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After hearing this, Xiao Fang really wanted to slap himself twice.

After the last drug-dosing incident, Shen Yan's mental state was not good for a while. At that time, he was still thinking about whether to find a psychiatrist. Later, because of Du Zichen's relief, Shen Yan gradually returned to normal, so this matter was taken care of by him. Forget it.

After finding Shen Yan this time, he was too busy getting angry, and only wanted to punish Shen Yan for leaving without saying goodbye, so he said some exaggerated words and did a little too much in bed, but he didn't really take it seriously. How about Shen Yan?

But what now?

"Reduce stimulation in all aspects, and keep up with diet and exercise. In addition, didn't you say that he has a job? Let him continue to do the job, so that he can communicate with people more. Old Xiao, I am not a professional psychiatrist. If He didn’t improve after doing these things, so you’d better take him to the hospital to see if you need to intervene in medicine for treatment.”

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Fang went back to the bedroom, put his arms around Shen Yan, and whispered in his ear: "Shen Yan, I'm a bastard, don't be angry, I won't treat you like that again in the future."

Shen Yan was awake, he was sad about what Xiao Fang did last night, but he was not angry because of it, he thought it was something he should bear, and he didn't sleep well these days, he was tired yesterday In the end, he was allowed to sleep for a whole night, but now his whole body seemed to be falling apart, he was a little lazy, he couldn't lift his spirits, and didn't want to talk.

But what Xiao Fang said made him feel that he couldn't keep silent like this, "You are fine, it's my fault."

"Oh," Xiao Fang sighed softly, and hugged him tighter, "Do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Shen Yan shook his head.

"Then try drinking some porridge, shall we? After dinner, let's go out to bask in the sun."

"it is good."

This time it was better than before, Shen Yan drank most of the bowl of porridge.

After dinner, Xiao Fang carefully helped Shen Yan change his clothes, and then led him out of the room.

It was already mid-April, and the community was filled with the fragrance of cloves. There seemed to be children playing not far away, and there was a burst of noise.

The two sat on the bench for a while, Shen Yan sniffed the fragrance of the flowers, listened to the children's laughter, the expression on his face gradually softened, at this moment he felt that he was alive, while Xiao Fang sat Beside him, watching his tense body seem to slowly relax, my heart can't help but relax.

"Mom, what is this stick for?"

Suddenly a child's voice sounded, a little girl ran up to the two of them at some point, and asked with a cane.

The little girl's mother took two quick steps, took the child's hand, and smiled awkwardly, "I'm sorry, my daughter..."

"It's okay." Before Xiao Fang could speak, Shen Yan opened his mouth first. He picked up the blind stick, lowered his head and said to the little girl, "Are you asking this? My brother can't see, so I need this stick to guide the way." .”

"Why can't brother see?"

"Because my brother's eye was injured."

"Then you are so pitiful, you can't even see the beautiful flowers." The little girl looked sympathetic.

"Mi Lier," the girl's mother opened her mouth to stop her from continuing, "I'm sorry to bother you, but she hasn't seen...a blind person before."

"It's okay." This time it was Xiao Fang who answered him, while Shen Yan and the little girl continued their conversation as if they didn't hear them.

"It's okay, although I can't see it, I can smell the flowers."

"But..." The little girl was too young. She "but" for a long time, but couldn't think of what to say, so she turned to her mother for help, "Mom, mom, what should I do if my brother can't see?"

The woman stretched out her arms to pick up the little girl, "My brother can't see, but he can still hear the sound of rice grains and smell the fragrance of flowers. He's still the same as us, isn't he?"

"Is my brother the same as me? Do I also have to go to kindergarten to do my homework?"

Several adults laughed when they heard this, Shen Yan said: "Brother is an adult, he has to go to work."

"Oh, then you are the same as your mother." The girl nodded affirmatively.

"Okay, Mi Lier, it's time for us to go and say goodbye to my brother and uncle."

When the mother and daughter's voices faded away, Xiao Fang muffled to the side and said, "Why do you call me uncle instead of your elder brother? Do I look so old?"

Shen Yan suddenly laughed when he heard this, and didn't say anything, he picked up his blind stick and got up and left. Seeing this, Xiao Fang also followed closely behind him.The two returned home one after the other, Xiao Fang asked Shen Yan to go to bed and rest, and he started preparing dinner.

This was the first dinner the two ate together after they moved in, the two of them were still mostly silent at the table, sometimes Xiao Fang would ask questions, and Shen Yan would just answer with ummm.

After the meal, before Xiao Fang packed up and went to the store, he lightly patted Shen Yan's head, "Don't wait for me at night, go to bed when you're sleepy, otherwise you won't be able to sleep well all night."

Shen Yan's expression was a little surprised when he heard this, but Xiao Fang didn't see it when he lowered his head, he only saw Shen Yan nodding obediently.

"You leave tomorrow morning, don't worry about me, I'll bring you lunch at noon, wait for my call then." Shen Yan's previous mobile phone can't be used, Xiao Fang brought back a new mobile phone for him a few days ago.

"Okay." Shen Yan still nodded.

Xiao Fang sighed and left, he didn't want to see Shen Yan who was obedient in everything, he just wanted to see the former Shen Yan who could smack people and tell jokes, but in the past half a year, one thing after another has hardly stopped However, life and death wiped out that Shen Yan.

But Shen Yan thought differently at this time. He went out for a stroll in the afternoon, and his mood improved a lot. He knew that he had gotten into a dead end a few days ago. After all, because Xiao Fang was different to him, he was worried about gain and loss .

But you can't be too greedy, if you don't meet Xiao Fang, you can't say whether you can live to this day, so he really has nothing to be wronged, not to mention these days, except for verbal stimulation, Xiao Fang didn't really hurt himself .

After thinking about these things, Shen Yan and Xiao Fang were not so entangled when they got along again, but after that day, Xiao Fang didn't treat him like the first few days. He came back every night in the middle of the night, although he still slept with him, but It was really just cuddling him to sleep.

The relationship between the two people seems to have stagnated at this point, but it can also be said that their relationship has entered a new stage.

Compared with his relationship, Shen Yan's work has improved a lot. Some old customers have called for XXX customer service by name, which makes other colleagues envious and jealous. Two more newcomers were recruited, and with the three newcomers together, no one would be higher than the other, so the atmosphere in the department became better and better, and everyone's envy and jealousy just stayed on the lips.

From that day on, as long as Shen Yan was at work and Xiao Fang had nothing else to do during the day, he would deliver meals to Shen Yan at noon. Next mouth.

At first, some colleagues thought that it was a regular delivery to Shen Yan, so they came to ask him if they could deliver an extra one every day.

"I'm sorry, that person is my elder brother. Because I'm not in good health, he specially delivered food to me."

Shen Yan tactfully rejected the colleague's request, turned his head and joked with Xiao Fang: "Brother, the food you cook is so delicious, I will be hated by others."

"I didn't eat other people's rice, so why do you hate it? The labor and management just want to make you fatter, so that you can be slaughtered for meat during the New Year."

"My meat doesn't taste good."

"Who said that? I've eaten it all. What is that idiom called? Eat it to the core? Anyway, it means that you want to eat it again after eating it once."

After Xiao Fang finished speaking casually, he suddenly felt a little awkward. He took a look at Shen Yan, and planned to admit his mistake immediately if there was something wrong with Shen Yan's expression.

Shen Yan didn't expect to be molested like this, his face turned red in an instant, he opened his mouth, and it took him a long time to say, "Eat what you want."

After saying this, Xiao Fang felt that a big ingot suddenly fell from the sky and hit him on the head. He picked up Shen Yan and asked in disbelief: "Emma, ​​if you are serious, you can't go back on your word." ah."

Shen Yan was a little annoyed by Xiao Fang's question, "So much nonsense, let me down."

"Don't let it go."

"Will you let it go?"

"Put, put, put on the bed."

"Well... brother, you... slow down."

"It can't be slow, labor and capital are suffocated."

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