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"Wake up, wake up, get up, drink some porridge, and then take medicine."

Shen Yan was awakened by Xiao Fang's shaking, he opened his eyes in a daze, gave a soft "um", and then fell asleep again.

"Get up quickly, or I'll put a cold towel on." Xiao Fang put an electronic thermometer on his forehead, "38.3 ℃, the body temperature has dropped."

"Hmm~ Don't put the cold towel on, I'm awake." Now that the fever subsided, and he just woke up again, the flush on Shen Yan's face turned into a light pink, and his voice was nasal and a little hoarse. Fan, whether he will wake up or not, sounds like he is acting like a baby, which makes Xiao Fang feel very cute. He stretches out his hand to help Shen Yan up from the bed, first brings a hot towel, and carefully wipes Shen Yan's face and hands. He wiped it clean, and asked him to rinse his mouth with a glass of water, then picked up the porridge bowl and sat by the bed.

"Are you awake, open your mouth."

"Wake up, wake up," Shen Yan really woke up when he wiped his face, he was a little embarrassed, "I'll drink it myself."

"Come on, your limbs must be weak now, what if you put the bowl on the bed again." Xiao Fang didn't let go, and stubbornly brought the spoon to his mouth.

"Hmm...Brother, I don't feel like I have a fever, but I'm paralyzed." There was no way, Shen Yan opened his mouth and drank the porridge.

The porridge is ginger and jujube porridge, which is just right for lukewarm.

"Brother, thank you very much, I..." For some reason, a trace of grievance surfaced in Shen Yan's heart, and he couldn't continue speaking.

"Thank you, I didn't do anything. If it's you, look at yourself, you're almost skinny. To be honest, isn't it too hard to live alone?"

"I... I'm sorry, I just don't want to trouble others."

"Even in this embarrassment, don't you want to trouble others?" Xiao Fang's tone was not harsh, but he could hear the displeasure in it.

"Hmm..." Shen Yan lowered his head, "My friend is very busy studying, I can't always find him every time I have something to do."

"Where are your parents? Did they leave you alone after divorce?"

"I didn't completely ignore it, they gave me the house to live in, and they also gave me living expenses every month, but I'm an adult after all..."

"Oh, forget it, I won't ask you anymore, let's eat the porridge first." Xiao Fang sighed, his hands didn't stop, but he didn't speak after that.

After eating a bowl of porridge, Shen Yanren regained his energy. He felt that the two of them were silent like this, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward, so he asked, "Brother Xiao, why did you think of calling me today?"

"Isn't it New Year's Day today? My family is out of town, and it's boring to live alone. I just want to ask if you have any arrangements." Xiao Fang told the truth.

"Oh, hehe, that's it."

"But looking at you like this, I guess you can't make any arrangements. You can hang out with me these few days. Look at you, tsk tsk, you are so thin that you are like a reed stick. How can your body get better?"

"Brother, I..." Shen Yan hesitated for a long time, but still didn't say the sentence "It's really troublesome." It has already become like this, and it feels a bit hypocritical to say these things.

"Okay, take the medicine, and then go to sleep again, if you have a cold, you need to rest more." After feeding the medicine to Shen Yan, Xiao Fang helped him to lie down, then turned around and left the bedroom, picked up the key from the door and went to bed. out.

Shen Yan heard the movement of Xiao Fang closing the door, wondering what he was doing there, wondering if he was delayed from going to work, and suddenly remembered the scene when Xiao Fang sent him home when he sprained his ankle last time, and after a while he was a little bit confused. Feeling sorry for myself, feeling like a burden, really useless...

In the quiet space, all kinds of thoughts surged up, and the pain in his head was so bad, it was as if the bones inside were separated from the scalp, and even the eye sockets hurt, making Shen Yan lie down in a daze. There, he didn't dare to move, and after a while, he fell asleep again.

Opening his eyes again, it was already past six o'clock in the evening. Xiao Fang, who was busy in the kitchen, heard the sound of the timer, went into the bedroom and turned on the light. "you're awake?"

"Hmm..." This sleep was very heavy. Although the bones of his whole body were still sore, the pain in his head was no longer so severe. He sat up and lifted the quilt.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Fang asked hurriedly as he watched him get out of bed.

"I...I'm going to the bathroom." Shen Yan said, scratching his head in embarrassment.

"Ah, let me support you."

"No need," just finished speaking and stood up, Shen Yan's legs went limp, and he almost didn't sit on the ground, Xiao Fang caught him quickly, "It's normal to have such a high fever, it's normal for the legs to be soft." Did Xiao Fang Laugh at what he means.

"Well, I..." Before Shen Yan finished speaking, Xiao Fang hugged him, "Brother, brother, I'm fine, let me down."

Xiao Fang and Ben ignored him, and directly gave him a "princess hug", sent him to the bathroom, and then turned around to go out.

Shen Yan: ...I feel so ashamed.

For dinner, Xiao Fang made Shen Yan winter melon pork ribs soup. There were thin dragon beard noodles in the soup. Shen Yan didn't have a good appetite, but he still tried hard to eat a bowl. After the meal, he rested for a while. After taking the medicine, he went back and lay down again. Xiao Fang finished packing everything and went to the bar as usual.

Before leaving, he said to Shen Yan, "I put porridge and side dishes on the second shelf of the freezer. When I wake up tomorrow morning, just in case I can't make it through, just warm it up yourself. If you still have a fever or something, remember Call me."

"Well, I got it." Shen Yan was a little guilty, his illness was fine, Xiao Fang had been busy all day, and had to work the night shift at night, he was really a drag on others.

"Well... If you have a chance at night, you can sneak a little sleep."

"what?"

"Aren't you on the night shift? I...it's nothing." Shen Yan stretched out his hand to pull the quilt, and buried his face in it again.

It was only then that Xiao Fang remembered that he had told Shen Yan that he was on the night shift before, but he didn't say what he was doing. He must have misunderstood, so he let himself sleep secretly.

Looking at Shen Yan who buried his face in the quilt because of embarrassment, Xiao Fang couldn't hold it back. He smiled lightly and took two steps forward, pulled the quilt down, then lowered his head, and gently touched the tip of Shen Yan's nose. She kissed her, "Are you trying to suffocate yourself in it? Don't worry, I will sleep secretly, you can rest."

This kiss that fell on the tip of his nose like a dragonfly touching water made Shen Yan blush all of a sudden, and it didn't subside until Xiao Fang left for a long time.

Shen Yan felt that his brain was "shut down" by the high fever, he kept asking himself why, why did Xiao Fang kiss him?Maybe Xiao Fang is just out of pity or, or what?He dare not think.

But he understands that he is just a blind man with a dilapidated body and no one to rely on. He has no capital to be loved, so it's better not to think about anything.

In the next few days, Shen Yan stuck his head into the sand like an ostrich, pretending that he didn't know anything, and Xiao Fang didn't do any other strange moves after that day's light kiss, he just Going upstairs every day to help Shen Yan cook, as if it was really a simple matter of helping him.

This situation lasted until Shen Yan's cold completely recovered, Xiao Fang returned the key to him, and stopped going upstairs every day, only occasionally helping him bring some food back, everything seemed to be back to the way before Shen Yan had a fever.

Sure enough, I still think too much.

For Xiao Fang's approach, Shen Yan felt relieved on the one hand, but felt a little empty on the other hand.

"It must be that brother Xiao's cooking is so delicious that he has eaten his mouth and stomach, so he feels unaccustomed to it." On this day, Shen Yan was muttering while lowering his face when his phone rang.

"Hello, hello."

"Shen Yan, it's me." Shen Congshan's voice came.

"dad."

"I'll pick you up at two o'clock this Friday afternoon." There was still a brief and powerful notification on the phone.

"okay, got it."

With a "snap", the person on the other side hung up. Shen Yan held the phone with a sarcastic expression on his face. His dad was always like this. He didn't call when he had nothing to do, and he never asked him if he was okay. My own son is really forced to do so.

Just as he was thinking, the sound of water splashing came from his ear, "Ah, my noodles." Shen Yan pressed the stop button in a panic, and felt around the pot with his hands. And the soup came out.

Even wiping and tidying up, it took nearly 10 minutes for Shen Yan to grope to clean up the soup and noodles that had been thrown out, and when he stirred the noodles in the small pot with chopsticks, he found that they were all lumped together.

"Hey, let's eat." Shen Yan was sitting on the sofa with the noodles in his hand. Before he could eat, the doorbell rang.