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Zhang Zihao originally felt that what happened today was a bit embarrassing, but after returning to the dormitory, he realized that he had done an earth-shattering event today.When he returned to the dormitory, Zhang Zihao originally wanted to change his clothes and go out for dinner with Qian Yule and the others. Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened the dormitory door, Li Chaoli rushed over with his mobile phone, and he was very excited. "Brother, do you know that you are popular?" "I am popular, what did I do?" "Don't you know?" "Know what?" "Zihao, you are on our school's post bar. "Since Li Chao couldn't speak normally, Ling Feng spoke for him. "Ah? I went to school to post it? Let me have a look." Zhang Zihao snatched Li Chao's phone, saw the photo of himself and Qian Yule kissing, his brain suddenly short-circuited, what is going on? ah?It's just something that just happened, why did it suddenly... ah...how could it be like this.

"Ah... ah... What kind of fairy couple are these? They are both so handsome. They show their affection in public. It's so sweet." ""With such good looks, why are you still studying? You can almost make your debut as a star! Our school has handsome guys with such good looks, and I just now know." "Hey, sure enough, all the handsome guys now We are with handsome guys, what should we girls do?" Looking at the comments in the post bar, they were all about Zhang Zihao and Qian Yule's good match and handsomeness, although there were some comments that were not very good, but best wishes Most of the comments, what are these, rotten women are really everywhere, everywhere!

"Brother, so you also like men, I didn't see it!" Liang Hao always felt that he was the only one in the dormitory who liked men, which felt a little weird. "No, no, listen to my explanation, don't jump to conclusions, you rotten girls." Zhang Zihao was so excited when he saw the comments below the post bar, although he didn't object to homosexuality, he really wasn't, " Brother, this is my mobile phone, don't get excited." Li Chao looked at the mobile phone that Zhang Zihao could break at any time with distress, "Uh... sorry, return it to you." "I said, you shouldn't, Everyone still congratulates you all, why are you acting like... you are going to die?" Ling Feng asked puzzled, "I... this." How would he explain that he deliberately made Sun Miaomiao give up on himself? If you do this, ghosts will believe it.

"In short, what I want to say is that what I see is not necessarily true. I don't have anyone I like so far. This photo...is purely accidental." "Come on, so close, so loving, the audience's eyes are sharp Yes, don't be shy, and everyone didn't blame you for liking men, don't you see that many people bless you." Liang Hao said, "Yes, brother, it's not your fault that you like men, we are also very happy. I'm happy for you, but you're not enough brothers, you didn't even tell us that you have a date, no wonder you don't like that beautiful senior sister so much, I misunderstood you before." Li Chao said, "You guys, forget it, explain It’s useless, so I won’t tell you, anyway, that person is not my boyfriend, believe it or not.” Zhang Zihao felt that the world had changed, and he couldn’t accept it, why did everyone think that he and Qian Yule should be One pair, he was wrong, really wrong, if he went back to the past, he would definitely not use Qian Yule as a cover to reject Sun Miaomiao.

"Hey, Zihao, where are you going?" Li Chao looked at Zhang Zihao rushing out of the dormitory door suddenly, it seemed that he was too excited.I ran to the lakeside of the school, looked up to the sky and let out a long roar, and finally I was able to calm down a little. "Um... Excuse me, are you... Zhang Zihao's classmate?" "Uh, how do you know?" "I saw it on the post bar, can I... take a photo with you?" "Ah?" What the hell, Zhang Zi Hao now believes that he is really popular, but for him, it is not entirely a good thing, "Thank you, student Zihao, that... you and your boyfriend must be happy, I am optimistic about you." The girl Zi Gu left excitedly after he finished speaking, why did he think... his campus life would not be so peaceful in the future?

"Hahaha, brother, you and Zihao are on fire, and now the school post bar is talking about you everywhere." Qian Sijin swiped through the post bar with his mobile phone, and laughed like a fool when he saw the comments on it, "Look Yuci and I have to keep a low profile after coming, otherwise, it might end like you, Zihao was betrayed by a girl in the class, haha, now the whole school probably knows about him." "Sijin, I'm very tired now I'm worried, can you stop mentioning this?" They are sitting in a coffee shop in the school now, and three girls have come to him for a group photo just now, and he is not a celebrity, and now he is thinking more and more about the little girls. I can't figure it out.

"Brother, don't worry, it's nothing. No one will remember this kind of thing in two days. Besides, you will go back to City A tomorrow. After you go back, you can pretend that nothing happened. So, it's okay." "I hope!" Qian Yule is now the first two big.The first kiss in my life was actually given to a boy on the premise that I was completely unprepared.

Just when he thought everything should be over, Zhang Zihao encountered another troublesome thing, that is... Sun Miaomiao committed suicide.That day happened to be just after the morning class, and Zhang Zihao received a call from Sun Miaomiao's roommate saying that Sun Miaomiao committed suicide by cutting her wrist in the dormitory. Fortunately, they found it in time when they returned to the dormitory. In the emergency room, everyone breathed a sigh of relief after the operation was over. Sun Miaomiao must have been too aggressive, but she was just rejected. Why did she make such a fuss that she wanted to commit suicide?

"Senior sister, Sun Miaomiao...how could she commit suicide?" Zhang Zihao was really puzzled by this kind of person who would commit suicide because he couldn't think about it, "Student, you don't know, you are the one who kissed others On the day when the news spread, Miaomiao was in a bad mood when she came back. She didn’t talk, go to class, or eat properly for the past few days. No, I kept repeating, what he likes is a man, I worked so hard, but in the end I lost to a man." "Uh... Senior sister, this matter... I misunderstood, but I had no choice but to, I I really can't bear her such a strong personality, plus, her liking... puts me under a lot of pressure." "Primary school brother, senior sister knows, anyway, you are still young, unmarried men and women are unmarried, who are you?" Everyone has the right to choose a partner freely. I also know that Miaomiao is usually a bit stronger. In fact, she is not bad in nature, but if it is someone whose personality is not compatible with her, she will feel difficult to get along with. In short, don’t blame yourself. It's lucky that Miaomiao is fine." "Well, then...thank you senior for telling me, if there's nothing else... I'll just stay and take care of her, senior sister, if you have something to do, go and do it first." "Well, then Miaomiao I'll leave it to you, if you need anything, contact us."

Zhang Zihao now feels very sorry for Sun Miaomiao's parents, because his own willful behavior caused their precious daughter to almost die in Huangquan. If only he could have a good talk with her that day, why would he do such a thing? Well, it made the relationship between me and Qian Yule a bit awkward now, and I didn't even go to see him off when he returned to City A that day.

Looking at Sun Miaomiao lying on the hospital bed, Zhang Zihao felt that she was asleep, but she actually looked quite quiet, not at all like that kind of domineering and strong girl. If Sun Miaomiao was not so strong, she could be like other girls Be gentle, maybe I will consider liking her, but it's impossible to be friends with her now!

Zhang Zihao would go to the hospital to take care of Sun Miaomiao when he was not in class. After all, he was responsible for the disaster. He is not a boy without responsibility. He almost lost his life because of himself, and he didn't care about others. This kind of thing He couldn't do it. Although the two of them didn't get along very well before, they still had to take responsibility for everything.

Maybe it was because she was hit too hard. When Sun Miaomiao's roommate was around, she was still talking and laughing, just like a normal person, but when Zhang Zihao appeared, she was terribly quiet, which always made Zhang Zihao feel a little down. In a second, she would get up from the bed and beat herself up, but she didn't, she didn't move, she didn't speak, she just sat quietly on the bed like that, although this was fine, but Zhang Zihao always felt that he should say something I made it clear, but people are in such a miserable situation now, isn't it good to still sprinkle salt on their wounds? "Miaomiao, I'm sorry." Zhang Zihao had to say sorry to Sun Miaomiao every day, but she didn't respond. This was the first time in Zhang Zihao's life that he felt guilty towards someone.

Maybe he wanted to understand. After a week of silence, Sun Miaomiao finally said, "What are you sorry for? Do you think being sorry is useful? Zihao, it's not that I never thought that you don't like me because you have someone you like. But what I didn't expect was that you would rather like a man than me." Although she had seen a lot when she was studying abroad, she still couldn't accept what two men could do together, she just thought about it All feel sick. "I... I'm sorry, that day... I was impulsive. Let me tell you the truth. I am not dating Qian Yule, and he is not my boyfriend. I was forced to do that that day. Miaomiao, you Hit me, I've made you feel uncomfortable for so long, hit me if you want, I will never fight back." Zhang Zihao felt that he had really gone too far, not only cheating and hurting a girl, he might even give money back to Qian Yu Le also had an impact, he really didn't do well enough.

"You...you...haven't dated?" "Yes, I'm sorry, I lied to you." "Why did you lie to me, Zhang Zihao, do you think I'm idle, or do you think I'm easy to lie to? This kind of joke came to lie to me." Sun Miaomiao felt that all this was too absurd, how could he...how could this be, what did she do wrong, he wanted to lie to himself like this. "Miao Miao, maybe you will think this is ridiculous, but I really have no other way, I know I look naive, but have you ever thought about your own reasons?" "My reasons? Zhang Zihao , can you stop making mistakes and blame me for these mistakes?" "Okay, in this case, let's talk about it today, Miao Miao, you have never known why I hate you all this time, Well, let me tell you, it's not because you're not good enough, or because you're not good enough, you're good, and you're also good, but it's because of this that you're so strong, I admit, there's nothing wrong with being strong, but Do you know that you are already paranoid, you always feel that your arrangements and methods of doing things are right, so you always force others to agree with you, as long as someone doesn’t like you, you will find a way to stop it It’s easier for others, but have you forgotten that you are not a god, others have no obligation to be on the same side as you, and others have the right to choose to say no.” “What exactly do you want to say?” “Sun Miaomiao, think about it carefully. Think about it, has anyone around you ever told you the truth? Or... How many people do you think are sincere to you? Are they following you from the bottom of their hearts?" "I..." Sun Miaomiao never Thinking about these questions that didn't make any sense to her, because she felt that everyone was willing to be with her because they liked her, but Zhang Zihao suddenly asked her today, but she couldn't answer it.Think about it carefully, the people around me, except my parents, seem to be willing to like me from the bottom of my heart, and those who I think are my friends, in fact, they may not necessarily like me, just because I have forced them, but they dare not resist themselves. Thinking about it carefully, no one has ever talked to me. It’s not that there is no such thing, but once the content of the discussion involves their own interests, they will take the initiative to avoid or directly lose their temper. Over time, no one dared to say anything to himself.

Thinking carefully about some of the things she did before, Sun Miaomiao felt that she was really sad. She thought she was very successful and had a lot of followers, but there were very few people who were sincere to her. It turned out that she was the loser.The success she thinks is just obtained by her own coercive means. She has always been immersed in her own fantasy, because she doesn't want to face failure and don't want to let herself be hated, but what she did These are making herself more and more hated by others, even the current self...has begun to hate herself.

"Sun Miaomiao, are you okay? I just... want to talk to you. You don't have to be so sad, right?" I thought I was very successful, but in the end, it was just a dream I wove for myself. Zhang Zihao, you are really hateful. Why did you wake me up from the dream so cruelly? You kept me immersed Can’t you go on?” “Dreams are dreams after all, whether you like it or not, you will wake up one day, you are not a loser, you are willing to find your mistakes and correct them, you are still a winner, Sun Miaomiao, I admit it, I was also wrong, I shouldn't have delayed you, when I was young I shouldn't have casually said a promise to marry you when I grow up, and made you stick to it for so long, you obviously have more choices, but I’m really sorry because I’ve been delayed for so long. In fact, have you ever thought that maybe it’s not me who made you persistent for so long, it’s just a promise I made when I was a child.” “I…” “Sun Miaomiao, let's...give each other some time, don't force me to like you anymore, and I won't continue to hate you, let's think about something clearly, if you still think you like me in the end, I can't guarantee that I will I like you, but I will also try my best to let myself accept you slowly." "Okay."

After talking about everything, Sun Miaomiao felt that her long-standing obsession seemed to be slowly disappearing. Maybe Zhang Zihao was right. All along, she was only so attached to the promise she made when she was a child that she ignored herself. Do you really like and understand the person who made the promise? After all, girls believe in things like promises. Thinking about it carefully, I really know very little about Zhang Zihao. He usually likes What he does, what books he likes to read, what games he likes to play, what kind of girls he likes, and his favorite food, he really doesn't know anything.

A week after being discharged from the hospital, Sun Miaomiao had a talk with Zhang Zihao, and she said goodbye to everything in the past, she wanted to start again. "I'm very happy that you are willing to think about it. This proves that you are not hopeless." "Of course, but I still want to apologize to you, Zihao, for causing you a lot of trouble before." , I’m sorry, in the future, I’ll try to be more mature, after all, I’m older than you, and I can’t always be like a little sister.” “I’m also sorry, a sentence I said casually when I was a child has caused you to be persistent and troubled for so many years. From now on, promises can't be said casually, the consequences will be very serious!" "Yes, you guys like to make promises casually, but you don't necessarily practice them." "Haha, I'm sorry!" "Okay , now that... the words are out of the way, let's get along like normal siblings from now on, and you can boldly pursue your own happiness, and I won't stop you in the future." "Well, you too, You are so good, you will definitely meet someone who really likes you." "Well, by the way, do you have your class Qin Yun's contact information?" "What are you doing?" "Don't worry, I'm not trying to harm her, I just want to... ...Apologize to her, before...almost killed her." "It's okay, I told her about it, and she said it's okay, it's okay anyway." "It's more sincere for me to apologize." "Then Well, I'll send you her contact information later. By the way, I heard that Yuci and Sijin are in the Taekwondo club, take good care of them!" "Got it, don't worry, I have something to do, so I'll leave first. ""Um."

Now it’s pretty good. I have more friends and fewer enemies. In the future, I don’t have to worry about being stuck, and I don’t have to be afraid of being beaten if I don’t do something right. Life is still beautiful, haha!