door.

"There must be none, if I have, can I eat noodles for several days?"

"Then has he called you these few days to talk about housekeeping?" After Du Zichen asked this, he immediately patted his forehead with a wet palm, "If I didn't ask, I definitely didn't. I'll go and serve you." Uncle Shen, it's going too far, if I didn't grow up with you, would I really doubt that he is my real father?"

Shen Yan looked indifferent, "I don't know if it's his real father, anyway, now his real son is not me."

Hearing this, Du Zichen couldn't help but stop what he was doing, looking at the very thin Shen Yan standing at the door of the kitchen, his heart felt sore for some reason, his friend's current state was ultimately caused by his parents, but But they all regard him as a burden, and no one cares.

"Did you lose weight again during this time?"

"Well, I've lost a little weight. Now I'm 103 catties. People say 'beauties are no more than a hundred'. I'm getting closer to beauties." Shen Yan smiled.

"Beauty is a fart, she is almost a bone spirit, Ah Yan, you can't do this, or you should find another housekeeper."

"No, it's fine. I'm just exaggerating. You're serious. I can't eat noodles every day. The main reason is that I caught a cold a few days ago and didn't eat well."

"Is it because I don't have money for not looking for housekeeping?"

"No, my aunt gave me a few thousand yuan on Tuesday. By the way, I earned 600 yuan yesterday." Shen Yan changed the topic of housekeeping.

"I found you again." Du Zichen was quite happy when he heard this, but when Shen Yan talked about it, he became furious again: "Who is it? He is willing to take the money, too."

"Why are you so angry? Why are you ashamed to take it if you donate your efforts? You used to help me with no money. It was for the sake of our relationship. I'm not polite to you either. But Xiaotian and Mao have nothing to do with each other. If there is no benefit, why should he help me?" Shen Yan thought for a while, and then said to Du Zichen: "I'm not telling you about this to complain, but mainly to tell you that I can take over the job myself, and let You worry less."

"You might as well make me worry more, it's too bad for you." Du Zichen sighed, "We still have to think about it, is there anything reliable that we can do for a long time."

"Well, I also wanted to talk to you, but it's not a matter of a day or two, and I'm not in a hurry. Have you figured out how to tell Xiaomei tomorrow?"

"Well, I'll tell you about these things later, I'm cooking, you go out first." After speaking, Du Zichen turned on the range hood and pushed Shen Yan out of the kitchen.

Although Du Zichen is two years older than Shen Yan, he has a quick temper and it's hard to hold back his words. But after coming here for a long time today, he didn't even mention a word about Xiaomei. Did he think about it or not? , Shen Yan pondered for a long time and didn't know what to do, but he didn't chase after Du Zichen to ask this topic.

It wasn't until the two of them were full that they slumped on the sofa with their stomachs crooked, that they started chatting one by one.

"At first I was really uncomfortable. I went to school to look for her, but she didn't see me. I didn't know why it happened. But I've thought about it a lot in the past few days. It's probably inevitable to get to where I am today."

"Why do you say that?"

"I know Xiaomei. She is gentle and lovely, but she is very dependent on others. In the past two years, she failed her exams, had conflicts with her classmates, and suffered from illness. I couldn't quench my thirst at a distance, so I couldn't be by her side."

"But half of this university has passed, so it's good to persevere."

"What are you holding on to, waiting for graduation? Xiaomei told me during the summer vacation that she wanted to stay in T city after graduation, but I wanted to stay here. Taking a step back, even if I couldn't bear her, I went to T city after graduation , but there is no guarantee that I will always be by her side when needed."

"People always have to grow up. Maybe at that time, Xiaomei won't be so dependent on you? I always feel that she broke up so easily without even explaining. It's a bit unfair to you, yes Didn't she have a new goal?"

"This... I don't think so. After all, we were pretty good before. I don't think she broke up easily. After all, we are both juniors. It's probably because I haven't given her enough sense of security in the past two years. , Let her not go on. As for fairness and unfairness, from the first year of high school to the present, almost the best time of her life has been spent with me. If it really drags on after graduation and we still break up, then for her It's not fair either."

"But..." Shen Yan still felt that it was unreasonable for Xiaomei to unilaterally divide the five-year relationship.

"Come on, Ah Yan, if you really like someone, you'll want her to be happy all the time. I can't give her what she wants, and I can't stop her from looking for something better." Du Zichen's voice sounded quite calm. , but Shen Yan could still hear a trace of unwillingness and helplessness suppressed under his calmness.

If Shen Yan could see, he would be able to easily see Du Zichen's disguise.

To say that Du Zichen definitely has a good skin, he is not the kind of soft-looking boy that is popular nowadays, but tall, with strong limbs, although his skin is not fair, but his face is well-defined, with star eyebrows and sword eyes, Very masculine.

Back then, he was able to defeat many suitors and fell in love with Xiaomei, the school belle known as the "little princess". On the one hand, it was because of the friendship he had played since he was a child, and on the other hand, it was because Du Zichen's tall and handsome appearance surpassed everyone else too much. .

But right now, his hair is standing on end in a mess, his eye sockets are obviously black and blue, and his beard has not been taken care of for several days, with all the stubble popping out, and he looks a little decadent and weak.

"Always fight for it one last time. I don't think it's like you to give up so lightly." Relationships are like a person who knows when drinking water, but Shen Yan still hopes that the two of them will have a good ending.

"Well, she has been avoiding me before, maybe it's because she didn't think it through thoroughly. Now that she has asked me to meet, she will always have an explanation."

"If possible, I would also persuade her, where else can I find such a handsome boyfriend who is also a childhood sweetheart." Shen Yan pretended to be relaxed and said not wanting to increase the psychological burden on his friend.

"Yes, yes, don't you count as one?" Du Zichen also smiled.

Shen Yan picked up the folded blind stick, and lightly touched Du Zichen's shoulder, "Don't put gold on my face, if I'm as good as you said, why am I still a loner?"

"It's never too late for a good meal, and it's never too late for a good marriage. Maybe one day 'Bada', a sister Lin will fall for you from the sky."

"It's okay to drop an 80-jin one, but if I lose a 140-jin one, my small body will be crushed directly into a coffin board." The two of them imagined the scene of the 140-jin "Sister Lin" falling from the sky on Shen Yan's body , couldn't help laughing together, and felt a lot easier because of this.

After a while, the two stopped laughing. Du Zichen rubbed his stiff face with his hands, then put his arms around Shen Yan's shoulders, "Ah Yan, during this time, I have been to City H twice, made countless phone calls, and sent Countless text messages, but I never got an explanation from her. I have been trying my best to manage the relationship between us in the past five years, but I have come to this point. I have complained and cried, and I have no regrets. It's possible, but I don't have any regrets, you don't have to persuade her tomorrow, just treat it as an old friend and meet up."

After hearing Du Zichen's words, Shen Yan fell silent. For a person without much experience in love, he actually didn't know how to comfort his friend, so after a while, he replied sullenly: "Okay."

The author has something to say: Student Du is really a good boy, should someone find someone to take him in too...